LOGINThanakorn POV
My next stop after leaving my father's building was a popular clubhouse, which I usually visit after my return to Bangkok. I walked into the vast space and directly to the bar counter without taking a glance at anyone. “What would you like, sir?” “Whiskey.” I told the bartender, who nodded in response. As I sat, my eyes roved around for some seconds. It went from the dancing strippers, to the kissing couples, and then to the men getting entertained in their seats by half naked ladies. I sighed as my mind went back to my first meeting with him. It has been the same clubhouse we had met in, and now I recalled what had happened then, I could only heave a breath. At that moment, I gulped a mouthful of the amber liquid brought before me and shut my eyes as I felt it slide down my throat. Marriage? I scoffed. Getting married was the least of the things I wanted for my life. In fact, I was not interested in anything related to that and my father knew. So instead of letting him pressure me, I had to end his trouble by getting myself a lady. Now that he wants me to marry her immediately? I scoffed again. Suddenly, my phone rang. I took it out of my pockets and stared at the screen. Director Sorawit. I stood up and began to walk towards the restroom, which, I believe, was a bit quiet to answer my call. Just as I entered the restroom, I could hear faint murmurs coming from inside. I hesitated for a moment, but curiosity made me take another step inside. As soon as I cornered one of the stalls, I froze just as my eyes caught sight of two men making out. I quickly dodged and hid myself before I could get caught. Then I peeped again. From where I stood, I watched as one of the men, pumped the other's dick before taking it into his mouth. I quickly shut my eyes and gulped hard as I could feel my dick rising. “What the fuck?” I whispered to myself as I rubbed my dick area. I could not believe I was turned on by just a mere sight. Worst still, I could not believe that after many years, gay sex could still turn me on! At that moment, my phone rang again, disrupting the duo. I panicked and quickly regained consciousness as I escaped before I could be found spying. *** Chaiwat POV (FIVE YEARS AGO) It had been five years since Korn travelled out of the country. It has also been five years since I had to endure my heartbreak and move on. On this particular day, I graduated from high school, one of the biggest achievements in my life. It was a day of joy for everyone; my parents, friends, and classmates. But still, I felt empty. I had been having thoughts about him, I saw him almost everywhere and no matter how hard I try to erase memories of him, it still slips into my mind. Was he going to come? After all, we had made a promise to take the graduation picture together. He wouldn't miss it, would he? “Hey, Chai. We need to take a picture.” Woranut said as he took his phone out. Where the hell was Korn? I asked myself with a racing heart. “Chaiwat!” Wut yelled at me. I flinched and looked at him, then at my parents, as they raised an inquisitive brow. “Yeah, right.” I said with a slight smile. “Let's have a picture.” *** Later that day, I walked into my room, clutching my graduation picture in hand. As I took one last look at it, my eyes began to sting. It was clear now that Korn was not coming back and after five years of waiting, I had to give up. Not because I wanted to, but because I have to, at least for my mental sanity. *** (PRESENT DAY) It was already 11 pm and Korn was yet to arrive. As much as I wanted to sleep, I could not bear to do so without setting my eyes on him. Just then, I heard the door unlock. I looked towards the entrance, expecting to see him in his full glory. But the person I saw next was not the Korn I was used to seeing, this one was staggering lightly and could barely balance his weight. Once he approached the living room, I stood up quickly and watched as he pulled his shoes off. “Sir, you–” “I told you not to wait up for me.” he muttered in a slightly angry voice. “I couldn't sleep.” I told him and reached a hand to help him to his room, but before I could do that, he flinched. “I can walk by myself.” he said and continued to his room. I stood, watching him as he helplessly held the door handle to his room and twisted it to enter. Suddenly, I heard a thud. Without thinking, I rushed to meet him, only to find his body laying on the floor. My heart began to thud as I quickly checked his breath. “He is breathing.” I told myself as I struggled to breathe. Then I assisted him up and took him inside the room, where I laid him on the bed and decided to remove his socks. “Should I change his clothes too?” I asked myself as I stared at his sleeping figure. I immediately shook my head. My presence alone was already making him pissed off, and I wouldn't want to add to it. So I turned towards the door, in an attempt to leave. But then I paused. Looking at the outfit he was in, I could tell that sleeping in such a way could cause a body ache. I sighed. “It is just a change, nothing will happen.” I assured myself as I neared him. I brought my hand to the collar of his shirt and tried to unbutton it. When he turned, my body shook in fear but after some seconds of stillness, I continued. One button done… Another done… But my heart was racing. When I felt a hand grab my waist, I almost gave up my ghost. “I'm horny, babe.” he mumbled under his alcoholic breath. I froze immediately, not knowing what to do or say. Before I could think of anything, he pulled me closer to himself and my lips crashed into his. My lips fucking CRASHED into HIS! I wanted to pull away. I wanted to run away and pretend nothing happened. But he was kissing me. So how could I? Suddenly, he paused. “Babe, your lips are very soft…” At that moment, he opened his eyes and dang! He was staring into mine!Chaiwat's POVBy the time I arrived home, Woranut was still awake. I walked into the living room to see him pacing around the room. When he saw me , he rushed to me and turned me around.“Where the hell have you been?” he asked as he turned me around once more. “Hey! I'm fine.” I told him as I removed his hand from me.Suddenly, Wut leaned in close to me and sniffed.“You have someone's cologne on your body. Did you sleep with anybody?” he asked me as I placed my bag on the table.“That is none of your business, Wut.” I told him.“I have to know. Do you know how long I have been waiting for you to come home? I almost thought you got kidnapped.”I narrowed my brows and glanced at the time.It was 11:59!Shit!Now I get why he was worried. I would be worried too if it was about him.“I went to visit a friend.” I told him.“A friend?” He repeated. “You have one I don't know about? That reminds me, you stormed out earlier today, was it to see ‘this friend’?”I nodded slowly and began to
