Mag-log inNivia POV.
I felt nervous wearing these clothes. Even though I was clothed from head to toe, due to the lightness of the fabric, I felt exposed. I had just arrived at the festival ground, which was our school's sports ground. The place was filled with people. Students of all ages were present. All the Teachers, as well as non-academic staff, were present. Even parents from outside the school, who could make the occasion were also present. As much as this was a school event, it was also a very important ceremony for our pack. I knew my mother would not be here. What time did she have to spare from working two jobs and taking care of my half-siblings? I stood at the edge of the entrance, too shy to go in. "Nivia?" I turned around to see Mateo standing behind me with a shocked expression on his face. "My goodness, what are you wearing?" He asked his eyes traveling up and down my body. Feeling awkward, I pulled at the hem of my dress. "Is it bad?" I saw him shake his head, regaining his composure. "No, it doesn't look bad. You look amazing." Really? I actually looked amazing? That was the first compliment on my looks that I have received in ages. I was wearing a sweetheart pink short dress, with white long-hand gloves covering my hands up to my elbows. Beneath the dress, I wore black pop socks secured neatly into white loafers. My platinum blond hair was brushed and styled nicely in a ponytail with peach ribbons. Overall, I looked like a Barbie doll. "You don't look bad yourself," I complimented him back. He was dressed in a nice polo shirt, a black leather jacket, and faded jeans. His jet-black hair was parted in the middle and allowed to fall to his face. As usual, he wore his signature glasses, completing his look. "Are you okay dressed like this?" Mateo asked with concern. "I have my armor with me, just in case," I said, showing him the jacket I had in my hand. We heard the orator speak over the microphone, and Mateo took my hand, "Let's go in, the event is about to start." Feeling more confident since Matty was here with me, I follow him and we make our way into the crowd. Finding the seats at the back to sit down. The seats are made of stone steps, just like a stadium, in an ascending angle. We are on the last row, on the last step, making it easy to see everyone around. As usual, we go unnoticed, and everybody is among their clicks and friends. Unconsciously, I looked around, taking in the faces of those present, and suddenly, I locked eyes with Justin. I felt my breath catch in my throat. He was looking so handsome, dressed in a nice outfit of blue blazers and a black turtleneck shirt with matching pants. I could see the muscled outline of his chest, bulging through the fabric. His chestnut brown hair was sleek and perfectly parted to the side. Smoky grey eyes were fixed on me as he stared at me from the other side of the field. My face heated and I immediately looked away. Why was he staring at me? After what happened two days ago, I felt embarrassed just looking at him. The occasion was starting to pick up and after all the introductions and formal greetings, the main event of the night started. A small make-shift closet made of curtains was put on stage and all the girls of age were asked to come behind the stage. "Wish me luck," I held onto Matty's hand and squeezed. "Don't worry, you'll be pleasantly surprised," he smiled back at me. I stood up and started to make my way down the steps. I saw all the students around turn their heads and gaze at me, noticing me for the first time since I came in. "Is that Nivia?" I heard someone ask in a hushed whisper. "Oh my gosh, it's her," another gasped. Clearly, Rachel had outdone herself with this makeover. I kept my head low and made my way to the backstage, where the other girls were already gathering. I saw Claire and her friends glare at me with disgust before ignoring me. I stood alone, all by myself while the other girls whispered among themselves with unbridled excitement. "This is the moment we have all been waiting for," the orator said loudly. "All the girls have been randomly numbered and will be called according to their numbers. Once they are called, they will enter this curtain closet and their mate will find them using the divine instinct of the wolf." I looked down at the paper that Felicia had given us once we arrived. I opened my paper and saw I was number 29. I raised my head up and counted the girls present, we were a total of 29. So I was the last? Well, I was not surprised. Nothing ever worked in my favor anyway. "Number One!" The orator announced, and I saw Rachel, my roommate, climb up the steps into the curtain. After a few minutes passed by, I heard sounds of screaming and clapping from the crowd. "Congratulations to Rachel Bowen and David Lukeman for becoming fated mates," the orator announced. There was a lot of cheering and joyful noise from the crowd. Soon