ETHAN
~Sometimes, the truth you've always known could be a lie all along~ “Dear master, I'm on heat, and the only way I'll feel better is by pinning you beneath me.” His deep baritone voice lingered in my ears like black smoke. Even as I stepped into college after skipping classes for a whole week, It still haunted me. I'd always hated walking through the busy hallway. Now, I could literally feel some curious eyes burning holes into my back, making my skin prickle with unease. I was the odd one. The lean guy who was always stuck with his books. The golden student. The one who never skipped a single class, but I broke my records now, didn't I? He fucking made me do it. Their curious glances made me bump into some tall shit. He shot me a ‘watch it' look and I shrugged, mouthing an apology as I headed straight for my first class on the list. Suddenly, my body was squashed like some tomato stacked with a few others. Ladies began pushing me, eager to rush over to the front, and I couldn't help but roll my eyes in frustration. A particular blonde kept running her tits over my arm—by mistake of course—and I couldn't help but grin. This wasn't so bad, alright? “OMG! He's so fucking handsome.” “He literally looks like a Greek god! Hell, I can't wait to get my paws on him.” It was obviously some new student shit. The crowd was slowly clearing up, a relief. I didn't care about the new student—didn’t care about the activities in school, so I headed towards Prof. Meadows class, until I heard a statement. A statement that should be a coincidence. It had to be. Silver hair with icy blue eyes could belong to anyone. It didn't strictly belong to him. Something in me kept clawing at my chest, urging me to attend the class rather than feed my burning curiosity, but my legs just kept moving faster. Eager. I'd left Killan in bed. He tried sniffing me again, but I angrily pushed him away. He wasn't even awake when I left. How could he— My thoughts evaporated as my gaze locked on the athletic young man leaning on a brown locker, a cocky smirk playing on his full lips. He was clothed in something that definitely wasn't mine. Black leather blazers, black pants, his silver hair much more defined and smooth. And there was something about his eyes. Dark. Icy. Lifeless. They were staring at me. My legs threathed to give out, the weight of his gaze pinning me in place. Something about his eyes made me want to get the hell outta here. I stepped back. His smirk widened. What the hell was he doing in my college hallway? And how did he become a new student? I'd have loved to ask him the fucking question right now, but not when ladies were all trying to have a conversation with him. He was buried in the crowd, their eyes dragging over him with insane hunger. I'd get more time with him alone. ‘I definitely have to talk to him’ ~~~~ Upon getting into class, my mind was completely shitty and messy. My eyes trailed towards Alicia, her slender arm clutching my bestfriend’s, and this fiery flame ignited again. It felt like the fresh pain of betrayal was peeled open, making me realize I wasn't just hurt by Alicia, I also couldn't accept the fact that Jamie had stabbed me in the back. I ripped my gaze from them, nodding at the ginger haired fella grinning at me. Liam. I settled in my front seat, watching as Liam leaned over my table. “Buddy.” He grinned, wriggling his brows, “heard about the new student girls are fussing over?” Liam asked in his usual observative voice, and it took everything in me to not ask him to fuck off. Liam was just about the same height as Killan. We'd known each other for a pretty long time, long enough to know my lack of interest in girls. Since he was leaning so close, his curly ginger hair obstructed my vision, “You're not saying anything.” He quipped, noticing I was zooming off, and maybe I was, because…Killan suddenly strode in, commanding the whole room with his suffocating presence. And fuck it, he was striding torwards me. He was fucking approaching me. I sank my nails into my flesh as he slipped into the seat next to me. “You didn't wait for breakfast, Master.” he teased, completely ignoring Liam. Liam gave me a be-careful-around-him stare before walking away. As soon as Liam was out of sight, I grabbed Killan's wrist, almost bruising his skin. “What the heck do you think you're doing here?” I snapped, my voice a soft whisper, “you shouldn't be here.” Killan gave me a hurtful look, like his heart was being squeezed, “I should be with Master every time.” “That's not going to work this time.” I gritted out, “tell me the truth or—” I was forced to swallow up my words due to Professor Meadow's presence. I loosened my grip on Killan's wrist and he smirked. I'd always enjoyed Professor Meadows class, but with this predator right next to me, it was starting to get uncomfortable. I couldn't focus on my notes nor listen to the professor's voice. Killan was too close. So fucking close, his scent was messing with my entire system. I endured professor Meadow's class and about two other lectures before walking up to the cafeteria for lunch, and fun fact? Killan was there, his gaze sinking deep into my bones, his presence like acid peeling my skin. Fury coiled in my chest at how much my body reacted to his mere gaze. Strangely, his voice still echoed in my ears again. I clutched my tray and headed to a table far away from him. I just wanted to fucking get away from him. From everyone. By the time school was over, my head was a mess. But Travis would have my ass if I didn't come for my shift. St. Travis’s restaurant was where I worked, it was the only thing that kept me from being kicked out of my apartment. So much for being an orphan. If my parents were here, It'd definitely be a different scenario. I missed watching my mum smile as she basked under the warmth of the sun, I missed hearing my dad tell her how beautiful she was—but everything went down during a plane crash. It still hurts. Badly. But I'd survived. I changed my clothes upon getting in through the back door. “Serve the first table, Ethan. You came late.” My boss snapped, shoving a silver tray in my hands. I glanced at the single glass of coffee resting on