Everett bumped into his ex-wife, of all people, while he looked for her. She was never this late for work. He’d concede that she wasn’t late in the actual sense. But she was late for her habits.
Initially, Everett intended not to speak to Rebecca. He’d been curious about the offer he’d received to reprise his role as Dane on Empire Nights. Everett felt tempted, but he planned to turn down the offer. But they did not prepare him to encounter her as she was now. Everett wasn’t sure what happened. This was not what he expected. Did no one look out for her? He thought she was the rose of the studio. Wouldn’t they protect their investment?
He hadn’t expected to see how far downhill she’d gone. Everett had heard the rumours she’d become an addict. Gena ensured he saw the photos of Rebecca at several rehab facilities when the photos appeared in the media. Everett never discovered what her favourite vice was, even though the media speculated about it regularly.
Questions about that were carefully pruned from the fan’s questions ahead of time today. It shocked and saddened him to see her like this. He couldn’t get over it. This showed him the unexpected fact he still cared about Rebecca’s wellbeing.
Her sarcastic attitude and words hit him abrasively and caught Everett off guard. She’d been sweet and nice when they were married seven years ago. What changed her? Was she acting the entire time? She didn’t appear phased by his demands. Like she was in more of a rush than him to leave their marriage.
Now she wouldn’t allow him to call her Becca. Damn it. He knew every inch of her naked body by memory. He’d been there in the beginning when her career took off and his career floundered. Everett saw himself as the victim and the person used and tossed aside.
He watched Rebecca as he thought and waited for everything to fall into place. Looking at her now, he saw how broken and fragile she’d become. It concerned him. Had his rocky affair with Gena done this to Rebecca? Or did someone else carry that guilt?
Everett half expected Rebecca to chase after him and insist they save their marriage. But nothing mattered beyond Empire Nights. Rebecca never tried. To Everett, Rebecca dropped off the face of the earth socially. Everett hadn’t seen her dating. No mentioned of any relationships appeared in the media. He was aware of her ability to keep her personal life private from the public eye. She could be married again. He wouldn’t know it.
No, he couldn’t see that. Everett didn’t want to see that. He felt the flame of jealousy licking at his heart. Damn it. He didn’t want to feel possessive of her. He’d given up on their marriage for the sake of his career. Really, where had that got him?
He’d tried to make it work with Gena over the years. But no woman he’d dated compared to Rebecca.
“You need to smile, Becca. It seems like you’d rather not be here. Your fans might get the wrong impression.”
“It’s Ms. Jones to you. Mr. Stone.” An unwanted thought went through his mind. He could hear the jealousy and hurt in her words. His thought wasn’t much better than her words. The world should recognize her as Mrs. Stone. Everett kept it bottled up so he could unpack all of this later when he was alone. He’d never admit to her how much he missed her.
Everett teetered on the fence. He’d told people he never return to Empire Nights. The sight of Rebecca like this, now. Everett waffled on returning to the show and quitting Grandview Place.
His characters were founding members of both shows. Though he’d admit, the viewer stats for Grandview Place never reached as high as they’d promised. Gena promised him so much and delivered a little. When things got tough, Everett sought employment elsewhere to escape his contract with Grandview Place. Her acting hadn’t improved, and she wouldn’t take direction. The studio reprimanded her regularly. Gena’s uncle paid to keep her on the studio’s payroll, and her show filming.
The window dressing was different, but Grandview Place ripped off Empire Nights. It mirrored most of everything. Yet it didn’t score the same ratings.
Everett watched Rebecca contemplatively for a long moment. So much so she glared at him uncomfortably. Everett couldn’t help it. His mind trolled his memory for a happier time with Rebecca.
A happier time when his new agent advised him to get cozy with Gena. Don’t miss the chance to join the hot new show, Grandview Place. It would be great for his career. After five years, Everett still hoped for the breakthrough role that would elevate his career.
He’d been a sucker to Paulo Rocchi, his agent. Everett believed him, because he claimed a long list of clients and decades of experience. He didn’t know that Paulo wasn’t working in his best interest. But Paulo found out about Everett’s marriage to Rebecca when Everett told him he couldn’t date anyone because he was married already. Paulo didn’t know who he’d been married, but he convinced Everett that being single and dating a star like Gena would give him the chance to breakout and make a name for himself.
Young as he was back then. He’d believed it all. Now jaded as he was, Everett could see how people manipulated events. Paulo lied to him about Rebecca. He’d told him Rebecca would go nowhere because she was pregnant. Everett’s achievements would end as a few lines on his resume. If she took time off.
When Everett confronted Rebecca about being pregnant, she shutdown the conversation that she didn’t want to talk about it. Paulo showed Everett photos paparazzi took of Rebecca leaving a clinic known for performing reproductive procedures, including abortions after spending a night there. It hurt him she wouldn’t talk to him or tell him the truth. Everett longed for a child and a family. There would have been other shows. For that reason, he couldn’t stay with her. Their priorities were different. She’d forbid him to tell anyone they’d been married. Their marriage became a skeleton in his closet.
