MasukThe steam blanketed the bathroom, thick and suffocating, curling around my body like a lover I couldn’t shake.
The mirror was useless, fogged up and dripping, but I didn’t need to see myself. I could see her just fine. Emily. Fuck. I clenched my jaw and let the scalding water pour over my back. It didn’t help. Nothing helped. My cock was already hard, aching, twitching with the same goddamn need that had plagued me every fucking day since she walked into my office. In that tight pencil skirt. Hair pinned up. Red lips that screamed sin. My fucking secretary. The same girl I’d had a one-night stand with… before I knew who she was. And now? She was right there. Every. Fucking. Day. Clicking around the office in her heels, leaning over my desk with that sweet, fake-innocent smile like she didn’t remember how she rode me until we broke the bed. I groaned low and grabbed my cock, wrapping a firm fist around it. It jerked against my grip, thick and leaking. Precum was already beading at the tip, proof that just the thought of her had me ready to explode. “You fucking tease,” I muttered, pumping slowly. My thumb circled the head, spreading the wetness around before dragging down the thick vein along the underside. My balls tightened instantly. My hips shifted forward on instinct. I was so fucking gone. I could see her now, on her knees in the middle of my office, red lips parting, that wicked look in her eyes as she whispered, “Let me taste it, sir.” Sir. God help me. She moaned when I pushed into her mouth. She choked on it, loved it. Saliva dripping down her chin, eyes fluttering as she gagged herself willingly on my cock. My grip tightened, pumping harder now, faster. The slap of skin against skin echoed off the tiled walls, obscene and perfect. I didn’t care. I needed this. Needed her. Even if it was just in my fucking head. I tipped my head back against the shower wall and groaned, stroking faster, hips fucking into my hand now. My cock was rock-hard, angry red, throbbing with every pulse of desire I couldn’t shake. I imagined her bent over my desk, panties around one ankle, blouse half-ripped off. “Beg for it, Emily,” I growled under my breath, stroking harder. She’d whimper, glancing back over her shoulder, lips swollen and cheeks flushed. “Please, Mr. Steele… I need your cock.” That fucking voice. That sweet, filthy mouth. I was losing it. I could almost feel her pussy squeezing around me, tight and wet, sucking me in so deep I couldn’t tell where I ended and she began. I hissed between clenched teeth and twisted my wrist, pumping faster, messier now. My thighs tensed. My abs clenched. “Take it, baby,” I panted, vision blurring. “Take every fucking inch…” My balls pulled tight. The pressure built like a firestorm in my spine. One more stroke, And I snapped. With a guttural groan, I came hard, thick spurts of cum spilling over my fist, shooting across the shower wall. My body jerked with every wave, cock pulsing violently in my hand as the release dragged out longer than I expected. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I leaned forward, panting, my free hand pressed flat to the wall for support. Water washed over me, swirling away the mess, but it didn’t take the guilt or the craving. Even now, after blowing the hardest load I’d had in weeks, I was still half-hard. Still not satisfied. Emily had ruined me. I couldn’t look at her without remembering how tight she was. How loud she screamed my name. How she clenched around me when she came. And the worst part? I had to see her in a few hours. Sitting across my desk. Acting like she wasn’t the best fuck of my life. Like I wasn’t still jerking off to her every night. She didn’t need to know. She couldn’t. Because if she did? I’d bend her over the nearest surface and remind her who made her scream like that the first time. And this time? I wouldn’t stop. My hips jerked forward into the rhythm I’d craved since she walked out of my office today. All because of that damn kiss. Sabrina’s unwanted, sloppy lips had cost me the only person I cared about. I should’ve pushed her off me faster, should’ve locked my damn office door. Should’ve known better. But all I could think of now was Emily, how tight she was, how sweet her scent was when I buried my face in her neck, how she clung to me like I was her whole world. “Emily,” I groaned, breath ragged, guttural, and needy. I felt the orgasm before it hit, deep in my gut, tightening like a coil pulled taut. The heat exploded through me in a rush, my release spilling down my hand, hot and thick, painting the tile in front of me. I stood there, chest heaving, heart pounding, still bracing against the wall like the orgasm had knocked the strength out of my legs. And honestly? It had. The water kept falling. The ache didn’t leave. I wasn’t just hard for her body. I wanted her. Her laugh. Her sass. Her eyes