“What's he doing here?” Bella asks, pointing his finger at Owen and glaring at me.
Giving her a sweet smile of mine, I tag at her hand before replying, “Shopping, Bella. Now, don't waste time and choose something sexy for yourself.” She tugs back at my hand and stops me from going forward. Glancing at her with an irritated look, I ask “What?” “It's Victoria's secret. So, first of all, I don't know what Own is doing here and second of all, what is it about? Why are we really here?” I roll my eyes at her seriousness. Maybe if she were as foolish as Owen, it would be easier to tag her along with all of my mischievous deeds. However, she is too good of a girl to be doing that. To justify her reaction, I need to blame myself for not laying out the whole deal in front of her. “To answer your first question, Victoria ain't got no secret greater than Owen here.” I point my fingers at Owen who is busy choosing lingerie in the lingerie section. “Hey, girls!” Owen throws a bright smile at us, waving his hand as if he found his mother in the grocery shop after two hours of finding, “I will look sexy in it, right?” With a proud smile, he holds a bright orange lingerie in front of him. “Damn boy, if Cruz saw you in that lingerie, he would have asked you on a date instead.” I comment, winking at him playfully. “Wait, what?” Bella asks, dumbfounded which makes me want to hide myself. Did I really have to say that? I'm now certain that I will never learn how to keep my mouth shut. I never wanted to reveal this tiny secret to them ever. After attending the dinner, I wanted to push it behind me and act like it never happened. However, now that I just had to open my mouth and spill my secret in front of Bella, it seems next to impossible to keep it a secret anymore. Pushing my luck, I manage to slip away from Bella and stall towards another aisle, pretending to look for a pair of underwear. “Willow, come on. Spill it out.” Bella catches up to me in no time. Taking a deep sigh, I turn to face her, “Can we talk about it later, Bella?”. She considers my request with a skeptical eye before nodding her head. That's what I love about her. She is naturally a curious person. Just like your mother, she needs to know everything about you and it makes her come across as somewhat pushy at times. However, she values boundaries and backs off when she is asked. Smiling at her, I link my arms with her. “Let's buy some sexy stuff now! I have all the money in the world.” Bella looks worried at my evil grin. We let Owen entertain himself by picking up random stuff and occasionally flirting with some of the staff while Bella and I rack through the different aisle. Whatever she thinks is remotely likable, I put it in the cart, surprising her. Well, now that I've all the money in the world, why not buy everything that my heart desires. Cruz never said anything about the limit and I'm indeed buying myself something pretty. Sometimes my wicked brain surprises me. Well, Cruz had it coming. If he dares to look down at me, he needs to face the consequences as well. In this case the consequence came in the form of his secretary who is learning the art of being a gold digger. “Why are you stuffing everything you are seeing in the cart? Don't tell me you finally lost your mind and want to buy a bunch of underwear with your savings. Willow, I know it's hard but it's not a good idea to buy stuff from freaking Victoria's secret and then start your lingerie business. I get it that you've always wanted to do this kind of business but still.” I let her rant while I turn my focus on yet another set of bras. To shut her up I fish out the credit card from my purse given by our oh so Godly boss. Seeing the black credit card in my hand, Bella's eyes widened furiously. “It must be Owen! Did he steal it from someone?” There she goes with her speculations without even listening to me. “What? No! It's mine for the day. I promise I will tell you everything once everything's over. For now, let's bankrupt this son of a bitch!” Maybe I shouldn't have said anything because the next thing I know is that Bella bolted towards Owen. Before I even have the chance to block her way or stop her, she is already near an ignorant Owen who is having the best time of his life. I want to scream at Bella like a banshee, but like a civilized person that I'm, I control myself and flash awkward smiles at people who are passing by me. It won't be a surprise if we get thrown out from the shop. I can feel a chaos forming which will erupt soon. However, something unexpected happens. Instead of Bella breathing down Owen's neck and interrogating him for answers which even he doesn't know they exist, I find something else unfolding in front of me. The scene includes a snobby looking woman pointing her perfectly manicured finger at Owen and throwing “polished” profanities at him. Bella looks back at me for a brief second, silently asking if I will have her back. When she gets a cocky smirk back from me, she pushes back Owen behind her and faces the woman, standing like a boss. That's my girl! “What seems to be the problem here?” Bella asks in her no nonsense voice which seems to offend the lady. When I'm close enough to the lady, I take a good look at her. There's no corner on her face which was lucky enough to escape the plastic that she has imposed upon them. Her outfit screams rich. Unfortunately, her tone, her posture and everything else about her screams an insolent brat. She is probably in her late 50s yet her behavior in public tells otherwise about her maturity. “And who is this