I breathed in the scent of pine and the night's wind. I found it almost blissful. I inhaled again, and a soft smile curved my lips. A faint pain tensed my body, but it was strangely bearable. More than that… I wasn't cold.
I opened my eyes and saw a bright linen fabric hovering above my head. A tent—I was inside a tent. It must have been dawning since the early sunrays slipped through the linen, illuminating the small space. Inhaling slowly, I looked around—looked at myself. I was lying on a soft blanket, covered with thick furs. Then I glanced underneath and noticed I was wearing a black tunic—a far too large tunic.
My heart began to race. How the hells had I found myself in someone's tent? I lifted my aching body to sit and released a breath, gathering my thoughts. The black wolf… He saved my life. Was he the one who had brought me here?
Sucking in a shaky breath, I rose to my feet and walked toward the flap before slowly stepping outside. My eyes instantly drifted to the dying campfire and a dark-haired man sitting on a rock with his back to me. “You're awake,” his deep, velvet-like voice sounded. He didn't turn around—didn't need to. It was yet another thing telling me how dangerous he was.
I glanced down at the tunic I wore; it must have been his. That would explain why it ended at my mid-thighs. I stepped closer, breathing in more of the sweet, soothing pine scent—his scent, I realized. My wolf stirred, her ears perking up. Why was she suddenly interested in this stranger?
I walked in front of him, my lips stretching into a nervous smile. “Um… you were the one who saved my life… weren't you?” I mumbled, staring at the ground.
“I was.” I couldn't miss the amusement filling his tone.
I drew a deep breath, mustering the courage to look at him. I slowly took in his strong legs clad in leather pants, the black jacket emphasizing his broad shoulders, his muscled chest and arms. Finally, my gaze drifted to his face. I carefully traced the sharp lines of his jaw, his full lips, his deep blue eyes… He might have been the most dangerous predator I had ever seen, equally intimidating and alluring.
Swallowing hard, I managed, “Thank you… for saving me.”
“No need for that.” He gestured for me to sit on the rock next to him. “Let's say it's part of my job.”
My brows rose. “Your job is killing rogues and saving damsels in distress?”
A breathy chuckle escaped him, and gods, that sound did funny things to my lower belly. “You can say that,” he all but purred. “Although saving damsels in distress is kind of a new thing to me. I usually just kill those who shouldn't live.”
Slowly, I walked to sit beside him. “So, why not leave me in the middle of the forest?”
“For the record, we didn't leave the forest,” he corrected, pointing at the trees around us. “I merely moved you to a more… comfortable location.”
I gave him a look. “Fine. Then, why did you bring me here? Why did you let me sleep in your tent and give me your tunic?” My cheeks flushed as soon as I realized he must have seen me naked… for quite a while.
As if knowing exactly where my mind went, he said, “You look good in my tunic.” A feral grin appeared. “Not that you don't look good without it.” He leaned closer, his blue eyes fixed on mine. “And I brought you here because… I found you interesting.”
I blinked. “Interesting? Was I… bleeding out in an ‘interesting’ way?” I couldn't restrain the sarcasm in my tone.
“I actually enjoyed watching you rip out that rogue's throat.” His dark smile made my breath hitch.
“Oh,” was my only manageable response.
He inched closer, his proximity sending a pleasant shiver down to my core. “What's your name?”
“Kaira,” I breathed out.
“Kaira,” he repeated as if needing to taste it. “You can call me Dearon.”
My heart tripped over itself, and I wondered how it was even possible. Jarith had broken me merely hours ago, and now? I was drawn toward an absolute stranger, as if my heart was desperate to be whole again.
Clearing my throat, I leaned back slightly, adding more space between us. “So… Dearon, do you travel around killing rogues?”
A soft chuckle escaped him. “Something like that. The rest of my team will arrive here shortly. Then we'll be heading east to catch more of them.”
“I see,” I muttered, studying him. He must have been a mercenary, although I wondered who could have paid him to kill rogues in a broken kingdom such as Korendorr.
“And what's your story, Kaira?” he asked, scanning me from head to toe as if he could find the answers written there.
“My story…” I mumbled as images of all recent events flashed in my mind. My chest tightened, and my gaze dropped to the ground. I had yet to voice it out—name my new reality. I sucked in a shaky breath and turned to him. “I was exiled from my pack… I had to run, and…” I trailed off, recalling every second of my fall from the cliff and my encounter with the rogues.
His deep blue eyes fixed on mine. “What crimes did you commit to be exiled?”
A bitter laugh bubbled, but I clamped it down at the last moment. “I gave my heart to the wrong man.”
