LOGINBrittany
I angrily scooped up a bag of ice from the freezer, wrapping it around a towel before holding it up to my cheek, which throbbed from the slap I got from Leila earlier before I rushed out of the house.
It's been four hours and thirteen minutes since I got home and not a single call from Andre.
Not that I was checking.
Sighing, I realised that my eyes was straying to the phone and I looking away instantly.
God, how messed up am I?
Shoving aside the recent crisis that invaded my life, I looked around the disaster of a house that we lived in and heaved out another tired sigh.
The wallpapers were peeling and some of the pipes weren't good, resulting in water leakage, smells and damp spots in certain areas in the house.
Aside from the fact that so many things needed repairs in the house, there was also the matter of food and bare essentials.
I never thought a day would come that I'd have to beg my parent for food but sadly, that's the situation I'm in.
Ever since my Mom died, my life turned upside down.
I no longer had a reliable parent that loved me wholly in my corner, instead, I got a deadbeat dad who cares more about his job than he does me.
He's so neglectful that sometimes, I think he forgets he even has a daughter.
It hurts…. Knowing that you have someone who's biologically related to you but couldn't bother to give a fuck about you.
It's not like he's attitude is new but while Mom was alive, she acted like a shield, covering up for his inadequacy.
My heart throbbed at the memory of her but my stomach growling with hunger forced me to push those thoughts aside.
I rummaged in the fridge, and thankfully, I spotted a can of soup that was still good and a tub of milk.
Just as I had opened up the can of soup, placing the contents into the microwave, I heard the keys in the front door jingle, the door opening to reveal Dad or as I like to call him, Jacob.
He dragged his feet as he walked in his tie askew, barely tossing me a glance as he walked past. “Hey,” he mumbled, heading straight for the stairs.
I didn't bother to respond him, chomping down the soup as soon as it was ready.
Usually whenever Jacob gets back, he usually heads straight for the bedroom and doesn't resurface until the next morning or if I'm lucky, the next evening but tonight he chose to grace me with his presence and said the most annoying words, “Is there any left for me?” He pointed at the bowl I was eating from.
My mouth dropped open, followed by the spoon.
I do try to be respectful despite his nonchalant behaviour towards me but I couldn't hold it back any longer especially the shit I've been through recently.
“Are you fucking kidding me right now?” I jumped up from the counter. “You walk through that door, nonchalant about me or my emotional wellbeing yet you have the fucking guts to ask me for food?!” I take the bowl and toss it across the room. “You know, I try to make excuses for you but now I'm realising that you're just a horrible person!”
Annoyed and angry that my only source of food got tossed aside, I ran upstairs to my room, locking the door behind me.
The next thing I did as to slam on my headphones and fall into bed, drowning my problems with music.
Only to wake up the next day with the sun shining down on my face, my alarm beeping wildly to remind me that I was late for work.
My eyes flew open immediately as I jumped out of bed and straight into the shower, panicking once I realized I had barely thirty minutes to get to work, including traffic.
Of course, the asshole I call a father couldn't be bothered to wake me up.
In between jumping into my clothes and running out the door, I glanced at my phone, noticing that neither Andre not Claire had called me back.
I tried not to let it bother me so much, placing my focus on getting to work on time.
My manager, Brian can be a real asshole about punctuality.
Despite how much I hurried to work, I was still 5 minutes late which elicted a frown from Brian on my way to the changing room.
“You're late and your section is slammed.” Clara, my work colleague informed me, tying on her own apron before leaving.
“Fuck this,” I muttered under my breath, heaving a tray of drink and food, heading to the back of the cafe where my section was.
In no time, I had cleared my spot and busy taking down report when I got alerted that I had a customer in my section.
Sighing, I grabbed my notepad and pen, striding towards the lady.
Her back was turned to me so I didn't see her face until it was too late.
It's Leila.
If it wasn't because I had Brian's eyes on me and it won't look good to walk out in a customer, I would've balked.
Instead, I let my cool, mustering a tight smile. “Hello, ma'am. What can I get you?”
“A conversation…” She says cooly. “Sit your ass down.”
I bristled at her tone but fear overshadowed my anger. “Um, I ca-can’t. I have to work.”
She nonchalantly slapped a $100 bill on the table. “That should cover talking to you for the next 30 minutes.”
With a nervous gulp, I sat down gingerly. “How can I help you?”
“I have a preposition for you,” She pulled out a thin envelope from her bag, pushing it across the table to me. “I promise you it's a good deal.”
A quick glance at the envelope told me that she wanted me to quit my relationship with Andre and testify against him in court…in exchange for a large sum of money.
“Oh, fuck no!” I turned down her proposal. “I'm not doing any of that.”
The pleasant look she had on her face turned to frown. “Hmmm, you'll soon realise how generous my offer was but sadly, it’ll no longer be available to you when you need it.”
With that, she turned and walked away, the subtle threats turning my insides cold.
