LOGINMy wedding planning office—Sea & Sun—sat on the second floor of a sleek white building, surrounded by monstera plants and oversized windows that let Bali sunlight pour in without knocking. The interior was chic and clean, with just enough personal flair, like the small plaque on my desk that read: In case of emergency, pour wine, not feelings.
Catalina was already at her desk when I walked in. Her hair was half-dry, her makeup halfway done, and her eyes looked like they’d been up all night. “Coffee?” she asked, handing me a ceramic mug that said We Plan, You Panic. “If it’s brewed with hate and leftover gossip, I’ll take it.” “Perfect.” She handed me a folder. “There’s a meeting this morning. The De Castello family’s team just arrived.” The air caught in my throat. “Team?” I asked slowly. “You mean... him?” Catalina quickly shook her head. “Nope. Not him. Not even the ex-secretary-turned-official-wife. It’s their head butler. Bianchi. Apparently, he’ll be handling all the direct communication.” I took a deep breath.. Okay. I could handle that. A butler... That I could manage. I walked to the meeting room. The door was already open, and inside sat a man in his fifties. His suit was crisp gray, his tie perfect, and his expression the kind that could probably read a financial report just by looking at it. “Signora Moguel,” he said as he stood. “I’m Bianchi. I’ll be representing the Castello family for the entire wedding process.” His English was nearly accentless. His manner is calm. Respectful. More like a head of intelligence than a head butler. I shook his hand. “Nice to meet you. Please, have a seat.” The meeting began. Bianchi opened his leather folder and pulled out a set of documents printed in two languages. Classic upper-class formality. The kind of family who ordered wine from France and flowers from the Netherlands, even if the wedding was in Bali. “We’re aiming for something intimate but exclusive,” he said. “Roughly one hundred guests. Flights and accommodations are already arranged. The extended family will be flying in from Milan and Capri. Including... the bride and groom.” I wrote everything down. Every word. But my brain only processed two things: “the bride and groom” and “not Nicholas.” For some reason, I wasn’t ready to see that face appear again without warning. “We’d like to hold two pre-wedding events,” Bianchi continued. “One of them being a traditional Italian dinner. But a Bali-Italian fusion is also something we’re open to. We believe you’re capable of making that blend work.” I nodded, pretending I wasn’t zoning out. “Easy. I can prepare a theme mockup. I also work with a vendor from Tuscany who usually does dessert tables. We can combine that with local dishes like sate lilit and sambal matah in a fusion-style layout.” “Excellent,” he said, jotting down notes. “Mr. De Castello has given me full authority. He... won’t be getting directly involved.” That sentence was supposed to feel like relief. And strangely enough, it did. Like oxygen finally rushing into my lungs after being held hostage. No Nicholas. No ghosts from the past sneaking between ranunculus arrangements and someone else’s wedding. For now... I'm safe. ::: One month later. Gold-embossed invitations, a shipping schedule for wine from Tuscany, VIP seating layout drafts, a moodboard for the candlelit rehearsal dinner, and bridesmaid dress sketches...all sprawled out like the aftermath of an emotional car crash. I sat in the middle of it all, legs folded on my chair, hair in a messy bun, red pen hanging lazily from my lips. “Where’s the file for the custom bouquet?” I shouted toward the hallway. "It's right under your butt!" Catalina’s voice came from outside my office door, raspy with caffeine and despair. I touched it under my butt. Oh. Right. It’d been a month since the De Castello wedding project began, and honestly... I hadn’t thrown anyone into the ocean yet. That was already a major win. The surprise? The person I dealt with the most wasn’t the bride. Not the wedding influencer from Rome they hired. And definitely not Nicholas De Castello himself. It was... Bianchi. A middle-aged man with a calm voice, heavenly attention to detail, and the aura of a monk who used to be a hitman. For the past month, he’d worked with me on everything. No small talk. No forced jokes. No judgmental stares at the bridesmaid dresses like he knew better than the designer. We worked in a rhythm that was strange but efficient. And this morning... he arrived early. Even before I’d had my first full sip of coffee. “Do you have a moment to sit, Signora?” he asked from the doorway, leather folder in hand. I nodded and motioned to the seat across from me. “Is there a problem?” “Not a problem,” he said, sitting down. “Just... a few things to go over before tomorrow.” Tomorrow. Nicholas’s wedding. Two words that shouldn’t mean anything to me anymore. And yet… they still feel like shards of glass lodged in my throat every time I say them in my head. Bianchi opened his folder, scribbled something down, then looked over at me. “Tomorrow… The entire De Castello and Alfieri family will be present. Including major shareholders and business partners.” I nodded, trying to stay focused on the logistics. I was the wedding planner, not the ex-girlfriend erased from his official history. “And as you may have heard... Mr. Nicholas is now officially the head of the family.” I stayed quiet. Because I hadn’t heard a single thing about him. Five years...I made sure to shut my ears to everything De Castello. And Bianchi? He laid it all out. Nicholas De Castello overthrew his half-brother and took control of the De Castello Conglomerate. Lorenzo was removed from the board, his shares frozen, and Nicholas? Nicholas became The De Castello....the untouchable figure now holding power over mining, oil, and finances worth half the GDP of a country. “His father was strongly against the marriage to Miss Alfieri,” Bianchi added calmly. “But he insisted. Even after the takeover, his first move… was to make the relationship public.” I blinked at him. No reaction. But something inside me twisted. Cold. Bitter. Too familiar. So... he loved her. Loved her so much he went up against his own father. So bold he dragged her into the middle of a war, family and business, and crowned her with a gold ring and the world's approval. And me? I was handed a business card to an abortion clinic and a front door that no longer opened. Funny, isn’t it? And now... now he’s marrying another secretary. With flower arrangements. With press coverage. With music and public blessings. Ironic. Disgusting. And just a little bit painful.“Sorry... ahem,” Bianchi cleared his throat. “I’m only telling you this to show you how much Mr. De Castello values his fiancée… even though she can be a bit spoiled and unreasonable at times. But no matter what, no matter what she asks for, always tries your best to fulfil her requests.”
