ログインI wake up tangled in sheets that smell like Damon.
Again.
This is the third morning I've woken up in one of their beds instead of my own. The bond won't let me sleep alone anymore. The pain gets too intense around midnight, and I end up crawling through one of the connecting doors like some pathetic thing.
Last night it was Damon's room. He was already awake when I stumbled in, didn't say a word. Just moved to the chair by the window while I took his bed.
Now he's gone and sunlight is streaming through windows I forgot to close.
Someone knocks.
"It's open," I call out.
Caius walks in. He's wearing training gear. All black. He looks at me in Damon's bed and something flickers across his face.
"Get dressed," he says. "You start combat training in twenty minutes."
"Combat training?"
"You're bonded to three Princes. That makes you a target." His pale eyes are serious. "You need to learn how to defend yourself."
"I already know how to fight."
"Street fighting isn't the same as royal combat." He walks to the closet, pulls out clothes I've never seen. Training gear. "You'll be fighting wolves who've had professional training since they could walk. You need to be better."
He tosses the clothes at me. Leaves without another word.
I get dressed. The training gear fits perfectly. Form-fitting pants, breathable top, boots that actually support my ankles. Everything I've never had.
When I come out, Kieran's waiting in the hallway.
"Morning, sunshine." He's too cheerful for this early. "Ready to get your ass kicked?"
"Who's training me?"
"All three of us." He starts walking. I follow. "We each have different fighting styles. You need to learn all of them."
"Why?"
"Because your enemies will use every style against you." He glances back. "And trust me, you have enemies."
We reach the training yard. It's massive. Open air, multiple sparring rings, weapons lining the walls. And in the center, Damon and Caius are already warming up.
Both shirtless.
My wolf perks up immediately. Traitor.
Damon sees me first. "You're late."
"I'm exactly on time."
"On time is late." He tosses me a practice sword. Wood, but heavy. "Kieran, run her through basics. Caius and I will assess."
"Assess what?"
"How much work we have ahead of us." Damon crosses his arms. Watches me like I'm something to be measured and found lacking. "Show us what you've got."
Kieran moves to the center ring. "Come on. Try to hit me."
"I don't want to hurt you."
He laughs. "You won't."
That pisses me off.
I swing. Fast. Aiming for his ribs.
He dodges like it's nothing. "Too obvious. You're telegraphing your moves."
I swing again. He blocks it with one hand.
"Footwork is sloppy. You're off balance."
Another swing. He disarms me in two moves.
The practice sword clatters to the ground.
"You fight like someone who's desperate," Kieran says. Not mean. Just honest. "All aggression, no strategy. That works in back alleys. It'll get you killed here."
"Then teach me something useful."
"That's the plan." He picks up the sword, hands it back. "Again. This time, think before you swing."
We go for an hour. By the end, I'm dripping sweat and he hasn't even broken a sweat. Every move I make, he counters. Every attack, he blocks.
It's humiliating.
"Enough," Caius calls out. "My turn."
Kieran steps back. Caius enters the ring.
He's bigger than Kieran. Broader. The scar on his face makes him look dangerous even when he's just standing there.
"No weapons," he says. "Hand to hand."
"I'm already exhausted."
"Your enemies won't care." He drops into a fighting stance. "Attack me."
I hesitate.
"Now."
I lunge. He sidesteps, grabs my arm, flips me. I hit the ground hard enough to knock the air from my lungs.
"Get up."
I get up.
"Again."
This goes on for another hour. He puts me on my back seventeen times. I don't land a single hit.
When Caius finally steps back, I can barely stand.
"You're weak," he says flatly. "Slow. Predictable."
"Thanks for the pep talk."
"I'm not here to encourage you. I'm here to keep you alive." He grabs a water bottle, tosses it to me. "You have potential. But potential means nothing if you're dead."
Damon's turn is worse.
He doesn't hold back. Every hit lands. Every throw hurts. He fights like he's trying to break me, and maybe he is.
"You drop your left shoulder before you punch," he says after putting me on my back for the tenth time. "You favor your right leg. Your guard is too high."
"I get it. I'm terrible."
"You're untrained. There's a difference." He offers his hand. Pulls me up. "But you're also stubborn. That's useful."
