Not expecting to see Thyago at the very moment, she thought that she was only daydreaming. She even felt Mackie hiddenly nudge her elbow to make her realized the Thyago she was seeing in front of her is not just an apparition.
"You guys need a lift?" He asked wearing a smile that made her heart went havoc.
"U-Uhhh... No thanks, were actually waiting for Mackie's driver to fetch us up." She stated declining his offer.
If she was the old Bea, she won't let this opportunity slipped away but she had decided to end her foolishness over him, didn't she? She has been avoiding him for months now. Because if truths be told, Thyago will never like someone like her. He obviously likes Elena and there is nothing she can do to change that bitter truth. She will only hurt herself in the process if she pursues her attraction to him.
"Come on, I would love to drop you home. Besides, your house is just a few blocks away from my home." He insisted.
"Thanks, Thyago but I'm really fine riding at Mackie's car." She answered still. She noticed his face turned sad and baffled while staring at her.
"Are you mad at me, Bea?" He asked straight to the point. Is she not mistaken, it disappointment she was seeing written all over his face?
"W-What makes you think that way?" She said with forehead knotted trying to hide her feelings. The situation suddenly felt awkward because Mackie is just right beside her listening and watching them.
"It's kinda like you were avoiding me, you know...." His tone was low but enough for her to hear him clearly. The sulk and disappointment are obvious in his voice so she was taken aback and went silent for a moment.
"Come on Bea, please just let me take you home..." He said it more like in a pleading way that made her stunned for a moment.
"It's okay Bea. Go ahead." Mackie then stated. He gently nods at her as if telling her he understands her situation and even urging her to come with him.
She looked at her friend's eyes giving him a questioning look. Didn't he just tell her to move on and forget Thyago earlier? Why all of a sudden he was urging him to come with him now? Her silly friend just gave her a mischievous smile as an assurance.
"Really, Mackie?" She mouthed at him.
She gave him a meaningful stare asking him to save her in the situation but Mackie's eyes expressing a "give it a chance" sign of look which she wonder why her friend suddenly change his mind about Thyago.
"Seriously Bea, I'm fine. You can go with Thyago and I wouldn't mind..." Her friend added naughtily which finally melt her tiny little chance to decline Thyago's offer.
Unfortunately, she ended up riding in Thyago's car. Along the way, they were so silent and no one's attempting to make a conversation. She managed to stare through the window to lessen the awkwardness she felt upon the situation. Minutes later, she heard Thyago cleared her throat exaggeratedly that made her look his way.
"Now I caught your attention...." He said mischievously then laugh. A very awkward laugh.
Her eyes went to him while he was driving but decided to jerk her eyes away in the end. She had missed him that's the bitter fact behind all of these. He pulled out a long frustrated sigh as silence took over between them again...
"You're really mad at me, do you?" It's as if he couldn't stand their situation anymore, he then finally decided to break the silence between them.
"What made you think I'm mad? I'm not mad okay?" She uttered while her eyes are still outside the window scared he might see in her eyes that she was lying.
She knew she can't stare at him longer. Staring at him felt so overwhelming, enough for her to realize that someone like him will never like a simple and typical face like her.
"You changed. You are avoiding me all of a sudden. Don't try to deny it, Bea, because I can sense it. Tell me what's wrong? Did I do something to make you avoid me?" His voice seemed hurt and she was not sure if she was only imagining things or what.
It's not like you care, you stupid insensitive jerk!
She managed to keep her silence and not answer him. How would she tell him that she like him so bad and she was trying to avoid him because she knew he will never like her back the way she wants him to. How would she tell her reasons?
"Look, if there's something I did to make you mad and avoid me this way, I am really sorry. I really like you as a friend and I enjoyed your company. Please do not avoid me again, Bea. Can you forgive me whatever I've done wrong?" He said full of emotions. With that, her heart suddenly melted like an ice cream under the sunlight.
The pain and insecurities, the decision to get over him and avoid him, and the choice of losing the battle towards winning his heart suddenly meltdown like a speck of dust in the wind. There's this adorable man she has seen in her entire life, asking her to forgive him and stop avoiding him? He's foolish and insensitive yes, but he's sweet and endearing she couldn't just take for granted his request.
Oh, this silly jerk...
"Why are you asking for forgiveness? You did nothing wrong." She said with a genuine smile now painted on her lips.
"Glad, you're now smiling. I missed that smile, you know." He stated smiling back. That made the remaining resentment she have for him meltdown and vanished away. Her smile widens even more. Ah, it felt so good to be with him again. To see him smile at her this way.
"You're not mad at me anymore?"
Oh damn, why he looked so cute and sweet?
"Nope." She answered popping the "p" that made him flash his pearly whites.
He continued driving and they've been silent for another couple of minutes until Thyago initiated a conversation again. She had a feeling he have a purpose the reason he bother himself to bring her home.