the tray and tightened my grip on it, “whatever you say, boss.” I got out of the kitchen and walked towards the first table, but upon seeing the same smirk plastered on someone I badly wanted to escape from, I froze. He smirked at me. He fucking smirked at me. And what the hell was he doing at my workplace?ETHANA goddamn demon. That's what he looked like when he smiled at my cock. I had no idea when I stopped breathing, all I felt was a prickling sensation on my lap as he yanked my pants off. He's still smiling at me though, and it sends a shiver down my spine rather than calm me. I shift uncomfortably. He reaches out and traps me, one of his arms behind my head, face inches apart from mine. My back stiffens when his gaze bores into mine. It's like I'm staring at Killan again. The same Killan. Does he have any idea what he's doing to me? “You're hard.” Alexander whispers, minty breath fanning my face. “Look at how hard you are for me, Ethan.” He smirks like the goddamn devil he is. “You’re dripping and yet you still deny this?” I swallow hard. His smirk widens. “I know you want me.” I shake my head, giving him a defiant look. “No.” He unties me slowly, eyes never wavering from mime. “Still in denial?” “No.” “Liar.” He taunts, pressing his finger into my lap. He strokes sligh
ETHAN A goddamn demon. That's what he looked like when he smiled at my cock. I had no idea when I stopped breathing, all I felt was a prickling sensation on my lap as he yanked my pants off. He's still smiling at me though, and it sends a shiver down my spine rather than calm me. I shift uncomfortably. He reaches out and traps me, one of his arms behind my head, face inches apart from mine. My back stiffens when his gaze bores into mine. It's like I'm staring at Killan again. The same Killan. Does he have any idea what he's doing to me? “You're hard.” Alexander whispers, minty breath fanning my face. “Look at how hard you are for me, Ethan.” He smirks like the goddamn devil he is. “You’re dripping and yet you still deny this?” I swallow hard. His smirk widens. “I know you want me.” I shake my head, giving him a defiant look. “No.” He unties me slowly, eyes never wavering from mime. “Still in denial?” “No.” “Liar.” He taunts, pressing his finger into my lap. He st
ALEXANDER Ethan is back and so is my messed up emotions. The whole accident made me realize something—I want Ethan more than I've ever wanted anyone. I'm attracted to him like a moth to a flame. It's dangerous. He is dangerous. But I won't fight it this time. I almost lost him once. It's never going to happen again. The kiss replays in my head like it's on repeat. I recall his soft lips. The way he surrendered. The need in his rich brown eyes. Right there, in that damn elevator, restraining myself from pinning Ethan against the ground almost made me lose it. I want him. Badly. I know Ethan is still shaken by the whole incident that happened months ago. It was why I gave him enough time to heal. Deep down I know he still needs enough time to forget everything, and in the meantime, I'll take pleasure in torturing Liam. That bastard's barely breathing. And nothing more can give me enough satisfaction than the sick state he's in. Right now, he's chained in my dungeons, silve
ETHAN Marinette deserves to know the truth about Liam, I know. But I can't stand watching her break. I don't want to be the reason for another failed relationship. It's the first day of a new week. I'm resuming work today. I'm meeting him…today. Jaz strolls into the kitchen, then leans on the kitchen island. She takes in my appearance as the smile on her lips widens. “Someone looks ready for his first day of work.” I hand her a cup of coffee, chuckling softly. “First day?” She nods, taking a sip. “First day after the whole chaos.” She then winks at me, taking a few steps closer. She sets the coffee mug on a small counter, then trails her finger over my bare arm. “How about a quickie?” She asks in between laughs. “You can't blame a woman for craving her man's cock after a glass of warm coffee.” A laughter spills from me. But in the real sense, I'm spiraling on the inside. I don't want to fuck Jaz. Not when I'm deeply infatuated with Alexander. Not when he's the reason I'
MARINETTE Ethan's return is a dream come true. Jaz returned back to her usual self. She smiled often, laughed, and made jokes a few times to ease the tension. Taking care of Ethan at the hospital was sort of the way I healed, too. Seeing him take those steps like a kid, forgetting the events that tortured his soul, spending more time with his boss. It made my heart warm and eased my tense muscles. It's been weeks. A few months, perhaps. Ethan is still on leave from work. His boss gave him all the time in the world to recover properly, but Jaz seems to be the busiest one. Hurrying down the stairs, my gaze drifts toward Ethan who's nestled on the couch. He's reading a magazine while having a glass of coffee. He meets my gaze with a warm smile. “Heading for the bookstore so early?” I nod, my lips breaking into a smile. He grins. “Why do I feel like you're heading out for something else?” Ethan didn't change one bit after the incident. He's just a little more protective
ALEXANDER‘Were you worried about me, too?’ Ethan's words ring in my ears like a song on repeat. The answer’s as clear as day, glaring even before a blind man, but I wave it off with a cold laugh and stare at the slight bruise on his face. “You think too highly of yourself.” “Highly?” He coughs slightly as a smile curves his full, kissable lips. “I saw the look on your face when you barged into the basement, Mr. Grey.” “And I saw the look on yours when you saw me.” I lean closer, lips a few inches from his pointed nose. I catch a whiff of his woodsy scent mixed with the smell of coffee, sanitizer and phenol. His eyes burn through me, like fire cutting through ice. “What was the look on mine?” Ethan didn't just stare at me with relief in his eyes. No. He looked at me like I was his answered prayer, his only light in a sea of darkness, his beacon of hope that had been buried in a sea of expectations. He didn't think before he passed out right on that chair because I was there. H