His brows rose. He was about to say something, but before he could, the sound of hooves echoed through the forest. Dearon rose to his feet and grinned. “They're coming,” he said, looking at the sandy path stretching through the forest.
“Your… team?” I asked nervously.
He didn't reply. He didn't have to. I merely drew another breath before three men on horses appeared. Their eyes found Dearon, then quickly drifted to me. “Well, hello there!” An auburn-haired man sang. “I wasn't aware that our precious leader has such a lovely companion.”
Grinning, he jumped off his horse and sauntered toward me. Dearon gave him a meaningful look. “Torin, don't scare the lady.”
Torin's grin only widened. “I wouldn't dare.” He sidestepped his leader and gave me a low bow. “Torin, at your service, my lady.”
I couldn't help but chuckle. “I'm Kaira,” I said.
“Lovely name.” He winked before gesturing at his companions. “That one with short black hair and squinted eyes is Nazo, and the blond one with an idiotic grin is Rafe.”
“Have you just called me an idiot?” Rafe stomped toward him.
Torin snorted, raising his hands in surrender. “I said no such thing.”
Dearon pinched the bridge of his nose and shook his head. “For fuck's sake…”
I bit my lip, barely resisting a smile. Then, something bitter flooded me as I couldn't recall the last time I'd smiled or laughed with ease…
“Here's our breakfast.” Nazo strode toward us, carrying two bags.
A moment passed, and the five of us sat on the rocks and a large fallen trunk. Each one of us was given a portion of food. It wasn't much: a slice of bread, some cheese, and dried meat. Still, it was food, and my growling stomach was grateful for it.
“So…” Rafe drawled, teasingly wiggling his brows. “Where do you come from, Kaira?”
All eyes landed on me, and my muscles tensed. They were mercenaries. I doubted that any of them had fought in the war. Still, it felt safer to lie. “I'm from Dagonrel.” My lips twitched into a nervous half-smile.
“Then you're far away from your kingdom,” Nazo muttered.
“She's been exiled from her pack,” Dearon told them.
Torin's eyes shone with curiosity. “Really? What did you do?”
I was about to answer, but it was Dearon who said coldly, “It's none of your business.”
“You're no fun,” Torin grunted.
Grinning, Rafe leaned toward me. “Are you joining our group then?”
“W-what?” A nearly hysterical laugh escaped me. I was certain this wasn't a serious question, but then I looked at Dearon and saw a sly smirk curving his lips.
“Where are you heading, Kaira?” he asked after a moment.
Honestly, I had yet to plan my next step, but since I was forced to decide… “Eudoris,” I choked out. “I was planning… to go to Eudoris.”
His brows rose. “Do you have friends there?”
A dry smile twisted my lips as I thought of the three elders from the Fiery Mist Pack, not that I could call any of them a friendly acquaintance. Quite the opposite. I shoved those images away and slowly released a breath. “Not really,” I admitted. “I'm merely looking for… a new home.” Gods, these words tasted incredibly bitter.
He studied me. “You're a warrior, aren't you?”
My breath caught as I felt all eyes on me again. “You're a warrior, Kaira?” Torin's lips curved into a savage grin.
I cleared my throat. “Well, yes… I am.”
“Have you killed rogues before?” Nazo fixed his eyes on me.
“I have.” I nodded and winced as I recalled the actual amount of blood I'd shed…
“Then work for me.” Dearon's words nearly knocked the air out of my lungs.
“You're… joking, right?”
He only smirked. “Join us. Help me clean the lands off rogues for two weeks, and after that…” His blue eyes fixed on me. “I'll help you find a new home.”
