ANMELDENSERAPHINA:
The dress looked beautiful I'd have to admit. Damien was the one who had picked it for me, considering Marcus was well, too tired to give a fuck.
I tried to smile as I stared at myself in the mirror. The bodice of the gown were ivory silk and there were small pearl buttons running up the spine that took Nadia twelve minutes to fasten.
“Yes, this is a dress that befits a woman about to make the worst decision of her life," I muttered to myself
"Stop it,” Nadia shunned. "You look perfect. I've been waiting for this day”
I had no doubt that Nadia was more excited about this day than I was. She had always questioned if I could feel. Are you seriously not in love with anyone? She would always ask.
I never told her about my crush with the alpha. I hadn't told her about last night. I couldn't tell her. Last night had been shelved in the category of things I needed to forget if I wanted to function like a normal wolf.
I had to accept Marcus. He was the one who wanted me.
I pressed the memory of last night down and turned to Nadia fully with a fake smile on my face, one I had practiced since I was nineteen.
“You are going to kill me with your beauty, Sera" Nadia screamed dramatically and I let out a short laugh. “Marcus is a lucky man”
My throat tightened. “He really is"
She watched my face for a moment. “Why do you sound like you need more convincing?"
I rolled my eyes.
“I mean I have a list… he is punctual" Nadia said, her index finger under her chin. “He knows how to take care of a woman”
"Nadia”
" He has excellent posture”
" Please stop”
She smiled and stopped. She placed her hands around my shoulder and I sighed. " You will be fine”
I nodded because I was too tired to form a sentence. Then Nadia left for a moment to announce that I was ready but I didn't think I was.
The older women hovered around me, complimenting my dress.
The tenderness in their voice made my chest ache for my mother.
She would have loved this dress too.
I wondered what she would have thought of the man I was marrying.
I wondered what she would have thought of the man I actually want.
Before I drowned in my thoughts, Nadia came back into the room but her expression had changed. She didn't look as bubbly as she was before.
“What's wrong?"
She shook her head. “Nothing's wrong"
Then she paused before saying. “Everything is fine"
“Nadia," I said, straightening my face.
Something was wrong and she wouldn't tell me. I had known Nadia for two years and I knew when she was hiding something from me.
“I just…” she whispered. Then she picked up a hairpin from the dressing table. She put it down. Picked it up again. " Can I ask you something weird?”
I raised my eyebrow. "When have you ever asked permission?”
"Do you love Marcus?”
My stomach flipped. "What's wrong? Tell me, Nadia, what happened?”.
“Don't get mad at me," she said.
“Stop it, Nadia, why would I?"
“It's just… I think… I heard something. When I left… Just come with me, okay? We have two hours. It'll take ten minutes.”
“Okay," I nodded. “Let's go"
I couldn't help myself but feel a little bit scared. Nadia was never this worried.
She took me over to the east wing which was weird because that was where Marcus' office was.
The scene arranged itself at my front. Marcus' suit jacket hung on his chair.
Marcus was standing at the edge of the table while a girl with blonde hair, which is unmistakably Vivienne had her legs around him, her head thrown back
Marcus.
My fiance.
His back was to the door, his hand gripping her hair, thrusting into her with a rhythm that made the room tilt sideways.
None of them noticed us watching immediately.
After three seconds, I couldn't stand it. I couldn't stand to watch the man I thought wanted me fuck another woman on our wedding day
“Vivienne… God… Vivienne,” he moaned.
I pushed open the door and the both of them turned.
His expression hardened.
“Marcus, what are you doing?"
He rolled his head and turned away from me.
“Marcus," I screamed his name.
He finally met my eyes. His eyes roamed my body, at me standing in my wedding gown.
The look on his face was not that of shock at all. His face didn't carry an expression of the man caught in a disaster of his own making.
He was annoyed, like I had just interrupted something important to him.
“Seraphina…” he said, voice low.
My eyes met Vivienne briefly. She was putting on her dress. He had told me she was just a cousin. So it was a lie.
He had been deceiving me
"This isn't… "
“Don't," I took a step away from him and even in the wreckage of the moment, I felt Nadia’s hand pressing into my back, steadying me "Don't bother to explain it and stop staring at me like I'm the problem in this room”
He clenched his fists.
“You could have told me," I said.
He blinked, “what?"
“You could have told me that you didn't want me!"
He swallowed. He turned to Vivienne. “You should go"
I crossed my arms.
“No, she should stay," I said. “She has more claim over you than I ever did. It's so funny how I thought this could work out"
Marcus took another step toward me, his face contorting with rage. “You can't call this marriage off, Sera. You know my father. The pack…”
I let out a short laugh. "It's always about the pack!”
Vivienne hurriedly carried her bag but something fell out of her bag. Something that took the air out of my lungs and I suddenly couldn't breathe.
A pregnancy report.
This had been going on for a long time. I was never in his future.
I stared at Marcus.
"Vivienne is carrying your child?”
