ログインI came to him broken at nineteen. He was my alpha, my guardian, forbidden in every way that mattered. Then I almost married his son. Almost. One betrayal. One ruined wedding. One night where Damien stopped being noble and started being mine. Now I know what those rough hands feel like wrapped around my throat. What that filthy mouth sounds like when he calls me good girl and means it in the dirtiest way possible. His son wanted a wife. His father wanted to own me. And God help me, I was always meant to be Daddy's.
もっと見るSERAPHINA
The picture of Damien Wolfe sat beside my mirror.
I shouldn’t be doing this, not when I was promised to his son. I had told myself I wouldn’t do it tonight.
That was the same thing I said last night and the night before that, and every night for the past four years.
I was naked. Like completely naked. I stared at myself at the reflection mirror. My nipples were dark and so hard, begging for his fist around it.
Fuck, I dropped onto my bed, legs falling open wide. My breath came in ragged pulls. I couldn’t stop thinking about him.
I tried to think about Marcus instead. The man I was supposed to be in love with, the man who held my hand at the packed dinner tonight and smiled at me with those grey eyes that are almost…almost his father’s.
Almost.
That was the problem, wasn’t it. Marcus was everything I should want. He was handsome and attentive and when he kissed me it was perfectly fine in the way things are fine when something feels missing.
Tonight broke something in me.
Tonight, Damien had stood at the end of the dinner table with that fucking seductive authotity he carries like a second skin and with that voice that made my cunt wet. “To Marcus and Seraphina, My son has chosen well”
He looked at me when he said it, briefly. The way he usually looks at me like I was something he had made peace with. Like I was just the ward. The girl he took in.
Not once in three years has he looked at me the way I look at him.
I was grateful he took me in. I was nineteen, sitting in that shattered ruin. He was the one who saved me. But I wanted more.
I wanted his cock inside me.
I didn’t just want to come to a picture of him.
I fucking wanted all of him inside me.
What was wrong with me? I was lusting over a man that was almost twice my age. My heart clenched. I wanted to be his good girl. The one I scream his name every night.
I slide my hand beneath the waistband of my underwear slowly. God, I was soaked from just thinking about him, I exhaled through my nose.
I closed my eyes to imagine Marcus… maybe I could trick myself to falling in love with him.
I only lasted four seconds before Damien appeared behind my eyelids. Of course it was. It was always Damien.
Those hands, God, those hands. I thought about his large and scarred hands on my throat. I spread my lips with two fingers, exposing my swollen clit to the air, begging.
“Scream my name, baby,” I imagined Damien saying.
“Damien!” I moaned the name like a broken prayer. I circled my clit slowly at first, imagining his rough thumb instead of mine. He’d be merciless. He’d pinch it, roll it, make me cry out.
I pinched harder than I meant to, a shap pleasure mixed with pain shot through me and I moaned out loud, hips jerking up off the bed.
“Fuck…Yes… Alpha…”
I added another finger. My cunt clenched greedily around them. Fuck, I curled them, searching for that spot that made stars burst behind my eyes.
Found it.
I rubbed the spot hard.
My other hand found my breast. “Oh fuck”
I squeezed roughly, twisting the nipple until it stung. I pictured Damien’s mouth there, hot, sucking, his teeth grazing my nipple. He’d bite down while he finger fucked me, growling against my skin, telling me I was his dirty little secret.
“You want this, don’t you, Sera?” I imagined his voice, gravel rough and low. “Want your Alpha’s cock stretching this tight cunt instead of my son’s pathetic little prick”
I whimpered, adding a fucking third finger. More. I wanted more, I stretched myself wider. Gosh, it burned so good. My hips rocked, chasing the pressure, slick dripping down to my ass.
I dragged my soaked fingers out and smeared them over my clit, rubbing fast little circles while I fucked back in with all three.
“Damien…Please…fuck me…claim me…”
My thighs trembled. Sweat beaded between my breasts. I pinched my clit hard, then calmed it with frantic strokes. My cunt fluttered, close, so fucking close.
I flipped onto my stomach, ass in the air, face pressed to the pillow that still carried the sweet scent from when he’d sat there last week. My nostrils flared.
I shoved a hand between my legs from behind, fingers plunging deep again while my palm ground against my clit.
“Alpha…Daddy…” the forbidden word slipped out on a sob. I didn’t care. I wanted him to hear it. I wanted him to know how filthy I was for him.
I imagined him behind me, huge hands gripping my hips, cock thick and heavy, slapping against my ass. He stretched me until I screamed. Pumped me full of his cum while he bit my neck and made me his.
My fingers thrust in harder, faster. My clit throbbed under my palm.
”Come for me, little omega” I heard him growl in my head. “Come on your Alpha’s fingers like the desperate slut you are”
Oh fuck, I completely shattered.