Thanakorn's POV(TEN YEARS AGO)The school bell rang announcing an end to school for the day. I quickly grabbed my bag and headed out of the class without waiting for anyone.Infact, I had no friends.The students saw me as scary due to my temper and so associating was very bad for me. But not this time. As I rushed out to the field, my gaze darted around, searching for the one person I had waited hours to see.“Korn!” I heard a shout. I spun round quickly to see Chai running towards me with smiles. He was the only one who had no plan of leaving me alone and from looking at him, he seemed so happy to see me, but not me. I needed to tell him something.“Hi, Korn.” He said as he stopped before me.“Hey. Are you done with classes?” I asked him.“Not yet, that was what I came to tell you. You shouldn't wait for me, I can come over once I'm done.”“Chai.” I said then paused, the remaining words couldn't come out, so I gulped them back, “nevermind. I'll head home first.”Before I could lea
Thankorn’s POVI pulled up in the driveway and after locking the vehicle, I proceeded into the house where I was sure my father was awaiting me.Once I entered, I was surprised to see the family gathered with Naphat included. On spotting me, she rushed to my side with a big smile.“You are here, babe.” she said with a wide smile.I returned the smile and looked at my father who pretended like my presence had not been acknowledged by him.“Welcome home, son.” My mother who I had not noticed immediately said as she walked to hug me.“Hi, mother.” I said as I looked at her. It had been a long time since I set my eyes on her. All the while, she had been abroad spending time while leaving her husband to focus on his work. Now she was back, I realized I missed her a lot, but still that was not what brought me here.“Your father wants to take things to another level with you and Naphat.” My mother said with a smile. I could tell she was happy. “That was why I came back, I wanted to experien
Chaiwat's POV“Thanks for letting me in.” I said as I walked into Daniel's apartment.It was a modern furnished building with artworks hung up on all to create an appealing aesthetic. I darted my eyes around, from the huge chandelier that hung in the middle of the living room, to the bar section where varieties of drink were laid and then the large art work that caught my attention.“I got that in Paris last summer. It was eye-catching.” Daniel said as he sneaked up behind me.I froze as I could feel his breath on my neck.“I wasn't expecting you to come.” he whispered in my ear. “Wasn't Korn being so possessive?”“How is your injury? I heard about the fight.” Daniel let out a smile as he touched his lip which was a bit swollen.“I'm sorry I caused all this.” I quickly said with a light bow.Daniel scoffed. “Was that what he told you?” he asked me.“No–I–”“Besides you haven't answered my question.”I looked to the floor as my hands gripped my shirt.“I–I resigned.” I told him.All
Thanakorn POV“Who told you you could enter my room at any time?” I asked Chaiwat as I got closer to him.He was literally shaking as his body hit the bed.“I knocked, but you didn't answer so I thought something must have happened to you,” he explained.I looked at him for a few seconds.“Since when did you start to care? Last time I checked, you had someone else to avert your attention to.”“I–“ he paused , then let out a breath, “I was only trying to make sure you're safe.”“The person you should be worried about is Daniel!” I shouted. Chaiwat narrowed his brows. “What about him?”Realizing that I had run my mouth carelessly, I walked steps back and backed him.“What happened to Daniel?” Chaiwat asked as he stood up from the bed.I turned to him and shook my hands in my pockets. “We got into a fight and I hit him hard.”“What?” Chai said with an unbelievable expression. “Was it because of me?”How was I going to answer so that I won't end up escalating the matter?So instead of sa
Thanakorn POVEverywhere was silent. No noise. No call. No banging.I let out a breath as I looked around my room. It was messed up with shards of glass almost everywhere. Then I looked at my hand and noticed a slight cut by my palm.I sighed again.Suddenly, I felt like having a drink. Even though it was late, I knew a glass of alcohol would calm me down. So I grabbed my coat from where it hung on the chair and wore it.Just as I opened the door to my room, I felt something heavy. I looked down to see Chaiwat resting by the door, fully asleep.On seeing him, I gently held the door as I bent towards his sleeping figure. How stubborn could he get?The least I was expecting from him was to meet him sleeping outside my door!With one hand on the door and the other behind Chaiwat's neck, I lifted him away from the door so that he could rest on my arm. Then I left the door to support his legs using my other arm.“Korn.” Chaiwat said softly as I lifted him up in my arms.I looked at his f
Chaiwat POV“I got the job! I actually got the job!!” I screamed as I rushed out of my room and into the living room.“The house assistant job?” Woranut, my roommate and best friend asked as he stirred a cup of coffee.“Exactly!” I said as I shove the phone in his face.“Chai, take it back please.”
Thanakorn POVAs soon as I got back to my room, I was slightly annoyed. What gives him the right to snoop around my library?The small space dedicated to books contained important information that had been concealed there, and he dared to go there?I let out a sigh, trying to relieve myself.“It w
Chaiwat POV (TEN YEARS AGO)Throughout the weekend, I wasn't allowed to go out. My father has restricted my outings and my mother was in support of it. It made me more heartbroken that I could not leave, but confine myself to reading.The exams were coming up and so I had to prepare, but still I n
Chaiwat POV(TEN YEARS AGO)It was late afternoon when I arrived at Korn's apartment. I was supposed to be home, but I preferred spending the little time I had after school with Korn. He was a final year student and a boarder living in a small furnished house built closer to the school by his fath