In five years after their quiet divorce, he’d never asked her about it. Had anything changed? Will she discuss and explain to him the reasons behind her decision to do it alone? Was there no baby because it wasn’t his?
As the audience finally settled into place, several young girls in the front row were having a rather animated conversation about him, and their opinions were harsher than he thought they would be. Nothing he hadn’t thought of himself. Despite that, Everett thought they had a stronger liking for Grandview Place.
The stroll down memory lane might have been about the show and their characters. But Everett’s mind kept adding glimpses into his marriage with Rebecca.
They’d rented a cabin in the middle of nowhere one Christmas. Being snowed in for the entire time had a magical effect on their bond. Or so he thought. When they returned to civilization, filming of the Empire Nights pilot started.
Comparing it to his first year with Gena, with all the glitz and over-the-top glamour of parties, openings, and award shows, Everett didn’t feel as close to Gena as he felt he should be.
“Ms. Jones. Fans want to know your secret to staying so slim. What are your secrets?” Everett’s left his thoughts when he heard this question. He wanted to know this as well. Everett wanted to understand her reasoning behind considering this a good look.
“Secrets? I’m sorry. I wish I had one for you ladies, but I don’t. Nor do I recommend becoming this thin. Being thin does not mean being healthy. I say enjoy your life and if someone makes you feel less for being too thin or too heavy, then no matter who they are, remove them from your life. You can be heavier and perfectly healthy. Or lighter and very sick.”
“Are you sick, Ms. Jones?”
“As my fans know. Career is an open book. My personal life is not. I thank everyone who respects that.”
That didn’t tell him or her fans anything. She could suffer from cancer, an addiction, or nothing at all with that answer. However, he suspected something was wrong, and it made his guilt worse. His stomach churned with it. Everett wanted to demand she come clean with what she was doing. Was it pills? Alcohol? She never drank when they were married.
“The most popular question we have this evening for you, Mr. Stone. Popular demand seems to be that fans want to know when you are returning to Empire Nights, and would you be reprising your character, Dane Matthews?” The dark-haired, bespeckled speaker asked from his podium off to the side.
The audience buzzed with excitement. Everett recognized the fans’ desired to witness this. They wanted new Bella and Dane content.
“Yes, Mr. Stone. Are you returning to play Dane in Empire Nights? Or should I search for a new love interest who won’t become impressed by flashy promises and a pretty decoy? Rebecca covered her microphone and whispered this just loud enough for Everett to hear.
He couldn’t resist the change, or the challenge. Something was not right with Rebecca.
“My people are in talks with Empire Nights. Let’s see what comes from it.”
Everett gave a slow smile with a sexy hint of promise in his signature bedroom eyes. The audience when crazy with excitement. It took crowd management several minutes to get everyone settled. “Alright. I give up to your excellent taste and desires. I’ll admit that I’ll reprise my role as Dane Matthews just for the fans of Empire Nights.”
“Oh, hell no.” Everett heard Rebecca’s quiet words. Thankfully, their fans couldn’t because someone shut her microphone off, and his microphone hadn’t picked up her words.
Everett Stone walked onto the set of Empire Nights as if he owned the place. He fulfilled his promise and dropped off a woman at the studio gates, within the paparazzi’s view. She was his latest fling to make Gena jealous. It appeared to be a common occurrence, and he was growing weary of it. His thoughts didn’t last long on Gena. In fact, they barely focused on her or the fluff and nonsense he left at the gates. Rebecca stood out in his mind lately after seeing her again. He’d avoided thinking about her for years and how they broke up. Now he’d seen her. His nerves jangled with anxiety. Why hadn’t anyone stepped in and made her clean up her act? Everett dreamt last night that he’d hunted down Rebecca’s latest boyfriend and strangled him for screwing up with her so much. He hadn’t seen a face in his dream, but he suspected his mind played tricks on him and that boyfriend was him. So, he’d gone through the early morning hours moody and wanting to b
“I just feel you’re taking a lot of liberties coming back here and demanding things change because you’re back.” Rebecca expressed her feelings directly.Everett smiled at Rebecca. She was jealous and upset he was here. His mere presence got to her. But it bothered him she hadn’t touched the muffin.“If you don’t feel there’s anything wrong with the script, then we’re at an impasse. Let’s run through both scenes and decide which one to remove.“I don’t believe we need to. Mr. Stone had a keen eye for what’s wrong with the writing and I think his solution was flawless. After Dane kisses Bella, Blane follows her to see the end of the kiss. We could write an entire love triangle story arch from this. With the two men competing for Bella.”Everett saw Rebecca’s eyes close as she tried to keep her temper quiet. She was good with that in public. In private, it was a different situation. She let it blow spectacularly.“No, I won’t kiss him. That idea is off the table. I can’t stand the idea
