LOGINLORETTA
Find his secret. Nine months. Be free
This has been my mantra for the past three days. I hadn't seen him since my first night here. Elion leaves early before the sun is up and arrives late at night when everyone is asleep, I should have been relieved by his absence, but somehow, it made me more anxious than his presence would have.
It would have been better if he had shown me some sort of anger, at least then I could have prepared myself for his wrath. But Elion has been nothing but coldness and indifference. I didn't know when my nightmare in his hands would begin, only that it definitely would.
Find his secret. Nine months. Be free.
His staffs on the other hand have been most welcoming. Mrs. Park and Joseph returned from their monthly leave the morning after I arrived. From the way they gushed over me, Elion clearly hadn't told them the truth about us, that we weren't a love match. I was too glad for their warmth to care.
Mrs parks the housekeeper baked me her special apple pie and Joseph, the butler, showed me around
Elion texted me by noon
‘Be ready by six pm. Our engagement announcement is tonight’
Simple. Short. No further explanation. I stared at my phone screen for a long time, reading the message again and again, just then a knock came on my door
I pushed off the hanging egg chair where I was reading a book. The room Elion gave to me was surprisingly cosy, unique furniture, pastel painting, almost as if it was prepared for me
Almost....
When I opened the door, Mrs. Parks beamed at me, stretching a white box my way. “The boss sent these for you”
I took it with curiosity “What's inside?”
Her smile widened an inch, as if she knew some kind of secret I didn't. “Why don't you find out?” she suggested and disappeared down the hallway
Once I shut the door, I opened the box and took out the most gorgeous blue dress I've seen in my entire life. The colour was so bright and alive, it made every other one pale in comparison.
It was a strapless, open back dress, tight at the body and flared from the waist down but what stunned me the most was that it was my exact size
How had Elion known my size?
I pushed that question to the back of my mind where other unanswered questions sat, then I checked the box. There was a pair of silver heels, some Tiffany diamond earrings, and... nothing
No note, nothing else.
A sigh slipped out of me before I could stop it. I checked my phone if he sent a follow-up text, but he didn't, then I tossed it on the bed. If this engagement announcement was
happening by six pm, I'd better start getting ready.
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Elion was in the living room by five fifty, clad in a deep blue tuxedo that did nothing to hide his masculine body. His dark hair was neatly sleeked back away from his face, highlighting his sharp cheekbones and jaw. Tonight, Elion Fitzpatrick was nothing short of perfection
Something odd fluttered in my belly making me almost trip.
His head shot up from his phone and those soulless eyes clashed with mine where I stood. For a moment, a moment so brief I would later consider if it happened or not, I saw his eyes widen a fraction, heard him drag in a sharp breath
Elion slipped his phone into his pocket, not taking his eyes off me. There was something about the intensity of his gaze that made my stomach turn into a pool of liquid. I couldn't look away, even if I tried to
Elion didn't either, as if we were both under some spell, he dragged his eyes from my face, where I had styled my hair into an elegant updo, to my lips coated with matte lipstick then my shoulders and my breasts down to my....
Oxygen. I needed oxygen
I couldn't breathe when he looked at me like that. I shifted on my feet, my heels scraping the floor. Elion blinked and looked away, whatever spell held us broken
I didn't understand why that upset me.
“Today is important” he spoke to me as soon as I reached his side. His tone sounded clipped. “There will be press, Elite Group members, and every person in Seattle who has been watching our families for six years. They will all be looking for a reason not to believe this.”
He gave me a stern look. “Remember the contract, we must make our relationship believable. It means you and I will act as if we were in love despite what happened in the past"
A hard swallow worked down my throat, his eyes followed the movement “I understand”
“Good” Elion nodded. “If anyone asks. We met after my release, and you were hesitant to forgive me for what I did"
His dry smile didn't touch his eyes “And I was adamant. So I pursued you until I earned your forgiveness and your heart” he spoke lowly, and took out a velvet box from his pocket. When he opened it, a large diamond ring reflected at me
He methodically took the ring out of the box and slid it onto my finger. It felt like a small handcuff.
I met his gaze. "Let's go”
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The venue was a rooftop garden with a pool, Elion led the way up there, his hand on the small of my back. It took all my willpower not to flinch at his touch
I had to remind myself that when we were in public, we were a couple in love. But his hand was like fire to my skin, I was suddenly hot for no explainable reason.
