LOGINFor seven years, Nadia McCoy has been dead. That's what Alexander Stone believes. Nadia made sure he believed it. She disappeared without an explanation, taking the biggest secret of their relationship with her: the son he never knew existed. She didn't leave because she stopped loving Alexander. She left because she had no choice. Seven years later, Nadia has built a quiet life for herself and her son, keeping her identity hidden and doing everything she can to forget the man she once loved. Then Alexander finds her. --- “Choke back those pathetic little tears, my kitty. Save them for when you're begging me to stop, because this everyday torment is your entire existence now.” --- The Alexander Nadia remembered was nothing like this. Now he's married, more powerful, and ruthless. After believing she was dead for seven years, he isn't willing to lose her twice. He wants answers, but he's no longer asking nicely. The more Nadia resists, the harder he pushes. He's determined to break through every boundary she puts between them. He's married. She knows she should stay away. But the man she loved is still buried beneath all that anger. Nadia knows why she disappeared. She knows who she was running from. Alexander doesn't. And she has no intention of telling him.
View More“Your son’s lungs are failing,” the doctor stated, looking up from his tablet with heavy pity. “We can start advanced therapy immediately, but the hospital demands a ten-thousand-dollar down payment to initiate treatment. Every moment counts. If we don't start within 24 hours, his body won't have the stamina to survive.”
A sudden, sharp ringing filled my ears, drowning out the rest of his voice as the room seemed to tilt. I left his office absentmindedly after accepting the bill, promising to bring the money as soon as I could. Everything I had been holding together was falling apart at once, leaving nothing else for it to take except him. My son had always been sickly since birth. It started early and never really stopped. One illness would fade only for another to take its place. Hospital visits became normal. Medication became routine. Nights when I stayed awake to watch his chest rise and fall became part of my life. Every savings I ever had went into keeping him alive and stable. Every job I took, every double shift, every night I came home too exhausted to think was for him. I was always broke. Always working. Always calculating what I could afford to delay so I could afford what he needed right now. It was never enough. Outside the hospital, I stood trapped in a corner of the concrete walls. My hands shook so violently I could barely keep my grip on the discharge paper. The more I looked at the bill, the harder it was to breathe. How? How am I supposed to pay this? What do I sell next? My blood? My soul? There is nothing left. I have empty pockets and an empty bank account, and my baby is dying inside those walls. I looked up, my eyes burning with unshed tears as I stared out at the crowded sidewalk. Hundreds of strangers rushed past. They were laughing, talking on their phones, completely untouched by the wrecking ball smashing through my life. I watched the sea of faces blur by, feeling utterly invisible. Look at me, I begged silently. Help me. I couldn't even speak out the words stuck in my chest. Please, someone look at me. See me. Help me. A wave of dizzying despair hit me as I scanned the moving mass of people. How do I find help out here? Who do I ask? Do I beg on the street corner? Do I drop to my knees and scream for mercy? Every face looked like a locked door. No one stopped. No one cared. The sheer weight of my helplessness crushed down on my shoulders, squeezing the air from my lungs. I was entirely alone in a world full of people, holding a piece of paper that felt like my son's death sentence. Ten thousand dollars. I repeated it in my mind, hoping it would shrink if I said it enough times. It didn’t. I closed my eyes, but the number didn’t leave. It even appears behind my eyes. The deadline was rushing toward me like an oncoming train. Where do you find that kind of money before time runs out? You don't. Not legally. “I will do anything,” I vowed under my breath, my knuckles turning white as I gripped the bill. “I will beg, I will steal, I will tear the world apart piece by piece if it keeps his heart beating.” A cold, heavy breath rattled in my chest, and I forced my trembling spine straight. I must be strong. I gave birth to him. So I have to be the wall between him and the grave. As I stared into the passing crowd, a sickening truth settled into my gut: This wasn't just bad luck. This was a result of my choice. I lost everything because of that secret from seven years ago. My current life is exactly what I deserve. This crushing poverty and agonizing terror served as the universe finally collecting its debt. Under the flickering amber glare of a streetlamp, I saw