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Chapter 42: Far from home

Penulis: Jewella
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Alex~

It’s the kind of day where I can feel all the things of the past stuck in my skin, the way sweat clings after a game. My mother’s voice keeps replaying in my head, cold and clipped.

‘we didn’t raise you for this sort of thing’ and even though Seth had wrapped me in silence, in warmth, last night, the chill in her tone has a longer reach.

I tell myself not to think about it, not here at least, when the court smells like varnished wood and the squeak of sneakers and the sharp bounce of the ball keep echoing but then it’s like telling your lungs not to breathe.

Jordan is sitting beside me on the lowest bleacher, his laptop balanced on his knees, pretending to edit a footage but is mostly watching the scrimmage. “You ever notice how Seth never misses layups during practice?” he says.

I shrug. “It’s kind of his job not to.”

Jordan gives me a fleeting grin and seems to suddenly pick up on my mood or maybe he’s just deciding that I’m boring company today because he turns back to his la
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