KIRA
This man was the ultimate in nerve and insensitivity. After all that had happened, he was asking me to trust him. He couldn’t have told a better joke.
“You are asking me to trust you?” His kisses had burned my skin, and I was furious at what the hell he was up to. I was shivering even as I scowled at him.
He gave me a tricky expression that made me want to pound my feet in anger, but before I could strike out at him once more, he slid his hand under my chin, raised my face, and this time tightly pressed our mouths together in a kiss. Not a tease, not a quick brush of his lips against mine, but a passionate, genuine kiss.
There was nothing frigid about the kiss I was receiving from my ice-cold ceo.
I instinctively lifted myself slightly on my toes to allow him to taste me better. In other words, I was responding to him with eagerness.
When I shivered, his lips grew smoother and warmer, and the kiss intensified as his mouth opened and slid against mine. It was really difficult to resist kissing my way inside his mouth and never leaving because he tasted better than my dreams.
He crossed barriers he shouldn’t have crossed. I wanted him more than I admitted to myself, and I knew that the mess I’d gotten him into would only incite him even more. How could I handle him now? Surely he’d make the most of his position as my fiancé.
He couldn’t, however, kiss me like this. He actually had no right to kiss me at all. None of this had to be a strategy for him to bring me back into his company, and having to explain that to him was going to cause my heart to break once more.
“Gabriel,” I uttered against his lips.
“It’s Brad, remember?” he mumbled in response.
“We can’t just kiss like that.”
It was unacceptable that my voice sounded rhythmic and anxious. He couldn’t possibly know how much I enjoyed this kiss. How badly I wanted him to repeat it, going deeper each time. How badly I desired to have those hands all over me.
“We simply did. Did you despise it?”
I knew my eyes had closed when I heard him teasing me in his voice.
When I opened them, I saw him staring at me with a completely different—yet equally ambiguous—expression. He exhaled. “You don’t have to answer me now. Just enjoy it”
“I’m not happy about anything. This has to stop!” I shouted in his face, wanting to seem tough, but I couldn’t believe how small and insecure I came off sounding.
He gave me another kiss as if what I had just said meant nothing to him at all. I didn’t even have time to react and put an end to it. Also, I seemed to respond in a way that made me hate myself. His lips were dancing with mine, and it was very difficult for my brain to recall why it was not okay. This time was more of him and it was harsher and more demanding. Like he wanted everything.
He eventually let go of my lower lip and muttered against it. “Would you look at that? You dared to kiss me once more, and you survived. Now that we’ve decided that, I say let’s go to the dinner table, so we don’t keep your family waiting. Then, as is the tradition here, we can make cookies or sing around the tree, or whatever you wanted to do before I came and turn your perfect world upside down.”
“And we’ll just act like you’re my fiancé, right? The man I’m about to marry?”
His attention shifted to my mouth and remained there as he slowly smiled. I felt like I was burning again with that desire to kiss him.
“Do you feel you can handle that, Kira?”
I glanced away from him because I knew the reply was positive. There was no other option. Yes, I could fool myself into thinking I loved him for a couple of days. I’ve never done something so easy. But what should we do about the single bed that was in my room?
I blushed without even proposing it at the thought of how we would sleep so tightly together and how Gabriel couldn’t help himself and would this time finish what he had started the night before. And it wasn’t about drinking anymore.
“I’m more than sure,” I answered back, just as I was leaving the room. I could feel Gabriel pacing behind me.
When I arrived in the living room, things were still getting done. My family was as loud as could be, and they were setting the plates on the table with wide smiles. The storm in my soul was so in contrast to their happiness.
Gabriel immediately saw that I was going to disintegrate, so he grabbed my waist, pulling me closer.
“Change that face or you’ll give yourself away,” he whispered in my ear.
We were so different. Maybe my family wouldn’t notice. I was fire, he was ice. He was the mature one; I was the childish one, and still the one who got us into this mess. And he, with his calmness, was trying to get us out of it, and he was handling it really well.
“Darlings, you have come! But don’t just stand there, come on to the table!” said mom with contagious enthusiasm. But for Gabriel, who was grinning. Instead, I swallowed so hard that I almost choked.
“Of course...mother-in-law,” replied Gabriel. Now I was really choking. “Honey, are you alright?” he asked, shifting his gaze to me.
“Oh, isn’t that nice, my dear Brad?”