clown?” “The most entertaining employee of the circus as your freak show doesn't seem to be working.” I step in, standing in front of her, pushing my friends behind me. An expression of rage spreads on her face before she croaks out, “Oh you bloody poor fools, what is your problem?!” My eyebrows furrow at her raised voice. She likes the attention. In a second, people start to stop in their tracks and enjoy the moment. The staff also gather around, ready to interfere before it can otherwise transpire. Owen comes to stand beside me. Throwing a nasty glare at the woman, he begins to shade light into whatever went down here, “I was just going through the aisle, looking for a sexy set for my girl and just when I grabbed one, this funny looking lady was at my throat, demanding me to give it her because she saw it first. This skinny set won't even fit her fatass, I swear! And when i refused to hand it over to her, she freaking scratched my hands with her long fucking nails. ” She fumes with rage while Bella and I find it hard to keep us from bursting out loud. The lady frantically looks around, asking the staff to help her and throw us out of the shop. “Is this how you treat your valued customers?” She demands to know, her fists clenched. “They don't even have the money to buy anything from here. I mean, look at their faces and dresses. These homeless bastards are swearing at me and you are doing nothing! Where's the freaking manager?” At the end of her empowering speech, she yells at the top of her lungs. Even the staff look done at her. It just confirms that it's not the first time this lady threw a tantrum at this store. “Listen here, plastic barbie, no offense but why don't you keep it civil and just hand over the set? If we go through the CCTV footage, we all will see how you jumped on my innocent friend here.” I rub Owen’s shoulder sympathetically who pouts his lips in response, gaining other's sympathy as well. “So, if you don't want us to press charges on you, you better shut your mouth up and leave.” When she cowers a little in fear, a proud smile adorns my face. It takes only a few seconds for her fear to dissolve and a newly found will to yell at us resurface. But I cut her off with the help of the black credit card in my hand. I wave my hand at her with the credit card, winking. “Clear my bills.” I hand over my cart full of stuff to one of the employees, enjoying how the lady's mouth molds into the shape of “o” “You know what? I pity her so clear her bill as well. It seems like she really needed those items. I mean, no one else will attack a man for such a petty reason if she wasn't so desperate. You could have just asked nicely.” Inching closer to her, I bend down a little so that I'm at her level. She tries to speak again, fury clear in her brown eyes. But once again, I cut her off. “I'm a very generous person. I always love to give some money to the needy people. So, pick whatever you like.” I give her a warm lopsided smile which, by the way, gets under her skin. “Be careful though. Don't touch my friend's stuff again. We can still press charges.” With that I drag Owen and Bella from there, not sparing a look at the lady, not even listening to her angry yells. “Woah! That was so fucking cool!” Owen turns back and sticks his tongue out at the woman. Wow! Look at me using Cruz’s name to get away from angry entitled ladies. Well, it's not like he is gonna know. Moreover, I need more things to buy. Something so pretty that Cruz's eyes will be stuck at me, and not at the bills he will be receiving at the end of today. Must be fun being a sugar baby!I barely slept last night. As if I didn't already have enough on my plate, I now have to worry about Spencer digging into my past and getting close to a secret that I am willing to guard with my life. I could have approached him and caught him red handed last night. I could yell at him for going behind my back. But I didn't. I had to stop myself from making a mistake. He is gonna get ideas if I act too aggressive. Even though he has given me reasons to believe that he is good at respecting boundaries and being cooperative, can I really believe him when made the decision to dig into my mother's past without consulting me first? Can I really believe him with what's left of my past? “Fuck it.” I curse under my breath, lighting up a cigarette. It's been a long while since I smoked, but it's about damn time I lit up one again. I don't wanna see Spencer at the time and I need to think. With my sleep derived brain which is constantly trying to bring me down by making me relive my horrible
“Have a safe drive home.” I tell him when he is done washing his hands after washing the dishes. I couldn't have asked for a better guest. He insisted on washing the dishes even though he cooked the meal. I tried to refuse. No matter what the situation is, he needs to be the stubborn one. So, I let him be. His eyebrows shoot up in a questioning manner. “What?” “Aren't you going home?”He gives me a look that tells me that I'm an idiot. After looking at me with blank eyes for a moment, he speaks up, “I'm not leaving you alone here tonight.” I want to argue, but his voice leaves no room for argument. I should be mad at him for being so demanding. However, I find myself feeling a whole different emotion. Warmth. It's what I feel seeing him so fiercely protective of me. “Spencer, you must be tired.” I try to reason with him. “Right.” He agrees, flashing me a tired smile on cue, “That's why I'm gonna take your couch and sleep there like a deadweight if you don't mind me doing that.”
