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084: Breathtaking…

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ELLIS

There was a long beat of silence.

Not the kind that’s charged or controlled. It was a complete silence, the kind that fills the space left by a statement that’s so straightforward, there’s no room for argument.

My brain, which had been limping along all evening, suddenly shut down.

I just stared at him wide eyes. W...what did he just say?!

He met my gaze with the calm of someone who had spoken a truth and was perfectly okay with that.

All the coherent thoughts I’d had vanished at once, li
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