LOGINSteam wafted around me as I emerged from the shower, my skin still buzzing from the heat. After that incredibly awkward dinner, I really needed the hot water to wash away the tension that had settled in my shoulders. My hair was damp, sticking to my neck, and my skin sparkled with tiny beads of water that trickled down to the towel wrapped snugly around me.
I felt lighter, calmer—like I could finally breathe again. For a moment, being here almost felt normal.
That is, until I opened the bathroom door.
I froze. My brain took a couple of seconds to process what I was seeing. Then it hit me—Rowan Harrigan, the bane of my existence, was lounging on my bed. My bed. Like he owned the place.
He was leaning back on his elbows, one leg casually crossed over the other, looking like he was at home. His lazy gaze flicked up when I opened the door, and a slow smirk crept across his face.
I screamed, loud enough that I probably woke up everyone in the mansion. "What the hell are you doing here?!"
Rowan didn’t even flinch. "Relax," he replied, his voice maddeningly calm. "You’re loud enough to summon ghosts."
I tightened my grip on the towel with one hand, pointing at him with the other. "Get out! Are you crazy?!"
He glanced around, giving a feigned frown as if confused. "Last I checked, this is our house. Didn’t know there were restricted areas."
My jaw dropped. "R–restricted? It’s my room!"
Rowan tilted his head, those green eyes sparkling with mischief. "You sure? I could’ve sworn you seemed more at home in the pool."
I gasped, the memory of that pool incident flashing through my mind. My face turned red. "You’re unbelievable."
He chuckled softly, clearly enjoying my embarrassment. His gaze drifted down to my chest...at my hardened nipples, lingering just long enough to send a shiver down my spine. "You really should lock your door next time, princess. Someone might get the wrong idea."
No way did he just say that...he wasn’t even–
"I will lock it," I snapped, stepping back toward the bathroom, ready to grab the nearest shampoo bottle as a weapon if needed. "Now please get out before I–"
Rowan rolled his eyes as if I were the unreasonable one. "You’re so dramatic," he murmured, rising to his feet.
But instead of leaving, he took a step closer to me. Then another.
I blinked, my heart racing. "W–what are you doing?"
He didn’t respond right away. His smirk faded into a more serious expression as he stepped in close, just inches away. His height towered over me, and suddenly the room felt too warm.
I instinctively took a step back, gripping my towel tighter. "Rowan," I warned, though it came out more like a question.
He moved even closer, the scent of his cologne...clean, sharp, and annoyingly appealing—filling my senses. My back hit the wall, and panic surged through me, my pulse racing.
Rowan leaned down slightly, his voice low and teasing. "You really think I’d waste my time doing anything to you, brother? Don’t flatter yourself."
I stared at him, cheeks burning with a mix of embarrassment and anger. "Then what was that s–supposed to be? Some intimidation tactic?"
He chuckled softly, a smirk playing at the corners of his mouth. "If I wanted to intimidate you, you’d know it."
For a moment, we locked eyes—green against brown, and everything felt heavier than it should have. Then he suddenly pulled back, acting as if nothing had happened, and strolled toward the door.
"Relax," he called over his shoulder. "I just came to let you know Dad wants us up early tomorrow. He’s planning some big ’family bonding breakfast.’ Try not to scream this time."
And just like that, he was gone, leaving me speechless, flustered, and acutely aware of how fast my heart was racing.
I groaned, pressing my forehead against the cool wall. "Oh, this is going to be a nightmare."
Rowan let out a sharp breath, running a hand through his hair, almost as if he was trying to shake off more than just his bangs. For a moment, he looked almost... exhausted. But then his face hardened again, and he leaned against the doorframe like he owned the whole place.
"You know what, Atlas?" His voice was low, almost casual, but there was an edge to it. "Since it’s clear I’m not thrilled about this whole ’new family’ situation, let’s get one thing straight."
I tightened my grip on the towel, steeling myself. "What thing?"
He let out a humorless laugh. "I didn’t ask for a stepmom. And I sure as fuck didn’t ask for a stepbrother." His eyes swept over me, cutting. "But out of everyone, it just had to be you."
I blinked, stung by his bluntness. "Wow. Thanks."