I was terrified of my mother’s happiness.
“Tell us, dear, how did you meet my daughter? I bet you have an interesting and romantic love story to share,” my mother asked after we sat down.
“Mother...” Gabriel started again, only this time I was prepared. “Kira and I met in a park near her house. I was doing my morning jog, she was doing the same. Only I found her fallen on a path and helped her.”
“Oh, my dear. You fell? I hope you didn’t hurt yourself badly.”
“Oh no, Mother, it was superficial.”
“That’s what you always say. Good thing Brad was around. Brad, tell me, what do you do for a living?”
“I’m a lawyer by profession!”
I swallowed hard again. I knew Gabriel had studied Law and now it came in handy.
“Oh, a lawyer. Nice!” Joe interfered in the conversation.
The more people got involved, the worse it got. But I had to admit that Gabriel was doing great. He had that gift of storytelling that captivated everyone. At first glance, everyone. Except my granny.
I watched her a few times. She was quiet, just eating. It was like she was waiting for the right moment to attack. Only to my surprise, she let Gabriel get his story straight.
“And that’s how we agreed to get engaged,” he finished with a broad smile.
“Wow, how wonderful! I can tell you love my daughter and respect her,” said my mother, bowing a glass of wine in our honor.
If only she knew how much respect he showed me yesterday and today in the room when he could barely contain himself from making me his.
Well, it was respect, otherwise I would have been red as hell.
By the time we finished dinner, mom and Brad… well, Gabriel, got the best friends. I didn’t know how this made me feel. If it should put me on my guard or go with the flow.
And when I got it all done, Granny pushed me into the kitchen.
“Kira and I are going to make dessert. The rest of you go decorate the tree. That includes you, Brad.”
I didn’t even have time to object, but to comply.
In the kitchen, Granny brought out her holiday platters and together we filled them with delicious cookies. Brownies and gingerbread.
Then she looked at me intrigued.
“Who is this man, Kira?”
KIRA“What do you mean, who is this man? He is Brad… my fiance,” I said with an enormous lump in my throat. I was hoping Granny wouldn’t see. “You weren’t expecting him, were you?” She inquired.“We had a quarrel yesterday. No big deal…” I confessed, which wasn’t entirely a lie.“Oh, I see. Well, you will sort things out. Lovers often fight, right?”“Right…” I hated how I felt like an open book in front of her. Maybe Granny’s wisdom had something to say here, too. But Granny didn’t give up so quickly. She felt there was more to it.“There’s more to quitting your job story than you first told us, isn’t there?” she asked and I hated how closer to the truth she came. “Although he may seem a sweet man, he is not the ideal fit for me… Granny,” I confessed with almost teary eyes. Why was I about to cry? It wasn’t like he was really my fiance.Being all Gabriel needed was something I excelled at. However, because I wasn’t receiving what I needed in return and he couldn’t provide it for me
GABRIELAt her grandmother’s bold advice, Kira gulped. I could easily see she was not feeling comfortable. “I’ll do it as soon as I get the chance.” I said. Then, as she walked by me, I grabbed her arm. “Really, it would be fair if you wanted to go to bed early” I lowered my voice so she could be the only one hearing me.Kira made her eyes so big I had to lean right in front of her so her family wouldn’t notice. She was giving herself away.“With you?” She asked, shocked in a relatively treble voice.“Keep your voice down,” I whispered close to her ear.Indeed, with me, do you see any man around? I wanted to tell her.Why did she find every aspect of this complicated? After all, that was her crazy plan.Making the best of it was all I was doing.I pushed her ahead, and across the dining room as I was conscious of her grandmother following us. “We’ll figure out how to make the most of it. Good night, family!” I laughed when I heard her whimper. “Don’t worry, I only spoke to keep up a
GABRIELI seized her mouth violently and desperately. I needed her, and she knew that. She could feel it because she responded to my kiss with the same frustration and it tasted both incredibly, deeply familiar and dazzlingly different. It was the perfect combination to make me insane. Was this possible every time we exchanged angry glances across my desk, her delicate glossy lips so very alluring but completely off-limits?I was holding her head steady with my hand knotted in her hair so I could kiss her more fiercely. She bit my bottom lip, and I growled at her to stop doing it as this type of behaviour would send me over the edge.We were in the middle of a passionate embrace when I felt the fire inside of me kindle even brighter. I could sense her desire and I knew I wanted more. I moved my hand down, caressing the perfect curve of her ass, and the atmosphere in the room changed.She tensed up, and I could tell that she was both scared and aroused. I did not hesitate, bracing mys
