ETHAN
~Sometimes, the truth you've always known could be a lie all along~ “Dear master, I'm on heat, and the only way I'll feel better is by pinning you beneath me.” His deep baritone voice lingered in my ears like black smoke. Even as I stepped into college after skipping classes for a whole week, It still haunted me. I'd always hated walking through the busy hallway. Now, I could literally feel some curious eyes burning holes into my back, making my skin prickle with unease. I was the odd one. The lean guy who was always stuck with his books. The golden student. The one who never skipped a single class, but I broke my records now, didn't I? He fucking made me do it. Their curious glances made me bump into some tall shit. He shot me a ‘watch it' look and I shrugged, mouthing an apology as I headed straight for my first class on the list. Suddenly, my body was squashed like some tomato stacked with a few others. Ladies began pushing me, eager to rush over to the front, and I couldn't help but roll my eyes in frustration. A particular blonde kept running her tits over my arm—by mistake of course—and I couldn't help but grin. This wasn't so bad, alright? “OMG! He's so fucking handsome.” “He literally looks like a Greek god! Hell, I can't wait to get my paws on him.” It was obviously some new student shit. The crowd was slowly clearing up, a relief. I didn't care about the new student—didn’t care about the activities in school, so I headed towards Prof. Meadows class, until I heard a statement. A statement that should be a coincidence. It had to be. Silver hair with icy blue eyes could belong to anyone. It didn't strictly belong to him. Something in me kept clawing at my chest, urging me to attend the class rather than feed my burning curiosity, but my legs just kept moving faster. Eager. I'd left Killan in bed. He tried sniffing me again, but I angrily pushed him away. He wasn't even awake when I left. How could he— My thoughts evaporated as my gaze locked on the athletic young man leaning on a brown locker, a cocky smirk playing on his full lips. He was clothed in something that definitely wasn't mine. Black leather blazers, black pants, his silver hair much more defined and smooth. And there was something about his eyes. Dark. Icy. Lifeless. They were staring at me. My legs threathed to give out, the weight of his gaze pinning me in place. Something about his eyes made me want to get the hell outta here. I stepped back. His smirk widened. What the hell was he doing in my college hallway? And how did he become a new student? I'd have loved to ask him the fucking question right now, but not when ladies were all trying to have a conversation with him. He was buried in the crowd, their eyes dragging over him with insane hunger. I'd get more time with him alone. ‘I definitely have to talk to him’ ~~~~ Upon getting into class, my mind was completely shitty and messy. My eyes trailed towards Alicia, her slender arm clutching my bestfriend’s, and this fiery flame ignited again. It felt like the fresh pain of betrayal was peeled open, making me realize I wasn't just hurt by Alicia, I also couldn't accept the fact that Jamie had stabbed me in the back. I ripped my gaze from them, nodding at the ginger haired fella grinning at me. Liam. I settled in my front seat, watching as Liam leaned over my table. “Buddy.” He grinned, wriggling his brows, “heard about the new student girls are fussing over?” Liam asked in his usual observative voice, and it took everything in me to not ask him to fuck off. Liam was just about the same height as Killan. We'd known each other for a pretty long time, long enough to know my lack of interest in girls. Since he was leaning so close, his curly ginger hair obstructed my vision, “You're not saying anything.” He quipped, noticing I was zooming off, and maybe I was, because…Killan suddenly strode in, commanding the whole room with his suffocating presence. And fuck it, he was striding torwards me. He was fucking approaching me. I sank my nails into my flesh as he slipped into the seat next to me. “You didn't wait for breakfast, Master.” he teased, completely ignoring Liam. Liam gave me a be-careful-around-him stare before walking away. As soon as Liam was out of sight, I grabbed Killan's wrist, almost bruising his skin. “What the heck do you think you're doing here?” I snapped, my voice a soft whisper, “you shouldn't be here.” Killan gave me a hurtful look, like his heart was being squeezed, “I should be with Master every time.” “That's not going to work this time.” I gritted out, “tell me the truth or—” I was forced to swallow up my words due to Professor Meadow's presence. I loosened my grip on Killan's wrist and he smirked. I'd always enjoyed Professor Meadows class, but with this predator right next to me, it was starting to get uncomfortable. I couldn't focus on my notes nor listen to the professor's voice. Killan was too close. So fucking close, his scent was messing with my entire system. I endured professor Meadow's class and about two other lectures before walking up to the cafeteria for lunch, and fun fact? Killan was there, his gaze sinking deep into my bones, his presence like acid peeling my skin. Fury coiled in my chest at how much my body reacted to his mere gaze. Strangely, his voice still echoed in my ears again. I clutched my tray and headed to a table far away from him. I just wanted to fucking get away from him. From everyone. By the time school was over, my head was a mess. But Travis would have my ass if I didn't come for my shift. St. Travis’s restaurant was where I worked, it was the only thing that kept me from being kicked out of my apartment. So much for being an orphan. If my parents were here, It'd definitely be a different scenario. I missed watching my mum smile as she basked under the warmth of the sun, I missed hearing my dad tell her how beautiful she was—but everything went down during a plane crash. It still hurts. Badly. But I'd survived. I changed my clothes upon getting in through the back door. “Serve the first table, Ethan. You came late.” My boss snapped, shoving a silver tray in my hands. I glanced at the single glass of coffee resting on the tray and tightened my grip on it, “whatever you say, boss.” I got out of the kitchen and walked towards the first table, but upon seeing the same smirk plastered on someone I badly wanted to escape from, I froze. He smirked at me. He fucking smirked at me. And what the hell was he doing at my workplace?ALEXANDERThe smell of buttered toast and coffee greets me before I even step into the dining room. Williams, my butler, is already waiting. “Good morning, Mr. Grey. I employed a few new maids—mostly for the garden and a few other things around the house.”