"Uhmmmm... Bea, have you heard about the camping that will be held by Science Club next week? I was actually participating in it and I would like to invite you to join with us. I'd be very happy if you would be there with us." He then stated after a few moments.
"Science Club? I thought you're in Math Club?" She curiously asked.
"I quit, It's a long story. It's more fun in Science Club. Anyway, you can persuade your friends to come with us if you want to?" He added trying to convince her more.
"That sounds fun but I...." She thought of an alibi to decline, actually she would love to participate and be with him but to expect too much from him scare her. She doesn't wanna assume that he intentionally invited her because he wants to be with her and then she'll end up heartbroken after. Assuming too much will not do her good, it will only hurt her if her expectations will never happen.
"Please Bea, come with us... I want you to be there with me." He said pleading clasping her hands. She even got worried a bit when he let go of his hold on the steering wheel.
"Eyes on the road Thyago!" She blurted out.
"Don't worry, you'll always be safe when I'm your driver, Bea. Please come with me to the camping..." She got stunned when he suddenly pull out her hand and gently press it as if convincing her more. He looked so damn cute in that gesture and that put up a smile on her lips but realizing Elena will surely come too, that smile immediately vanished away.
"I can't. You'll surely have fun with Elena there even without me?" She said trying to hide the disgust in her voice. She doesn't wanna stay in a place where Elena she was in.
"Do you and Elena have a problem?" He asked suspiciously.
"Were not on good terms. Yes, we're living under one roof but honestly speaking, we practically hate each other, that's it. So I can't come with that camping knowing she's there." She explained.
"She's not coming." He said grimly.
"That's why I'm the second option right?" She sarcastically replied.
"No! I really want you to come. Elena doesn't enjoy such activities like that so I didn't bother inviting her. I thought you're not mad at me anymore. So if you really do, you'll come with the camping with me." He snapped with a tinge of sulk in his voice. Why he was damn sure that she was mad at her before? This insensitive silly jerk will never realize that she avoided her because she wants to forget and move on with him not because she was upset for something wrong he was not aware he did.
"So what now, Bea? If you will not come with us in the camping, that means you're still mad at me." He accused in a pretending foul mood.
With that, guilt engulfed her. It took her a minute to finally say yes that made him feel delighted. Thyago promised her she'll enjoy the camping together with his company before he finally brought her home. She suddenly felt afraid for the decision she made for it will mean risking her heart and feelings. She doesn't wanna expect and assume things again then in the end, she'll get rejected.
That same night, for after four long months, she bothered to write in her diary again. It felt like she have missed writing in that notebook for a long time now...
Dear Thyago's Notes,
Oh, God! Glad to be able to write again. I thought I'll never write on these notes again. I thought I will never express my feelings here towards your Master anymore because I thought that's the ending of your Master and I love story but I guess, it probably deserves a sequel. Probably deserves a happy ending, I must say...
So here's the story, he talked to me and asked for forgiveness for whatever he has done wrong. Stupid of him, he actually did nothing wrong! I chose to avoid and not bother him so that I can forget him. You see it really hurts seeing him with Elena knowing I don't have a chance on him but he approached me and asked me not to avoid him again. Silly of him not to realize the reason why. Therefore, I decided to give it another chance... What can I do? Your Master was the spice that adds joy to the dish of my life, a drug that made me want to crave for more and simply my happiness. Love? Oh, I think I do! I wouldn't hurt so much If I didn't love him. I may be too young to even say this early but I know my feelings right, it was indeed love and not just a typical infatuation they soon I will outgrow...
Honestly, I'm afraid of this decision I made. He invited me to the camping that will be held by the Science Club and I say yes. This is probably risking my feelings and heart again for a chance hoping to win his heart and it worries me for the bad consequences that might befall me. Beyond this happiness I felt toward what's happening between Thyago and I, I can't seem to feel worried and nervous. I just hope I won't regret it in the end...
