LOGINAria's pov
The moment Lucas walked away from me I felt something deep inside my chest cracked. This was unlike him. He hasn't for once show any affection to me since he started his training as an Alpha.
"Something is definitely wrong somewhere" I muttered. "Go home" his words replayed in my head.
I stood there for a few seconds, watching him disappear into the trees with his warriors, and I swear I can still feel his warmness in the air.
What was I expecting? He's the future Alpha and I'm no one. It's best I keep my distance from him. If he wants distance I'll give him that. I'm tired of begging for his attention.
*
Inside the pack's house, everywhere was silent which was normal because morning training has empty everyone outside.
My footsteps echoed loudly across the empty room. I headed straight to my room when someone walked into my path.
Mira!
She was wearing a smirk on her face with her arms crossed under her breasts.
"You look upset... Did Lucas finally let you out of his way?" She asked with a grin and I didn't say a word instead I continued with my walk.
She blocked me from moving any further by placing her hand on the way.
"Why are you even always with him? You're nothing but a weak wolf. You can't even shift" Those words hit like slap.
"Out of my way" I said sharply.
"No" She lowered her voice as she stepped closer.
"Girls like you don't deserve to go close to Alphas, you work is to serve them not the other way around " She said and I only heaved. "It's best you leave this place. Leave the sight of the Alpha. He doesn't want you, understood?"
"If you don't get the hell out of my way right now you'll regret what's going to happen to you in the next two seconds. It's best you respect yourself and get out of the way" I said with my fist clenched tightly beside me and for the first time in my life I saw fears in Mira's eyes.
The way she looked at me says it all. She was shocked. She didn't say a word instead she scoffed and murmuring some inaudibly words as she walked.
I watched her figure disappearing into thin air till she was out of sight completely and I pressed my shaking hands together, inhaling a deep breath.
I walked into my small space, my room. I collapsed on the bed and palmed my face with my palm and sobbed silently.
"Just take a deep breath, Aria. Don't let Mira words get to you. She means nothing" I reassured myself trying not to think deep about what she had said to me earlier.
On the other hand, Mira and everyone is right on this. The Lucas deserve a Strong Luna that they can rule the kingdom together forever and not a weak wolf that was cursed by the blood moon and can't even shift yet.
Before I know it tears started slipping from my eyes to the bed, I couldn't even wipe them off.
"Why does it has to be me? It should have been someone else." I hiccuped as more tears poured out.
All of a sudden a sharp pain hit my chest and before I could think of anything else blood spilled out of my mouth.
"What the hell?" I gasped as my hand went to my lip. I suddenly felt a strange energy around me. It felt like something in me was struggling to come out. I could feel the heat rushing down my body.
It hurts so much. My visions turned blurry. Everywhere turned red and it was as if I was in another world. My legs stayed glued to the ground.
"Argh!!! Make it stop. Someone help!" I shouted the moment I caught my fingers and veins glowing and all red.
The pain was unbearable. I bet that anyone could hear me because I couldn't even hear my own voice.
I heard a voice and my eyes snapped open at once and I looked around.
"Who's there?" I asked in shaking lips.
"Aria " the voice came again but this time around it came from inside me. "Finally" The voice came again and that was all I could remember before passing out on the cold floor.
*
I woke after a few minutes and the first thing I noticed was the sudden change of weight but I ignored it. I was drenched in sweats and for some seconds I thought all that happened was a dream.
I staggered to the small mirror on my dressing table and I picked it up and stared at myself. My heart left my chest the moment I saw my reflection on the mirror.
My eyes were no longer brow but instead they were glowing red like blood and I stumbled backward and flipped my eyes opened again and it was the same thing.
Fear gripped me at once and the mirror slipped out of my hands and shattered to the ground.
I grabbed my jacket and ran out of the room. My face was covered with the hoodie cap and a familiar scent hit my nose but I ignored it.
"Aria " Lucas called and I halted, holding the jacket tight.
He was at a distance leaning against a wall and he was covered in sweats like he just ran a Maranon.