that saw right through me. The sex? Yeah, it was mind-blowing. But the real pain was knowing I may never get to see her again. That I may have ruined it. With a muttered curse, I turned off the water and stepped out of the shower, grabbing a towel. I scrubbed at my face with it, not bothering to dry the rest of my body completely. I stared at myself in the mirror. “You’re a fucking mess, Dominic,” I muttered to my reflection. “All this for one woman.” But she wasn’t just one woman. She was the woman. I pulled on a crisp black shirt and buttoned it halfway, rolling up the sleeves. My silver watch slid on smoothly. I hated suits, but Sabrina’s father was old money, stuck in the Victorian era. And appearances? They mattered to men like him. I chose a navy blazer over it, sharp and cold like the armor I needed to wear. Theo called again, probably to wish me luck before walking into the mansion of my doom. I declined. I didn’t need a pep talk. I needed whiskey. And maybe a shovel to bury Sabrina and her plastic personality in. As the driver pulled up in front of the Rodriguez estate, I muttered under my breath, “God, give me strength… or at least a mild case of food poisoning.” The butler greeted me with a stiff nod and let me in. The mansion hadn’t changed, still screaming of money and bad taste. Crystal chandeliers big enough to crush a man, golden wallpaper that hurt to look at, and a lingering scent of imported roses that tried way too hard. Sabrina bounced down the stairs like a bouncing Barbie, all pink silk and too much perfume. She threw her arms around me, but I stiffened. “Babe, you’re late! Daddy hates it when you’re late.” I smiled like a good little fiancé. “Then let’s not keep Daddy waiting.” She giggled. Gag. We sat at the dining table with Mr. Rodriguez at the head, his eyes sharp and judgmental as ever. His wife didn’t say a word, probably because her facelift made blinking difficult. “Dominic,” the old man said. “When do we begin planning the wedding?” I gave a practiced smile. “Soon, sir. Very soon.” Sabrina squeezed my thigh under the table. I nearly flinched. I looked down at my plate, pretending not to notice how she was trying to play footsie with my leg. The chicken was dry. The wine tasted like betrayal. And every minute I had to pretend to care about Sabrina’s story about her spa day made me consider leaping out the nearest window. As dessert was served, some weird French pastry that looked like deflated boobs, I excused myself to the balcony for fresh air. I pulled out my phone. Opened Emily’s contact. Typed. “I miss you. More than I should. I’m sorry.” Stared at it. And deleted it. No point. She probably hated me now. And if I were her, I would too. I shoved the phone back in my pocket just as Sabrina came out, fake pout in place. “Are you okay, Dommy?” If she called me Dommy one more time, I was jumping off this goddamn balcony. “Peachy,” I said with a tight smile. “Just peachy.” She looped her arms around me. “I was thinking, maybe next weekend, we could go to Milan. I saw this Gucci coat I really want. You know, for our honeymoon wardrobe.” “Sure,” I said. “Right after I book my appointment to sell a kidney.” She blinked. Didn’t get the sarcasm. Of course. I lit a cigarette instead. Took a long drag. I needed to get out. Soon. Before this farce swallowed me whole. And somehow… find a way back to Emily. Back in my car, I loosened my tie and leaned back. The driver didn’t speak. Good man. My thoughts drifted again to the feel of Emily’s skin under my hands. The way she said my name like it was a prayer. The way her body welcomed mine like we were made to be one. Tonight, I had faked love with Sabrina in a mansion full of lies. But my heart? My body? Still belonged to a woman I might have already lost. I needed a plan. And fast.The morning sun didn't shine. It stabbed. That is how it felt anyway, when I stepped out of the cab and onto the pavement in front of Steele Empire with a knot in my stomach and an ache in my lower back. I hadn't slept much the night before, not with Dominic's voice replaying in my head like a song stuck on loop.You've been walking around this office like you don't remember how it felt when I had you moaning my name.It has been a week since that day, and I do not know why I cannot get it out of my head.I gritted my teeth as I entered the building. The memory still burned, not just in my cheeks, but somewhere far more dangerous.I was not here for flirtation. I was not here to get played by a man who had a ring on someone else's finger.Especially not someone like her.Sabrina Rodriguez.She had shown up yesterday afternoon like a bad omen. I had just stepped out of the copy room, arms full of files, when I almost ran into her in the hallway near the executive floor."Oh," she said,