"Is this the part where you tell me I did good?"
"No. This is the part where I tell you we're doing this every morning at dawn until you can last five minutes against any of us."
"Five minutes? I can barely last one."
"Exactly." He steps closer. Close enough that I can feel the heat from his skin. The bond flares between us. "You're bonded to us, Sage. That means our enemies are your enemies. And they'll come for you specifically because you're the weakest link."
The words sting because they're true.
"I'll get better," I say.
"You will. Or you'll die." He walks away. "Be here tomorrow. Same time."
I collapse onto a bench. Every muscle screams. My wolf is whimpering.
Kieran sits beside me. Hands me a towel.
"That was rough," he says.
"You think?"
"For what it's worth, you lasted longer than most." He leans back. "Damon put a duchess on her back in thirty seconds last year. You made it three minutes."
"That's supposed to make me feel better?"
"Little bit." He grins. "You're stronger than you think, Sage. You just need to learn how to use it."
"I don't feel strong."
"Because you've spent five years just surviving. That's different from fighting." He stands. Offers his hand. "Come on. I'll show you the baths. You've earned it."
The royal baths are insane.
Hot springs. Steam. Tiles that probably cost more than I'll ever make. Private pools separated by silk curtains.
Kieran leads me to one, then pauses. "Want company or privacy?"
"Privacy."
"Figured." He starts to leave, then turns back. "Hey. You did good today. Really."
He leaves before I can respond.
I sink into the hot water and nearly cry from relief. Everything hurts. But it's a good hurt. The kind that means I'm getting stronger.
I stay until the water goes cold.
When I finally drag myself out and get dressed, there's a note on the bench.
*Dinner at seven. Don't be late. And for gods' sake, wear something nice. We have guests.*
*- D*
Guests. Great.
I make it back to my room with ten minutes to spare. The closet has more dresses than this morning. Someone's been shopping for me.
I pick a dark red one. Off shoulder, fitted. Makes me look older. Dangerous.
Martha appears to help with my hair.
"Big dinner tonight," she says while pinning curls. "The King invited several Alpha families."
"Why?"
"To show you off." She meets my eyes in the mirror. "To prove the bond is real and you're under royal protection."
"Or to parade me around like property."
"That too." She finishes. Steps back. "You look beautiful."
I look like someone else.
Helena arrives to escort me. We walk through corridors I'm starting to recognize. Past guards who now nod at me. Past servants who whisper but don't stare as openly.
The dining hall is full.
Long tables. Candles everywhere. At least fifty wolves in formal dress.
And at the head table, the three Princes in matching black suits.
Damon sees me first. Something flashes in his eyes. Appreciation? Heat?
Kieran grins. "Damn."
Even Caius looks twice.
The King stands. "Ah. Our guest of honor."
Every eye turns to me.
I want to run.
Instead, I walk forward. Head high. Like Martha taught me.
The King gestures to an empty seat between Kieran and Caius. "Sit, child. Let's show our guests what a true mate bond looks like."
I sit.
And realize this dinner is about to be a battlefield of an entirely different kind.