He came closer to me. "Aria. You don't look good, Are you okay?" he tried to pull the hood up but I turned around sharply.
"Don't!" I whispered in fears.
"Don't do what?" He asked.
I turned sharply and pushed him out of the way and made to run again but I missed my steps and fell to the ground and my hood cap fell in the process, revealing my eyes.
"Aria!!" He gasped with wide eyes. "Your eyes... They looked so different!!"
"I know and I don't know what's happening to me" I said with a heavy breath, staring at the ground.
"Just look at me Aria..." He tried touching me but I slapped his hands off.
"I said don't come close, please. I'm a beast and you'll get hurt if you come close" I said but he didn't keep his distance.
"Stay put Aria let us figure this out..." He said with a small smile and I moved backward slowly while shaking my head sideways.
"You made it clear to me in the morning that we're nothing. You shun me off like I was nothing and now you're suddenly saying we will figure this out? Let's stop deceiving ourselves Lucas. I'll handle this myself " I said and he sighed loudly.
The pain I felt earlier came again and this time around it was unbearable. I couldn't even breath. I gasped for air.
I felt a burning sensation from my neck and my finger found it way to my neck but before I could touch the spot, something shone brightly from there.
"Your wolf is waking up, Aria " Lucas muttered.
"What are you spitting? I don't have a wolf!!" I shouted.
"And who the hell doesn't have one, Aria? It's waiting for the perfect time which is now" He said and he did the least I was expecting. He squatted to my level and held my arms. "Let it all out, Aria..."
My eyes glowed brighter and my fingers curled up as my heart was racing faster. Lucas never let me go instead he held my tightly to himself.
"Shift Aria... You can do this, I trust in you " He soothe
d me caressing my hair.
"Argh!!!" I screamed loudly as the moon turned blood red and I fell to the ground weakly.
Chapter 50Aria's POVMonday morning I woke up to seventeen missed calls from Sofia.Seventeen fucking missed calls!.I called her back immediately because Sofia doesn't call seventeen times unless someone is dead or she's having a complete meltdown."Finally," she answered on the first ring. "Where have you been?""Asleep. Like a normal person at seven in the morning. What's wrong?""Nothing's wrong. Everything's right. Too right. I think I made a huge mistake."I sat up in bed. "Sofia, what are you talking about?""I said yes.""Yes to what?""To James. He proposed last night and I said yes and now I'm freaking out because what if I'm not ready? What if we're moving too fast? We've only been dating for two years and—""Sofia. Breathe."She took a shaky breath on the other end."Do you love him?" I asked."Yes.""Do you want to marry him?"She pause for some seconds before nodding "Yes.""Then you didn't make a mistake.""But what if—""Sof, you're spiraling. I'm coming over."I hung
Chapter 49Aria's POVSunday hit different after yesterday.I woke up alone in my apartment with sun coming through the blinds and reached for my phone out of habit. Two texts from Lucas, both sent around six in the morning.''Made it home. Thanks for yesterday''''Also I think I left my jacket in your car''I typed back: "It's on my couch. Come get it whenever."He replied immediately: ''Now?''It's 9am on a Sunday''"So that's a yes?"I laughed and threw the covers off.He showed up twenty minutes later with coffee and bagels and that slightly messy hair he gets when he doesn't bother fixing it after a shower."You didn't have to bring food," I said, letting him in."You haven't eaten yet, have you?""That's not the point.""That's exactly the point." He set everything on the counter and kissed me quick before heading to grab his jacket off the couch. "Also I'm starving and didn't want to eat alone.""So this is actually for you.""This is for both of us. I'm a giver like that."I r
Chapter 48Aria's POVSaturday morning came with a heavy rain.I woke up to Lucas's text at seven: ''Still want to go?''''Yes. Bring a jacket.''''You're bossy when you first wake up''''You love it''Three dots appeared and disappeared twice before he sent back a single emoji. The smirking one. I threw my phone across the bed and grinned staring at the ceiling.He picked me up at nine."Where are we going?" I asked, climbing in."No idea.""Lucas.""I'm serious." He pulled onto the main road. "Thought we'd just drive until something looks good.""You don't plan things. Ever. And now you want to just wing it?""Yeah.""Who are you and what did you do with my boyfriend?"He glanced over. "Your boyfriend is trying something new. You gonna give him grief about it or can we just see what happens?"I settled back. "Fine. But if we end up lost in the middle of nowhere—""We won't.""You have terrible directional instincts.""I have GPS.""Your GPS once took us to a closed Wendy's instead o