“I didn’t ask for that,” I said at last.“I know.”“I don’t like people arranging my life.”“I know that too.”“And yet you did it anyway.”“Because you’re trying to do everything alone.”I laughed softly. Not because it was funny. “I’m the owner, founder, and CEO. That’s literally my job.”“You don’t have to control everything.”I looked at him as if he had just suggested I trade Sienna for a houseplant. “Excuse me?”“Help is there. Your team is enough. The funding is enough. Legal is enough. The vendors are enough.” He nodded toward the screen on my desk. “You don’t need to sit here until night deciding whether the napkins should be warm ivory or bone white.”“First of all, those are two different colors. Second, do not talk about napkins in that disrespectful tone inside an event planner’s office. Third, if I’m not working, what am I supposed to do?”He didn’t answer right away.I raised an eyebrow. “Sit in your mansion? Stare out the window in a silk dress and wait for my husband
Nicholas De Castello never said, I’ll try. There was no I’ll see, no maybe, no room for the universe to weigh in with an opinion. He spoke like a man born with one hand around the world’s throat and the other signing acquisition papers.I set my phone on the desk.Catalina was still standing across from me, “What did he say?”“Don’t respond to anything.”Catalina blinked. “And?”“He’ll handle it.”She lifted an eyebrow. “That sounds like something a man says when he has personal lawyers for his lawyers.”I sat back down and breathed in through my nose. “Yeah.. well.. but, this time I don’t hate it.”Because this time, they hadn’t touched me.If they wanted to chew up my name between champagne and low-sugar dessert, fine. I had already survived office whispers while my body was carrying Sienna and my dignity was being dragged across the De Castello marble floors. I knew what it felt like to become the joke for women who had never once had to calculate the cost of a doctor’s appointmen
Nicholas disappeared.Traces of him still lingered in the house. black coffee sometimes left half-finished on the breakfast table, the sound of his car arriving too late, dark suit jackets appearing over the back of the study chair, short messages to Bianchi that made the whole house move. But his face was rarely here.The funny thing, of course, was that he still found time for Sienna.I woke to the sound of a door in the hallway.Sienna’s door.I sat up in bed, hair falling over my face, my body going instantly rigid. The clock on the nightstand read 1:17.For a few seconds, there was no sound.Then Sienna’s door hinge moved softly.I climbed out of bed without turning on the light. My bare feet touched the thick carpet, and I moved carefully toward the door. I opened my bedroom door just a crack.The hallway was dark, washed only in the soft glow of the wall sconces.Nicholas came out of Sienna’s room.Still in his white work shirt, sleeves rolled up, hair slightly messy, his tie m
Nicholas stopped beside our table without taking off his coat.His eyes dropped to my hand, still near the croissant plate, then to Gabriel’s coffee cup, then to Gabriel’s face. Slowly. In order.“Nick.” Gabriel, with all the energy of an eldest brother who had never wanted the company inheritance but had somehow still been born with aristocratic posture, leaned back in his chair and lifted one hand.Nicholas didn’t return the greeting.I bit the inside of my cheek.“What were you talking about?” Nicholas asked. His voice was very low.I picked up my napkin and lightly touched the corner of my mouth. “The weather. Taxes. The unreasonable price of avocados. Your oldest brother was also just explaining that this lemon tart has a brighter future than most European aristocratic families.”“That was actually a good point.” Gabriel laughed.Nicholas’s gaze didn’t move from me. “Gabe.”“She was asking about you,” Gabriel answered immediately.I glared at him.Gabriel stopped. His eyes blinke
I lay on my back, staring at the dark green ceiling of my bedroom, one hand on my stomach, my hair spread across the pillow like I had just lost a duel with expensive hair spray. Outside the window, Manhattan moved with its usual shameless urgency. Cars passed. Some birds of indeterminate species chirped. A gardener in the courtyard below trimmed the hedges with the precision of someone who maybe had a secret contract with the aesthetic mafia.I had barely slept.Every time I closed my eyes, all I saw was Nicholas’s hand rising toward his temple, then changing direction into the motion of fixing his cuff.I hated knowing him that well.I hated that my body still kept a complete catalog of all his habits. The way his jaw tightened before he denied pain. The way his shoulders dropped half an inch when the ache started winning. The way he blinked slower when the world around him got too loud.Five years ago, knowing things like that made me feel special. Now it felt like having VIP acces
I gave a smile, and then we moved again.I started noticing the same pattern I’d seen that morning in the kitchen. Small. Quick. Easy to miss if you hadn’t spent years reading this man’s body more carefully than a board schedule.At one point, his fingers tightened too hard around the base of his glass. His blinking slowed just slightly. Once, while an elderly donor droned on too long, Nicholas’s gaze went blank for a second, as if the sound in the room had drifted away from him. Then it came back. Neat, cold, perfect.I didn’t say anything.He could still keep going. I knew that because a man like Nicholas would stitch his own bones together with gold thread if it let him stay standing five minutes longer.And besides, the mini auction was starting, and I wanted to see this little circus.The lights dimmed slightly. The host began talking about scholarships, hospitals, and the family’s social commitments in the kind of tone that made millions of dollars sound almost holy. People star