On Wednesday morning, I was knee deep in a budget revision, aggressively typing like the keyboard owed me child support, when my phone buzzed.From: Mr. Steele"Please bring the monthly analytics to my office. Now."Ugh.So much for pretending he didn't exist.I took a deep breath, straightened my blouse, checked that my face didn't scream emotional wreck, grabbed the file, and made my way to the lair of the emotionally unavailable CEO with bedroom eyes and a God complex.He was on the phone when I walked in, pacing behind his desk like a panther in designer shoes, but his eyes flicked up the second I entered.I didn't flinch. Not this time."Set the meeting for next week. I'll get back to you with a confirmed time," he said coolly, then hung up without a goodbye.Charming."Mr. Steele," I said, voice cool as an iced latte. I placed the report on his desk like it was a bomb I was disarming. "Here's the updated analytics. I corrected the discrepancies in the Q2 forecast and highlighted
I headed straight to the women's restroom just in time.Not for a pee break. Not to puke. But to breathe.The second the door clicked shut behind me, I pressed my back against the cold tile wall, fists clenched, jaw locked, throat burning like I'd swallowed glass. My chest rose and fell in short, shallow gasps as the weight of the last ten minutes crashed down on me like a damn wrecking ball.No. Nope. Absolutely not.I was not going to cry over that man.I wasn't.Not after the way he looked at me in his office like I was some casual craving he could summon with a snap of his fingers. Not after the way he whispered my name like it meant something, touched my wrist like it was sacred, then turned cold as ice and told me to leave.That man. That frustratingly beautiful, emotionally unavailable, silver tongued Greek statue of a boss. I hated how he made me feel. I hated that his voice still echoed in my ears like some R rated prayer. I hated that I still wanted him even after he made me
“Emily Hart?”I jolted slightly, heart jumping into my throat.I stood up like I was being called to the principal’s office. My legs felt shaky, and the butterflies in my stomach had evolved into full blown bats.“Good luck,” Sarah said, and Steve offered a soft nod of encouragement.“Thanks,” I whispered, not sure if I meant for the appointment or for just… holding space for me. For making me feel seen.I followed the nurse down a long hallway, the sound of my wedges echoing off the pale yellow walls. Each step felt heavier than the last. I could feel my heart pounding, my palms sweating, the swirl of nerves and hope churning in my gut.“You okay, sweetie?” the nurse asked gently.“Yeah,” I lied, giving her a tight smile. “Just… first time jitters.”She nodded knowingly. “It’s totally normal. We’ll get you checked in, take your vitals, and then the doctor will talk you through everything.”I exhaled slowly as she led me into a private exam room. Soft lights. A poster about folic acid
Monday morning was its usual circus, minus the elephants, but full of clowns. I waltzed into the office like I hadn’t spent the weekend stuffing my face with pepperoni pizza, dodging toxic exes like landmines, and quietly panicking about prenatal checkups while hugging my toilet bowl between episodes of Selling Sunset.My heels clicked across the marble floor with sass and caffeine-fueled vengeance. The kind of click that said, I’ve been through hell, and I’m still cute. My inbox was a warzone, my boobs hurt, and my bladder had turned into a clingy ex, but I kept my head high like I was gunning for a raise.Dominic, my boss-slash-unaware-baby-daddy, barely looked up from his MacBook. Good. Because if he did, he might see the silent fury boiling in my eyeballs. Or worse, the hormones in my bloodstream planning a full-blown emotional ambush.He sat there in his overpriced suit, sipping artisanal coffee like a Pinterest dad to be, oblivious to the fact that he had a tiny version of himse
Saturday mornings were made for quiet. At least, that’s how I’d always pictured them, and this one delivered exactly that. Blissfully quiet. No alarms, no emails, no “urgent” Slack messages from Dominic’s assistant. Just me.I sat by the big living-room window, knees curled to my chest, clutching a warm mug of peppermint tea in my hands. The mug was oversized, with that little crack near the handle, the one that leaked just enough to give it character. My favorite kind of imperfection. Outside, the world was calm. A few birds flitted through the sky as if they had no idea life underneath was a hot mess.Sunlight filtered through pale-gray clouds, briefing the day in soft, forgiving light. My eyes followed the gentle dance of shadows, and I took a deep breath. No deadlines. No threats of workplace drama. Just me, and… what comes next?I trailed my fingers over my still-flat stomach. Not a bump yet, but suddenly everything felt different. I could feel the weight of my decision resting t