Rowan pushed off the wall and stepped closer again, this time making sure I heard him. "I don’t want people at school or at home thinking we’re... whatever this is meant to be. Step-siblings. Friends. Anything. The last thing I need is to be associated with you."
My mouth dropped open in shock. "Excuse me?"
He smirked, but it didn’t reach his eyes. "Don’t act surprised. We’re not the same, Atlas. We don’t even breathe the same air. And if you’re smart, you’ll keep your distance, let me do the same."
I felt a knot form in my stomach, anger and humiliation mixing together. "You’re unbelievable," I managed to say, though my voice wavered.
"Yeah?" He tilted his head, that mocking smile reappearing. "Believe it. Because I’d rather die than let anyone know you’re my stepbrother. So do us both a favor and pretend I don’t exist when we’re out there."
For a moment, the room was silent except for the sound of my heartbeat pounding in my ears. His words landed like heavy stones, but his tone was so casual it felt almost rehearsed.
I swallowed hard, forcing steadiness into my voice. "Fine. If that’s what you want, Rowan. I’ll pretend I’m invisible. I don’t care."
He shrugged, as if I had just agreed to a business arrangement rather than something personal. "Good. That makes two of us."
I stood there for what felt like ages, staring at the spot he’d just occupied. My fingers dug into the towel, and I exhaled a shaky breath I hadn’t realized I was holding.
"Unbelievable," I muttered again, this time softer.
Rowan’s lips curled into a faint, self-satisfied smile when I went along with his ridiculous rule. It wasn’t a kind smile—more like one of triumph, the kind someone wears when they’ve won an argument they instigated in the first place.
"Glad we see eye to eye," he said, straightening up and shoving his hands into his pockets as he strolled toward the door.
I stood there, still damp from my shower and wrapped in nothing but a towel, watching him walk away as if he’d done me a favor. Something inside me snapped a little.
"How long," I said, my voice breaking the silence, "do you think you can keep this from your jerk friends?"
He paused mid-step. For a heartbeat, the air in the room thickened. Slowly, he turned back, his green eyes narrowing in a way that made me instantly regret my words—but I didn’t back down.
"Excuse me?" His tone was calm, but it carried the promise of a storm.
"Y–you heard me." I crossed my arms, despite my towel threatening to slip. "It’s only a matter of time before they find out, Rowan. You can’t control everything, no matter how much you think you can."
His jaw tightened. "Here’s some advice, Atlas—mind your own fucking business."
I blinked, stunned by the venom in his voice. But he wasn’t finished.
"And while you’re at it," he added, stepping closer just to twist the knife, "tell your gold-digging mom not to bother trying to ’bond’ with me. I’m not interested in being a family."
His words struck like a slap, sharper than I expected. Before I could find any words, anything to respond with—he turned and stormed out, slamming the door with enough force to rattle the frame.
The sound echoed in the sudden silence, and I just stood there, staring at the door, half-hoping it might open again. My throat felt tight, and I bit my lip, holding back the sting in my eyes.
"Welcome to the family," I whispered to myself, the bitterness coating my tongue as I finally let out a shaky laugh that didn’t feel like humor.
ELLISFunny how things change when you start liking someone.Suddenly, everything feels like it revolves around them.The sky? A constant reminder. Songs that used to blend into the background suddenly hit differently. And even plain flowers turned into an emotional minefield.I was in the middle of restocking a display at the flower shop, my body on autopilot during the last hour of my shift, when a fresh shipment arrived from the back."Careful with those!" Bree called from the register, not even looking up. "They’re expensive.""I know, I know." I lifted a box onto the counter and peeled back the lid."...Whoa."Inside were the most stunning blue flowers I’d ever seen. Their soft, layered petals were a deep sapphire that faded into lighter blues at the edges, almost like a work of art. Under the shop lights, they caught the light and seemed to shimmer.Blue.The exact shade of Julian’s eyes."..."I just stared for a moment.Then I slowly rubbed my hand down my face. "Oh, come on."