He introduced me to a few members of the Elite Group as his wife-to-be. We smiled, made small talk, At times, I would catch Elion staring at me in a way that made my legs turn to jelly
But I reminded myself of who he truly is, A patient monster taking his time to destroy me, this was only for the public
Still, every time he leaned close to speak in my ear, my breath hitched. Every time his hand shifted at my back, guiding, adjusting, slowly caressing my exposed skin, my stomach pulled tight in ways that had nothing to do with fear alone.
Elion was speaking to a man from the Elite Group board, dragging a lazy finger up and down my spine. I shivered when he reached the base of my back, close to my waist. If he noticed my reaction, he didn't show it
My cheeks heated, my pulse hummed and I suddenly forgot how to breathe.
“Excuse me” I said quietly. He broke his conversation and stared at me, brows furrowed in concern. Fake concern
“You okay?”
I nodded ”Yes. I'll be right back”
I walked towards the glowing pool so he couldn't notice the redness on my cheeks and neck. I didn't understand why I was feeling this way. It's definitely the wine, there's no other explanation
“You must be Lorreta” a young blonde woman approached me with a plastic smile “How lovely to meet you. I'm Molly”
Something about her felt off, but I greeted her warmly “Hi Molly”
She laughed, at what, I didn't know. Molly stepped closer to me and just as I felt a slight shift in her posture, a strong arm came around my waist, pulling me into something solid
It happened in a split second.
Molly stumbled into the pool in a disgraceful fall, and some of the water splashed on me.
The entire rooftop went quiet as security guards rushed to Molly's aid. Every head turned, every conversation paused.
I was breathing hard when Elion spun me around so I was facing him, his brows furrowed. “Rea?”
I blinked at him and then looked to where Molly was, she emerged from the pool, her dress wet and makeup ruined.
"Get her out of here" Elion's voice carried authority effortlessly; nobody dared speak.
Molly pulled back wet hair from her face. “But...”
“You tried to push my fiancée into the pool. Get out!"
She stuttered for words, but no one listened as she was led away.
Elion swiftly took off his jacket and draped it over me, his scent of musk and oud wood making me warmer.
"How did you know?" I asked. "That she was going to push me"
It happened too fast for anyone to notice. Yet, Elion did.
His jaw ticked once. “I notice everything."
The dark tremor of his voice settled somewhere dangerously low in my belly.
“Most people wouldn't have”
“I am not most people.” His eyes fell to my fingers clutching his jacket. “I am more observant than you know, Rea."
I pondered on that statement deeply. Elion wasn't like other people, he was more tactical, more closed off, and dangerous. How was I supposed to find his ‘big plans’ so I'll be free of him?
There was only one way possible
I have to make Elion fall in love with me
LORETTAOnly when I heard his footsteps going down the hallway did I stop crying.I stayed where I was for another few seconds, sitting on the cold floor with my back pressed against the bedroom door, listening. One step, and another, and nothing. Silence settled in my bedroom, broken only by the sound of my occasional sniffing A shaky breath let me, my cheeks felt tight from dried tears. I wiped them with the back of my hand, only for fresh ones to replace them almost instantly. “Get yourself together, Loretta,” I tried to order my brain. I was tired of crying, tired of begging, tired of feeling like every answer I reached for slipped through my fingers the moment I got close enough to touch it, but the tears kept on flowing, all because Elion wouldn't even trust me the tiniest bit or move this stupid wedding It was up to me to find my answers now, to understand what truth he's always trying to ‘Protect me from’. I pushed myself up off the floor. Every part of me hurt: my head, my
ELIONThe taxi pulled away, and it took her away from meMy Rea. A vital— No, the most important piece of my heart. For a long second, I couldn't move at all. All I could do was feel the burning ache in the hole she had unknowingly dug deep into my chest I just stood there like an idiot in the middle of the road, watching the yellow taillights grow smaller until they blurred into the stream of traffic.The silence she left behind settled over me like wet concrete, heavy enough to make breathing feel unnatural; my hands were trembling. I looked down at them as though they belonged to someone else.When did that start? When did I begin to get so... affected by anyone or anythingBut whenever it came to her, I always reacted differently A few minutes ago, those same hands had been cupping her face, wiping away tears I had caused. Then I had destroyed everything with a handful of cold words I didn't mean A contract.For fuck sake, why did that word come out of my mouth? The moment it
LORETTA “Rea!”His voice was muffled by the loud thoughts ringing in my head. The cool night air brushed my skin like a tease. I heard another sound of a door slamming shut behind meI didn't turn, I just kept on walking.My legs felt heavy, and my heels unbalanced, my body swayed, and I couldn't see past three inches in front of me, not with how tears had misted my eyes“Loretta,” My name came out rough, none of his usual composure left in it. “Get back in the car” I couldn't just hear his voice; I could feel it beside me. Still, I didn't turn. “No”He caught my wrist before I could take another step, not roughly, not in the manner the man at the club had, just firmly enough to stop me.I froze, my step halting immediately. The warmth of Elion circled me as his hand landed on my shoulder, slowly turning me till I was looking into his face. “You're crying,” he said quietly.I laughed through the tears, my heart threatening to implode. “And you care?” His grip loosened immediately.
