LOGINZara’s POV
The cold was the first thing I felt.
It clung to my skin like a disease, settling into my bones.
My eyes opened slowly, but I was surrounded by darkness.
Not completely, a little orange dim light peeped somewhere beyond the bars in front of me.
I stayed still for a moment, trying to recall where I was, trying to place the pieces together.
The last thing I remember was the unbearable surge of the sheer intensity of his presence, which overwhelmed me, sending a jolt of fear through my veins.
In that moment, I was so paralyzed by it all that darkness enveloped me, and I found myself slipping into unconsciousness. Suddenly, memories came flooding back.
Elias’ death.
The wolf.
The attack.
Then that towering beast.
I pushed myself upright too quickly, pain tearing through every inch of my body.
Every muscle clenched in protest, my legs throbbing as if I’d been dragged across rough ground.
I sank back down, gazing into the darkness while memories flooded back. Hoping it would all just disappear.
I broke down, convinced that every horrible thing that had happened was my fault. A suffocating desire to give up took hold of me.
Two sets of wolves marched in and yanked my mind back to reality. They hauled me forward as if I weighed nothing, their grip pressing hard enough to rip my skin open.
My legs scraped against the ground as they dragged me down the floor, too large for humans to build.
Every step forward, the dark thickened around me, and I couldn’t shake the feeling that I was stepping into the end of my life.
“I want to crush this human filth,” one of them said, tightening his grip around my arm.
“Careful,” the other said with a grin. “The human might break,” he added, laughing and shoving me hard.
My knees hit the ground, but I caught myself before I fell. I would rather die than show weakness in front of them. I straightened myself and lifted my head.
“I dare you to touch me again, ugly beast,” I said hoarsely, “and I will kill you where you stand.”
The wolf at my left hit me across my face, so fast I didn’t see it coming, and blood filled my mouth immediately.
They expected me to cry or beg them for mercy, but I didn’t. I stood up and spat blood on his face.
He clenched his fists, going for a harder punch, but the other one stopped him.
“Leave it. They always bite before they die; it's not worth it.”
A quiet laugh followed.
“I am sure the alpha has something better planned for her.”
The moment I stepped into the hall, I felt it.
Not just hatred.
It wasn’t just anger.
Bloodlust.
The wolves turned to face me, their gaze following my every step, sharp and intent.
They looked human, but their eyes said otherwise, revealing a darker spirit within.
Each step I took drew their attention.
The air felt heavier, as if it were waiting for chaos.
A low murmur passed through them.
Their voices overlapped, quiet but tense.
“How dare she stand before us?”
“She shouldn’t be alive.”
“How did she make it this far?”
I remained silent, staring straight at them.
I refused to show them any form of weakness.
I wouldn't give them anything to mock me for. I was determined to demonstrate that humans are not just powerless filth, but better and stronger in every way.
Then I saw him.
The one who killed Elias.
He stood near the center steps, broad shoulders wrapped in dark leather, his eyes found mine instantly.
Anger was burning inside me. If hate could take a form, it would have looked like me.
I wanted to end his life, but I knew any wrong move would lead to a painful death.
“Well,” he said, voice low and rough. “It woke up.”
I bared my teeth at him, “Still alive, I see. That’s unfortunate.”
A few wolves laughed in disbelief. Karl did not. His expression changed, then he started walking toward me.
He came closer until I could see his pulse beating in his neck.
“I killed your little boyfriend.”
“And I would like to return the favor.” I interrupted immediately.
His hands went around my throat, raising me and slamming my back so hard the impact rang through my bones.
He raised me again, my feet barely touched the ground, as he held me there, fingers tightening, reminding me how quickly he could end me.
“Say that again,” he murmured, low yet dangerous.
“You heard me.” I forced out, my voice rough yet steady.
His grip around my neck tightened enough to end my life.
“I should have killed you when I had the chance,” he said.
I was gasping for air, and my legs were shaking violently. I knew I was going to die tonight, but not like this. Not this easy.
“That’s enough, Karl.”
The words didn’t come out loud.
It didn’t need to.
Everything stopped.
Karl’s hands stilled.
The murmurs of the other wolves stopped, and the silence was deafening. I didn’t need to turn to know who had just walked in.
But I did anyway.
