Note: this chapter contains a flashback scene.
..."I won't hide anything from you anymore, and I will tell you everything," Noah finally opened his mouth after he could only remain silent because of Jessica's cornering questions. "To be honest, Tyler and I have been dating since we were in college. We loved each other, but unfortunately, my parents didn't let me be with him. That's because we're both men.""..." Jessica didn't say anything after hearing Noah's explanation.She didn't agree to listen to her husband's story, but she didn't plan to interrupt him either."Maybe it's my fault for coming out of the closet right after graduating from college," Noah continued even though he didn't get a response from Jessica. "At that time, I had hidden my true sexual orientation for years, and that's why I decided to tell my parents the truth. I even took Tyler to meet my parents that day, but things didn't go my way. After telling the truth to my parents, I received a hard slap from my father, and it was even worse when my father had a heart attack. You only know that my father had passed away but don't know the reason, right? He actually died because of me.""..." Jessica still didn't respond, but her expression looked a little tense after hearing what her husband had just said.The first time she met Noah was nearly four years ago at a dinner between the two families, and at that time, the man was only with his mother. Later she learned that Noah's father had died when Noah was younger, but she did not know the cause of death. It was only today that she finally found out the reason, and the reason was enough to mess with her mind."My father's death was like a disaster for me, not only because I lost him who I loved so much, but I also received a heavy blow from my mother when my mother kept blaming my relationship with Tyler. At that time, she even said that she would kill herself if I didn't break up with Tyler, and that's why I had no choice but to break up with him. But, that was just a lie because I actually continued my relationship with him behind everyone's back."This time, Jessica shook her head in disbelief, but she still didn't say anything. In the quiet hotel room, only Noah's voice could be heard."That's also the reason my mother urged me to marry you," Noah continued to tell the story. "She wanted me to be a normal man, and that's why she was looking for a suitable woman to be my wife. It just so happens that my mother is a good friend of your mother, and that's why they decided to introduce us four years ago. I also agreed to marry you so that my mother would no longer worry about my relationship with a man."Suddenly, Jessica snorted after being silent for a while. "Earlier you said that my words were too harsh, but in reality, you used me to cover up your relationship with that man, right? You didn't even want to admit that you were wrong and continued to be a victim in front of me. I suddenly felt disgusted by you, Noah Brooks," she replied coldly.Anger and disappointment were noticeable in Jessica's voice, which was why Noah was silent and didn't argue with what the woman had just said."Now, I'm more certain that I want to divorce you, Noah Brooks," Jessica spoke again when the man didn't immediately respond to what she said.Noah widened his eyes, and he suddenly responded, "No! You can't do that to me, Jess!""Why can't I do that to you?" Coldly, Jessica asked the brown-haired man. "You don't love me, and you even have a secret lover, so there's no reason for us to stay together, right? And even if you want to use someone to cover your relationship with your man, you can look for another woman and marry her after we divorced."It seemed like Jessica was so certain of her decision, but Noah stubbornly shook his head before saying, "You can't easily divorce me because you actually also need this relationship, Jess. You must still remember that your father is currently in hospital, right? Your father has a weak heart, and his condition has recently declined so much that he even needs to receive intensive care in the hospital. If you insist on divorcing me, what will happen to your father?""..." Jessica's breath hitched.It was not that she forgot about her father's condition, but she just wanted to get out of the black hole as soon as possible without thinking about her father's illness.In fact, her father was rushed to the hospital a week ago after his condition became increasingly weak, and the doctor even suggested he stay in the hospital for a few weeks. The doctor also warned her and her mother to pay more attention to things that might trigger her father's heart attack, and that was why she couldn't argue after hearing what Noah had just said.It seemed like Noah had the upper hand, and he smiled before speaking again, "Our relationship is actually beneficial for both of us, Jess. I can keep my relationship with Tyler a secret, and you can be sure that your father's condition will not get any worse if nothing happens to our relationship.""…" Jessica was still silent, but her expression suddenly turned bitter after hearing what the man had just said.There was a layer of tears in her eyes, and it seemed like she was deeply hurt by what he had just said to her. Her eyelids almost failed to function as a dam to keep her tears from falling, but she still tried not to cry so that she wouldn't look weak in front of the man who had betrayed her."You know that what you have been doing is hurting me, but you still want to use me. Do you know that karma exists, Noah Brooks? Right now, I'm the one suffering from heartbreak, but what if it comes back to you? What if you're the one who suffers in the end?"“Mom, are we really going to stay overnight at Grandma's house today?” Glancing in the rearview mirror to look into the back seat, Jessica could see how her son kept swinging his legs while asking the question. His cute movements only showed that the blonde boy was very excited to hear his mother's answer. But, this wasn't even the first time Shane had asked that question, and Jessica actually had answered the same question before. Thankfully, Jessica didn't get tired of hearing her son's excitement, and she smiled while shaking her head helplessly before answering, "We're going to have a sleepover at Grandma's house for real, but why are you so excited about that, Shane?" Jessica could keep glancing at the boy because she didn't need to focus on driving. But, the answer to her question came not from her son but from her daughter, "That's because Grandma promised us that she would tell us more stories about Grandpa, Mommy! We wonder if Grandpa is more like me or Shane!" "Of cou