I thought I was the one dominating the situation, that I had the situation under my thumb. Oh, how wrong I was. It doesn't take much for Spencer to show me my place. As his hands trace over my breast, his mouth attacks my delicate neck. He leaves his marks on my neck more passionately than I did, leaving me a moaning mess. My hands comb through his hair not so gently. I won't be surprised if I'm hurting his scalp right now. None of us care about it though. We are too lost in our world of lust and sensation. If we could turn into one body, we would definitely do that. We are way too close to each other with him holding me against the wall, fueling my desire more by the every passing second. Moments later, we are a panting mess. Our eyes meet as we savour the moment. There's something in his eyes that I can't quite place. They look hungry for more no doubt, but there is also something else hiding there. I dare not question it though it piques my curiosity. “Should we-” before he can s
“You alright?” Spencer asks, carrying the curry to the table as I stand near the couch with my phone in my hand. “Yeah.” I don't sound so reassuring even to my own ears. “Who was it?” He asks, setting the table. Who? I wish I had some knowledge. I racked through my brain to come up with something. Maybe I'm overthinking. The text sounded like a threat, but was it really a threat? Sure, the person knows my name, but I can't determine a tone through texts. “Uh-” I open my mouth to say something, but Spencer beats me to it. “I'm sorry. I'm stepping out of the boundary. You don't need to tell me anything.” He lays out his words carefully, finally looking at me. I shake my head, smiling a little. I don't know what got into him, but he's acting like a perfect gentleman. The sensible part of me is telling me not to fall for it, but the wild part of me is enjoying every bit of it. Right now, I don't even care. I need to do something to get the stress off of my chest. He is the perfect d
My mind is still racing. The place is quiet and yet I can hear all the bustling noises of the shady hospital where my mother dragged me to abort the child, I can still feel the pain in my belly. My hand instinctively flies towards my belly, rubbing it.“It's not as good as yours, but this ought to do.” Spencer's voice pulls me back from my dream world. “Huh?” I ask, confused. “Coffee.” He replies, pointing at the streaming cup on the table in front of me.“Oh.” I utter, “Thank you.” It seems like the total reversal of this evening. Huh. How can things change in such a small amount of time, huh? I didn't think I would be at the receiving end of his care so soon or at all. My eyes follow how he tries to draw out a smile to reassure me it's fine, but his smile doesn't reach his eyes. When he determines it's enough reassurance, he sets back towards the kitchen to cook God knows what. I finally did it. I kicked my mother out of my house. It took ages for me to do so, but I did it. I t
I was scared of David, my mother's new boyfriend. He wasn't just scary, he was downright evil. Unfortunately for me, my mother refused to see that side of him. I didn't totally blame her though. Her whole life was fucked up. Being a prostitute, she never got even a bit of respect from anyone. She was a trash under everyone's shoes. She didn't even value herself. She didn't even know who got her pregnant with me. It was David who showed her respect and cared for her. Little did she know his show of care was nothing but a facade. David was someone who could make me tremble like a leaf in a disastrous storm just by the mention of his name. It's not like he physically hurt me. No. He found my face and body too pretty to scar it. But that didn't mean he didn't leave me broken. I was the rag doll in his hands, and he was a rough motherfucker. For some moments I was happy with him as well. My mother was a druggie prostitute. I never got the love I deserved from her. I craved it my whole li