Viktor
I stride to my office, needing to get behind closed doors. When I get in I close the doors and walk to my desk. I look up to the ceiling and close my eyes as I unbutton my pants. It’s been a week since I’ve been buried in someone. Since we’ve found our mate, Flash has made it difficult for me to find comfort elsewhere.
I growl as I envision Kacie tied and bound in front of me. I imagine her sprawled across my desk. Her hair spread over my desk.
I drop my pants and grip my hard cock. I picture her legs spread wide for me, her folds wet, her heat dripping down her ass.
I bite back a moan as I start pumping my length. My left hand grips the desk as I imagine diving into her wet warm lips.
I imagine her body pushing up away from me, her head back, her eyes closed. I pump harder as I picture her legs wrap around my waist.
I chase my release and imagine her pussy tighten around my dick. I squeeze and I continue pumping as I cum into my hand and on the desk.
Fuck. What is she doing to me?
After I clean myself up, I head downstairs. Worry convinces me to go and check on her. Jamie and my little mate are in the sitting room.
“Is he not seeing the girl who works with Danielle?” She asks Jamie and I listen to hear what Jamie’s response is.
“He wasn’t dating her but he was seeing her for a while,” she says cautiously. “But you don’t have to worry about her.”
My little mate looks sad.
“Is your brother… " She gets quiet as I walk into view.“Hi.” She says.
“Hi.”
“Go wait for me in your room. I’ll be up in a little while,” I tell her. I can’t keep denying myself or I’m going to go insane.
“As much as I want to mark her, I know our little mate isn’t ready,” Flash mumbles.
“I’ll just talk to her. See where we’re at and what she’s comfortable with. Otherwise, I’ll take Angela again.”
He growls.
Kacie gets up and walks quickly upstairs.
When she’s out of earshot I turn to Jamie.
“Sister, are you telling her unnecessary things?”
Jamie rolls her eyes and looks up at me. “I heard you walk down brother. Your mate is skittish and I don’t think lying to her would do any good for any of us.”
Jamie always knows what to say.
“Keep it to a minimum sister. There are things that I will tell her.”
“I wouldn’t say anything about that. That’s not my place, Alpha.” She puts emphasis on ‘Alpha’.
I can’t help but chuckle.
“Don’t let her wait too long brother,” she says and I can see the worry etched in her eyes.
***
I head upstairs and when I open the door I can’t breathe.
She’s sitting in a submissive position. My little mate is completely naked. Her knees are touching and I know if I sit on the bed I’ll be able to see her pink folds open for me. Her hair flows down her back and her eyes are on the floor.
My dick twitches and stands at attention. Her palms are faced up to the ceiling asking for belt marks. Her neck is offered up for me and I hear Flash growl.
I can’t help but go and sit on the bed beside her. I need a better look, I need to be closer. I watch her shoulders relax as I watch her.
“Thank you for listening to me,” I whisper barely able to speak. This isn’t what I had in mind but she’s fucking beautiful. Thank Goddess.
“I like listening,” she whispers and I feel a bead of pre-cum pebble before dripping down my cock.
“Do you? I ask her as I lean forward. Watching her sex clench.
“Yes, Alpha. It feels… almost natural… with you.” And fuck. She’s going to be the death of me. I groan and look at her sex to see her pussy is wet.
“It feels natural for you to listen to me too. I like it a lot,” I say trying to stay on the bed. And it does. I need control. I need her submissive. I need her to obey me. I’m a sick fuck. I know.
We sit in silence for an agonizing few minutes. It’s now or never.
“We are going to have a conversation now… among a few other things. And this can stop at any time.” I shudder, the need to touch her is so strong.
“Do you hear me?”
She nods.
“I need control over you when we’re behind closed doors. Have you ever used a safe word?”
“No, Alpha. I’ve never been with a man… completely. And my old Alpha… didn’t ask me for permission,” she says quietly.
I’m pleased to hear that she’s never fucked anyone but I hate that he took from her.
Flash and I both growl.
Focus. After we explain what we need we can touch her.
“I would like to help you find one.”“Okay, Alpha,” she murmurs.
“Before we do anything, I need you to have one. I am not your old Alpha and I won’t force you to do anything you don’t want to do,” I need her to know this.
“Is there a word you can think of?” I ask.
“No…”
“If you don’t have a word in mind, you can use my name.”
“Viktor?”
I shake my head. No. “My middle name, Markov. Do you think you can remember that?”
She nods again.
What a good girl. Flash nods in agreeance.
“You will use this name only when you’ve reached your limit or if you need a break. Everything can stop with just this word.”
Another nod. “Will you hurt me?” She asks and raises her eyes to meet mine.
“I don’t want to hurt you but sometimes there will be pain followed by pleasure.” I can’t help the images that fill my mind. I need to touch her.
“I’ve always been this way and I will continue to be this way. As my mate, I won’t hide this part of me. I need control.”
She bows her head and nods. I hope I haven’t scared her off yet.
“I don’t believe in slavery. You are my mate and everyone will give you respect.” I can’t help but shift. My dick is hard and she’s naked in front of me.
“I don’t ask that you call me… master but if you want to when we’re behind closed doors, I will allow it.” It’s a fucking turn-on.
