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Gun
His eyes were swollen red, We are on our way back to the police station to finish our business.
Singto and Krist volunteered to pay the hospital bills for the meantime and the funeral of my husband's Mother.
" Baby?" I said as I held his hands
" Hmmm?" He answered
" Sir, can you stop the car near the park?" I asked the Driver
" Yes sir"
Right now I know that my husband needs to burst out, He needs to remove the pain that he is feeling right now
" Come," I said and pulled him
We sat on a bench, both of us were quiet until I heard him sobs
" Hey, it's okay to cry, crying is a sign that you are a strong person," I said and held his hands
" It hurts, It is hurting here," He said and punched his chest
" I have so many things to share with her,
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