I had been there before but tonight, this place seemed completely strange and unknown to me. And I knew it had everything to do with my nerves.
I jumped up when I felt Alex’s warm hand wrapping around my calves and putting them up on his legs. I watched him with big, questionable eyes when he started taking off my heels. “Alex, what are you doing?” I tried to pull my legs back but he gripped them tighter.
Alexander smiles reassuringly. “Just relax, baby.” And my eyebrows shot up as there’s something very wrong in this situation.
When he had my feet bare, he put his hands on them and started to lightly massage them. I threw my head back, my eyes rolling back and a moan escaped from my lips. I clamped my mouth shut when I realized what I did and I peeked at Alex only to see that he was now very still, his hands were unmoving and he watched me, his eyes wide open.
I didn’t know what to say or if I sh
I woke up more tired than I went to bed last night, it seemed. I didn’t sleep well & I had trouble falling asleep when I did, I had a lot of nightmares waking me up and then had trouble falling back asleep again.I looked exactly how I was feeling; tired, vain and sad. I didn’t eat much but only drank a big cup of tea and dragged me to work although I wasn’t feeling good today.Everyone noticed my pale and shaggy appearance but didn’t comment on it including John and Saira and I was relieved because I didn’t have the strength to explain myself to anyone.After a few hours of work and then I went to the restroom to freshen up a bit but when I was exiting from it, a big, muscular arm wrapped around me from behind, pulling me into a big, solid body. I wanted to scream but I heard him saying: “Hello, dolcezza (sweetheart)!” followed by a kiss on my cheek.My body
I sighed shakily. “I gave you everything I had, I trusted you, I loved you, I believed in you, I chose you over anything but what you did do? You kept betraying me, lying to me on my face. If my brother didn’t tell me then I won’t be able to ever know about that marriage of yours. I’ve lost my child, my pride, my dignity even myself but now I don’t have anything to lose, not even you because I’ve realized that I never have you.”. I closed my eyes to not let more tears fall down my cheeks. “I don’t know how you can expect me to not cry when it was like you stabbed me in my heart and kept twisting the knife to make the wound bigger,” I admitted, my voice laced with pain.Alexander let out a ragged breath then he placed his forehead on mine, our noses touching. I didn’t back away this time.“I’m sorry,” Alexander said quietly, his breath hitting my lips. “I’m s
When he called me in the middle of the day about the dinner, I told him to take away from Emily-West Village of Lower Manhattan because I love their Pizzas and wanted him to try them too. He arrived on time as I was freshened up and exited from my room. We ate our food in a comfortable silence. He, commented on food and me, telling him about how I first got to know about them and also how I met Saira there for the first time. After doing the dishes and cleaning the kitchen, we sat down at the dining table and drank a delicious wine.After finishing our drinks at the same time, Alexander only stared at me until I got all uncomfortable and nervous. Not that I wasn’t all that before, but he’s getting me in an even worse state.He suddenly stood up. “Come.” He said and stuck his hand out for me to take. My eyes dropped on it and I stared at it for some long seconds, before I reluctantly took it.He pulled me up from the chair
I made a sound in my throat to show him how displeased I was with his choice. “Please.” was the only thing I could get past my mouth and the only word I could manage with my currently non-functioning brain. Alexander groaned lowly. “Fanculo, piccola (F**k, baby).” He gritted out. “Wrap your legs around me.” He said and when I did as he said, without a second thought he lifted me & crashed his mouth on mine, and started to walk us both to my bedroom.He gently put me down on the bed, hovering above me. He never once broke our lips apart & I was starting to get light-headed from having no air. But the passion and the need for him were stronger than the primary need to breathe.When he shifted his body & unconsciously rubbed himself against me, I had to break our kiss to throw my head back & moan lowly.It’s been too long & I’m too needy, too sens
But I didn’t sleep well and my dreams weren’t pleasant at all. Even though I was wrapped around Alexander he was holding me tight to his chest.I still woke up at midnight, screaming out, catching my breath, my face wet from tears and sweat.I panicked even more when I couldn’t sit up in bed to catch my breath because it felt like someone’s holding my throat in a chokehold.I forgot where I was for a moment and who was with me because all I knew was that I had to get out of the tight hold that I couldn’t move my body out of & get some fresh air or maybe some water. But Alexander startled up, waking with a panic; “Bell?” had my heart race increasing for a moment and then slowing down slowly.I thrust my fingers into the mess of my hair and a loud sob escaped me while the tears that never stopped falling since that nightmare I had, started falling even faster, rolling down my already wet cheeks.
I was really excited, standing in the bridal room waiting for my call; to go out and show myself to the people and make a walk on the aisle to reach into the arms of my soon-to-be-husband whom I love the most. As the door was knocked, I took a deep breath and looked over myself in the large mirror which showed a beautiful lady with a white elegant yet sexy bridal dress with a silver crown on her head, her hair tied in a low bun and a few curls of her strands framing her face; making her look like an angel. “Yes, coming!” I called out, adjusting my veil to hide my face, feeling giddy and nervous. I thought it was most definitely one of the bridesmaids I have. But when the person didn’t wait for me and came in through the door, I gasped aloud. “What are you doing here at this time? You should be on the altar waiting for me because I’m ready to be your wife, baby.”I said while staring at him with wide eyes. He shook his head and I looked at him confusedly. “Forget about it because th
Someone suddenly wrapped a strong muscular arm around me from behind and the other hand’s palm covered my mouth preventing me from making any noise. I panicked and started throwing punches, elbowed the stranger in the ribs and he groaned in pain and his grip loosened. I jumped away from him and ran into the closet, locking the door shut. My eyes were wide from shock and horror of the situation because he could be anyone… a rapist, a robber, a murderer or… I don’t know but suddenly I felt dizzy and sat down on the floor, still trying to process whatever happened a while ago!! “Bell…. It’s me…. Open the door, please. I’m sorry that I scared you but I want to surprise you, dolcezza.” His voice, which I can recognize among zillions, made my heart stop for a second. “Isabella baby, are you listening to me? I know I scared you off but I’m apologizing…. Please come out now?” I didn’t understand whether it was a statement, command, plead or order but a wave of hot anger burst through my vei
He kissed my neck, and bit down on my earlobe, making me moan, while his hands were roaming over my exposed body. When he came to my heavy breasts, he stopped & left his hands there for a moment before he squeezed them in his hands & then took one nipple between his fingers, rolling it so my back arched up, subconsciously seeking more of his touch. My hands also roamed down his broad back, feeling his muscles there & how they clenched under my touch. When his mouth detached from my neck where I was sure he left some love bites & hickeys, I groaned in protest but quickly shut up when he closed it around my other nipple & sucked on it. “Fuck, baby, you’re so ravishingly beautiful. Every inch of you is so perfect, so mine!” I felt his fingers trailing down my sides with possession & my skin erupted into goosebumps. He dropped a chaste kiss on my abdomen, while keeping eye contact with me the whole time & licked his lips. “I’ve been dying to taste you. You taste like heaven”. He admitt