She nods again.
“I will have you one day but that won’t be today. However, I must touch you.”
“Touch me, master.”
My heat aches as the thoughts flit through my mind one after the other. Tears prick the corners of my eyes before filling them. My chest pangs with the need to be wrapped up in his arms. I know without a shadow of a doubt that Jake would do all of those things. He would care for me as he had before. He would look after me as my Beta, my partner, and the father of our child.My soul wept for him, my heart broke for him, and my mind went mad for him. I curled into a ball on the bed and grasped at the sheets as the pain poured from my body. I screamed as it became unbearable and my vision went white. I cried out, my cry turning into a scream, as the door burst open. It slammed against the wall, but still my vision remained impaired.I couldn’t see anyone, but I heard voices. I felt the rush of people around me and hands checking me and prodding my belly. I froze when I felt the warmth of a hand on my shoulder and a familiar scent I didn’t think I would ever smell again. I threw my head ba
Kacie I want to bury my head into his chest but I can’t. I can’t bring myself to look away. I continue staring at him as Viktor lays down by his side. He props himself up and stares down at him. The love and sadness in his eyes blend into one. His gaze darts back and forth between the two of us. A sad smile pulling at the corners of his lips. “I love you,” I whisper. “I love you,” Viktor says quietly. We shared stories, we cried, we laughed. I told him about one of the mornings after my Luna Ceremony when I woke up and found Jake naked across from me. He flexed and tried to show off. Viktor chuckled and shared a precious memory from when they first kissed. It was sweet and I wished I could have seen the look in Jake’s eyes if he had heard Viktor tell the story. The next memory Viktor shared with me was the look on Jake’s face when I walked out that first day in Ken’s house. When he smelled me and knew I was his mate, he only trusted Jake to be alone with me. That’s why he let him
Kacie“I have one request,” I said.“Anything my love,” Viktor said.“I don’t want him in the lobby. I want him in our room. Can we do that?” I asked.“We can do whatever we want Kacie,” Viktor answered.In the olden days, it was common for our kind to spend the dead’s last night with them. It was like a ritual, we clean their bodies with a cloth, wash their hair, and clothe them in something loose. After the ritual the body is placed in the living room or the pack lobby if the dead was an alpha. The family would then bring their blankets and pillows to sleep in the front on the couch or the floor. It’s the last night you get with the dead. It’s a form of closure and was done away with one hundred years ago, or at least that’s what Viktor told me. When he told me about it I clung to the knowledge and asked him if we could do it too. He admitted that he mentioned it to gouge my reaction. We looked into each others eyes and knew without a doubt that we needed to do it.It may have been
Kacie “I’ve failed. I failed and lost him,” Viktor said. The weight on his shoulders was large enough to make anyone crumble beneath it. Still, my mate stood firm. My heart broke for the mate we’d lost, but it soared knowing that he was safe. Instead of keeping my thoughts to myself I would make sure he knew. I would make sure he knew every day how much I loved him, how much I needed him in my life. I would make sure he knew how loved he was, but first, he needed to face Jake. He needed to come to grips with it as I have. He needs to make peace with it, so he can move forward. We both needed this. “Come here,” I said. I watched as he mentally drew back, away from me as if he would hurt me. As if he thought he’d lose me too if he touched me. I reached for him, my outstretched hand open in offering for him to take it. He had to take it. Viktor stared at my hand for a moment before his eyes darted to Jake on the ground between us. Desperation clear in his eyes when he looked back at m
Kacie In an attempt to feel whatever warmth Jake had left I pushed my body as close as I could to his. I ignored the unevenness of his body, the difference between it now and what I remembered. Everything in me came flowing out as my hair flowed out all around me. My hands grasped at his muddy shirt and my heart broke for the second time today. Jake’s body was hard and the finality of it pulled the sheet from beneath my feet. I was no longer able to deny the crushing reality. The warmth was seeping out of him as quickly as the clouds had formed above us. Footsteps squelched behind me announcing Viktor’s presence. My pain vibrated in his chest as he stopped behind me. It was enough to pull him away from mourning his sister. The curiosity outweighing the fear led him to me. I could feel his pain as he felt mine. I knew when he saw who lay beneath me because he made an unintelligible sound behind me. Still, I couldn’t bring myself to lift my head. I couldn’t look back at him. I couldn’
KacieI’ll hurt you.I don’t want to hurt you.I don’t want to hurt him. I wouldn’t hurt him. The urge, no, the need to make sure I don’t hurt him runs through my veins as the idea of burning him strikes me hard in the chest. It’s like an ice cold bucket of water and I feel like I’ve jolted awake from a dream. The flames protest against my will as my mind refuses to hurt the man in front of me. For the first time since becoming aware I look at him. My eyes wander over black hair, a sharp jaw, and full lips. Dark tired eyes filled with worry stared down at me. My mate reaches for me a second time and this time I extinguish the flames with the flick of my wrist as realization dawned on me.My mate.He’s okay.He’s alive.If my mate is here than why am I so hurt?My does my heart bleed?I lean in toward him and his hand gently grazes over my cheek, his shoulders relaxed, and relief stared back at me. I was safe. I was in one piece. I had survived. If he hadn’t gotten my attention things