It was the same wolf that stopped Karl.
The wolf king.
The alpha.
It was my first time seeing him in human form, but even from a distance, the difference was obvious. He wasn’t just another wolf. He was the one who couldn't be challenged.
His gaze moved slowly and deliberately across the room. The other wolves dared not meet his eyes.
His gaze finally landed on me.
Karl released me immediately.
The impact knocked the air out of me.
My body hit the stone. I dropped to the ground hard, hard enough to send a sharp vibration through my spine, hard enough to paralyze me.
I stayed where I fell longer than necessary, forcing my lungs to steady, begging my body to hang on a little longer while my throat burned from his grip.
I ignored the pain and rose anyway.
I would not kneel.
Not in front of them.
Not in front of him.
“So, this is the great alpha,” my voice scraped, worn thin from lack of air, “I expected more.”
Murmurs ran through the hall once again,
“Kill her.”
“How dare she?”
“End her,”
Their voice layered together, thick with hatred and bloodlust. Pressing in from every side.
But I didn’t look away.
I kept my eyes on him.
He didn’t react to them or to me.
He just watched. And the stillness in his face made my anger burn hotter.
“You came this far to die,” he said at last.
As soon as he spoke those words, all murmurs ceased.
His voice wasn’t raised,
It was controlled,
Unreadable.
Cutting clean through every other sound.
“I came to kill you,” I said.
A ripple moved through the room. I felt it in the way the air seemed to tighten around us.
Then silence.
Real silence.
The kind that presses against your ears.
I could hear Karl’s heavy breathing from a distance.
“Please, Ryan, let me end this,” Karl said, his eyes locked on me like he was already imagining it.
Ryan.
So that’s his name.
He didn’t even look at Karl.
Instead, he tilted his head slightly, sharpening his gaze on me as I had just become…interesting.
"Kill me? You fainted when you saw the real me," Ryan said.
He was right.
My fingers curled at my sides.
"Not even a thousand humans can stand where you stand," he added.
There was no pride in it.
No Arrogance.
He just stated facts.
I snatched the dagger hidden in my boot and lunged straight for his throat.
I got just one step.
Then pain exploded through my sides as someone struck me mid-air.
Karl was fast.
He lifted me by my neck, his grip tighter than before.
“I should kill you slowly,” he said, his voice low against my ear. “Piece by piece.”
My breath began to slow down.
My hands went to his wrist, not to beg. Never that. But to hold on long enough to speak.
“You are just a nobody who can't think without permission.” I forced out the words, barely coming out of my mouth.
The wolf king stepped closer, close enough that I could see the faint scar on his face. “Leave us.”
Zara’s POV I knew those heartbeats.I had heard them in the darkness. I had heard them between life and death, when my body was changing, and my mind was trying to make sense of what I was becoming. One of them was Karl’s. I would recognize it anymore. The other was stronger, steadier, and had a way of calming me down; it was far more difficult to mistake. Ryan.My entire body went rigid; how did they find this place? Did they know about it all this while? My eyes just remained fixed on the door. For a moment, I couldn’t breathe. It felt like I hadn’t seen him in a long time. A lot had happened since I had last looked into his cold eyes. I had found my mother. I had remembered the childhood I never knew I had lived. I had discovered my entire foundation was built on lies.And he was about to walk into the end of all places he could have found me; he had found me here.I looked at my mother immediately. The warmth that filled her face earlier had disappeared completely. She was no lon
Zara’s POV “I was going to teach you slowly but…” she swallowed, and her voice dropped to a whisper. “…if the palace is awake…I have to teach you before it's too late.”What was going on? I stared at her longer than I should, trying to understand the sudden fear, but the more I looked at her face, the more I realized that she was not exaggerating. My mother is one of the strongest I know; if she is acting like this. Something must have gone wrong. The woman who had smiled at me only a moment ago, who laughed even when my jokes were bad, when I told her I still hated vegetables.My hands tightened around hers. “Too late for what?” I asked. But she did not answer me again. “Mother, please, you are scaring me.” The moment those words came out of my mouth, her golden eyes met mine again. “What does it mean that the palace has awakened?”I took a deep sigh and looked towards the window instead of answering me. Beyond the glass, the ocean remained beautiful and peaceful. I started to think
