LOGINThe moment I stepped through the door, cold air rushed towards me like something alive.
We walked into the same wide hall as before, but we moved in a different direction.
This part felt odd compared to the others.
The upper halls were silent, but this place felt worse, as if sound itself avoided it.
The fire here burned lower.
The deeper we walked, the tighter something twisted inside my chest.
Everything about this place was wrong.
Not ruined.
Not abandoned.
Forgotten.
The wolves escorting me no longer mocked me, their focus on the road ahead. Their shoulders tensed beneath their dark armor. One of them glanced at the massive iron door to our left before immediately looking away.
As if staring at it for long was dangerous.
I noticed everything.
I saw strange claw marks,
Blood stains.
Drawing of wolves and humans.
The wolves stopped in front of a huge door.
One was unlocking it slowly while the other had a firm grip around my arm.
The moment the door opened, stale air hit my face.
“Inside.” One of the wolves said.
I stepped in slowly. Looking around, trying to figure out what this place was.
The room was bigger than expected, well, bigger than the whole place my father and I used to stay.
Dust filled the whole room, but I could see a small footprint on the floor, as if someone had been there.
The guards placed a tray of food near the bed.
“I am not eating that,” I said immediately.
Neither of them reacted.
“Fine,” the taller one said. “Starve.”
“Ungrateful filth.” The other one said.
The door slammed behind them before I could answer.
Silence filled the room instantly.
I stood there, not moving, listening to their footsteps, but it slowly disappeared. For the first time since I crossed the walls, I was alone.
That thought should have comforted me, but it didn’t. It made me feel worse now that I was alone with my memories.
I slowly lowered myself against the wall, exhaustion dragging through every inch of my body now that the adrenaline was gone.
My throat still burned from Karl’s grip.
My rib hurts with every breath I take.
I hated it.
I hated how my body felt.
I hated how Ryan's words kept replaying in my head.
“I don’t mark corpses.”
Liar.
He had to be lying.
Everything Father taught me can’t be a lie just because a wolf is good with words.
It can’t all be false. Humans aren’t monsters. I wish Elias were with me. He would have snapped me out of this.
But then why did he look genuinely confused when I mentioned the mark?
The question haunted every bit of my thought.
Time passed slowly. I wasn’t sure if the sun had risen; the room felt dark and lonely.
The food remained untouched at the corner when the fire burned lower and lower.
Hunger twisted in my stomach each time I took a peek at the food, but my pride won’t allow me to touch it. I would rather die than take food from monsters.
Exhaustion finally dragged me under, and I didn’t even know when I fell asleep.
*Hours later*
A whisper pulled me back.
Then another
I frowned slightly, partially unconscious; I thought it was all in my head till I heard footsteps moving slowly across the room, small and careful.
My eyes snapped open immediately.
I saw two figures standing near the fire pit.
I looked more closely, and then I saw wolf's eyes.
My eyes widened as I reacted instantly.
A scream tore out of my throat as I scrambled backward, reaching blindly for my dagger that wasn’t there. “Shit,” I muttered under my breath.
The two children screamed, stumbling backward. One nearly fell, but the other one grabbed him quickly.
Confused, I stood up and walked in their direction.
“Don’t kill us.” The smaller one cried.
I froze.
Those words hit harder than they should.
The smaller one hid behind the older one, scared like I am some monster. Peeking at me with his wide silver eyes filled with fear.
I stared at them in disbelief.
The older one raised a stick she used to walk with and pointed it straight at me.
They looked nothing like the monsters I had imagined my entire life.
They were just…children.
Maybe eight or nine. The older girl had messy, curly hair, roughly wrapped in a bun, and two sticks in her hands for walking. The smaller boy held the sleeve of her oversized coat so tightly.
“You…think I am going to kill you?”
The girl changed her expression as if the answer were obvious.
“You are human.”
Everywhere went silent again.
The little boy stared at me before saying. “Why did you kill everyone?”
Kill?
Me?
After everything I have seen beyond the wall, the wolves, deaths… I am the one they feared.
After the blood, after Elias, after everything they took away from me.
“You shouldn’t be here,” I said in a calm tone. “If someone finds-”
“They won’t,” the older one interrupted. “No one comes down here.”
