The moment I saw a shelf filled with leather files, a wave of déjà vu hit me. I was sure the key was inside there. I immediately removed all the files one by one; a few of them fell to the ground, but I cared less. To my surprise, as I pushed aside the last file, a small locker came into view at the back of the shelf. My hand reached out for it. I tried to open it, only to find that it was locked. My eyes burned into the files I had just pushed aside. I picked up the blue one and opened it to find a small key hidden between the papers. How do I know this so precisely? Though I had stepped into Nikolai’s study for the first time, I moved around as if I had known this place for years. The familiarity of the room was both comforting and disconcerting. The thought bothered me, but I kept it aside to avoid distracting myself from my real purpose. I immediately inserted the key and unlocked the locker, and the compartment clicked open. My heart pounded in my chest with anticipation. T
My pulse pounded in my ears, and panic surged when I heard Nikolai's car honk. My grip on the album tightened, and suddenly, I felt suffocated. My body still trembled from the flashes and the reality. I wasn't ready for Nikolai's arrival. If Nikolai caught me here, everything would be over. He would never let me reach the truth. He would never let me see Dimitri.My body instantly sprang into action instantly. I immediately shoved the album back into the file, from which I pulled it out. Every second that passed felt like a death sentence. My heart raced as I rushed to the study's door.I needed to leave this place before Nikolai arrived. He would not spare me for touching his belongings without his permission. He is extremely possessive about everything.Even though I was in a hurry, the logical part of my brain was active. I twisted the knob slowly and carefully, ensuring it made no noise. My breath hitched when I heard the footsteps approaching me. Nikolai was already inside the
The moment Nikolai left, I let out a deep sigh and sat on the edge of the bed. The key once again dug into my skin, reminding me of its presence. My fingers slipped into my pocket, and I pulled out the key. I held it between my fingers; the metal shone under the lights. I wanted to meet Dimitri today, to learn the whole truth, to understand why Nikolai killed my family and what exactly he did to me in the past. But now that Nikolai is back home early, it doesn't seem easy. I clenched the key in my fist. I had to hide this key somewhere Nikolai can't see. But where? This wasn’t just any room. It was his room. His space. I coukdn’t stop him from wandering around or touching things. My eyes scanned the room, searching for possibilities.The wardrobe? No. He might go through his clothes.The drawer? Too obvious.The bathroom? He spent too much time there.I needed a place he would never think to check.My gaze landed on a tall flower vase in the corner of the room. It was sleek, dark
My breath hitched in my throat when his fingers began playing with the flowers. He plucked a single petal between his fingertips, rolling it absently before pulling out one of the flowers.My stomach clenched in panic. If he dug any deeper, he would find it.Before he could go any further, I immediately rushed to him, distracting him and making him look up. "Aren't we getting late now?" I asked, trying my best not to let my voice waver. One of his eyebrows shot up in surprise. "You weren’t this eager before," he mused, his deep voice laced with suspicion. "What changed?"Damn it.I forced a scoff, folding my arms. "Fine. If you don’t want to go, I’ll just change and sleep."Without giving him a chance to analyze me further, I spun on my heel, pretending to head back toward the closet. Please stop me. Please stop me."Stop," he commanded, and I relaxed. I could feel him standing up behind me. Slowly, I turned around. Nikolai studied me for a moment, then glanced back at the vase,
I swallowed hard when Antonio extended his hand towards me."Would you like to dance with me?" He asked. My gaze flicked to Nikolai one last time. His hold on his glass became so tight that I heard a faint crack. His jaw clenched, and his dark eyes bore into mine as if daring me to defy him. Despite my instincts screaming at me to avoid provoking the beast, I turned to Antonio and smiled softly and deliberately."Sure" I slipped my hand into his. Antonio’s smirk widened in satisfaction, while behind me, the temperature in the room dropped.Nikolai's demeanor shifted. His grip on my waist loosened a bit, enough for me to slip away. I didn't look back at him, but I could feel his stare burning into my back. My skin tingled under his intense gaze. I'm sure he wants to snap me in half, but I have to do it if I want to succeed with my plan. I knew I'd just made the Mafia King furious, but this was my first move.As Antonio led me to the dance floor, I could tell that many people were
Silence.That was all that filled the car during the ride back home.Nikolai's body was rigid as he sat beside me. His fists were so tightly clenched on his lap that his knuckles turned white. The driver sensed the tension in the air. He kept his gaze forward, ensuring he made no sound.The silence was so thick I could hear my own heartbeat.The silence was so thick that I could hear my own heartbeat. Nikolai stepped out the moment the car pulled up in front of his mansion. Before the driver could reach my side, he yanked the door open. His dark, challenging eyes met mine, daring me to defy him.I hesitated for only a second before sighing and stepping out. I was stuck with him—for now.He strode inside the house while I followed at a slower pace, but as soon as we reached the living hall, I stopped.I had no intention of entering that room with him tonight. I would be spending the night on the couch. "Come inside the room," he ordered I crossed my arms to my chest and looked away.
