I hate that moments that you get when you need to remind yourself why you did something. It's been almost a month since I broke things off with Jackson. They say that things get easier with time, I don't know so much about that. Even though things were already rocky, making it totally rocked is a different story.
I need to remind myself why I did.
As per instruction from Jackson, none of his crew is allowed over at my place. Ant wants to talk to me today so it seems I will be heading on over to the club.
Since Danny and the two stooges are not available today, I will be driving myself. I dress and head on out to the club.
I really hope he is not there.
No such luck, as I walk in I see him sitting at the bar. I have forgotten how good he looks.
 
I always used to say that I am not a normal person. That I never used to do things the normal way. That I lived by my own rules and I never met people the normal way. My life was a crazy rollercoaster ride. I had a crazy normal life.Until I met him.Jackson D'Angelo.
He has moved back into our room and there is nothing that I am happier about. It feels good to have him back in my bed but I feel like a bus and his heavy ass is making it worse.Kayley ~”Jackson!”Kayley ~”Wake the hell up.”
This morning when I wake, I find a very fast asleep Jackson ~ next to me with The Cat In A Hat laying open on his chest, if I did not love him so much, I would kick his ass out of my bed. I take the book away and cover him up with the blankets. I get out of bed and make my way downstairs.Matthew ~”Morning Kay. We made you and Jackson coffee.”
So Jackson has called off the wedding and also ended our relationship.I am left here alone with my damn hormones and shitty morning sickness.And now the asshole is banging on the door.Jackson ~”Kayley are you okay?”Kayley ~”What does it sound like Jackson?”Jackson ~”Just open the fucking door.”Kayley ~”Just go away.”Jackson ~”Kayley open the door.”Kayley ~”Go away.”Jackson ~”I will kick this door down.”Kayley ~”Then how do I come to the bathroom?”Jackson ~”Open the damn door then.”
…Jackson's POV…I have had it with her, she is reckless and does not care what happens to her and the people around her. I am tired of her shit, she is putting my child at risk and I will not stand for it. If she cannot stop doing this shit then she will have to learn things the hard way. She is not a damn mafia queen she is a mother.Drake ~”
My wedding is in three days, I am nervous. In less than a year I fell in love with a mafia boss, became a mafia queen and did some scary ass shit. Now I am about to get married and we having a baby in nine months.Talk about crazy.The big question on everybody's lips.Is Kay still going to be a mafia queen?My answer I don't know.Every day I think about our baby, every day I think that I should not take the chance. If something has to happen, it will devastate Jackson and probably ruin our marriage.Kayley ~”Jackson, baby.”Jackson ~”Yes baby.”Kayley ~”I have been thinking.”Jackson ~”Am I going to like this?”