SERAPHINAShane told me to stay in the corridor.I didn’t stay in the corridor.Clarissa’s apartment door was unlocked, the handle turning without resistance when Shane tried it, which should have told us something. We went in and she was at the desk with papers spread across it, going through them with the focused efficiency of someone on a deadline.She looked up when we came through the door.Something moved across her face. Not a surprise exactly. More of an annoyance that her timeline had been compressed. She was wearing a leather pant and jacket that made her look completely different from how I’d remembered.“Back off,” she said.“Clarissa—” Shane started.I was already moving.She came up from the chair fast, faster than anyone who spent their days teaching history and psychology had any business moving, and she met me halfway across the room. Her forearm came up and deflected my first strike cleanly, the technique automatic, no thought required.She’d been trained and defin
SERAPHINA “Leaving for where?” I asked.Shane picked up a practice pad from the edge of the mat and set it down somewhere else for no reason, just to have something to do with his hands. “I don’t know yet. Not Blue Moon or here.”“That’s not an answer.”“It’s the honest one.” He looked at me. “This place takes something out of me. Every week I’ve been here, I feel it. Like I came in with a full tank and something has been draining it slowly without asking.” He shook his head. “Everything is messy and dangerous and I came here to teach kids how to fight and instead I’ve driven across three territories and watched people get shot and been in the middle of things that have nothing to do with me.”“That’s not—”“I’m not blaming you,” he said. “I’m not blaming anyone. I’m just telling you how it feels to be me in this place.”I looked at him.He was telling the truth. That was the thing about Shane, he was almost incapable of performing something he didn’t feel, and what was on his face
SERAPHINAI didn’t know what to do with my hands or my body. That was the specific problem. I had been standing in the entrance hall watching Damien walk away toward the pack hall and now I was in the entrance hall not walking anywhere and my hands were doing nothing useful and my brain was doing too much.“Eat something,” Agnes said from the kitchen doorway.“I’m not hungry.”“That wasn’t a suggestion.”I went into the kitchen and sat at the counter and Agnes put a plate in front of me and I ate because arguing with Agnes about food was a losing proposition and I had limited energy for losing propositions today.“Where is Alpha Damien?” I asked.“In the hall with those women and the elders.”“And then?”“And then wherever he goes next,” Agnes said. “You know how he is. He’ll handle it.”“I know how he is,” I said. “That’s why I’m worried.”Agnes looked at me with the expression she used when she agreed with something and wasn’t going to say so.I finished enough of the food to satis
DAMIEN“My men will take you to the pack hall,” I said to the women. “You’ll have water and somewhere comfortable to sit and I will be there in five minutes.”The woman on the floor looked up at me. She didn’t move immediately.“You have my word,” I said. “Nobody in this building is going to hurt you.”Brennan moved forward and said something low and calm to the group and they went, not quickly and not without looking back, but they went.I turned.Seraphina was still at the bottom of the stairs. Nadia had appeared behind her and Agnes was in the kitchen doorway and everyone in the entrance hall was looking at me as though I had just witnessed something they didn’t have a framework for.I didn’t either. Whatever just happened was trouble waiting to tip over and the weight of the exhaustion already sank deep on my shoulders. I crossed to Seraphina.“I’m handling it,” I said.“Do you want me there?”“No.”She looked at me. “Are you sure?”“This is coming from Cael,” I said, keeping my
SERAPHINANadia was in the chair beside my bed when I opened my eyes.She was awake, sitting with her knees pulled up and a cup of something warm between her hands, watching me particularly with a sad smile stretched across her pretty face.Yesterday had felt like a dream so waking up and confirming that it was real and I was rescued, back home with the people I loved. “Morning,” she said in a honeyed tone. “Morning.” I sat up, rubbing my eyes with the back of my palm.She leaned forward and put her arms around me over the blanket and held on for a moment, the Nadia version of a hug which was always slightly more forceful than the situation technically required.“How do you feel?” she murmured into my shoulder.“Like myself,” I sighed. “Which is better than yesterday.”She pulled back and looked at my face, reading it the way she normally did, looking past what was presented to whatever was underneath.“The bruise is worse this morning,” she said. “Colour-wise. That’s normal though.
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DAMIENThat brat. She walked away.What did I expect? I watched her for exactly three seconds before I crossed the distance, got in front of her, and picked her up off the ground.“Put me down!” The protest came immediately, her legs kicking, hands pushing at my arms. “Damien. Put me down. I swear
SERAPHINAThe bar owner crossed the floor, crouched over the man I’d put down, and said something low and firm into his ear that made the guy scramble upright and leave without looking back. Two of Francis’ staff flanked the exit until he was through it.I held Nadia by my side, furious but also ir
SERAPHINANadia had a gift for making terrible ideas sound reasonable.“It’s just a bar,” she’d said, already pulling clothes out of my wardrobe without permission. “Shane’s friend is turning twenty-five. We go, we drink, we come back. Simple.”Simple. Sure.I went anyway because the alternative wa