My breath hitched. My blood ran cold. My body shivered, and my face turned pale. "What are you talking about, Nikolai?" I managed to say. I hated the way my voice trembled. I slightly tugged on the handcuffs but it was of no use. My wrists were locked. And my legs?They were still trapped under the merciless grip of this devil.Nikolai’s gaze darkened as he studied me, his fingers tightening ever so slightly around my ankle. "You know very well what I am talking about!" He murmured. Once again, he started massaging my foot. His actions contrasted with his wild eyes. I knew that one wrong word from my mouth and he would break my foot without thinking twice. "Antonio enjoyed touching what’s mine." His grip hardened.A sharp yelp escaped my lips as pain shot through my ankle."Don’t you think he deserves to die?"Panic surged in my veins like wildfire."Nikolai, please—"Before I could finish, his phone rang. Keeping his hold tight on my foot with one hand, he reached into his pock
"I want your body and soul to remember only one name, Nikolai." Setting the vibrator aside, he attempted to part my thighs, but I clamped my legs together, not ready to let him do as he pleased. "Still fighting me, dolcezza?" He chuckled darkly, "It seems like you want me to use hard ways." A gasp escaped my throat when he hooked his fingers in the waistband of my panties and pulled it down in one forceful tug. "You bastard!" I hissed, twisting my body desperately, trying to shield myself, but it was futile.I pulled on the restraints to stop him, but all I managed was wiggle helplessly. And Nikolai?He was savoring the way my chest heaved up and down, the way my body shivered beneath his touch, the way my body betrayed me. My heart pounded as he turned away momentarily, only to return with something in his hand. My stomach knotted when I saw the silk restraints dangling from his fingers."Nikolai, don't!" I said through my gritted teeth. He tilted his head."Say that again when
“My birth certificate, my documents, and even DNA tests, if you want,” I said coolly. “All prove I was born of the legal wife of Mr. Rossi. I am the only legitimate heir; Marco is...” “Enough!” Mr. Rossi roared as I started opening his cards one by one, cutting me off mid-sentence. The dirty secrets he has been hiding from everyone for so long are now being exposed, and he just can't stand it. I have always considered Marco my real brother because he never let me feel otherwise, but only we family members know the truth. He was not my mother's son. He was the result of my father's betrayal. "I haven't even started, Dad," I said, infusing the word with honey-dripped venom. “What are you implying?” one of the council members asked, frowning. “How could you make such a serious accusation against your own father and brother?” “Whose father? Which brother?” I asked sharply, turning to the man with fire in my eyes. “They both died for me the day they tried to kill me.” The hall
"NO" Silence. Ear-deafening silence. This is what spread after I announced my decision. A single word detonated like a bomb. First, they were not expecting me to be here, and after knowing the reason behind my presence, they were definitely not expecting this answer from me. My father flinched in his position, and Marco's smile vanished. "What did you just say?" Marco growled near my ear, narrowing his eyes at me. He couldn't believe his ears. "I said no," I repeated just for him, just in case he didn't hear me. I turned slightly to face the Mafia council. "I am not ready to give my consent to make him a mafia king," I declared. The council members exchanged looks of confusion among themselves. The crowd gasped and whispered amongst themselves. "Any particular reason behind it?" The senior-most council member asked. "My husband built this Empire with his blood and sweat. He didn't inherit it; he earned it through scars. Before handing it over to someone else,
Black dress... This is what you are supposed to wear for the mafia king's crowning ceremony. It is a sign of power and mourning for the bloodshed that leads to the throne. It is a old tradition. That's why I wore white! Because I wasn’t here to mourn. I was here to defy. The black dress sent by Marco lay in the corner of the room like a rag while I slipped into a satin white gown, which I was meant to wear on my wedding day. I chuckled to myself. What irony. The silence in the room pressed into my skin like needles. I stood in front of the mirror, staring blankly at my own reflection. The dark circles under my eyes were clearly visible, and I hadn’t even tried to hide them. Let the world see what this house has done to me. My hair fell messily over my shoulder. I picked up a brush, and, as usual, I was about to tie it up when I remembered that the other women would have styled their hair into stiff buns because this was what was required of them today. So, I won't! I droppe
