LOGINThe Dubai years settled into Adeyemi like fine sand warm, persistent, impossible to shake off completely.
She was forty-three now. Amina Ray had become a quiet name in certain corners of the industry: not the loudest, not the most prolific, but the one people remembered for scenes that felt lived rather than staged. She worked selectively four to six projects a year, always with directors who understood restraint. She said no more often than yes. The agency respected it. Her bank account stayed comfortable. Her conscience stayed clear. Karim remained her most frequent co-star, but they’d long since stopped counting shoots. What started as chemistry on camera had turned into something steadier off it late dinners in hidden restaurants, weekend drives into the desert, nights when they didn’t touch at all, just talked until the call to prayer drifted through the open windows. Layla and Zara were still part of the circle. They travelled together twice a year Bali one time, Greece another, once a quiet week in Zanzibar where the sand was white as paper and the sea so clear you could see fish darting like thoughts. No cameras on those trips. Just sun, laughter, bodies that knew each other well enough to move without words. One morning in Zanzibar early, before the heat rose she walked alone along the beach while the others slept. The tide was out, leaving shallow pools that mirrored the sky. She stood ankle-deep in one, watching tiny crabs scuttle sideways, and felt something loosen in her chest. She wasn’t running anymore. She wasn’t hiding. She was simply… here. Back in Dubai she kept her real life small. The Jumeirah apartment had more books now rows of poetry, novels, a few education journals she still read for pleasure. The framed blackboard photo still sat on the shelf, the red pen beside it like a talisman. She didn’t look at them every day, but she never put them away. Leke’s messages had grown less frequent life pulling him deeper into cardiology rotations but they still arrived every few months, warm and without expectation. Read Half of a Yellow Sun again last week. Thought of you the whole time. She replied: Still one of the best. How’s the heart business? Beating. Miss your voice though. She smiled at the screen, typed back: Still here. Still talking. One evening after a shoot she sat on her balcony in a silk robe, city lights glittering below like scattered diamonds. Karim joined her with two glasses of chilled white wine. They drank in comfortable silence for a while. “You ever think about going back?” he asked eventually. “To Lagos?” “To teaching. Or… anything before this.” She looked out at the skyline. “Sometimes. But that life needed rules I don’t need anymore. This one… lets me choose.” He nodded, reached for her hand. “And us?” She turned to him, smiled small, real. “You’re not a chapter,” she said. “You’re part of the book now.” He laughed softly, kissed her knuckles. “Good. Because I’m not ready for the end.” She leaned against him, let the night air move across her skin. No more locked doors. No more bans. No more shame. Just her choosing every frame, every touch, every quiet morning after. Somewhere far away, Lagos kept breathing horns, generators, the low hum of life that never quite stops. But here, under desert stars, Adeyemi had finally stopped running from her own desire. She had claimed it. And it felt like coming home. To be continued…The call came on a Tuesday afternoon, while Adeyemi was lounging by the pool in her Jumeirah apartment, skin still slick from sunscreen, a half-read novel open on her lap. Her agent’s voice crackled through the phone—excited, almost breathless. “Amina, darling, you’re not going to believe this. London shoot. High-end production. They want you specifically—your presence, your chemistry. Partner’s a Brit-Nigerian guy, mid-thirties, built like he lifts cars for fun. Script’s got that slow-burn edge you love. Flight’s booked for Friday. You in?” She paused, letting the idea settle. London—cooler than Dubai, grittier, a city she hadn’t touched since a quick layover years ago. A change from the desert heat might be good. And the script? She’d skimmed the outline they sent—intimate, power-play elements, but with her in control. Sounded intriguing. “Green,” she said simply. Her agent laughed. “That’s my girl. Pack light. They’ll have wardrobe there.” She flew business class—window seat,