Zara’s POV The warm water spilled slowly over my shoulder. The feeling was nothing I could describe, but the water carried away layers of dried blood, dirt, and exhaustion that had clung to my skin longer than they should have. I closed my eyes and simply stood there, letting the water run over my skin while steam gathered around until it felt like the outside world had disappeared. I hadn’t realized how heavy my body had become until that very moment.Every bruise left by the werewolves, by the humans, every ache from Ryan's relentless interrogations, every wound earned while Ryan practically killed me in the Chamber. Nothing can make me like him. he knew what I was yet…I took a deep sigh.The water turned faintly pink as it circled the drain, washing away the last bit of blood that made me a little human. I found myself staring at it till the pink slowly turned to white. A few days ago, I would have never paid any attention to it; it would have been silly to question something as o
Zara’s POV “I crossed the wolf territory, convinced of who the real monster was,” I said.My mother’s expression crumbled before my eyes. She looked heartbroken; she looked at me with the same sadness she had worn since I started telling her all that had happened, but something else settled beneath it. Guilt.The kind that she had buried for years, but resurfaced the moment I told her all about it. “My sunshine…” she whispered. “You carried all that alone.”I looked away. I didn’t want to cry anymore. “I didn’t think I was alone.” My fingers tightened against the fabric of my worn-out cloth. “I believed my life was…normal.”“No child should think losing her own memories is normal.”“I didn’t know they were memories.”“I am glad the humans didn’t realize what you were. I can’t imagine what they would have done to you.” The certainty in her voice made my chest tighten. I didn’t reply to her; I did not know how to.“Sometimes I dreamed about the sea. I used to think it was my imaginati
Zara’s POV My mother didn’t answer my question. Instead, she simply looked at me. The same people, old-time friends, looked at one another after years apart. Her eyes wandered over every part of my face and all over my body, as if she were trying to memorize me all over again. Her fingertips then again brushed gently through my hair before lingering against my cheek. Almost like she was trying to remind herself that all that was happening was real and not another dream that would disappear the moment she reached for it.“I used to wonder…” she whispered, “…how much taller you had become.”I gave her a soft smile. And she smiled back, but not a happy one.“I wondered whether your hair would stay this dark.” She tucked a loose strand behind my ear. ‘Whether your eyes would still shine the way they used to when you laughed.” Her voice was cracking. “I even wondered if you still hated vegetables.Despite all that had happened, all that I had painfully discovered, a small laugh escaped me
Zara's POVFor a long moment, I simply stood there, frozen, unable to make my body move. I wanted to argue; I didn’t want to accept that all this was true, but…my body punished me each time I tried to reject the truth.The cottage suddenly felt small, not because of its size, no, it looked much bigger on the inside. But because everything inside pressed against memories that were buried so deeply, I had spent years believing they never existed.The scent of the dried flowers hanging from the beams, the crackling fire warming the room, the blanket folded neatly across the chair by the window. The familiarity settled in my head with a painful certainty. None of it felt new. It felt like something I was used toI had never seen this place before. But I knew it, every corner of it.Then my eyes returned to the woman; she hadn’t moved. She held Kira the same way she held me years back, watching me with those same golden eyes I had seen inside the memories. Her eyes held so much warmth and p
Zara's POVThe moment the gates closed behind us, everything changed. The air felt strange, slipping into my lungs with every breath till it burned. Even the wind sounded different out here, like it was trying to tell me something.The road ahead was empty and dark. My father rode down this sam
Zara’s POV The moment I stepped through the door, cold air rushed towards me like something alive. We walked into the same wide hall as before, but we moved in a different direction. This part felt odd compared to the others. The upper halls were silent, but this place felt worse, as if sound
Zara’s POV No one moved at first; they lingered where they stood, their attention shifted between him and me, like they were waiting for something to happen. Disappointment flickered on their faces as they all turned to leave. Ryan turned to Karl, “Even you, Karl.”Karl's gaze didn’t leave me.
Zara’s POV I let out a quiet sigh as I straightened, smoothing my hands over the creases on my clothes before pushing the door open.The hall was quiet. Unusually quiet. I pushed past the crowd anyway, but as I moved deeper, I startedto notice some strange things. No one looked at each other f