it—a torn flyer on a pole, flapping in the wind as if it had been pinned there just for me.. Masked Strippers Needed. Immediate Cash. VIP Clients Only. The text on the flyer blurred as my brain scrambled for an excuse to look away. I tried to force a laugh, to reject it before the temptation could take root, but the numbers on the page held my eyes hostage. This isn't me. I am not this kind of woman. A heavy sense of shame settled over my chest. I shouldn't even be standing here considering it, yet I couldn't tear my gaze away. I dialed the number written on the flyer before I could overthink it. The voice that answered didn’t sound surprised. “Come to the club by eleven,” he said. “If you’re serious, don’t waste my time.” My breath seized when the line ended. This wasn't an option. But it was the only way to survive. If anything happens to my son, I wouldn't be able to live on. Before eleven p.m. that same night, I followed the address on the flyer and found the club. It was louder and more crowded than I expected. I stood at the entrance, quivering and wondering what the hell I was doing here. I should turn back. My feet didn’t listen. Inside, a man glanced at me once. “Put this on first,” he ordered, handing over a short, strapless top stamped with the club’s name alongside a thong. A wave of cold terror hit me as I looked down at what I was holding. He didn't expect me to wear this used thong, right? The words died in my throat as he snapped. “If you are not ready, you can leave now.” The air left my lungs, and a heavy, numbing chill crept from my chest down to my fingertips. I couldn't move. I couldn't breathe. Then, the mental image of my son’s face broke through the panic, anchoring me to the floor. My fingers fumbled blindly with my buttons. I began to strip, exposed under his heavy gaze. My hands shook so violently I could barely manage the zipper. It’s temporary, I chanted like a silent prayer in my head. For my son. Just get through the night. I’ll be fine. He stepped closer, pressing a mask and a plastic key card into my trembling palm. “Go upstairs,” he commanded. “VIP section. Cash is released after your shift. Ten thousand. Focus on your performance. The better you do, the more you earn.” I stared at the VIP door for several seconds, nearly overthinking my decision before I swiped the card. My stomach twisted when the lock clicked. Walking into the main room felt like stepping onto a stage under a spotlight. Heads turned instantly, and a wave of crude whistles washed over me, making my skin crawl. I forced my eyes down to my feet, my posture stiffening as I became hyper-aware of how I walked, how I breathed, how I held myself. The room swam in a chaotic flash of bright disco lights. In every corner, women dressed in the same outfits as me, or practically nothing at all, were drinking and behaving with a lawless disregard for decency. It was a warning sign flashing right in front of me, screaming at me to run. But the thought of the ten thousand dollars locked me in place. The air smelled of money, foreign perfumes, and heavy air conditioning, choking the breath from my lungs. I prayed for the floor to swallow me up. Instead, the speakers thudded, the music surged. My shift officially began. On the stage, I forced my body to move to the rhythm. Ten thousand dollars. That cash was the price of my son's life. No matter what happened in this room, no matter how the air suffocated me, I just had to endure. At first, the detachment worked. A steady rain of bills began to flutter down around me, slapping against the stage and pooling at my feet. Then, cold fingers clamped around my wrist. My body recoiled before my brain could even process the threat. I froze, my muscles locking instantly under the mask. A second man slapped my ass. His breath was hot against my neck, and a wave of pure panic flooded my veins. This wasn’t part of the deal. I wrenched my arm back, fighting desperately to break his grip, but my heart was hammering so violently against my ribs I could barely breathe. “Look at this one, trying to play innocent,” the first man sneered, his grip tightening until my bones ached. He yanked me down closer to his bloated face. “You're on this stage, honey. Don't act like you're too good for us now.” “Come on, strip for us!” the second one laughed, his voice booming over the bass. He tossed a crumpled handful of bills directly at my face. The paper scratched against my skin. “We bought you for the night. You're nothing but a cheap doll, so do your job and strip. Nobody is coming to save you.” “Please,” I begged and tried to pull back, but the first man just laughed, pulling me so close I could smell the stale alcohol on him. “Please what?” he mocked, his ravenous eyes scanning my shaking body with unhinged fervor and ownership. “You think anyone cares? Look around you. You're just a whore in a pretty mask. Tell me something, do you have