The moon hung low and fat over Dubai that night—full enough to wash the city in silver, bright enough to make the sand dunes outside the city glow like spilled milk. Adeyemi had rented a small desert camp for the weekend—just her, Malik, Layla, and Zara. No agency involvement. No cameras. A private Bedouin-style setup: low cushions around a fire pit, canvas tents with open sides, lanterns strung between palm fronds. The air smelled of wood smoke, cardamom, and the faint salt of the gulf carried on the wind. They arrived at dusk. Layla immediately kicked off her sandals and ran barefoot toward the dunes, laughing as the sand swallowed her ankles. Zara followed with her sketchbook, already looking for the perfect angle to capture the firelight on skin. Malik carried the cooler of wine and fruit, glancing back at Adeyemi with that slow, knowing smile. She walked behind them in a loose white kaftan, hair down, bare feet sinking into the still-warm sand. The heat of the day lingered on
The heat in Dubai had finally cracked—just a little—enough for the evenings to carry a faint, welcome breeze off the gulf. Adeyemi had spent the day alone: long swim in the building’s rooftop pool, a new poetry collection open on the lounger beside her, skin still warm from the sun when Malik knocked at her door after 10 p.m. He stepped inside carrying nothing but a small bottle of chilled rosé and that slow, knowing smile she’d come to crave. “No bag tonight?” she asked, closing the door behind him. He set the wine on the counter, turned, and looked her over—bare legs under a thin cotton slip, hair still damp from the shower. “Tonight I only brought myself,” he said. “Thought you might want to unwrap something different.” She laughed low, stepped close enough that her breasts brushed his chest through the fabric. “Then unwrap slowly.” He didn’t speak again for a while. He kissed her first—standing in the kitchen, slow and deep, hands sliding up her thighs to cup her ass and
The Dubai summer had turned the city into a furnace air thick, sun merciless, nights that refused to cool. Adeyemi had taken a rare month off from shooting. No contracts, no call times. Just space. She spent most days reading on the balcony or walking the Marina at dusk when the heat finally broke. One evening she met him at a quiet rooftop bar in Jumeirah Malik, thirty-two, Nigerian-born, raised between Lagos and London, now running logistics for one of the big property developers. Tall, broad-shouldered, skin the deep midnight of someone who never quite left the sun behind. He wore a simple white linen shirt, sleeves rolled, the top two buttons open. When he smiled it was slow, confident, like he already knew the answer to any question she might ask. They talked for hours first about Lagos (the traffic, the food, the way the city never let you forget you were alive), then about books, then about nothing at all. When the bar started to empty he leaned in close. “Come back to my pl
The Dubai years settled into Adeyemi like fine sand warm, persistent, impossible to shake off completely. She was forty-three now. Amina Ray had become a quiet name in certain corners of the industry: not the loudest, not the most prolific, but the one people remembered for scenes that felt lived rather than staged. She worked selectively four to six projects a year, always with directors who understood restraint. She said no more often than yes. The agency respected it. Her bank account stayed comfortable. Her conscience stayed clear. Karim remained her most frequent co-star, but they’d long since stopped counting shoots. What started as chemistry on camera had turned into something steadier off it late dinners in hidden restaurants, weekend drives into the desert, nights when they didn’t touch at all, just talked until the call to prayer drifted through the open windows. Layla and Zara were still part of the circle. They travelled together twice a year Bali one time, Greece anoth
The Santorini trip happened in early spring off-season, fewer tourists, the island quiet enough to hear the sea breathe. Adeyemi flew in with Karim, Layla, and Zara. No agency cameras this time. No schedules. Just a whitewashed villa perched on the caldera cliffs, infinity pool spilling toward the Aegean, bougainvillea spilling over every wall. They arrived in the late afternoon, sun already low and golden, air thick with salt and wild thyme. Layla dropped her bag in the living room and immediately stripped to her bikini top and shorts. “I’m claiming the pool first,” she announced, laughing as she ran barefoot across the terrace. Zara followed with a sketchbook under her arm, already looking for the best angle. Karim carried Adeyemi’s suitcase inside like it weighed nothing, then paused in the doorway to watch her. She stood on the terrace in a loose linen dress, hair loose, wind tugging at the hem. The sea stretched endless below blue so deep it looked black at the edges. He step