it quieted down and the orator announced, "Number Two!" Time went by and the numbers kept moving. Many found thier mates, whereas those who stood there for long with no one coming to the curtain, cried their eyes out when they were asked to leave the stage. I looked around and noticed it was just Claire and I left standing. "Number 28!" The orator said and I saw Claire quickly run up the stairs with happiness. She was so eager to be mated with Justin. I waited to hear the crowd erupt in a cheer, but after thirty minutes of waiting, there was silence. Then I saw Claire descend down the steps backstage with tears in her eyes. I blinked confused. What was going on? The beautiful Claire Garrett did not find her mate? What of Justin? Had he been taken by someone else? I was still wondering to myself when I heard the orator say, "Now for the last number on the list, let us welcome number 29!" My heart was in my mouth as I started towards the steps to the stage. I clutched my jacket tightly and my body trembled with each step I took. Stepping into the curtain, my heart rose and fell, as I waited for the inevitable. The shameful rejection that was about to happen. I waited for five minutes. Nothing. Ten minutes. Nothing. Relief sipped into my body when I started to realize I had not been mated. Then I heard shocked gasps and hisses erupt in the crowd. Everywhere grew eerily quiet. "What the..." I heard the orator trail off in shock at something. But I couldn't see what or who was on the other side. There was a ruffling on the curtain blinds and the make-shift closet came crashing down around me. My jaw slackened at what I saw. Justin Reynolds stood in front of me. But there was someone else here too. My best friend, Mateo. "She's mine," Matty said taking hold of my hand on the left. "No, she is mine!" Justin grabbed my other hand. I raised my eyes to the full moon shining bright in the sky. Two mates? What the hell was the moon goddess thinking?Nivia's POVI fell out of the silver light and hit the ground hard.Cold marble under my palms. The smell of old wood. The soft yellow light of the beams above me. I lifted my head.The Lab.I was on the floor of the old Science Lab at Oakwood Academy.For a second, I didn't believe it. My mind couldn't hold the shift between the jungle and the confined building. My hands were shaking. My throat tasted like salt from crying in the cave.Mateo landed beside me with a low groan. Claire tumbled out next, sprawling on her back, her hair a wild tangle across her face. Justin came through last. He landed on his feet, staggered, then went still.The silver door in the air behind him closed with a soft snap.The laboratory was warm. Too warm after weeks of jungle air.I smiled, grinning from ear to ear.We made it. We were back, at last!"You look terrible." A voice spoke up.It was calm. Familiar. My head snapped up.Alpha Jaxon stood at the laboratory's door in a crisp white shirt with the
Justin's POVNivia knelt at the edge of the stone ring with her palm on the floor. Her hair had fallen forward and I couldn't see her face. Her shoulders shook once, and I felt that shake somewhere behind my chest before I remembered I didn't want to feel it right now.The mate bond didn't care what I wanted.I hated that.The gash on my forehead throbbed with every heartbeat. My ribs felt bruised from where the creature had knocked me down. None of that hurt as much as looking at the small curve of her spine and knowing where my hands used to fit against it.Mateo was crouched in front of her with his hand on her shoulder. His shirt was dark with dried blood. He was murmuring something to her I couldn't hear.The image slammed into me before I could stop it. Nivia in the moss. Mateo's mouth against her throat. Her fingers curled into his hair. My knuckles had cracked so loud last night I was surprised the whole forest hadn't heard.I looked away."Get up," I said, and my voice came o
Nivia's POVDawn came slowly.The silver dome around us faded on its own once the creatures stopped clawing at it and left. One moment it was there, thick and glowing, and the next it was gone. My hands dropped to my sides and I nearly dropped with them.Mateo caught me by the waist before I could hit the ground."Easy," he whispered. "I've got you."His shoulder was bleeding through his shirt. He was holding me anyway.Justin stood a few feet away with his palm pressed to the gash on his forehead. His grey eyes had been on me since the light faded, but he had not spoken a single word.Claire sat in the dirt with her arms wrapped around her knees, watching me the way you watch something you don't understand. Her mouth was pressed into a thin line.None of them was looking at me the same way they had yesterday."What was that?" Claire finally whispered."I don't know.""You have to know, Nivia. That came out of your hands.""I don't know, Claire." My voice cracked. "We were in danger.
