I Want To Be In The Race

I was in my room as usual. Ever since what happened with the dress, I haven't seen Alpha Xander and neither have I left my room. The only person who came to see me once in a while was none other than beta Chris.

He tried to make me leave my room, but I couldn't, mainly because I was scared. I fear doing what might make him angry at me. As it stands, I don't know what makes him happy or angry. So the best I do is stay in my room quietly. That way, I can avoid getting into trouble with Xander.

I had hoped Ciara would come see me after the incident, but I was told that she had an emergency to attend to at work, and hence, she had left for her company.

At a time like this, I wish Ciara was here. At least, that way, I wouldn't have to be too scared, just in case I manage to get on Xander's nerves again, even though I know there's nothing she can do. But then, it was better and safer for me when she was around.

Though Chris was doing the best he could to keep me happy, I know that I can