enough holes for you to take all of us?” I ignored him, crying silently under the metal mask. “Don’t worry, we will pay you more.” The second man reached up, his thick fingers digging into my thighs. “Strip. Show us all your worthless body. “Stop crying and strip for us, trash.” Around us, a few onlookers cheered them on, while others just turned their heads away. No one was going to help. Tears stung my eyes beneath the mask. They were right. I was trapped. I had to sell my dignity to save my boy, and these men knew I couldn't run. The thick air froze in my chest as absolute despair shattered me. I wish I could just collapse. “Let go of her.” The music seemed to die instantly. The room dissolved into a deafening silence. A sickening dread flooded my stomach. I knew that voice. I would know it anywhere. I had spent seven agonizing years, changed my name, and burned down my entire life just to forget it.My hands kept moving as I folded his shirts, trousers, underwear, toys, books, and a few of his favorite things. “Where exactly are you going?” “I don't know yet.” I glanced at Orson and sighed. “I just know I can't stay here.” James eyed my packing with an expression that suggested he hadn't imagined everything rushing ahead so quickly. “Jackie, you don't even have somewhere booked.” “I'll figure it out.” I shocked myself with how sure I sounded—and I terrified him, considering he’d never witnessed this anxious, guarded version of me. I zipped the bag closed and faced him. “I have to make sure he's safe first. Everything else can come later.” James looked toward Orson, then back at me. “Jackie, let me help you.” I shook my head. “No, James. You've already done more than enough for me.” Jame didn't argue, but the concern in his eyes told me he wasn't going to let the matter rest. “Come here, sunshine.” Orson left his food and came closer, looking up at me with those trusti
James set the food down before crouching in front of Orson and handing him one of the packs.I glanced at Orson, who was happily eating the food James had brought. He had abandoned the sandwich I made for him the moment James opened the containers, choosing a plate of fried rice with grilled chicken, spring rolls, and a small portion of his restaurant’s signature barbecue wings instead.“I brought enough for both of you,” James said when he caught me watching. Orson nodded enthusiastically while reaching for another spring roll. “He likes it,” he said.“He clearly does.” A small smile tugged at my lips before I looked back at him. “Thank you, James.”“Thank you, James,” Orson said after me with his mouth full. He was the biggest foodie in the world.“You're welcome, little man,” he replied, grinning.They did a familiar funny handshake. Then James ruffled his hair just like a father would do to his son. However, he wasn't Orson’s father. And he could never be. I watched them for a m
I squeezed my eyes shut and heaved a deep breath before I reached for the light switch.The room came alive, revealing the clothes scattered across my bed.My stomach twisted as memories of that night came rushing back so quickly that I had to grip the doorframe.I recalled leaving this apartment convinced I could handle whatever came next. I shivered when I thought back to the fear, the humiliation, the helplessness, and everything I had endured before Alex appeared.Coming back here made the memories feel frighteningly close again.I looked away, refusing to let it consume me again.Orson was still beside me, quietly taking in the room, and I forced myself to breathe. I couldn't afford to fall apart in front of him.My thoughts returned to James. He had helped me more times than I cared to remember. Whenever money became tight or Orson needed something I couldn't afford, he had been the person I could turn to, and he never made me feel ashamed for asking, even when I knew I was al
Orson walked beside me, his small fingers wrapped around mine while his eyes kept drifting back toward the estate. I knew he wasn’t expecting us to leave so suddenly. I knew he already liked Alex. My heart felt heavier with guilt towards my boy. He didn't deserve to live in the slums with me. His father was Alexander Stone and he should be living in a big house where the staff would address him as the “young master.” Would he ever understand my decision? Or would he hate me for keeping his wealthy father from him? “Mommy, are we going home?” “Yes, baby,” I said, wiping the tears from my cheeks before he could see how badly I was struggling. “We're going home.” Before this place, home had never meant a single address. Staying anywhere too long felt dangerous. Every familiar face became a possible threat, every unexpected question made me wonder if someone had discovered that the woman they believed was dead had been living among them. I couldn't afford to become comfortable. I


















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