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I didn’t plan for Emily to see that. If Sabrina hadn’t flung herself at me like a hormonal mosquito, this entire mess could have been avoided. But no, of course she had to pounce on me right in the middle of the office like we were on a damn soap opera. And just my luck, Emily saw it. The memory of her walking away with that sass in her step, her chin lifted like the queen she is, slams back into my brain like a car crash. No drama. No shouting. Just a cold, heartbreaking look that said, “I already know.” I swear, if Sabrina wasn’t already on my nerves, I would’ve applauded Emily’s grand exit. Emily might not say much, but her silence screams louder than words. I know she was hurt. And dammit, that’s the last thing I ever wanted to do. I turned my attention back to Sabrina, who was still lounging in my office like she owned the place, batting her fake lashes at me like that would somehow erase the disaster she just caused. “This should be the very last time you try to kiss or be intimate with me at work,” I said, coldly. My voice was steel, every syllable cutting sharp. “I’ve told you time and time again I keep my personal life out of the office. Get that into your thick skull. The next time you try something like this, I’ll have my security drag you out and ban you from ever stepping foot on these premises again. Don’t play with me, Sabrina. I’m not in the mood.” She blinked at me like a confused chihuahua and tried that God-awful thing she calls a pout. If horror had a face, it would be that expression. “Sorry, daddy,” she cooed in what I think was meant to be a seductive voice. Instead, it came out sounding like a dying pigeon. I swear, every time she calls me that, a brain cell commits suicide. Look, I won’t lie Sabrina is beautiful. She’s got the kind of looks that get men stupid. But not me. I’ve seen what’s under the pretty wrapping. A self-centered, spoiled little brat with the emotional intelligence of a wet sponge. “So to what do I owe this visit?” I asked, not even trying to hide my irritation. She plopped down into the chair opposite me, crossing her legs like she was auditioning for a perfume ad. “Can’t I come say a little hello to my soon-to-be husband? Or is that a crime now?” I let out a dry laugh. “You? Say hello? Sabrina, don’t insult my intelligence. Just get to the point. What do you want?” She sighed dramatically. “Fine. I want to go shopping with my girls. I need you to sponsor it.” Bingo. There it is. I raised an eyebrow. “Isn’t your father rich so why do you continuously make me sponsor your silly shopping spree and by the way, didn’t I just give you my card yesterday for a shopping spree? What more could you possibly need to buy?” She smiled sweetly, and for a second I swear I saw a demon flicker behind those fake lashes. “First of all, I take money from both you and daddy. Second of all, there’s always something new to shop for, baby.” Of course there is. With Sabrina, the world is one big mall and I’m her unlimited ATM. She could max out a black card on throw pillows and lip gloss. I sighed and rubbed my face, already feeling the headache building behind my eyes. Against my better judgment, I pulled out my wallet and handed over my card again. Her face lit up like she just won the lottery. “Thanks, baby!” she squealed and leaned across the desk to plant a kiss on my cheek. I didn’t even flinch; I’d mastered the art of emotional disassociation with her years ago. She twirled dramatically toward the door, her heels clicking like nails in my coffin. Just before she left, she turned with a sickeningly sweet smile. “Oh, by the way, Daddy wants us for dinner tonight. Be ready by 8pm. Okay, bye baby!” And just like that, the demon was gone. As soon as the door clicked shut, I leaned back in my chair and exhaled deeply. If I had any hair left to lose, it would’ve gone grey by now. I reached for my phone and dialed the only person who could help me navigate this circus my best friend and lawyer, Theo Brown. “Hello, Dom,” he answered smoothly, probably sipping on whiskey and watching reruns of Suits. “How much longer, Theo? How much longer do I have to keep pretending to be Sabrina Rodriguez’s fiancé before I lose my mind and start a new life in the Bahamas under a fake name?” He chuckled. Bastard. “A little while more, man. Just a little. Hang in there. I’m drawing up the final deal for the merger. Once it’s sealed, you can cut ties and ghost her like a bad Tinder date.” I groaned. “Dinner tonight with Bald Head and his Barbie daughter. You know he’s going to bring up wedding plans again. I’ll have to sit there, smile, and act like I’m in love with his offspring while they feed me overpriced steak and misery.” “I feel for you, bro. You’re the real MVP,” he said, laughing. “Screw you, Theo. This isn’t funny. I’m dying inside.” “Still laughing, though,” he said before I hung up. I stared at the ceiling, my thoughts drifting back to Emily. Her smile, the way her nose scrunches when she laughs, how she blushed when I called her mine… Damn. I shaked that thought out of my head, nope there’s no way I can fall for her. I can’t afford to go down that path again. My mind flashback to my family, the Steeles aren’t a family. They’re a monarchy dressed in pinstripes and money. My father believed love was weakness. My mother mastered the art of silent cruelty. I remembered falling in love when I was twenty-two, I fell in love with a girl I met in grad school. Her name was Rose. She was soft, artistic. Real. I brought her home once. Just once. They tore her apart. Not with words. With silence. With judgment. With their cold eyes and sharper smiles. I remember my father threatening me in his study room to choose her or my inheritance. So I let her go. I remembered her begging me not to leave her, she cried in my car trying to convince me to fight for our love and to choose what we have. But I was too afraid of losing the empire, afraid of disappointing the only people who ever taught me how to survive and also scared of what my parents might do to not just me but her also. So I chose to give up on her instead, I thought I was protecting her. Weeks later, I found out Rose died in a car crash. Drunk driver. Wrong place. Wrong time. I never got to say goodbye. Never got to say I was sorry. I don’t love easily. I don’t trust the