I stared at Dearon in disbelief. My body had already healed. I could fight, but becoming a mercenary? A few days ago, I would have laughed off such a proposal. I had been Jarith's main strategist. I had often been a squad commander in battles. The “me” from a few days ago would have been disgusted had I even considered killing rogues for money. The problem was that I might not have too many options.Dearon, Torin, Rafe, and Nazo clearly knew this territory. They could easily travel through Korendorr without raising any suspicions. Moreover, none of them knew I had killed Korendorr warriors. None of them knew who I was, which made traveling with them relatively safe…“Come on, Kaira.” Torin nudged my arm, his green eyes sparkling. “We could use a she-wolf in our group.” I gave him a look, and he quickly raised his hands in surrender. “I only meant I'd enjoy looking at your beautiful face… and not only at those uglies here.” He jerked up his chin, pointing at Rafe and Nazo.“Who do you
I was sitting in the local tavern, a place run by Rosela—the lovely, old lady who had come earlier to greet us. She'd invited everyone, and by everyone, I meant at least half of the village. A long table had been formed, and Rosela led us to the top seats. The remaining seats were occupied by more than three dozen villagers, all keeping their eyes on us—on their Alpha.I kept reminding myself I need to breathe, I need to stay calm, but under the mask of serenity, I was on the verge of panic. This was a nightmare. I was supposed to lie low and find a place where I could be safe. Instead, I'd found myself in front of Sarendonia's greatest enemy. I was certain that the Fates had laughed their asses off when they'd decided to lead me here.“More potatoes, dear?” Andrea, Rosela's younger sister, didn't wait for my answer. She beamed at me and quickly shoved more potatoes onto my plate. That smiling woman had to be literally made of kindness. She had even given me some undergarments, leggin
DEARONI was staring at the door at the end of the corridor, a door leading to the chamber where Kaira was. She had gone there merely minutes ago, and my wolf was already running circles in my head, driving me insane.Next to me, Torin murmured, “Do you think we scared her and now she's trying to run away?”“She has no reason to,” Nazo retorted before looking at Rafe. “Unless… that one over there has already managed to irritate her beyond limits.”“Hey!” Rafe frowned at him. “She likes me.”“Gods spare me…” Torin rolled his eyes.“I think she likes our Alpha more, though.” Angela giggled.“I like our Alpha, too,” crooned a red-haired she-wolf—Celadine, as I recalled. She leaned forward, presenting her quite impressive chest squeezed in a tight bustier. “Sadly, he doesn't visit us often.” She let out a dramatic sigh, the sound making my wolf snarl.Torin must have noticed my growing annoyance because he turned to Celadine and gave her a cold smile. “Whatever you're trying to do right n
KAIRAA shiver danced down my spine, not an entirely unpleasant one. I looked into Dearon's deep blue eyes, saw the sultry smirk pulling at his lips. Had he just invited me to his inner circle? He was either even more reckless than I was, or this was some kind of a test, a wicked game of his.A heartbeat passed, and all eyes were on me. No pressure. This reminded me of one of the countless meetings I had participated in as Jarith's advisor. Just like then, I could easily sense the nearly palpable hostility radiating from some. Especially the two gray-haired men clearly didn't want my presence here.Exhaling slowly, I stepped toward the table and cleared my throat. “A political marriage…” I started, and the meeting with elders from the Fiery Mist Pack appeared in my mind. My stomach roiled, but I drew another breath and looked around the room. “Truthfully, it depends on the terms of the alliance… and mutual trust.”A man with a gray beard and nearly white hair tied at the back of his ne
Angela's words rang in my head long hours after our conversation had ended. She knew I had come from Sarendonia. Should Dearon or the members of the council learn about it, I would be killed on the spot, especially after everything I had learned about the Korendorr's army and the potential political marriage…Groaning in frustration, I dragged my fingers through my hair and sat on the bed. Rosela had given me a cozy room for the night. It even had an adjoining bath chamber with a fireplace where I could heat water to fill the tub. I knew I should have used this opportunity and rested well before the long travel, but I could hardly relax. My muscles remained tense even after a hot bath, and my heart kept hammering despite the exhaustion I felt.I looked at the window. Gods, perhaps it would have been safer for me to run away from here, but knowing how many rogues lurked in those woods, I knew this wasn't a good choice either. “Two weeks… It's not that long, right?” I muttered, staring
DEARONWe were riding through the western line of the Fuar Woods for more than twelve hours, and we had yet to detect at least the faintest rogue odor. Those fuckers must have moved elsewhere, perhaps closer to the villages. I wouldn't dare hope we had somehow managed to wipe them all out. I knew that those fuckers were still a threat to those who lived in the area.I glanced at Kaira riding on my left. She was oddly quiet and hardly ever looked at me, but whenever our eyes met, a slight blush colored her cheeks. I pulled the reins, slowing Nox's pace to line up with her. “You're all right?” I asked, studying her.Her lips twitched into a quickly fading half smile, her eyes on the nearby trees. “Yes.” Another curt response.I slowly surveyed her long legs clad in black leggings. “How fast can you run?”She blinked, finally turning to me. “Why do you ask?”A smirk pulled at my lips. “Answer, and I'll tell you.”She released a heavy sigh. “Fast. I used to outrun most of the warriors in