Nivia's POV The noise started in my head like a low buzz. It came from inside me, like a wire pulled tight behind my ribs, vibrating with a warning I couldn't shape into words. My eyes flew open. The tent was dark. The kind of dark you only get in the middle of the night when the fire has almost gone out. Above me, the woven leaves of the roof rustled softly, but there was no wind. Mateo's arm was heavy around my waist. His breath was warm against my hair. Slow. Steady. He was deep asleep. I looked down at my body. My shirt was back on. So was my skirt. My boots were placed neatly beside my head. He'd carried me back. He'd dressed me before he brought me here. Something soft cracked inside me at the thought. The buzz in my head sharpened though, and I couldn't hold onto softness right now. On the other side of the tent, Claire was curled up in a tight ball under a blanket, her back to me. Her breathing was slow. Still asleep. My eyes scanned the tent. Justin's sle
Mateo's POVThe moment her lips touched mine. Fireworks exploded in my head.This wasn't like our first kiss against the tree. Or the second one in the shelter during the rain. This was different. It was softer, slower, like she meant it this time.My hand slid into her hair and I kissed her back. Gentle at first, then deeper as she opened her mouth against mine. She tasted like salt from her tears. Her hand slid down my chest and gripped the fabric of my shirt.I pulled back just enough to breathe."Niv, are you sure? Because if you're not, I'll stop right now and we'll just sit here. I mean that."She looked at me. "I don't want to think anymore, Matty. I want to feel something that's just mine. Something I chose.""You choosing me?""Right now, yes." Her voice trembled but her eyes were steady."Is it because he hurt you?" I searched her eyes."No," she shook her head. "it's because I want you." The words felt like a dream. I knew she was making this choice just for tonight. But
Mateo's POVI watched her walk into the trees.Justin's voice came from behind me, low and tight. "Let her breathe, Mateo. She needs space.""Yeah."I nodded. I meant it in the moment. She did need space. And Justin was standing there with Claire's tears still drying on his shoulder, so who was I to argue with the great Alpha's son about what Nivia needed.I stood there for a solid ten seconds. Watching the spot where the trees had swallowed her up.Then I walked after her.I found her sitting against a fallen log, arms wrapped around her knees, her forehead pressed to them. She was crying quietly, the kind that shook her shoulders and made no sound at all.I sat down beside her in the dirt, close enough that our shoulders touched. She didn't look up. I didn't say anything. Sometimes people needed to be reached for, and sometimes they needed you to just sit there and let them come to you when they were ready.I waited.After a few minutes, she wiped her face with the back of her wris
Nivia POVJustin cupped my face carefully, thumbs skimming just shy of the cut. His touch was warm.“You’re freezing,” he muttered. “Come on.”He tried to help me stand. My legs buckled. He caught me, pulling me against his chest.I let my weight fall into him for a moment, too drained to pretend I
Nivia POV.I couldn't believe what was happening. It was like a surreal dream.The wraiths shrieked again, loud and sharp around me.They clung to the edges of my mind, trying to dig in, to hold fast. Their cold burned like ice.“This is not your choice,” they snarled. “You were made for us. For j
Nivia POV.An ache welled up inside my heart.Not sharp like anger, but deep and heavy.Faces rose in my mind. The boy in the infirmary with a fever. The girl whose boils had burst and left her crying in the shower. Rachel, gritting her teeth through pain and still cracking jokes. Justin, shoulders
Nivia POV.My feet slid on the dry, powdery earth at the edge of the path. The ground there had cracked, lines webbing out like a broken plate. Dust puffed up with every scuffle.“Stop,” I said, my voice rising. “You’re hurting me.”“That’s the idea,” Sonia muttered.Stephanie yanked my hair. Shoc