Her answer caught my attention.
“Why?”
I stepped closer.
“Don’t move any closer,” she said, raising that stick at me and barely standing. “Or I will go get my brother Karl.”
“I am not going to hurt you,” I assured her.
The little boy tapped her lightly. “Tell her.” He whispered nervously.
“No!”
“I think she is a good human.” The little boy said. “That’s why Alpha Ryan brought her.”
The girl hesitated, then put the stick down slowly. “Nobody goes near that place again.”
My blood went cold. “What happened here?”
“Not here,” she said, “it's in another room, not too far from here.”
I was confused at first, then I remembered one of the wolves who brought me here looking at an iron door.
“I think I know the room you are talking about.” I said to them, “You want to come with me?” They exchanged a glance before agreeing.
A strange feeling took over my body as I was heading to the door.
In a few seconds, we arrived at the Iron door. I slowly reached for the handle, but it was locked.
“Shit,” I said to myself.
“Don’t worry, I can pick the lock.” The little boy said, finally feeling comfortable near me.
As soon as the door opened, I felt drawn to something in it.
“Somehow, something or someone that used to be here caused the war.” She said, “It can’t turn back on.”
I stared at the strange craving. Something about it felt...familiar.
Whatever it was, it’s pulling me closer to it.
The girl noticed me looking, “Don’t go near it.”
“Why,” I said without looking back.
“Because anyone who tried got hurt, even Alpha Ryan.”
The air changed again.
It felt strange.
Nothing I've felt before.
Without realizing it, I saw myself stepping closer anyway.
“Wait-” the girl said sharply.
Ignored her. The closer I got, the more drawn to it I felt.
The symbols became clearer now. Glowing like the sun in the dark.
The moment my finger touched it.
The world stopped.
The room vanished.
Then flashes of memories that weren’t mine.
They can’t be mine.
Voices.
Screams.
General Varek.
My father.
Blood.
A child.
“The bond is unstable-”
“She survived.”
“Don’t let them take her.”
“Ryan, run!”
Blood everywhere.
The child had golden eyes.
Then-
I snapped back to reality.
The force slammed into me violently. Throwing her straight across the hard into the wall behind me.
“Are you ok?” the little boy said with worry in his eyes. “It’s all my fault, I shouldn’t have-”
He suddenly stopped talking and stared as if he had seen a ghost.
“Your eyes…”
The fear on his face made my stomach drop.
“They are glowing.”
Zara’s POV The pathway swallowed the last trace of light behind us; my gaze didn’t leave it for a second until the warmth of my mother’s cottage was gone, as though it had never existed at all.The cold air settled against my skin as I followed Ryan through what felt like a narrow passage. There was barely enough light to see anything ahead of me, so all I did was follow Ryan's heartbeat, clutching the book against my chest beneath the clothes my mother had given me. Kael walked several steps ahead before lighting a wooden torch.For a moment, nobody spoke. Even Kira, who usually had something to say regardless of how terrible the situation was, remained silent. I couldn’t shake the thought of my mother. Standing there alone. Come back to me. I swallowed hard and lowered my eyes to the uneven stone beneath my feet, because if I let myself think about her any longer. I knew I would turn around, whether my life was at stake or not.A faint scratching sound came from somewhere to my rig
Zara’s POV My mother’s words hung in the air longer than they should have. “Please keep her safe…or I wouldn’t hesitate to break free and destroy the little that is left of your kingdom.”Everyone, including me, braced for Ryan to answer the way he always did, the way he always reminded the world he was the Lycan king, and no one snapped at him without losing something for it. Instead, he went still. Not the stillness of restraint, but the stillness of a predator recalculating. He held his gaze on my mother before glancing at me, then dipped his chin in the smallest possible nod.That unsettled me more than it should have. Minutes ago, the air between them had been thick enough to choke on, both of them coiled and ready to tear into each other, and now, without a single growl exchanged, they had silently agreed on the one thing my own instincts rejected: I was leaving.“Absolutely not.” I shook my head and closed the distance between my mother and me, my body moving before my mind co