KAIRAThe rogues' odor tainted the air, freezing me in my spot. The stench seemed to come from… everywhere. My muscles tensed as I slowly scanned the nearby trees. The rustling sound put my senses on high alert, and my heart began to race. Dearon and others must have sensed them, too, right?I muttered a curse as I noticed a few of them emerging from the shadows, slowly prowling toward the shore, all in their wolf forms.Fuck. I expected them to show up as humans. This group was different from the one I had encountered before. They didn't come to play; they came to kill. I glanced to the sides. No sign of Dearon, Torin, or others. What were they waiting for?Four wolves stepped onto the sandy shore, sniffing me. I glanced at my tunic and bare feet. I would need less than a few seconds to shift, but would it be fast enough?More rustling sounds came from the trees on the other side. There were more of them?! My breath caught in my throat as I noticed the other three rogues prowling tow
“And this is your tent.” Rafe proudly gestured at the one next to the Alpha's.I chuckled nervously. “I could have set it myself, you know?”“Don't be like that.” He pouted. “Let us take care of you.”I couldn't help but smile. “Thank you, Rafe. Thank you for a lovely place to sleep.”A wide grin rose across his face. “We have a nice dinner for you, too. I caught a few rabbits. Nazo's is roasting them as we speak.”My smile faded slightly. “Honestly… I'm not that hungry.”“Why?” Rafe stared at me in disbelief. “I'm always hungry after a good fight. You're not?”I tugged a strand of my hair behind my ear. “Um… I think I've lost my appetite somehow.”He inched closer, narrowing his eyes at me. “Does it have something to do with our Alpha?”A nervous laugh escaped me. “Why would you say that?”He shrugged. “Not sure, but he wanted to talk to you. Then you came here looking for us, and he still hasn't come…”“It's not because of Dearon.” I shook my head. “It's just… um…” Words stuck in my
I could barely focus on the road ahead. My fingers were curled tightly around the reins. I kept my back unnaturally straightened, and every few seconds, I had to remind myself how to breathe.I should have known. Gods, I should have figured it out sooner. The way he seemed to know about everything, his impossibly quiet steps, the lack of scent—Ahren was a spy. He had been trained to become one… but trained by whom?I still couldn't comprehend why he had chosen to work for the kingdom he so deeply hated. Or maybe this hadn't been his choice at all. What if he had been forced to work for the Silver Mountain Pack? I could hardly stomach that thought, but I had learned enough recently to know it was possible. The only consolation was that his assignment for Jarith seemed to be over. He could finally reunite with his sister, and—“His sister,” I breathed out as my insides clenched.Ahren had claimed that his sister was somewhere safe and that he had to work for both of them. What if… she h
KAIRAMy heart still thundered as I returned to my tent. My mind was a hectic mess. Perhaps I should have been glad that Dearon and I managed to fix things between us, but had we truly? My wolf had a different opinion on that matter. She wanted me to get close to Dearon, not put some uncrossable boundaries.“It's better this way… safer,” I convinced myself as I crawled under the covers.I placed my hand on my pounding heart and breathed deeply. After my conversation with Ahren, I knew for certain I couldn't stay here. This time, the one who knew me chose not to reveal my identity, but what if he changed his mind?“Gods,” I groaned, covering my face with my hands. Had Ahren told Dearon the truth, the Moon Shadow Pack's Alpha wouldn't have dared think about kissing me; he would have rather considered the best way to kill me!Then I recalled what Ahren had said about Sarendonia warriors, and my blood turned cold. For him and the villagers, the people who had fought by my side were monste
DEARONI felt a strange pull in my chest, and an odd restlessness followed. I jerked up to sit, my eyes wide open. A shiver skidded down my spine, and a single word filled my mind…Kaira.A few seconds passed, and I exited the tent. Torin rose to his feet, turning away from the fading fire. His brows inched up, his mouth opening, but I was first to ask, “Where's Kaira?”He blinked. “How did you know she's not in her tent?”I stepped toward him, my anxiety rising. “Where is she?” I strained through my teeth.Torin pointed at the dense part of the forest. “She went in that direction. She said she was going for a walk. Then Ahren went to find her…”I was running before his words fully sounded. I was barefoot, wearing nothing but linen pants, but I couldn't care less. My heart thundered against my chest. She was in danger. I wasn't sure how I knew that; I just did, and the thought that something might happen to her…Shit. Where were those fuck-up feelings coming from?! I was supposed to s
