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This is going to hurt, isn’t it?

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QUINN POV

Quinn pov

The air smelled… off. Not in a bad way, just, different. It wasn’t that usual damp, musty dungeon air I had grown used to. I mean, seriously, you spend a few days in a place like that, and your nose starts accepting things you never thought you would.

But this? This felt... softer. The floor wasn’t hard and unforgiving, like the cold stone i had been lying on for who knows how long. No, this was soft. Soft like I was on some kind of memory foam mattress, which hello, was a major upgrade.

Okay, wait. Where am I? I thought, blinking into the fuzzy half-state between sleep and reality.

My brain was sluggish, and my body was even worse. It was like my muscles were hitting the snooze button, like, nah, we are good, just a few more minutes. But my mind? It was slowly starting to wake up.

I knew I needed to pull myself together. As much as I wanted to stay in this weird, comfy dream-like state, I knew life wasn’t going to pause for me to nap forever. Trust me, though, I
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