Chapter 8

Since Elliot left, I've been pacing my room the entire time. That was something I shouldn't have said. I'm not sure what possessed me to say those nasty remarks to him. My guilt is consuming me. When those words left my mouth, I couldn't get the expression of hurt off Elliot's face.

I'm not sure what I'm thinking. Why did I feel compelled to do that? I just realized I was furious and irritated with him for ordering me to break up with Matt. I understand Matt hasn't been the best boyfriend due to his busy activities, but I don't see why he is forcing me to leave our relationship. It's not like we're still in high school, where I'd obey his every command.

I attempted to explain myself. I wished to speak with him. I tried to call him back, but he didn't respond. And I can tell he's angry because of his expression. My heart was crushed when he walked out of my flat door without even looking back. I'm not sure how I'd explain it to him.

Since he departed, I've been attempting to reach hi