Zara’s POV The silence inside the cottage was unbearable; even the fire crackling in the stone hearth sounded unnaturally loud. Each pop of the burning wood made me flinch. Ryan still stood there, right in front of Karl, who was still staring at his arm. The salty breeze drifting through the open window carried the scent of the sea, yet it did nothing to wash away the metallic blood that still lingered in the room. The smell of blood was sharp, though no blood was to be found, as if the book hadn’t just sucked the blood right in front of me.My mother was the first to move. She gave a warm smile to both Karl and Kira and stood up like she hadn’t just regenerated his arm. She walked towards me, but Ryan stepped in between us slowly and deliberately. His boots creaked softly against the old wooden floor as his eyes remained locked on my mother. There was no longer anger in his expression. He turned back to the Ryan I remembered. Unreadable. Like he was trying to fit the pieces together
Zara’s POV Karl’s scream echoed through the cottage. It was my first time hearing him cry out like that. It was not the kind of scream that was ordinary. It was raw, torn from somewhere so deep that it made the hair on my body stand on end. He collapsed on the floor, using what looked like his last strength to move backward against the wall. Blood poured from the amputated arm, splashing onto the wooden floor in thick crimson drops before spreading into dark pools beneath him.“Karl!” Kira cried out to him. Tears were already streaming down her face, but Ryan pulled away from halfway, pulling her tightly against his side. She was covered in blood. Her brother’s blood.“Don’t look,” he ordered, covering Kira’s eyes and staring at Karl. Kira struggled against him immediately. “But Karl…”“I said stay back.” Ryan's voice grew louder.She buried her face against him anyway, sobbing uncontrollably; her shoulders trembled beneath his grip.Ryan did not seem to care that she was crying; his
Zara’s POV “Maybe she deserves to know,” Karl said. No one answered him immediately. I stared at him, almost unable to believe that Karl of all people defended me again, and this time not for the sake of Kira. The same Karl who had spent so much of my time in the wolf territory looking at me as though I was some walking disaster, someone whose existence irritated him. I remembered the way he held my throat when I stood before Ryan. Even when I had nearly died in the chamber, even when Kira’s life was connected to mine, there had always been something guarded in his eyes, each time he looked at me.But now he behaved differently around me for reasons I don’t understand.I looked at Ryan. For once, he didn’t disagree with Karl. And that surprised me even more than Karl’s words and behavior. Ryan stood near the broken wall, one hand hanging loosely at his side while the other remained slightly clenched. Blood still stained the corner of his mouth, but he had already forgotten about tha
Zara’s POV I had been through a lot already; they didn’t realize that a little information wouldn't kill me. I had spent years surviving without it. What could be worse than not knowing my own name, not remembering my own mother, surviving the way the werewolves looked at me like I was some monster, surviving Ryan’s anger, his interrogation, his hand around my throat, the chamber, the poison, the execution that should have ended my life? I had died once and somehow found my way back.So why did everyone look at me as though the truth would be the thing that finally killed me?I looked at my mother, then at Ryan, then at Karl, who remained strangely quiet since his argument with Ryan. I took a deep breath, sat on the chair nearby, and buried my face in my hands.None of them spoke. I suddenly became aware of everything around me; the fire behind me crackled softly, sending another wave of warmth against my back. I could feel their stares on me. My entire body had become weighed down
Zara’s POV No one moved at first; they lingered where they stood, their attention shifted between him and me, like they were waiting for something to happen. Disappointment flickered on their faces as they all turned to leave. Ryan turned to Karl, “Even you, Karl.”Karl's gaze didn’t leave me.
Zara’s POV The cold was the first thing I felt. It clung to my skin like a disease, settling into my bones. My eyes opened slowly, but I was surrounded by darkness. Not completely, a little orange dim light peeped somewhere beyond the bars in front of me. I stayed still for a moment, trying to
Zara's POVThe moment the gates closed behind us, everything changed. The air felt strange, slipping into my lungs with every breath till it burned. Even the wind sounded different out here, like it was trying to tell me something.The road ahead was empty and dark. My father rode down this sam
Zara’s POV I let out a quiet sigh as I straightened, smoothing my hands over the creases on my clothes before pushing the door open.The hall was quiet. Unusually quiet. I pushed past the crowd anyway, but as I moved deeper, I startedto notice some strange things. No one looked at each other f







