DDD

They got my clothes later the next day but honestly it was of no use because I basically never wore any of them, just this butterfly shaped thongs and nothing more.

Amber worshipped and adored my body day in day out in every possible way he could. The nasty things he would say to me, and the worse the nastier things he would do to me.

Amber promised he wasn't going to fuck me mainly because I was still in mourning mode and my father's ghost might come and spank my ass and yell at me for having sex few days after my birthday, but in a way I was kinda relieved because I don't think I want to have sex with him.

Don't get me wrong I want this more than anything in the world right now, but the experiences of the past? I'm scared that Amber is going to finally not give me any attention again.

Because I mean he finally got what he wanted so he might not be interested anymore.

Yes, I'm also very insecure, forget how I act so carefree.

Especially if it's someone I might just slightly be into.