Rebecca’s first conscious thought was she should be alone.Why was she so comfortable? She should be in her dressing room bathroom. She’d gone in there because her head hurt, and her stomach went with it. Her stomach hurt so much she needed to relieve it of what she’d eaten.Who was making so much noise? She recognized the voice but couldn’t recall the name. She loved the sound of it and knew she always had. Her mind slowly came online, and she realized Everett was there in her dressing room. Why was he there? He shouldn’t be there. Rebecca didn’t remember him entering her dressing room.Everett had left years ago. She lay there still and listened as her mind tried valiantly to piece together what happened and what currently happened around her. Her memories surfaced about the conference and the plans for his character Dane to return.However, why was he in her dressing room now? The meeting for the read through. Oh god, she’d embarrassed herself. She’d lost her temper at the way he b
Everett protested as he left Rebecca’s dressing room, feeling lost as he stared at the closed door. What had he walked into? Or found? It could have been anything. He sensed something was amiss, and everyone seemed to hide it. Whatever it was. Everett paced back and forth in the corridor outside of Rebecca’s dressing room, trying to make sense of it all. He hadn’t believed the rumours of her abusing drugs or alcohol. But she had prescription medication there and a lot. Had she taken his wish to separate from her that hard? Everett thought she regretted marrying him because she insisted on keeping their marriage secret. What in the world was going on? He was now aware of a baby. Regardless of a miscarriage, can there be a connection to Rebecca’s medical state and her losing a baby? Was she abusing something because she regretted the baby’s loss? Or regretted losing him? He dismissed the last idea as soon as he thought about it. She’d h
Rebecca finally felt well enough to leave her dressing room, but she still couldn’t come up with an acceptable reason for her horribly unprofessional behaviour. But the show must go on. The saying consumed her life and became her sole motivation. The walk down the corridor to the reading room filled her with dread. She felt like she was about to learn her sentence for an imaginary crime. The urge to walk away tugged at her. Not back to her dressing room. No, she’d walked out of the production studio lot and keep going. Where would she go? Rebecca didn’t know anywhere but here. Seeing Everett again hurt too much. He looked so good. It wasn’t fair. In the reading room, everyone was returning slowly from lunch. The director, David Keyes, waved Rebecca over to a corner. She made her way to him. Everett wasn’t in the room yet. For that, she sent up a silent prayer of thanks. “Look, before you dress me down for unacceptable behaviour. I’d like to say, I
Everett stood in the doorway, exuding the aura of a leading man. Even his eyes exuded playful dominance. It wasn’t fair that he looked so good. Every cell in Rebecca’s body regretted letting him go and not fighting for their marriage, as she should have done. She didn’t want him to blame her when his expectations for the future did not manifest. Rebecca now knew it was unlikely that she’d ever have children unless she went through various procedures to correct the damage she’d suffered before she finally received a diagnosis. Then she’d have to be vigilant to the extreme about her care. The uncertain flickering of her hope for success resembled a failing ghost light. “It’s fine. I didn’t scrape it off the floor or anything.” Rebecca tried to be flippant as she swallowed the last bite of the chewy bar. She gave him a cavalier smile and cocked her head at a jaunty angle. Anything to annoy him and change the subject. “Rebecca.” Everett’s voice held a w
Everett entered the restaurant unusually early. He’d left everything he usually did unfinished because he’d struggled with the entire encounter with Rebecca. The feelings Everett felt as he saw her again and the utter shock at seeing what had become of her in his absence. It became too much for him to handle. Confident in his actions, he left her years ago, doing what he believed was best for himself. Everett never questioned how Rebecca would be once he’d left. She had many people to rely on. Now, as he thought about that, he couldn't see Rebecca doing that. As a private person, Rebecca didn’t fall back on anyone. She didn’t tell her secrets or vulnerabilities to anyone. Everett only knew a few things because Rebecca, his wife, told him. Now he saw what became of Rebecca, and it killed him to see it. The pain and how she acted like a cornered feral cat. Everett couldn’t talk to his agent about this. He didn’t like the idea of Everett sharing his ti
Everett sat there. His eyes went to Paulo’s hand, where it held Gena’s. He watched Paulo’s thumb stroke the back of Gena’s hand. Gena didn’t take her hand away. Instead, Paulo took his hand away first when he noticed Everett’s attention focused on his hand. “Everett, I don’t know how you expect to keep up such a crazy schedule with your other responsibilities. You’ll burn yourself out in no time. I don’t believe your fanbase is all that caring about Empire Nights. If you have a role in it.” Paulo said to Everett. His words betrayed how he complained, masquerading it as advice. He favoured Grandview Manor and Gena over Everett and his career. Paulo worked as an agent to both actors. Everett didn’t see the impartial treatment and investment into his career. Though he saw the favouritism flowing toward Gena currently. “Paul, what are you getting at? Are you recommending that I not take work and forgo the salary? Or are you telling me not to expand my r