LORETTA The tires screeched against the road, and my hand shot out to brace myself as the car jerked forward and finally lurched to a stop.“What was that?” I panted, my heart beat doubling The sound of the engine being turned off answered me. Elion's hands were still on the steering wheel, but his expression was so hard he was damm near snapping “Say that again,” he ordered very quietly.I was still breathing harshly, but I forced myself to calm down. “The man said Beatrice had sent him with a message for me.” My heart was still hammering from the swerve, “That's all” I could see his knuckles go white. “What else did he say exactly? Think harder, Loretta, there must have been something else”My head recoiled back in utter shock. “Excuse me, I am not one of your employees that you can interrogate.” My voice came as sharp as I intended, the three weeks of back and forth, of exhaustion, of secrets was finally catching up with me. “I need you to tell me who she is and why I might be i
LORETTA Now that all was over, I looked down at my wrist, at the place where the man had grabbed meI rubbed the skin lightly.“Where were you tonight?” My question sounded loud in the quiet of Elion's car. The city slipped past the windows in streaks of gold and white, the silence broken only by the low hum of the engine and the occasional swish of passing tires on the road.When he came, I noticed, but he and Harlan had been dressed for a night out. Now, it wouldn't have been suspicious, but Elion was hardly one for casual outings. It has to be something business-related, and if it was, there was a reason why he chose tonight, when I wouldn't be involved “I had an impromptu meeting,” He answered with his eyes firmly placed on the road. I settled back into the seat, watching him from the corner of my eye. “What was this meeting about?"For a second, I saw the faint tick in his jaw, the way his shoulders grew taut, but all it took was a second, and he returned to normalcy. It was s
LORETTA “Elion...” I breathed his name, slowly rising from the couch.His broad shoulders filled the doorway, blocking out the harsh fluorescent light spilling in from the corridor behind him.It was nighttime, but he was dressed semi-formally in a black shirt with the sleeves rolled to his forearms, making him look completely out of place in the tiny waiting room, too composed, too imposing, too...powerfully Elion.My eyes searched his face as I drew closer, looking for something, anything other than the darkness in those black orbs. I found none. The only thing I could make of his cold expression was quiet anger. A swallow worked down my throat. “How did you find us?” I asked instead, I hadn't told Elion I was coming to Atmosphere, I hadn't even known we'd be coming here, so how had Elion traced my friends and me Except....“Are you still tracking me?” The question came out in a rush of air. Behind me, Michelle made a sound that was very close to a snort, but I was too focused o
ELION My hand was around her throat. Her delicate, fragile throat. All it would take was one flick of my wrist and I would never have to endure her presence ever again But then, I would never see her ethereal eyes come alive with hate and rage, Loretta would be gone for Good. There would be n
LORETTAI woke up feeling rested.Which was, at the very least, surprising.There was no sleep paralysis, no nightmare. No frantic jolt awake with my heart trying to burst its way out of my chest.I actually felt good waking up, There was a strange sense of calm that enveloped me as I sat up slowly
LORETTA “Please!”The scream wrenched out from my lungsMy hands flew to my heaving chest, as if I were trying to stop my heart from bursting through. My vision is distorted and blurry, it takes a few minutes of breath work to realize where I wasMy roomI blinked back the haziness in my eyes, goi
LORETTAI am a good girl. I mean….I was a good girl. Until today. My name is Loretta. Loretta Rea Sterling. The first child of George Sterling. Being born into the Sterlings family meant many things: power, generational wealth, fame, you name itBut being born as a girl meant only one thing, my







