CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

Why his voice was sympathetic I have no idea. He should hate me. 

He should Despise me after what I had done yesterday. 

Even though I hated myself I had never let another man other than Lucien touch me like that before.

It wasn't even anything special, it was for revenge and by a guy I didn't care for. I felt sick at the thought, I felt nauseated at the thought of Lucien hating me. 

I looked up connecting my eyes with his as he looked back at me. 

"Do you hate me?" I questioned, As I said those words my tears broke through the dam, flowing freely. A sob escaping my lips. 

Lucien pulled me into his chest wrapping his arms around me tightly. 

Sinking into his hold I Squeezed him tight as I cried loudly into his chest.

It feels so good to hold him, it's all I've wanted to do since I had tha