Trista’s POV
I tossed and turned all night. I got up with the sunrise, but Liam was already gone. So I slapped some makeup on my face to try to cover the dark circles under my eyes. It didn’t help though. My eyes were too swollen from crying.
Divorce.
The word hit me again and my stomach turned.
I couldn’t…I couldn’t even think about it. So instead I started my daily cleaning routine. The maids tip-toed around me, casting me sympathetic looks. They knew something was off with me and Liam. But they were kind enough not to mention it. They gently helped with my housework to show their support.
Divorce.
I scrubbed the kitchen floor on my hands and knees as hard as I could, like I was trying to scrub away the word. It just kept coming back though.
At 10:00am, the kitchen door flew open. It was Hazel, Beta Jack’s daughter and my best friend.
“Tell me everything,” she said, her eyes wide and sympathetic like my maids’.
I smiled gratefully at her. Judging by the look on her face, she already knew everything.
“I’m fine,” I told her, forcing a smile. She saw right through my smile though. As my best friend, she knew me better than anyone in the pack.
“There’s no way you’re ‘fine’,” she declared. She motioned for me to sit with her at the table. “Trista, I saw the letter of divorce. It was on my father’s table. Liam already signed it. What’s going on?”
I didn’t want to talk. I felt like such a failure! MY husband wanted to divorce me? What had I done wrong? Why?
Hazel’s voice was gentle. “I’m your best friend, Trista. Talk to me,” she implored.
I sighed. There was no point fighting Hazel. She was relentless when she wanted to be. “He told me last night. He said if I don’t agree to the divorce, he’s going to petition the elders.”
“That’s ridiculous,” Hazel scoffed. “If he does that, his wolf will be weakened. That’s the rules. Werewolves who reject their mates have to pay a price.”
“Yeah, well, I guess he’d rather have a weakened wolf than mate me.”
I couldn’t hold back the tears. They spilled from my eyes.
Was I that disgusting? That bad of a wife that he’d rather suffer in pain than be with me? Hazel clamped her hand over mine.
“Trista, you’ve done nothing wrong. You’re a wonderful Luna. Look at you! You’re beautiful. You’re loyal. And you’re so, so smart.”
I nodded. She was right about the smart part. I attended one of the top human business schools in the country. I begged my dad in high school to let me go. Since my wolf was so weak, I was pretty much a human anyway. I excelled at human college. I graduated with perfect grades and two degrees: one in art and one in business communications. In fact, I was one of the reasons our pack had been so successful. I have a really good head for business. Since I couldn’t be on the battlefield and fight for my pack (because of my blind wolf), like my father had, I helped our pack in other ways. Running our pack’s businesses was one of them.
And with my help, Blue Moon Crescent Pack had climbed the ladder in the business world. We were now one of the richest packs around.
“You keep a nice, cozy home for him. And you run our pack’s multiple businesses. What more could Liam possibly want?” Hazel asked.
A thought hit me then.
I was away at college for four years. Then, right after I graduated, I was hired by a massive business conglomerate in New York. I worked there for a year. But then my dad got sick, so I came back to Blue Moon Crescent to care for him.
It was during my time away that Liam found his first mate.
What if…
What if he never stopped loving her?
“Hazel?” I asked, biting my lip. “Did you ever meet Liam’s first mate? What was she…what was she like?” I braced myself for her reply.
Hazel shrugged. “She was pretty enough, I guess. Not as pretty as you, though. Not even close. If I remember correctly, she was an omega from the Red Moon Pack. She was the maid of the alpha there, but rumor had it she was also his mistress. Apparently, the old alpha didn’t condone their relationship. On a pack visit they…wait. Why are you asking?”
I shook my head. “No reason. I just had a silly thought. What if Liam wanted a divorce because he was still in love with his first mate. But I know that’s stupid. If I’M not good enough for him, the daughter of a gamma with TWO degrees, then surely she’s not. He’d never reject me for an omega.”“That’s what I’m saying,” Hazel chuckled. “This whole thing is nonsense. You haven’t failed in your duty as Luna. You’ve been a wonderful, loving wife. You haven’t done anything wrong. There’s no reason for this divorce.”
“You really think so?” I asked. She squeezed my hand.
“Absolutely! And my father agrees, too. He said he’ll help you. We’ll all go to the elders on Monday and plead your case. I don’t know what Liam’s thinking, but I’m sure we can change his mind.” She looked very confident.
I hoped she was right.