BrittneyThe silence in the car was unbearable.Instead of allowing Jackson to drive us back home, Andre dismissed him for whatever reason he had and took his place behind the wheel.Honestly, I didn't care either way. I just wanted to get home and be done with this night.Andre’s hand gripped the wheel so tightly that his knuckles were white, and the glow from the streetlights cut across his jaw, sharp and tense.Every now and then, he would glance at me as though expecting me to say something, but I kept my lips stubbornly shut and my arms folded across my chest, my eyes on the blur of passing buildings, refusing to meet his gaze.Every time I blinked, I saw flashes of the restaurant rushing back at me…. The chaos, the crazed man lunging at me, the fear that gripped me so tightly, it rendered me immobile.I guess this was my life now.Chaos.Danger.Fear.All because of him….and it made me pissed.“Brittney, come on,” Andre said at last, voice low and strained. “You’re really not go
BrittneyThere's nothing that makes adrenaline kick like the sight of danger.Time seemed to slow down, making everything a tad bit hypersensitive… the clink of a fork, the murmur of other tables, the scratch of a napkin.Everything became background noise as my entire focus narrowed to the sharp glint of the knife in the guy's hand.Andre’s face shifted the moment he saw it.He went from casual to alert in a fraction of a second, that practiced composure of his crumpling into something raw.He started to rise, the act more of a reflex than a plan.“You'd better sit your ass down!” the man said, voice flat but edged.Weirdly enough, he didn’t raise his voice enough to alarm the room.That was the cruel part…. his body was angled so that the blade was hidden by his tray and his chest, so people watching from the other tables would think it was just a tense conversation.Only we were aware of what was going on.Andre froze, mid-stride. “Hey, man,” he said, trying the easy smile that usu
BrittneyI stood in front of the mirror, smoothing the emerald-green satin dress over my hips, trying not to think too hard about how much it had cost.The dress had crushed stones that made it sparkle when I moved, with a low neckline that scooped the tops of my cleavage.It was a gorgeous piece that I fell in love with instantly the moment I laid my eyes on it.Andre had pressed his black card into my hand that morning, casually saying, “Get whatever you like.”Like money wasn't an issue…. I guess for him it wasn't.But as I studied my reflection, a familiar voice whispered in my mind….Is this right?I was starting to rethink the whole thing.Is going out for dinner really what I should be doing with Andre, a man that I didn't trust?Rolling my shoulders, I forced those thoughts down and took one last glance at the mirror thenI grabbed my clutch, shoving the card back inside, and forced my expression into something neutral before walking out.Andre was in the living room, leaning
BrittanyThe house was quiet, the kind of quiet that makes you second-guess every creak and noise you hear.I had taken the day off from the office, half working from home and half trying not to think too much about anything.Or what the TraceRunner told me the previous day.I had to take a break and figure out what to do.Whoever was sending me those weird and creepy messages wanted me to find something out… the only question is…. How bad would it be?Sighing, I scrubbed a hand down my face, wishing someone was around.Samantha was in school, and Claire had a meeting to attend, which meant I had the rare luxury of silence.I thought I’d enjoy it.Turns out, silence just leaves room for your mind to wander in circles.I was curled up on the couch with my laptop balanced on my knees, having decided to do some work when I heard the front door click open. My head snapped up.The last person I expected to see was Andre.He stepped inside, dragging his travel bag behind him.For a second,
BrittneyThe apartment was too quiet after Claire left.Too quiet in that heavy way that made me feel like there were pins and needles on my skin.Long after she left, I remained on the edge of the couch, staring at the envelope lying on the coffee table as though it might open its mouth and explain itself.Explain what the words in it meant.My fingers itched to pick it up again, but I didn’t.I’d already looked at the photograph a dozen times.Each time, the sight of my mother standing beside Andre carved deeper into me.And then there was Claire.It's like I can't get enough of this family and the drama.Her presence still clung to the air like perfume I couldn’t get rid of.The way she had casually brought up my mother… it was out of the blue, with that sly tilt of her head… the entire thing made my skin crawl.Out of all the things she could have said, why mention my mother now? Why hint at memories I wasn’t ready to face right when a photograph of her appeared in my mailbox?Sur
BrittneyThe house felt too big without them.I’d only just gotten back from the hospital, and my body was still weak, every step reminding me I wasn’t fully healed.Several hours after I had spoken up, I finally managed to get in touch with Andre who sounded tired and exhausted.The call was brief and we mostly talked about Samantha.Who isn't here either.She was staying the night at Jane’s… an innocent sleepover arranged for her safety, though it stung more than I expected.The fact that my kid had to stay somewhere so she didn't have to be hurt.The thought of her laughing in Jane’s cozy home while I sat alone in mine made the walls feel even more hollow.Oh, how I wished I could join them.Security guards patrolled outside, their shadows occasionally passing across the curtains.Their presence should have comforted me, but instead, it made me hyper-aware that danger was lurking around, close enough to require them.Inside the house, the silence was deafening.I tried to relax, ev