feeling. I run from it, bury it, kill it before it kills me. And I can’t afford to love Emily. I’m not capable of that no matter how much I crave it. I groaned and slammed my head gently against my desk. I just need to get the dinner over with first. Then I’ll take the next step to end this charade once and for all. I’m done letting Sabrina and her baldy headed father mess up my life. I’m done playing nice for the sake of a business deal.The morning sun didn't shine. It stabbed. That is how it felt anyway, when I stepped out of the cab and onto the pavement in front of Steele Empire with a knot in my stomach and an ache in my lower back. I hadn't slept much the night before, not with Dominic's voice replaying in my head like a song stuck on loop.You've been walking around this office like you don't remember how it felt when I had you moaning my name.It has been a week since that day, and I do not know why I cannot get it out of my head.I gritted my teeth as I entered the building. The memory still burned, not just in my cheeks, but somewhere far more dangerous.I was not here for flirtation. I was not here to get played by a man who had a ring on someone else's finger.Especially not someone like her.Sabrina Rodriguez.She had shown up yesterday afternoon like a bad omen. I had just stepped out of the copy room, arms full of files, when I almost ran into her in the hallway near the executive floor."Oh," she said,
On Wednesday morning, I was knee deep in a budget revision, aggressively typing like the keyboard owed me child support, when my phone buzzed.From: Mr. Steele"Please bring the monthly analytics to my office. Now."Ugh.So much for pretending he didn't exist.I took a deep breath, straightened my blouse, checked that my face didn't scream emotional wreck, grabbed the file, and made my way to the lair of the emotionally unavailable CEO with bedroom eyes and a God complex.He was on the phone when I walked in, pacing behind his desk like a panther in designer shoes, but his eyes flicked up the second I entered.I didn't flinch. Not this time."Set the meeting for next week. I'll get back to you with a confirmed time," he said coolly, then hung up without a goodbye.Charming."Mr. Steele," I said, voice cool as an iced latte. I placed the report on his desk like it was a bomb I was disarming. "Here's the updated analytics. I corrected the discrepancies in the Q2 forecast and highlighted
I headed straight to the women's restroom just in time.Not for a pee break. Not to puke. But to breathe.The second the door clicked shut behind me, I pressed my back against the cold tile wall, fists clenched, jaw locked, throat burning like I'd swallowed glass. My chest rose and fell in short, shallow gasps as the weight of the last ten minutes crashed down on me like a damn wrecking ball.No. Nope. Absolutely not.I was not going to cry over that man.I wasn't.Not after the way he looked at me in his office like I was some casual craving he could summon with a snap of his fingers. Not after the way he whispered my name like it meant something, touched my wrist like it was sacred, then turned cold as ice and told me to leave.That man. That frustratingly beautiful, emotionally unavailable, silver tongued Greek statue of a boss. I hated how he made me feel. I hated that his voice still echoed in my ears like some R rated prayer. I hated that I still wanted him even after he made me
“Emily Hart?”I jolted slightly, heart jumping into my throat.I stood up like I was being called to the principal’s office. My legs felt shaky, and the butterflies in my stomach had evolved into full blown bats.“Good luck,” Sarah said, and Steve offered a soft nod of encouragement.“Thanks,” I whispered, not sure if I meant for the appointment or for just… holding space for me. For making me feel seen.I followed the nurse down a long hallway, the sound of my wedges echoing off the pale yellow walls. Each step felt heavier than the last. I could feel my heart pounding, my palms sweating, the swirl of nerves and hope churning in my gut.“You okay, sweetie?” the nurse asked gently.“Yeah,” I lied, giving her a tight smile. “Just… first time jitters.”She nodded knowingly. “It’s totally normal. We’ll get you checked in, take your vitals, and then the doctor will talk you through everything.”I exhaled slowly as she led me into a private exam room. Soft lights. A poster about folic acid
Monday morning was its usual circus, minus the elephants, but full of clowns. I waltzed into the office like I hadn’t spent the weekend stuffing my face with pepperoni pizza, dodging toxic exes like landmines, and quietly panicking about prenatal checkups while hugging my toilet bowl between episodes of Selling Sunset.My heels clicked across the marble floor with sass and caffeine-fueled vengeance. The kind of click that said, I’ve been through hell, and I’m still cute. My inbox was a warzone, my boobs hurt, and my bladder had turned into a clingy ex, but I kept my head high like I was gunning for a raise.Dominic, my boss-slash-unaware-baby-daddy, barely looked up from his MacBook. Good. Because if he did, he might see the silent fury boiling in my eyeballs. Or worse, the hormones in my bloodstream planning a full-blown emotional ambush.He sat there in his overpriced suit, sipping artisanal coffee like a Pinterest dad to be, oblivious to the fact that he had a tiny version of himse
Saturday mornings were made for quiet. At least, that’s how I’d always pictured them, and this one delivered exactly that. Blissfully quiet. No alarms, no emails, no “urgent” Slack messages from Dominic’s assistant. Just me.I sat by the big living-room window, knees curled to my chest, clutching a warm mug of peppermint tea in my hands. The mug was oversized, with that little crack near the handle, the one that leaked just enough to give it character. My favorite kind of imperfection. Outside, the world was calm. A few birds flitted through the sky as if they had no idea life underneath was a hot mess.Sunlight filtered through pale-gray clouds, briefing the day in soft, forgiving light. My eyes followed the gentle dance of shadows, and I took a deep breath. No deadlines. No threats of workplace drama. Just me, and… what comes next?I trailed my fingers over my still-flat stomach. Not a bump yet, but suddenly everything felt different. I could feel the weight of my decision resting t







