Jade PovEverything is falling apart in my world. I know I fucked up but I didn't expect this. But why it is hurting more than usual? I think because I became more werewolf, Lycan, now. I lost my human side inside of them. Now I regret that I accepted my supernatural side. Every single cell in my system is screaming in pain. God! I wish I could die this instant but I know I couldn't damn the immortal shit. If that Bastian took over my powers what would happen to me? I would be a human? Or dead? Either way, both were best than seeing all things around me.How could they? Can I blame them though? I got pregnant with a stranger even I didn't know who is it and got a miscarriage cause of drugs. What could I expect? But I can't see them with another girl. At least I wish they live happily together as boyfriends. Why did they give up on them as much as I know they love one another don't they? Then why? My heart felt like it was pierced with many knives at the same time. After what I saw my w
Jade PovI was sitting on my bed, all my things were scattered around, I don't know if what I did is right or wrong but I don't have a choice. To make them love me again, I don't have a way other than this. I sighed and stuffed some of my clothes into my duffel bag. I thought I only would go to that house when I was happy but the table changed. I should stay there for five months with them. Now thinking about the moment I decided to buy that home with my money I did well. After I began to sing in the club I got many gifts, and tips more than anyone could expect, then the pay was good too. We three were living together from the moment Amber and me came to New York. Amber has a family to take care of as well as Eve. But for me, there is no one so I saved money and bought that small cozy home with three bedrooms and finely furnished.Amber and Eve got worried I would shift after I bought that home but I consoled them I won't go anywhere without them. We could live there but it is on the o
Jade PovToday I came to work, it had been two weeks, but nothing changed. I prepared them food every day but they never had it, I woke them up every morning, and accompanied them for a morning jog or workout. Even I prepare protein shakes and juices they won't touch them. Instead, they prepared themselves. Kai cooked his food while Ian get takeout food every day. Kai would clean the dishes he used all the time and make sure there is no mess but Ian will just clean the plates he ate. I did their laundry after they both left for work. Yep, they were working here on some project they signed up for. Both were more CEO than Mafia mobs. Both get ready in the morning at eight in their suits and will rush to work. I would clean their room after they left. I worked in the evening so to avoid getting bored I did all work at home. My bubba and Bae visited me last weekend. Both my mates left me alone on Friday night and returned Monday evening. I know where they were going though. Cause I felt t
Jade PovAfter I heard growls, I turned to my bathroom exit. I froze to see both Kai and Ian eyeing me like I was some prey and they were some hungry lions. Without any shame, or blinking their eyes they were still starting my naked self not to forget still my dildo was shoved in my pussy and my butt plug was deep inside vibrating. I panicked and immersed myself in water more. Ian stepped in while Kai followed. I was scared now, I bit my lips and covered myself I'm with water. Once Ian reached the bathtub, he leaned toward me, grabbed my cheeks in between his palm, and asked, "What are you doing?" I gulped and replied, "Nothing" Kai grabbed my hair back, which made me yelp cause of the strung in my scalp. He looked my frowned face and said, "Did you lied to us?" I bit my lips and said, "Yep" Now Ian tightened his grip on my cheeks and asked, "Now, tell me what did you do?" I tried to lower my face and eyes but Kai tightened his grip on my hair so I can't avoid their eye contact. I ave
Jade PovAll gonna end soon. It's been four months and twelve days still my mates were not ready to forgive me. After my first heat, the mate bond worked in full force for me. I don't how about them but every single time I saw them with their lovers and the pain I have when they have sex with their lovers multiped a thousand times more. I know it's all because I didn't allow Kath and Neer to kick in but I promised them, don't I? But when I think about all of this it is just a waste of time. I confirmed that they moved on and their lovers seemed good people too so I should make up my mind and be ready to let them go and live their lives of their will. Raav and Jungk may love Neer to give up their life for her but I can't force Ian and Kai to love me. Can I? Even if I could I don't want to, I didn't see the adoration they once had for me in their eyes. I shouldn't have called them for this arrangement, I should have rejected them but I was too late to think that way though. I sighed and
Jade Pov.I immersed myself in my favorite herb oil scent lukewarm water. I relaxed when the hot water worked on my sore muscles. I don't know when I had a proper bath last time. I rubbed my body gently to withdraw all dirt from my body. I used my herb shampoo and body wash to clean me. After an hour of the clean bath, I stepped out of the bathtub, wrapped myself with a fluffy black towel, and used another small towel to wrap my damp hair then walked to the mirror. As usual, I didn't see my face, I stare at my body if any dirt reminded me, once I confirmed all clear I threw both used towels in the laundry basket and walked into my walk-in closet. I picked normal and simple black matching lingerie and wore it. Then I put on baggy sweatpants and a loose white tee shirt. I dried my hair with a hairdryer and pulled my long brown hair into a high pony. I don't want to put on any make-up so they won't complain that I am trying to seduce them. I sat on my bed waiting for them to show up. Fina
Jade PovIt's been six years but it flew just like seconds. I was driving to the bakery to get a chocolate cake that was ordered by Amber. I checked my wristwatch, I scrunched my face in distress cause I was late. My babies gonna kill me for being late again but what I can do, I am doing this all for them. I want to give them all the comfort they need, and I don't want them to feel anything lacking. I parked the car in front of the bakery, run into the shop, get the cake, and drove back to my mansion. To surprise my babies. I speed up my car to reach fast as to reached my mansion which is on the outskirts of Berlin. After I rejected my mates I decided to go as far as I could from my mates so I thought of shifting to another country that's when Amber's parents died. We all went back to California to do respect to them, and on the very same day I found out that Ian was getting married to Bella. For god sake, it's been just a day after the rejection. But it didn't pain like before cause
Ian PovI am in rush to my base, the Mafia world is in chaos. All were at the war, no one wants peace anymore, and everything single gang wherever it is big or small all wanted to claim the throne of Mafia king. Now I don't want that position but it is a one-way track we can enter but never can find a way out. Even Kai couldn't. He quit years ago but he was not left out of this war too. Not only we were targeted but also our family. I have one now to worry about. So I can't risk anything by ignoring this. After reaching my base Suga and Hope reported to me about the attack that happened in our south base. I am pissed because the whole base is destroyed, many of my men are dead, along with them illegal stuff which cost many millions was destroyed. I didn't think they would go this far. Our serious conversation was cut when my phone buzzed, I flipped it and saw John's number on the display. My guts get knotted for an unknown reason, cause I left my wife in my pack for safety precaution