My whole body seized. My cunt gushed out liquid that ran down my thighs. I cried out his name.
“Damien!”
His names on my lips sounded like a confession that I had been holding for four years, spilling out into the empty room.
The orgasm cut through me in waves, thighs shaking, vision whiting out but I kept rubbing, kept fucking myself through it, milking every last tremor until I collapsed forward, panting. I was wrecked.
I brought my fingers to my lips, licking my sweetness. Fuck.
The door suddenly opened, and standing there was Damien Wolfe.
SERAPHINAI didn’t know what to do with my hands or my body. That was the specific problem. I had been standing in the entrance hall watching Damien walk away toward the pack hall and now I was in the entrance hall not walking anywhere and my hands were doing nothing useful and my brain was doing too much.“Eat something,” Agnes said from the kitchen doorway.“I’m not hungry.”“That wasn’t a suggestion.”I went into the kitchen and sat at the counter and Agnes put a plate in front of me and I ate because arguing with Agnes about food was a losing proposition and I had limited energy for losing propositions today.“Where is Alpha Damien?” I asked.“In the hall with those women and the elders.”“And then?”“And then wherever he goes next,” Agnes said. “You know how he is. He’ll handle it.”“I know how he is,” I said. “That’s why I’m worried.”Agnes looked at me with the expression she used when she agreed with something and wasn’t going to say so.I finished enough of the food to satis
DAMIEN“My men will take you to the pack hall,” I said to the women. “You’ll have water and somewhere comfortable to sit and I will be there in five minutes.”The woman on the floor looked up at me. She didn’t move immediately.“You have my word,” I said. “Nobody in this building is going to hurt you.”Brennan moved forward and said something low and calm to the group and they went, not quickly and not without looking back, but they went.I turned.Seraphina was still at the bottom of the stairs. Nadia had appeared behind her and Agnes was in the kitchen doorway and everyone in the entrance hall was looking at me as though I had just witnessed something they didn’t have a framework for.I didn’t either. Whatever just happened was trouble waiting to tip over and the weight of the exhaustion already sank deep on my shoulders. I crossed to Seraphina.“I’m handling it,” I said.“Do you want me there?”“No.”She looked at me. “Are you sure?”“This is coming from Cael,” I said, keeping my
SERAPHINANadia was in the chair beside my bed when I opened my eyes.She was awake, sitting with her knees pulled up and a cup of something warm between her hands, watching me particularly with a sad smile stretched across her pretty face.Yesterday had felt like a dream so waking up and confirming that it was real and I was rescued, back home with the people I loved. “Morning,” she said in a honeyed tone. “Morning.” I sat up, rubbing my eyes with the back of my palm.She leaned forward and put her arms around me over the blanket and held on for a moment, the Nadia version of a hug which was always slightly more forceful than the situation technically required.“How do you feel?” she murmured into my shoulder.“Like myself,” I sighed. “Which is better than yesterday.”She pulled back and looked at my face, reading it the way she normally did, looking past what was presented to whatever was underneath.“The bruise is worse this morning,” she said. “Colour-wise. That’s normal though.
DAMIENThe man in the first room had been sitting against the wall for long enough that the cold had gotten into him properly. I could see it in the way he held himself, shoulders drawn in, as still as someone desperately trying to preserve body heat.He looked up when I came in.I crossed the room and crouched in front of him and held the gun where he could see it clearly.“Tell me about Cael Ashford,” I said.He looked at the gun before raising his gaze to me. Then he looked at the wall behind my left shoulder and said nothing.I stood up and went into the ceiling.The sound in the stone room was enormous, filling every corner and coming back at us from all directions, and the man flinched so hard his head hit the wall behind him.The plaster from the ceiling came down in pieces.I looked at him through the settling dust.“Tell me about Cael Ashford,” I said again.He pressed his lips together.His jaw was set hard and he was silent like someone who had been trained for this and wa
DAMIENShe didn’t sleep on the drive back.I’d expected her to. The exhaustion was visible in every part of her, in the way she held herself in the passenger seat, in the slight heaviness around her eyes, in the way her hands had finally stopped shaking an hour into the drive but remained folded t
SERAPHINAAnother morning arrived with the same activities as the one before it.Priya at the door at eight. The bath already drawn. Clothes laid out, fitted and considered and chosen by someone who had studied me from a distance.The smell of breakfast drifting up from somewhere below before I’d f
DAMIENThe drive back to the packhouse was forty minutes of silence which I used to think.Gregory’s men were in the basement holding room. Two of them, separated, each with one of my most reliable people sitting across from them in the specific way that communicated the conversation was going to h
SERAPHINAI woke up reaching for certainty and finding none.The chair beside my bed was empty.I stared at it for a long moment, the exact spot where Gregory had been sitting in the dark watching me sleep, asking me what I remembered, and tried to decide whether it had happened or whether my exhau
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