"If you don't want to be my wife, then be ready to be my mistress. I will bury myself so deep inside you that your screams will echo in this whole mansion till everyone, including you, knows who you belong to." ~~~~~ An accident shattered Alessia Rossi’s life, in ways she never imagined. Just as she starts from scratch, her destroyer returns. Nikolai De Moretti. The Mafia King. Her nightmare. Alessia is his addiction, his obsession, his forbidden fruit. He craves her like a moth to a flame, envious of even the air that touches her. He burns her world to ashes until she has nowhere to run… except into his arms. But Alessia is no longer the naïve girl he destroyed. She returns to him with vengeance burning in her veins. Will she still see Nikolai as an enemy when she discovers the truth, which will break her in ways he never could? When passion ignites, and tempers clash, buried secrets begin to unfold, and the war between Obsession and Revenge begins… ~~~~ Warning: Dark Romance with steamy scenes, 18+ content, slight bdsm, comedy, and lots of love. Move ahead at your own risk.
Lihat lebih banyakAlessia Rossi
The loud music beating in the large dressing room blended with the chatter and squeals of excited girls adjusting their costumes and practicing last-minute dance moves. I adjusted my outfit, checking myself in the mirror one last time. I saw the deep, long mark on my stomach, which was slightly visible under the sheer dress. My finger traced along it. No matter how much I try to escape my past from my fear, it chases me like a haunting dream. "I am envious of you, Alessia. You are performing in the center," Samantha, one of my co-dancers, interrupted my thoughts. I turned around to face her, forcing a smile on my lips, ignoring the uneasiness curling in my stomach. "You would have also gotten the chance to dance in the middle if you had practiced well. Her talent outshines all of you. Instead of getting envious, work harder," our choreographer interjected. Her sharp tone made Samantha huff and pout dramatically. "Don't worry, Samantha," I reassured her. "I’ll make sure you get the center spot next time." Looking down, Samantha pouted while I exhaled slowly, trying to calm the raging storm within by placing my palms on my stomach. Three years. It's been three years since that incident, yet I still feel uneasy. Even though I'm doing everything I love, it still feels like a piece of me is missing. Suddenly, the dressing room erupted in gasps of surprise as a girl rushed in, panting. Her eyes were wide with excitement. "He is here! He is here!" she squealed as she spotted her favorite celebrity. "Who?" Samantha asked curiously. A wide smile spread across her lips as she announced, "Nikolai De Moretti" My heart skipped a beat at the mere mention of his name. My face turned pale, my breath caught in my throat, and my stomach flipped with anxiety. The gasps, giggles of excitement, and chatter about how devastatingly handsome and powerful he was became distant for me as I struggled to breathe. My hands turned ice cold, my knees wobbled, and my whole body trembled. He is back! "Alessia," Samantha grabbed my arm just in time. "Are you okay?" I blinked multiple times and took deep breaths to push away the panic clawing at my chest. How can I be okay when my nightmare himself is here? "I—I don't think I can perform," I whispered, my voice barely above a breath. The chatter died down as suddenly all eyes turned to me, adding more to my anxiety. "What?!" the choreographer’s shocked voice echoed in the room. "I’m not feeling well." I looked anywhere but at the crowd standing in front of me. "I’ll step out of the performance." Silence. A heavy silence followed my words. "But... it will ruin the entire routine. We can't even replace you in five minutes!" The choreographer exclaimed. I looked up at her and saw panic in her eyes. I swallowed hard, my throat dry. "Alessia, please," another dancer pleaded, stepping forward. "You know how much we’ve all practiced. If you leave now, it will affect everyone." My gaze swept over everyone, and I saw silent pleas and desperation on their faces. Guilt took over me. We had all worked hard, and I couldn't let my fear ruin everything. If he is back, then there is no point in hiding. I will have to face him one day or another. I exhaled heavily. "Fine," I murmured. "I won’t quit." Relief washed over the group as the choreographer clapped her hands. "Alright, girls! Get ready! You’re up next!" I turned away, swallowing down the bile rising in my throat. There is no need to fear him. I would be on the stage; he can't harm me. Drawing a deep breath, I walked in line with the other girls. As we stepped on the stage and took our places, the lights blazed over us. I tried to keep my gaze low, but the intense tingling sensation coursing through my body was impossible to ignore. The moment my gaze lifted, they met with a pair of emerald green eyes, and my breath hitched. My body was paralyzed as I saw him sitting there like a king on his throne, radiating an aura of power and control that sent shivers down my spine. A slight smirk played across his lips as if he were here for me. This is only for me. I could feel the heat rising to my cheeks as he leaned forward slightly. His expression shifted from amusement to predatory, and I felt a surge of adrenaline. It was as if he could see into my soul. I straightened up as the music began. I closed my eyes and inhaled deeply before moving to the beats. Music is in my veins, and dance is in my soul. So my feet moved in rhythm with the beats. I felt many eyes on me, but his gaze held me captive. His piercing gaze traced my every movement, causing chills to run down my spine. I tried to remain calm, but my legs trembled under the weight of his stare. The heat from the stage lights on my skin was nothing compared to the heat emanating from him. When the song ended, I whirled to take the last step. When the music stopped, we held our position for a few seconds. My chest heaved up and down as the applause erupted. But he didn't move from his place. His eyes were still on me. I could see a slight shift in his expression and a shiver ran down my body at the way his eyes darkened with desire. Amidst the chaos, I could hear the rapid pounding of my heart. I bolted from the stage when his piercing stare became unbearable. My breaths came out ragged, as if I just ran a marathon. I needed a few moments alone. I could hear footsteps approaching me. I sprinted into the locker room, as I couldn’t face anyone. It was dark and silent, just what I wanted. I could still feel his lingering gaze all over my body. I desperately wanted to remove it so I quickly changed my clothes and stuffed my dress into the locker. Pressing my back against the cold metal of lockers, I forced myself to take deep breaths. My eyes closed, and my hand reached out to my throbbing heart as I inhaled and exhaled through my mouth. The silence provided relief, but it was short-lived because the footsteps broke the peace. My senses became alert, every nerve ending tingling with anticipation. I know it is him. I can feel it. A shiver ran down my spine as I swallowed hard. My palms turned cold, and sweat formed on my forehead. No! I locked the door. He can’t come inside. He can’t. But my soul left my body when I heard a soft click with which the door opened, and I heard his voice: deep, dark, and unmistakable. "Princess. Where are you?"I never wanted my child to be like this. Nikolai knelt down beside us, "Tell me, Leo. What do you want?"Leo's lips parted but no sound came. He hesitated, his gaze dropping to his little fingers fiddling with the edge of his blanket. After a long moment, he whispered so softly that I had to lean in to catch the words.“…Can I have… french fries?”I blinked. “French fries?”I thought he was going to ask for something which we can't instantly provide. He nodded quickly, cheeks slightly pink. “With… a little cheese on top,” he added in a mumble, then looked down again. “They give it here after months… on special occasions.”Nikolai and I shared a look. Our baby has to long for even the basic things while we are enjoying the luxury of our lives. Nikolai blinked and pulled out his phone to place the order. Leo’s eyes lit up when he got to know his french fries were on their way. While we waited for the food, Nikolai and I brought out a small travel board game we had picked up earlier.