~ Miss Pretty
Camping Day 1 :It was one lucky day. As Thyago said, Elena didn't come in the camping so that means she will never have a chance to ruin her day. No villain who will ruin her perfect moment with Thyago and no freakin' witch who will destroy her fantasies. Mackie and Hannah came along in the camping and thank God she was able to convince them. She was so excited as soon she wakes up this morning. It will surely be one heck of a fun and amazing event. It was two days being with Thyago and her friends. Two days in paradise where she can have a chance to monopolize Thyago. She brought her diary to make sure she will chronicle the whole story coming. She has to make sure every detail will be perfectly written for her to cherished. Writing her own love story was her happiness hoping that it will be an happy ending when she finally reached the final chapter.The Camping w
Camping, Day 2:It was another lucky day when she woke up early in the morning andhave seen Thyago sitting under a big tree near the camping place. He was alone and was clinging a cup of coffee in his right hand and it seemed his mind was too preoccupied to even notice her presence when she came near him. She gently pats his shoulder and seated right beside him. He caught her attention so he looked her way and felt him followed her every move. She gave him her sweetest smile and it warmed her heart when he smile back. What an amazing feeling to wake up in the morning and see his face smiling back at her."Coffee?" He offered to hand her the cup of coffee he was clinging to."Sure." She took the coffee and gently sip it.The coffee tasted so good even though it was only instant coffee. Funny because it feels like it was the best
When the activity started, they were grouped into three and Thyago happens to be one of his group mates. The activity was food hunting and they were required to look for food for two and a half hours of time. She accompanied Thyago in the forest to search for some fruits and their two group mates went into the creek to catch edible fish.In the wilderness, they waste no time in searching for edible plants. Thyago was indeed a smart person for he was able to acknowledge different kinds of plants whether edible or harmful. They pick some wild berries, different kinds of fruits which she never thought existed, and some plants which according to him are innocuous to humans. They stopped by when they found a coconut tree - the so-called tree of life for its many useful benefits. They surely going to have extra points in bringing this kind of fruit to the camping place. Thyago climbed in it and picked three coconut fruits. Yes, it's amazing that he can climb not
A week had passed after the two-day camping, Thyago and her became more closer to each other. They often hang around and stay at the Student's Park during break times and after class. He often teaches her in her lessons in those subjects she has difficulties with and used to fetch her before and after school. To Thyago she was a friend, a confidant, and a companion he can rely on and she was okay with that. It hurts yes, but she manages to accept it. Just being around him, seeing him happy makes her happy as well. Pathetic, stupid? Whatever she can call herself but she loves him that's the bitter truth behind it. She may be young but she knew this is more than infatuation. If it's not love she feel then she doesn't what it's called? Unfortunately, she needs to keep it all by herself. She just has to be contented in secretly loving him from afar and she has no plan to tell him. Thyago trusts her and if he everfinds out her feelings for him, it would be mea
Days and weeks have passed, her friends kept avoiding her mostly Mackie. She tried to talk to them to patch things up with them but they were still mad at her. They seemed so hard to reach them. She was sulking and starting to lose hope in their friendship. It seems like they were willing to give up and forget their friendship just because she chose to stay with Thyago. Why couldn't they understand her and just be happy for her? She was not asking for them to support her, she just wanted them to remain her friends and bring back the relationship they had before, but why they couldn't forgive her? And Thyago, ever since Elena became his girlfriend, he seldom fetch her before and after school so she ended up always riding a bus. He seldom hang out with her too for he got busy pleasing his girlfriend. There are times she felt so alone and lonely. She doesn't have her friends and Thyago was never there too but she have to bear it. She chose Thyago over her fr
The next thing she knew, she was in her bedroom when she woke up. It was her Aunt Meryl who worriedly asked about her condition when she woke up. According to her, she collapsed in the school and was brought to the Infirmary. It was the School's Nurse who called her Aunt and Uncle to fetch her up in the school. When memories flashed back into her, she felt her tears streamed down again. How she wished that what happened to Mackie was just all a dream. That she was not getting bullied in school as well and Thyago is not avoiding her. She never even had a chance to patch things up with her friend before he died and that's what she was regretting the most. She couldn't understand why do these terrible things befell on her? She doesn't deserve this. Nobody does. She didn't even have a chance to patch things up with her friend before he died and that's what she was regretting the most. She lo
8 Years Later:While busy working constantly, her attention got caught by the gentle knock on her office door. Her eyes automatically went through the door expecting her secretary to come inside."Bea, here are the flowers you've ordered from the nearby flower shop." Liz- her Personal Secretary in the firm handed her flowers that just got delivered. She was stunned for a while then took out a deep sigh as she remembered what the date is."Oh yeah, thank you, Liz... " She took the flowers then gave her a polite smile.It has been eight years had passed. Today was Mackie's eighth death anniversary, the good friend they lost at early age. She often remembers him especially the month of his death. She still missed him and never forgets him even after eight years had passed. When you lost a good friend you love, you will never forget them no matter how time goes by. Hannah and she used to
"Working overtime?" From being busy with the paper works on her office table, she heard someone talked that caught her attention from what she's doing. Her face automatically brighten up when she saw Matt's face in the half-opened door of her office. She just summoned a late meeting with her designers on the new big project so she was hands-on with this big project they will have. After the two-hour meeting, she went straight to her office to check some paper works to deal with when Matt came."What brought you here?" She said giving him warm smile and stood up motioning him to come inside."I was actually waiting for you outside when I saw some employees going home expecting their boss will come out soon. But it seems like the lady boss has no plans on going home or take a rest so I bother to come inside and take her home." He said smiling while eyeing those papers and designs spread all o