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We leave at dawn.Just me and Damon. Mira stays with the Queen Mother. Safe. Protected. Away from whatever happens next.She cries when we leave. "Don't go, Mama. Stay.""I have to, baby. I'll be back. I promise.""What if you don't come back? What if you leave like they did?"Her words gut me. Because she's right to be scared. Right to think everyone leaves."I'll come back. I swear. I'll always come back to you."She doesn't believe me. I see it in her eyes. The fear. The certainty that no one stays.It breaks something in me. But I go anyway. Because Kieran and Caius are dying and I put them there.The journey takes three days. North through forests. Through cold. Through wilderness that gets darker the further we go.We don't talk much. Just ride. Both lost in our own thoughts.I keep reaching for them through the bond. Kieran. Caius. Searching for any sign they're still alive.Nothing. Just emptiness where they used to be.What if we're too late? What if they're already dead? Wha
Three weeks after they leave, the healer comes to me."We need to talk," she says. Face grim."About?""The rejected mates. Kieran and Caius." She sits. Hands folded. "I've been monitoring them from a distance. Tracking their vital signs through magic. They're not doing well."My stomach drops. "What do you mean not well?""Broken mate bonds are fatal if not properly managed. The rejected mates need distance. Time. Healing. But even with all that, some don't survive.""You're saying they're dying?""I'm saying they're declining. Fast. Faster than normal. The bond breaking was traumatic. They're not recovering the way they should.""How long do they have?""Weeks. Maybe a month. Then the damage becomes irreversible. Then they die."The room spins. No. No, this wasn't supposed to happen. The witch said exile. Said separation. Not death."There has to be something," I say. "Some way to save them. Some treatment. Some magic.""There is one way. But it's dangerous. Forbidden. Hasn't been a
Two weeks pass.Mira grows. Thrives. Acts like a normal three year old. Happy. Curious. Alive.But she asks about them every day."Where's Kieran?" she asks at breakfast."Gone, baby. Remember? We talked about this.""When is he coming back?""I don't know.""What about Caius? Is he coming back?""I don't know that either."She cries. Every time. Sensing something's wrong. Something's missing. Something's broken.Damon tries to comfort her. Distract her. Give her everything. But it's not enough. She feels the absence.So do I.The bond with Damon is strong. Complete. But it's lonely. One connection where there used to be three. One presence where there used to be many.I reach for Kieran through the bond. Nothing. Just empty space.I reach for Caius. Same. Hollow. Gone.They're not dead. I'd feel that. But they're not here either. Not close. Not reachable. Just gone."You need to eat," Damon says. He's been watching me push food around my plate. "You've barely eaten in days.""I'm not
Two hours pass.Mira doesn't wake up.The healer works frantically. Magic. Medicine. Everything. Nothing helps."She's fading," she says finally. "The forced aging. The magic activation. It was too much. She's dying.""No." I hold Mira tighter. "No, she can't die. The gamble worked. The bonds are stable. She has to survive.""The bonds are stable but she's not. Her body can't handle what you did to it." The healer looks at me. "I'm sorry. I don't think she'll make it through the night."The room spins. My gamble. My stupid desperate gamble. It's killing her."There has to be something," Damon says. "Some way to save her.""There is one way." The healer hesitates. "But it requires breaking the bonds again. Requires Sage to choose. To redirect the magic. To stop trying to hold four bonds and focus everything on saving Mira.""What?" I don't understand. "The bonds are stable. Permanent. How does choosing help?""The bonds are stable because Mira's holding them. But she's dying from the s
Forty minutes pass.I'm still holding Mira. Still trying to decide. Still completely lost.Choose and lose two. Or gamble and possibly lose everything.My mother chose neither. Let herself break. Killed everyone.I can't do that. Can't let fear win. Can't destroy everyone through inaction.So what do I do?I look at Mira. Really look. She's so small. So helpless. So trusting.If I choose, she lives. Grows up. Becomes someone. Maybe wonders about the fathers she lost. Maybe resents me for choosing. But she lives.If I gamble, seventy percent chance she dies right here. Right now. In my arms. Because I was too selfish to accept loss. Too desperate to save everyone.That's the real question. Am I choosing for her? Or for me?Do I want to save everyone for her sake? Or because I can't handle the guilt of choosing?I don't know. Can't tell where my needs end and hers begin.The door opens. Caius."Your hour's almost up," he says. "Have you decided?""No. Yes. I don't know."He sits beside
"What are you doing here?" Damon demands.The witch ignores him. Walks straight to me. Eyes burning with urgency."You were about to choose," she says. Not a question."Yes. The bonds are collapsing. We have hours. I have to.""No. You don't. Not yet. Not until you know the truth.""What truth?" Caius steps forward. "We know everything. Triple bonds are temporary. We have to choose. That's it.""That's what I told you. That's what I needed you to believe. But it's not the whole truth." She looks at each of them. "The truth is more complicated. More painful. More impossible.""Explain," Damon orders. "Now.""The bonds aren't breaking because of time. They're breaking because of fear." She points at me. "Your fear. Your inability to choose. Your heart rejecting the premise. That's what's killing the bonds. Not time. You."I go cold. "What?""Triple bonds don't have time limits. They break when the person at the center breaks. When their heart can't handle the strain. When fear wins." Sh







