LOGINTonyOlivia and I flew out to Colorado early the next morning and didn’t think to tell anyone goodbye. We figured they would understand and the occasional email from myself to Matt would have to suffice. We are cordial while communicating via email or phone with each other. We didn’t talk about anything personal, we always kept it strictly business. However, there were a few times in which we had some uncomfortable silences while on the phone. My mother sent me a Christmas gift because I hadn’t planned on going back until Spring. We hadn’t spoken to each other either, and the strain was felt on both sides. I sent her a Christmas gift as well. She sent me a card simply saying, I love you. Love, Your Mother. I wanted to show up at the house with Olivia and let us all hash it out in one full swoop, but I didn’t want to rush anything. Olivia extended her leave for an extra 30 days. She got a chance to see the ins and outs of the business and helped me streamline the orders as well as h
SharonLater on, after everyone had gone home, I turned the music down as low as possible. I wanted to get outside my head and think about what my next moves were going to be. My best friend and my son, two of the most important people in my life, have given me some devastating news. However I am not without my faults, having Tony walk in on Matt and I was unplanned but I can only say it was inevitable. Just after making love to Matt, I laid in the bed wondering about how Olivia must have felt and how they actually got together.“Did you know about Tony and Olivia?” I turned towards Matt as he flicked the channels on the television. “If I tell you, would you not get mad at me?” He crossed his legs underneath the duvet. His body looked so cute and tanned as he laid naked in my bed. “That means you did,” I raised an eyebrow.“Here’s what I know to be true. I knew that Tony met an older lady though his job,”“His job?” I interrupted and frowned wondering how that would connect Olivi
OliviaWell I can say for certain, I didn’t think Sharon’s birthday party would end up like it did. I’m sure Sharon didn’t expect it either. Regardless, all of the shit that has hit the fan at least all of the secrets were out. I don’t know how Tony found out about Sharon and Matt. I was actually headed out of the door because I wanted Tony more than ever and I couldn’t stand being around him in the same place pretending, while Sharon was being open with her relationship with Matt. Laying next to Tony felt surreal as I thought this moment would never come again. But yet it happened. When I’d left Sharon’s party with him chasing after me, it felt like a fairytale. I knew for sure Robert would have never chased after me. Tony not only confessed his feelings to me, but to the entire world and his Mother! I couldn’t even begin to think what she would say to me or how our next conversation would go. Tony rolled over towards me, crossing his leg over mine, giving me some sort of bear h
TonyOlivia had come back to me and I wasn’t going to let her leave again. I planned to make sure it never happened again. My Mom was shocked by me kissing Olivia in front of her, Matt and my father. I’m sure she had a lot to deal with, her party was still in full swing, her ex-husband showed up and I caught her kissing my best friend. I, on the other hand, only had one person on my mind and that was Olivia. I placed her gently down on the bed and closed the door. The room was dimly lit by a light coming from her bathroom. I removed my suit jacket and unbuttoned my shirt while I removed my shoes standing in front of her. She stood up and unbuttoned her oversized suit jacket revealing a sexy lingerie outfit underneath. Was she planning to see me? “Wow, were you expecting me?” I asked as I watched her lay the jacket across the bench at the end of her bed.“Hoping was more like it,” she smiled walking over to me. “I’ve missed you so much,” “I’ve missed you too Beautiful,” I removed m
TonyOlivia was still feeling insecure about being with me. I could tell by the way she practically avoided me during my mother’s birthday party. We had a moment in the kitchen and had, what I thought was a good start to us possibly getting back together, but she avoided the subject. I admitted, unwillingly, that I had an intimate contract with Ashley. I didn’t want to tell her but I also didn’t want to lie to her about anything if we were going to start anew. I would see her smiling as she spoke to others while I stood off to the side watching her from a distance. She looked happy and content holding everything together. I wasn’t sure if she wanted to try again but I felt it. She’d told me she missed me in the kitchen, even though it didn’t mean she wanted me back, it had to count for something. She was afraid of being hurt, and her pushing me away was her defensive mechanism. I wanted her back so much it ached in my soul. I had finally gotten a moment, when she wasn’t surrounded
SharonI couldn’t wait until November came around, it was like I was rejuvenated! I always get excited for the month of November because it was my birthday month and I took advantage of the entire month even though my birthday lands on the 15th of the month. Happily, my birthday landed on a Saturday, which was a plus because everyone who was invited were off on the weekends. I was going to have the time of my life. I was worried because I had planned on coming clean with Tony and let him know that I’ve been seeing Matt but I wasn’t sure of how to bring up the subject, let alone handle the backlash I know I will get. I was worried as it may drive a wedge between Tony and I, which may also drive another one between Matt and I. It was the first time I had ever second guessed myself in being in a relationship with Matt. I enjoyed being with him and I know he enjoyed being with me, yet I didn’t want to hurt my son in the process. I wasn’t confident that he wouldn’t disown me because of