“Mm.” I nod, running a hand through my hair. “Make sure everything stays in good shape. And yes, upstairs is off limits.” “Yes, Alpha.”I wave him off and settle into my seat. The long mahogany table stretches across the room, but as usual, it’s just me at one end. A plate of soft scrambled eggs, toast, grilled tomatoes, and some smoked salmon rests in front of me. There’s also a glass of orange juice beside the coffee mug.I eat slowly, quietly. Then, like a damn curse or maybe a comfort, Ethan’s face flashes in my mind. His stupid pout. His nervous eyes. That voice he uses when he’s mad at me but doesn’t want to admit it. I remember the way he yelled when I yanked him into the bath last night. I remember his warm lips and soft
ETHANI shouldn’t be here.I should turn around, walk away, pretend I never got that text. But here I am—outside the gates of Alexander Grey’s penthouse, heart in my throat, chest tight. My finger hovers over my phone screen, debating whether to send the “I’m outside” message.This is wrong.So wrong.I have Jaz, my sweet, sweet girlfriend. I fucked her hours ago like I'm not the same guy who was on his knees for another man. I grip the phone tighter. A part of me—every part of me—knows this idea is shitty, but I'm craving him so bad, I'll jump in the flames just to prove that. Swallowing hard, I inhale a shaky breath. Ethan, leave. Just go. I try to move my legs—but it literally seems like they're against me. “Ethan?” a voice calls out behind me. Startled, I snap my head to the direction of the familiar voice. Hudson stalks toward me—hands in his pocket, smug smile on his thin lips—in a casual sweat shirt. He lifts his brows, eying me. “What are you doing here?” I fumble. It t
ALEXANDER “I saw Ethan walking in here earlier, is he still in?” Jaz’s gaze lingers on my palm with traces of Ethan’s pre-cum, and I don't bother to hide it. Her face turns red, probably thinking it’s a woman’s juice staining my skin. “Ethan didn’t walk in here.” Her eyes fly open. She glances over my shoulder, staring at the desk Ethan’s hiding behind. “But... I saw him walk in… a few minutes ago.” “You must have made a mistake.” “I... I didn’t—” she clears her throat, face flushed. “I didn’t make a mistake, Mr. Grey.” I lean forward, our faces inches apart. “Are you indirectly calling me a liar?” She jumps, pupils dilating in fear. “I’d… never. I just thought—” I snatch the file from her hands, cutting her off with my voice sharp as a blade. “Like I said, Ethan didn’t step in. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have something important to attend to.” She swallows hard and walks away. As soon as the door slams shut, Ethan crawls out from hiding, his crumpled suit clinging to his to
ETHANA goddamn demon. That's what he looked like when he smiled at my cock. I had no idea when I stopped breathing, all I felt was a prickling sensation on my lap as he yanked my pants off. He's still smiling at me though, and it sends a shiver down my spine rather than calm me. I shift uncomfortably. He reaches out and traps me, one of his arms behind my head, face inches apart from mine. My back stiffens when his gaze bores into mine. It's like I'm staring at Killan again. The same Killan. Does he have any idea what he's doing to me? “You're hard.” Alexander whispers, minty breath fanning my face. “Look at how hard you are for me, Ethan.” He smirks like the goddamn devil he is. “You’re dripping and yet you still deny this?” I swallow hard. His smirk widens. “I know you want me.” I shake my head, giving him a defiant look. “No.” He unties me slowly, eyes never wavering from mime. “Still in denial?” “No.” “Liar.” He taunts, pressing his finger into my lap. He strokes sligh
ETHAN A goddamn demon. That's what he looked like when he smiled at my cock. I had no idea when I stopped breathing, all I felt was a prickling sensation on my lap as he yanked my pants off. He's still smiling at me though, and it sends a shiver down my spine rather than calm me. I shift uncomfortably. He reaches out and traps me, one of his arms behind my head, face inches apart from mine. My back stiffens when his gaze bores into mine. It's like I'm staring at Killan again. The same Killan. Does he have any idea what he's doing to me? “You're hard.” Alexander whispers, minty breath fanning my face. “Look at how hard you are for me, Ethan.” He smirks like the goddamn devil he is. “You’re dripping and yet you still deny this?” I swallow hard. His smirk widens. “I know you want me.” I shake my head, giving him a defiant look. “No.” He unties me slowly, eyes never wavering from mime. “Still in denial?” “No.” “Liar.” He taunts, pressing his finger into my lap. He st
ALEXANDER Ethan is back and so is my messed up emotions. The whole accident made me realize something—I want Ethan more than I've ever wanted anyone. I'm attracted to him like a moth to a flame. It's dangerous. He is dangerous. But I won't fight it this time. I almost lost him once. It's never going to happen again. The kiss replays in my head like it's on repeat. I recall his soft lips. The way he surrendered. The need in his rich brown eyes. Right there, in that damn elevator, restraining myself from pinning Ethan against the ground almost made me lose it. I want him. Badly. I know Ethan is still shaken by the whole incident that happened months ago. It was why I gave him enough time to heal. Deep down I know he still needs enough time to forget everything, and in the meantime, I'll take pleasure in torturing Liam. That bastard's barely breathing. And nothing more can give me enough satisfaction than the sick state he's in. Right now, he's chained in my dungeons, silve