ELLISI paused. "...For what?"Jeremy looked genuinely uncomfortable, not the fake kind, but the real deal, a bit awkward around the edges."My friends. Gabriel especially." His expression became apologetic. "They were pretty rude that night. They can be a bit much, especially when they think someone’s moving in on their territory with Julian. It got out of hand, and I’m really sorry if it ruined the vibe for you.""Is that unusual for them?"He sighed, like he’d answered this before. "...Unfortunately, no."That made me laugh before I realized it. "I wasn’t exactly on my best behavior either.""You were drunk?""I was." I said, rubbing the back of my neck as embarrassment crept up my face. "I was already pretty fucking pissed off to begin with . Sorry for adding to the drama. I definitely didn’t help keep things chill.""You looked like you were genuinely thinking about throwing someone into the pool.""I seriously considered it. I showed restraint.""I appreciate the restraint, on b
ELLISA few days had zipped by since the pool party, and somehow life had settled into a routine that felt both cozy and a little unsettling.Not that we ever put a label on any of it.We hadn’t. There was no big reveal or carefully worded conversation where we decided to be something specific. We just kept on coexisting, and suddenly, Julian seemed to think that personal space was a concept invented by people who weren’t him.If I was making coffee, he would appear behind me, wrapping an arm around my waist before I even noticed him. If I was curled up on the couch reading, he’d slide in so my legs ended up draped across his lap, and I’d complain about it until I didn’t even notice it anymore.If I brought any of this up, which I did because I had standards, and also, his reactions were too entertaining to pass up...he’d just look at me with that maddening calm."You complain a lot for someone who never actually moves away.""I don’t move away because you’re built like a load-bearing
ELLIS"And yet," he said, completely unflappable, "you still like me."I lifted my head from the pillow, aiming for a withering glare, but what probably came across wasn’t nearly as impactful."You know," I admitted, feeling vulnerable, "I’m surprised too."He blinked. Just once, caught off guard in a genuine way. "Oh?""I guess your irritating self kind of grew on me." I glanced away, unable to maintain eye contact while saying something so honest. "Gradually. Against my will. Without informed consent."For one second, Julian’s expression shifted, genuine surprise that was fleeting before his usual composure returned along with his smirk. But now it was layered with something warmer."Huh, is that so?" He leaned in closer, his breath warm against my skin.The atmosphere between us thickened with a comfortable yet charged tension as Julian briefly glanced at my lips."Since you do like me back," he said, his voice dropping to a husky murmur that sent warmth pooling in my stomach, "I g
ELLISWhen I woke up, the first thing I noticed was warmth as I usually did nowadays living with Julian.For a little while, I kept my eyes shut and just soaked in that feeling, which turned out to be the smartest thing I could do this morning. My head felt like it was carrying a heavy load. My mouth tasted like I’d swallowed a chemistry set. There was a polite yet persistent thumping behind my eyes that seemed to be rehearsing the list of terrible choices I’d made the night before.Attendance noted, my brain chimed in. You fucking did this.I know, I shot back internally. Just let me be.I frowned at the darkness behind my eyelids.Then, I realized there was an arm wrapped around my waist.A very familiar arm. It was arm, a little too familiar, in that inconvenient way things get when you’ve been consciously avoiding admitting how much you’ve noticed them over the past few months.I opened my eyes.I was in Julian’s bed.More specifically, Julian was behind me, his arm securely aro
ELLISThe party’s noise hit them at the bottom of the stairs with full force, heads turning, conversations halting, people nudging each other, that familiar ripple of attention that Julian had navigated his entire life while Ellis seemed blissfully unaware, even when awake.He moved through it like he always did, without acknowledgment, his focus solely on the person in his arms.Ellis frowned in his sleep and snuggled closer, his grip on Julian’s shirt tightening as if sensing the crowd and noise were something to escape."I know," Julian said softly, just for Ellis. "Almost done.""Ellis!"Sera emerged from the crowd with the energy of someone who had been watching closely and had now zeroed in on the situation.Julian blinked at her, he recognized her as Ellis’s coworker at the cafe. She was who had been attending to him when Ellis still fucking hated his guts.She stopped short, taking in Ellis’s sleeping face and Julian’s expression with a quick, assessing glance."Oh my God." Sh




![Claimed by the alpha. Ruined by your love [MxM]](https://www.goodnovel.com/pcdist/src/assets/images/book/43949cad-default_cover.png)