Trista’s POV I had to admit, the fact that Liam’s father had gone to council meeting DID seem like he was up to something. But challenging Liam for his power? I felt like Hazel was jumping to conclusions. And it was only feeding Liam’s anger. Liam took Hazel’s words to heart. His face contorted into a look of anger.“If he’s here to try to take my pack away from me,” Liam seethed. “I swear to the Moon Goddess, I’ll challenge him to an alpha fight myself. This is MY pack. He better back off, or he’ll wish he had.” Liam stood up from the table abruptly and went to the window, his back turned to us. He was silent, but both Hazel and I knew that he was upset. Anger wasn’t going to help us get to the bottom of this. We needed to keep a level head.“Liam,” I said softly. “Please, just take a moment and calm down. We don’t know anything for sure at this point. We need to think about why this is happening." "But that’s the problem, Tris
Trista’s POV “Mama?” I opened my eyes and squinted. Billy and Belle were standing at the door, holding hands. The sun was streaming in through the window. I felt groggy. What time was it? I rolled over and glanced at my clock. 11:00am? How had I slept that long? Oh my goodness. How long had Billy and Belle been awake? They must be starving by now. Hazel and I had stayed up really late chatting. It had felt so good, finally telling her all the things I’d been keeping bottled up inside of me. I knew I could trust her, and she’d listened patiently, reassuring me that everything was going to be okay. When I’d finally gone to bed, I’d fallen asleep right away. It had been a deep sleep, undisturbed by the nightmares that had been plaguing me. Nightmares of a white beast, being hunted and stabbed by a group of men, all of them with Carlos’ face. I’d been waking up every night, cover
Trista’s POV Hazel was deep in thought, clearly trying to collect her thoughts. I gave her time to think before she spoke. “Don’t you think it’s strange that Felicity and Sven just randomly appeared, out of nowhere, completely unannounced and demanded to see all the old contracts?” Hazel asked. “Yes,” I replied. “It felt like a sudden decision, to clean up all the old contracts.” “And at the same time that Carlos just suddenly appears at our pack?” Hazel asked. I paused. I was starting to connect the dots, just like Hazel. There was definitely something strange going on here.“That does seem like a coincidence,” I told her. “Too much of a coincidence if you ask me,” she said, shaking her head. “What are you saying?” I asked. “I think they might be linked,” she replied. “The old contracts and Carlos’ sudden appearance.” I thought about this for a moment. It did make sense. F
Trista’s POV After Hazel and I put Billy and Belle to bed, we went and sat outside with a glass of wine. “Thanks for letting me stay here,” Hazel sighed. “Carlos had taken over my room. I can’t even stand the thought of sharing a room with him. He’s such an asshole.” “He sure is,” I agreed. The night air was cool and still. Sounds of other people laughing and chatting echoed through the pack. It was a familiar sound to me, night at the pack. I realized that I’d missed it all these years. There was something special about the pack at night, an easiness and calmness that came from being far away from the lights and sounds of the city. “You can reject him,” I told her. She took a long sip of her wine and sighed heavily. “It’s not that easy,” she replied. “Rejections never are, but you deserve better. You can reject him and divorce him. I know you think you’re doing the honorable thing by staying married to him. Tr
Trista’s POV After a long afternoon of playing pretend, I went back to my guest house to cook the children dinner. I was riddled with anxiety, but I didn’t want to bring it into the house. I just wanted to have a nice, calm, relaxing dinner with Billy and Belle and try to forget about all the stress I had swelling up inside of me. Billy and Belle sat at the kitchen table, peeling garlic for me. It was a tedious task, and one I always chose for them since it kept them busy while I cooked. “Mama,” Billy said. “Belle got more cloves to peel than me.” I flashed him a smile and set down some more cloves of garlic. It was way more than I needed, but they loved peeling the frail skin off the cloves. I chopped carrots for the stew I was making and felt myself relaxing a bit. Cooking for my children was something I always enjoyed. And they’d been eating so many sweets, thanks to Felicity, so I was happy to make them a nice, nutritious dinn
Trista’s POV For a few minutes, I didn’t say anything as I processed what I’d just learned. I felt dismayed knowing that both Sven and Alpha Lemone had been in business together and were both involved with Blue Orchid. It felt like almost too much to deal with at the time, and I didn’t want to argue anymore. I was starting to feel emotionally drained, and I wanted to see my children. So I politely excused myself and went out to the playground to find Billy and Belle. Belle was sitting quietly on a grassy patch making a crown out of flowers. She still didn’t have the strength to climb the ropes the way that Billy did. I smiled when I saw them, my beautiful babes. Everything I had done in the past five years had been for them, to give them a nice, stable life. But now here we were, at Blue Moon Crescent Pack, hiding out from dangerous men. I still didn’t know why Johnson was lurking outside the pack borders. Just as I didn’t know if he was hur