KIRAThe next morning, I woke up gently to the sound of the shower, reminiscing about last night and Gabriel’s touch.I got out of bed, my heart racing as I thought about how Gabriel had taken me in his arms and kissed me with such passion. I remembered the way his hands had caressed my skin, the way his lips had moved over mine, and the way his body had felt as we moved together in perfect harmony. A smile spread across my face as I reflected on our wonderful night together. Even if it was not the entire thing. I dressed quickly, eager to be reunited with him. We would have a full day. “Darlings, you’re down!” Mom said as she walked through the kitchen. “Let’s sit down at the table. After we eat, we’ll go skiing,” she continued with a smile on her face. “Wow, I can’t wait,” said Gabriel, running his hand through his raven hair. God, how handsome he was. We ate on the run and by the time I woke up, we were already at the foot of the mountain.“Do you even know how to ski?”He smil
KIRAYesterday was much more than I had ever imagined it could be. Not only did I finally get to lay eyes on my beloved Gabriel, but I also got to witness a completely different side of him. He seemed so much more relaxed and was actually crackling with enthusiasm in every conversation. All throughout the day, I could feel something special radiating between us that no distance could ever break. His last statement really left a lasting impression on me. It gave me the understanding that we could all make mistakes, but no matter what, the effort needed to be put into making the relationship whole again. It brought the realization that love takes courage, dedication, and a genuine desire to make things right.Overall, yesterday was full of so many wonderful moments that I would cherish for a lifetime. Gabriel and I had come a long way since the beginning of our relationship and have both grown as individuals. We were now more capable of respectfully deciding based on open communicatio
KIRAAnd here came the day we entered the competition. There were a lot of locals and we could barely get through them. My family had already taken their places near the trail, waiting for this to begin. Gabriel held my hand until we enrolled. “Are you nervous, dear Kira?” he asked me just as we made it out of the crowd. The first test was actually the ribbon test.“Not really. But we will make a fool out of ourselves within so many people”“Nonsense! We are going to win this!” he showed his determination, which, I had to admit, was brave.I didn’t get to say any more words as we were already at the start line, hugged and tied with the famous red ribbon. The warmth of his body was running through my thick coat. I could no longer control myself. His minty breath filled my nostrils and his musky scent awakened all my senses. My eyes gazed into his eyes, hypnotized by the mesmerizing rainbow surrounding them. He looked me right in the eye, our eyes locked for what felt like an eternit
KIRAIt was so different from last time. Gabriel was more tender, more attentive. I let myself get carried away by his kisses and touches. I lived every moment to the fullest. When his hand traced the line of my cleavage, thousands of shivers flooded my body. His kiss became more fierce, and I felt it with every breath. I hadn’t had such a strong arousal in such a long time. “Please stop,” I heard myself saying, and interrupting my current line of thinking.“What?” he asked, perplexed.“Stop, I can’t take it anymore,” I said, pulling back from him. I just stared at him.“What? Oh, I am sorry. I didn’t realize it was that obvious,” he said, but I could tell he was lying. “No, I am sorry. It’s not what you think. It’s just that it’s not the same. I mean, I am very grateful for the way you looked after me and I know I am very lucky to have you, but it is not the same. I don’t know. It’s weird. You see, I did not feel the same. I am really confused, Gabriel.” I was genuinely confused
KIRAI tried to suppress my shock and frustration. How could he marry me? We hadn’t even talked about it. It was very true that last night had been magical, but from there to marriage was a big step. I didn’t know what to say. The only thing I could do was nod my head and try to act like I knew what I wanted.I was about to tell him I loved him when I felt him pull back. My heart stopped. This was not a good thing.“Don’t worry family, we won’t rush like this. There’s a lot of preparation to do beforehand” I felt my family breathe a sigh of relief. So did I. It wasn’t exactly a step backwards on his part, just a postponement of something that was becoming increasingly achievable. He leaned in closer to me and whispered in my ear. “I’m sorry.” My eyes widened, and he smiled as he leaned down. He planted a quick kiss on my cheek that awakened all the excitement from last night. The touch of his lips made it even more difficult to breathe. It was the most amazing feeling. This was not