Chapter Four

Last night I found out I was pregnant, and with Cole's baby--of all people.

He spent the night but just left to go and open the youth center where he works...with Hanna.

Poor Hanna. I sort of feel sorry for her since she was hoping to start something with Cole, but at the same time, I'm not.

I was jealous as fuck, I won't lie... I still don't know where Cole and I stand though, we haven't talked much.

It's early as shit in the morning, and I decide to go on a run. I need the fresh air before I start my hectic day.

The cold January breeze whips around outside, chilling my bones as I run along the road in my neighborhood. There's no snow on the ground, but with the temperature as freezing as it is, it should be snowing.

Mmmm. The cold air feels fresh and relaxing as it hits me in the face.

There's something about the cold air that takes my nausea away; if I could stay outside all day, I would.

As I jog down the sidewalk I think of the baby that's inside of me; Cole's baby, that's inside