Thirty hours... it has been thirty hours since I last had a bite. The hunger was burning in my stomach, but what was worse was the thirst. My tongue felt like sandpaper, and my head pounded as if someone were hammering it from the inside. At one point, when I couldn't hold it anymore, I went to the bathroom and took a few sips to keep my baby alive. Marco knows the condition of my baby. He knows that I need not only meals but also the medicines for my baby to live, and he is still doing this. I don't have any purpose to live anymore. With Nikolai gone, I would have gladly given my life too, but in all this, my baby is suffering. It has nothing to do with betrayal, power, or position. I have spent the entire day lying lifeless on the bed, staring at the ceiling as if it held answers. Tears dribbled down the sides of my eyes, dampening the pillow. The only sound that could be heard in the room was the soft ticking of the antique clock on the wall. My stomach groaned again, but I d
The room was silent. Too silent. The only sound that could be heard was the curtains hitting against the windowpane, occasionally broken by my silent sobs. I sat on the floor with my legs folded, my head resting on the edge of the bed, my arms limping at my sides. My hair was a mess, my lips cracked to the point that blood started to appear under the skin, and my throat was dry from all the screaming, sobbing… and the silence that followed. It's been seven days since I was brought here. I had cried so much; I didn’t know if there were tears left in me anymore. But pain? Pain never seemed to run out. I was once again in my father's house, but now these walls felt cold and hollow. It isn't my home anymore. I left the place that was truly my home: the arms of my Nikolai. "Nick." His name escaped my lips in a whisper. My lips hadn't grown tired of calling him again and again, hoping that it would bring him back, as if my voice could somehow reach the other side. But
“No…” I shook my head. “No, no, no! He can’t leave me! He promised me forever. He said he’d never let me go! HE PROMISED!” Sobs escaped my throat in waves. The nurses around me looked down with sympathy, but I didn't care. My heart was too heavy; the pain was too much. My body shook with the force of my sobs. My throat burned. My heart felt like it was bleeding. “I didn’t get to say goodbye…” I wept, “I didn’t get to tell him I love him… that I remember everything… that I never wanted to leave…” It felt like the pain would kill me; it was tearing me apart from the inside. “He never gave up on me,” I whispered. “Even when I did.” I cried out my heart. I wasn't just broken; I felt empty inside. "Ma'am, please control yourself," one of the nurses said from above. "For the sake of your baby," she added. "The baby's condition is already very fragile. We don't want you to lose it as well." Instead of giving me strength, her words broke me further. My head tilted to the cei
There was darkness all around, except for the place where he was standing. Nikolai. With his hands tucked in his pants pocket, he was smiling at me—the kind of smile he used to give me when I called him Nick, his favorite nickname. My heart pounded in my chest as he slowly opened his arms wide for me to run to him and hug him tightly. This is exactly what I wanted, so without waiting for anything, I tried to run, my legs moving as fast as I could. But like the last time, no matter how far I went, he stayed the same distance away. Then, slowly, he began to fade. Bit by bit, like dust in the wind. His last words echoed in my head on a loop. "I promised not to show my face to you ever again, and I am going to keep that promise." "Remember, Alessia, I always loved you." The moment he was gone, the darkness engulfed me completely. "NO!" I shouted at the top of my lungs. "Nick... don't leave me..." My hand stretched out desperately, trying to reach him. But he ke
"Goodbye, my love." His words sounded broken and fragile, as if he were trying to hold on to the shattered pieces of his soul. I felt a sharp tug at my heart when he slowly stood up. He gave me one last look before turning around and walking away, and my body still couldn't move. My chest felt too heavy to breathe. My eyes were stinging with tears. My lips were wobbling, my heart was crying, yet I couldn't do anything to stop him. I was trapped—trapped in the cage of my own pain and emotions. My eyes closed, and my hands shot to my head. My eyes closed on their own, and now I could see everything clearly, very clearly. This time, it wasn't just broken silhouettes or blurred visions; it was clear. Painfully, excruciatingly clear. I saw everything from my past: the sweet moments with Nikolai, the laughter, the soft kisses, the dreams we used to share for our future. I remembered the way he used to place his hands on my belly, speaking to the little life growing inside me w
A sharp, blinding pain shot through the left side of my brain, searing all the way to my eyes. My hands flew up instinctively, clutching my head tightly between my trembling palms. A gasp left my throat. No! This can't be possible. Like every other sibling, over toys, over silly misunderstandings, over small, meaningless things. But to think... to even imagine that he would try to kill me? I shook my head violently. "You're lying!" I blurted out. "Marco would never—" "I wish I was," he whispered. "God, Alessia, I wish I was." The ground beneath me slipped as I couldn’t believe my ears. The breath caught in my throat, and it became hard for me to even breathe. "Marco wanted to become the Mafia King as badly as your father," Nikolai said in a grim tone. He spoke slowly, not wanting to put too much pressure on my mind at the same time. "He knew that once your father got the throne, it would only be a matter of a few years before he inherited it. He was so blinded by ambition,