“What is 'proposing,' Mommy? Why do you keep saying that word?” Impatiently, Shane continued to pull the side of Jessica's shirt while asking the question. It was indeed the little boy who responded to Jessica even though the question was directed at Noah. But, that didn't upset the woman, and instead, she looked satisfied as she smiled at the boy before answering, “You'll have to ask your favorite Daddy about that word, Shane. He would know more than me about that word.” Jessica did direct her answer to her son, but her eyes glanced at Noah when she said her last sentence. Noah looked cornered, he even tried to look away from the mother and son pair. The artificial light around the area reflected on the man's forehead after he took off the cat head, and it looked glistening with sweat, either because of his cat costume or because of his nervousness. Jessica didn't know the reason, but that didn't stop her from staring intently at the man while waiting for his answer. "Proposin
“So, where is your Daddy now? Did he run away after giving my son a stup—a funny task?” Gritting her teeth to suppress her annoyance, Jessica questioned her son, almost failing to restrain herself from uttering the word "stupid." However, it was not her son who responded. Instead, it was her daughter who suddenly tugged on her sleeve, causing her to turn towards the little girl. “Daddy didn't run away, Mom,” the little girl said, and Jessica thought she would continue to say something. That's why Jessica remained silent waiting for her daughter to explain what she had just said, but the little girl didn't say anything and just moved her little hands towards the pink backpack hanging on her back. Jessica didn't know what the girl was doing, but she could see how the girl unzipped her backpack before taking something out of it. To Jessica's surprise, the thing the girl had just taken out of her backpack was a camera. To be pr
In the end, Jessica decided to give Noah a second chance. Yes, a second chance to be closer to her children.The reason behind her decision was that her children really liked Noah since the first time they met at the mall ice cream shop when she accompanied Tammy to buy a birthday present for her husband. It could be said that the ice cream succeeded in buying the kids' love, and they really liked spending time with the person who bought them the ice cream.Actually, that was not a bad thing, but Jessica was quite annoyed by the stubbornness of her children who kept calling Noah "daddy." It was clearly Noah's fault for casually confirming that he was indeed the twins' father, and Jessica continued to curse the man in her heart from that day on.She didn't even realize that a week had passed since her mother left the hospital and started living again in Noah's old apartment. Due to her mother's pleading, she ended up staying in that apartment as well rather
“That… that's too cheesy! Aren't we going to buy food for my mother and children? We better leave now or they will eat us alive if they get too hungry," Jessica tried to change the topic of their conversation when she started to feel nervous because of what Noah had just said to her. She even averted her gaze to look at anything as long as it wasn't Noah's face, and that was why she didn't notice the hopeful expression on the man's face. "You just said that what I said was too cheesy, but you didn't say that you didn't believe what I said," Noah replied, ignoring the fact that Jessica was trying to change the topic of their conversation. Finally, Jessica could no longer avoid the man's face, and she once again looked at him with her pair of blue eyes. At this moment, she could finally see a glimmer of hope in the man's eyes. "To be honest, Tammy has told me everything related to you," Jessica finally said the truth.
“Why didn't you remarry after we divorced five years ago?” Jessica's voice was finally heard in the car. "Is it because you still can't get over Tyler?"Suddenly, Noah sneered before replying, “Do you think I love that man so much that I can't replace him with someone else? I don't know if this information is useful for you or not, but the truth is that I didn't really love him when we were together.""You didn't really love him but you still wanted to be with him even though it meant betraying our marriage," Jessica answered sarcastically, and Noah looked stunned by her answer.For a moment, Noah could only stare at the blonde without being able to utter a word with his mouth, but then he took a deep breath before saying, “I believe love and guilt are two different things, and I differentiated them clearly when I was still with him. I betrayed our marriage because of my feelings of guilt, not because of my love for him.”Jessica was the one who d
Jessica didn't know what to say after hearing Noah just say what was on his mind and heart, but for some reason, she felt familiar with the situation. The familiar feeling she felt in her heart made her anxious, her hands even moved to grip her jeans tightly as if asking for support from the blue fabric.“You probably think that my situation is similar to your children's situation, right?”Jessica felt her heart stop beating for a moment after hearing what Noah had just asked. It was actually impossible for her heart to stop beating while she was still alive, but she was truly surprised by the question. She finally understood why she felt anxious about Noah's story. That was because the story reminded her of her children.“I am the illegitimate child of that billionaire, and your children are the same even if their father is not a billionaire. They are very young now, but their lives are probably as full of drama as mine. Their lives will be full of lies a
After everything that happened to her five years ago, Jessica really didn't like surprises. Back then, many unexpected things happened to her, and none of them were pleasant surprises. That was why she felt traumatized by unexpected things, but today, she kept getting unexpected things since she came to the hospital to see her mother.First, a surprise came in the form of Noah, and second, it was in the form of the fact that her mother ended up living in Noah's old apartment. As if that wasn't enough, Noah then told her that he wanted to discuss a matter with her alone, and in the end, Jessica could only follow the man's lead.They were once again in Noah's car, and Jessica had fastened her seat belt. She prepared to look for something for her mother and her children's lunch, but she was puzzled because Noah did not start the car immediately.“Did you forget your wallet?” Confused, Jessica asked the man while looking at him.Her thinking was indee
In fact, Jessica had no plans at all to get into her ex-husband's car. Even her ex-husband's appearance at the hospital was not her plan at all, but in the end, she could only surrender and agree to get into the vehicle.Her mother first sat in the second row of seats with the twins, and she had no choice but to take the passenger seat next to the driver's seat. On the way to her mother's house, Noah, her mother, and the twins continued to chat happily about everything, but Jessica remained silent. None of those people seemed to notice her, and that was why she was lost in thought during the journey.She was actually drowned by the fact that she was passing through a route that she used to travel in the past. She didn't know her mother's new address, but she was sure that every street the car took was familiar to her eyes. It brought a feeling of nostalgia that both warmed and chilled her heart.At first, she ignored the familiarity she felt, assuming that