Chapter 47 Aria's POVWe stayed on that bench longer than either of us planned.At some point Lucas went and grabbed two coffees from the little cart near the park entrance oat milk, one sugar, no lid because he knows I hate drinking through those plastic things and came back and sat close enough that our thighs were touching. We talked about nothing for a while. Easy stuff. His younger brother's new apartment, a show I'd been watching without him that he was pretending to be offended about. Normal things. Safe things.It felt like slowly turning the lights back on in a room.By the time we finally got up to leave it was nearly two in the afternoon and I realised I hadn't eaten anything since Sofia's croissant. Lucas noticed first, the way he always does."Come on," he said, nodding toward the street. "Food.""I'm fine."He gave me a look."Okay I'm a little hungry."We ended up at that small Italian place two blocks from the park, the one with the mismatched chairs and the handwritt
Chapter 46: The Weight of SilenceAria's POVI didn't sleep.I just sat at my kitchen table with cold coffee and my phone face-down in front of me, replaying the moment over and over. The way Lucas's jaw tightened when he saw me with Daniel. The way he turned and walked out without looking back at me even once.He never yells. That's the thing with him. He just goes quiet and somehow that's so much worse than yelling. At least yelling fills the room with something. His silence just hollows everything out.No messages not even for once.I flipped the phone back over and stared at the ceiling.*Sofia came over at nine-thirty with pastries and that look on her face the one that means she already knows and she's deciding how to say it."He left without you," she said, dropping the box on the counter."He saw me talking to Daniel and just left." I pulled my legs up on the couch. "We were talking for four minutes, Sof. Daniel was congratulating me on my promotion. That's genuinely all it w
CHAPTER FORTY-FIVEAria's POVTwo weeks passed in a strange kind of peace.I spent my mornings training students. My afternoons walking the pack lands. My evenings wrapped in Lucas's arms. It felt normal and quiet.In the best way possible."You're smiling," Kira observed one morning. We watched Sarah lead a training session. Her students practiced shields, getting better every day."I'm allowed to smile.""You are but it's nice to see. You've been so serious since losing your power. Today you look almost happy.""I think I am happy. It's strange but good."Sarah called out a correction to one of her students. The shield strengthened immediately. Pride swelled in my chest. These kids were going to be incredible."She's a natural teacher," Kira said. "Just like someone else I know.""She's better than I ever was.""Liar but I'll let you have that." Kira bumped my shoulder. "So the alliance council meeting is tomorrow. Are you nervous?""Terrified. What if they expect me to do something
CHAPTER THIRTY-NINEAria's POVI woke before dawn and immediately got out of bed.Lucas was still asleep, his arm stretched across the empty space where I'd been. I dressed quietly and slipped out of the room.The pack house was silent. Only a few guards on night duty nodded as I passed. I headed s
CHAPTER THIRTY-SIXAria's POVDawn came faster that expected.I stood in the center of the clearing, exactly where we'd planned alone I could feel them all around me. Lucas and his warriors hidden in the trees. Nikolas pack positioned on the ridge. Kira somewhere close, watching my back.The cleari
CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVENAria's POVTraining twenty recruits was harder than I expected.They were eager but inexperienced some had raw talent. Others struggled to even feel their inner light but they all showed up every morning, ready to learn.Sarah helped me. She'd progressed faster than the others
CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVEAria's POVTwo weeks passed with preparation and all that and training resumed and patrols doubled. Warriors drilled constantly but life continued.I spent my mornings with Miriam, pushing my abilities further. Afternoons with Kira, maintaining my physical skills. Evenings with







