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Chapter 36

Author: Dea B
last update publish date: 2026-05-06 08:27:51

Beckett POV

I don’t know how long I stand there after Ella leaves.

Long enough for the field lights to flick on.

Long enough for my anger to turn into something uglier.

Because the worst part?

She wasn’t wrong.

That’s what’s eating at me.

Not Colt.

Not Sean.

Not the rumors.

Her.

The way she looked at me when she said it.

Like I hurt her.

Like I disappointed her.

I drag both hands through my hair and let out a harsh breath.

What the hell is happening to me?

Seriously.

This is Ella.

The girl next
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