Alessia's POV As soon as we were allowed to meet our baby boy, Leo, we didn't waste a single second in going to him. My heart was pounding in my chest. I already sold the connection with him when I saw him for the first time, and now I cannot control myself anymore. I just want him in my arms. I want to give him all the love that he missed in these years. The Matron opened the door to his room and warm air welcomed us. The scent of disinfectant and crushed cookies reached our senses. My heart sank to the pit of my stomach when my eyes locked on the small figure curled up on the narrow bed, bundled in mismatched blankets. There was only his bed in the small room, indicating he had been left alone in the orphanage. My heart clenched.My head turned to Nikolai who was staring at his baby with mixed expressions. He has sympathy for him, and at the same time, there is guilt for not providing the kind of life he deserves. Our baby definitely deserves more than this. The monster has
Nikolai's POV Alessia held onto my arm tightly, as we waited for Matron to join us. Unlike other times, today the orphanage was unusually silent. The laughs of children that usually fill this place were missing. Alessia’s grip on my hand tightened. “What if she says he’s not here?”“She won’t,” I said, though the same fear haunted my thoughts.I got to know that Marco left Leo here after that incident. He hasn't told his girlfriend about Leo and if she hears him calling him dad, she will definitely break up with him. Marco is a very cunning and greedy person. He will not let go of his girlfriend when she is the sole owner of her father's business. The day before yesterday was his girlfriend's birthday so he left Leo in the orphanage. I hope he hasn't taken him back. With the current situation, he would like to keep him to himself so he could prove to the council that he is taking care of him like a doting father. Matron came, breaking the chain of thoughts. She didn't seem please
Alessia's POV I was standing in the middle of a vast field that looked familiar yet foreign. Everything was quiet around me. The sky above me was grey as if it was also mourning. A breeze rustled the grass at my feet, but there was no sound, no birds, no voices, not even the beat of my own heart. “No...” I whispered, stumbling forward. “No, no, please…”“Leo?” I called out desperately, spinning around in every direction “Baby, where are you? Leo!”There was no answer—only silence.I looked down and realized I was wearing white, the hem of my dress soaked in something dark. My hands trembled as I raised them to my stomach.It was flat.Empty.Not even the slightest mound was there.And then my eyes caught the sight of two small cribs, standing far off in the distance. II ran towards them with the hope that I would find my babies inside, but my heart broke when they, too, were empty. My lungs burned with each breath I took, my throat was sore from screaming."My babies! Please!”A s
Nikolai's POV The moment I saw Leo in Marco’s arms, something inside me broke, especially after knowing that he was my son. It should be mean whom Leo, must be calling daddy. I remember those months when he was in Alessia's womb. I used to imagine what it would be like to meet my son. To hear him call me ‘Daddy’. To see me as his pillar that's always with him no matter what. I had dreamt of holding him, teaching him, watching him grow up with Alessia’s fire in his heart and my protection around him like armor. But reality was crueler than imagination.Because the child I had mourned, the one I had buried in my nightmares and searched for in every prayer, was standing just a few feet away... and reaching for daddy, which was not me but Marco. Leo clung to him as if he was safe. As if he was home.I wanted to tear the moment apart. I wanted to rip Leo from his grip and shout the truth loud enough to burn the lies from his mind. I could sense Alessia wasn't fine. But my world moved
I gasped when the sound of a body hitting the marble floor echoed in the hall. Marco was on the ground, gasping as Nikolai slammed him down with a force that shook the floor.A few of those who were sitting on the chair immediately stood up, scraping the chair. People gasped and voices shouted in alarm, but no one dared intervene.Leo clung to me instinctively as Nikolai pushed him into my arms. His tiny fingers grasped my shirt tightly. He looked up at me with wide, confused eyes, and I held him close, to my heart. He is my son. My Leo. My baby. My attention shifted when I heard a loud cry from Marco. Nikolai has hit him right in his mouth, and he used to say bullshit about us. Before Marco could even grasp what was happening his jaw met with another powerful blow. Nikolai didn’t care who was watching or judging him. He was past all the thoughts. He has been holding himself from killing Marco long enough, but today, he crossed all the limits. To get into power, he tortured a litt
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