I had told Torin I would go for a short walk, and I ran deep into the woods. As soon as the tents and fire were no longer in sight, I braced myself against the tree, heaving my guts out. According to Torin, Sarendonia's warriors had used dark powers to gain leverage in the war. It sounded ridiculous. I had never felt any dark forces surrounding our army. And yet, I knew that Torin wasn't lying…My body rattled, and I couldn't determine whether it was from the night's cold or sheer terror and disgust. Probably the latter. My mind struggled to process everything I had heard.“The son of the Silver Mountain Pack's Alpha… summoned the demon,” I mumbled, repeating Torin's words. Jarith's father had been the Alpha when the war had begun. Jarith hadn't even been born yet, so Torin must have meant one of Jarith's older brothers…The alpha bloodlines were often blessed with longevity and aged more slowly than the average shifter. It wasn't unusual that some Alphas lived for more than two hundr
It was a relief that I got my own tent back, especially now that things between the group and me were still slightly weird. Nazo and Rafe stopped giving me the cold shoulder, but Torin remained distant, and Dearon… well… I wasn't even sure how to describe what was between us.I'd seen the tension sharpening his face when I'd told everyone about my talisman. From that moment, he kept looking at me as if he could sneak into my mind and read me like a book. Unlike how he had asked me about Harlow's death, now he didn't try to approach me, and I couldn't decide whether I found his distance relieving or irritating.Groaning in my rising frustration, I undressed from my traveling clothes and put on a light chemise. Then I finally lay down and wrapped myself with fur covers. Staring at the linen tent fabric above my head, I slowly blew out a breath. Was it possible that my mother had gotten that crystal from someone in Korendorr? I didn't have many memories of my mother, but I could see her
KAIRAWhat the actual fuck?! I barely survived the swirling storm of emotions that had invaded me. The fear of exposure quickly turned into a burning desire, only to lead to a quite bitter disappointment…I wasn't sure what I was supposed to feel. I didn't know what I was supposed to think. Perhaps I should focus on the fact that my secrets remained hidden, that no spy had framed me or revealed my true identity. But that kiss…Gods, it had felt like a dream, only better—ten or twenty times better, actually. His touch, his scent, the way he'd kissed me—I hadn't felt anything like this before. It had awakened this odd need inside me, and that feeling…In that heated moment, I'd wanted to be his, to belong to him, and all reasonable arguments seemed irrelevant. It felt as if some primal instincts had taken over, and all I could do was follow their lead. Of course, it all had changed when Dearon decided to turn around and walk away as if it meant nothing to him. And now, seeing his all bu
DEARONI carried Kaira in my arms while inwardly muttering a long stream of curses. Torin and Nazo shouldn't have taken this that far. They even wanted me to use the Alpha Command on her, but I knew there were other, simpler ways to make her talk.Her heart raced. I could feel it with how close her chest was half-pressed against my own. Surely, the pounding could have been the result of silver poisoning, but I'd rather think it was because of our proximity. My wolf would certainly vote on the latter. He seemed amazingly satisfied with our current situation while I… well, I had yet to establish how I felt about it. Unfortunately, his urges quickly became my own…A few minutes passed, and I caught myself savoring the way her fingers brushed against the back of my neck as she tried to hold on to me. My one hand was on her back while the other held her bare legs, right under her knees, and gods, I began to wish I could slide that hand further, to her thighs and between them. I wanted to p
KAIRAMy heart thundered, and I could barely control the trembling of my hands and feet. Perhaps I should feel relief now that the last bastard who had set Alletia on fire was dead. Unfortunately, his death only made me ten times more restless.While Torin, Rafe, Nazo, and Dearon went to the cave to examine the body, I slowly began to roll up the tents, with “slowly” being a key word. “This is bad… This is so fucking bad,” I gritted out as I packed the blankets into the bag.I sucked in a deep breath, but it sure as three hells didn't help me calm down. I raised my gaze from the blankets and scanned the crowd of villagers slowly getting out of their tents. The spy this dead fucker mentioned had to be among them. How did I know that? Well, the answer was simple: I wasn't the one who killed the bastard in that cave.I'd wanted to. I had planned to kill him. I'd known I would have had to kill him the second Dearon had told me about the interrogation. I'd learned that the guy's name was H
I stood next to Kaira, her eyes on the tent—our tent for the night. Far too many people had lost their homes, and we'd decided to give them two of ours. That left us with one for Torin and Nazo, another for me and Kaira, and a small one for insufferably snoring Rafe.Kaira nibbled on her lip, her arms folding across her waist in a protective gesture. “Um… I can sleep outside somewhere,” she murmured. “You can take the tent. I'll take the blanket and—”“Out of the question,” I said curtly. “You're sleeping here, with me.”Her jaw clenched. “Explain this to me one more time: why can't I use the small tent? If you were a gentleman, you would share this tent with Rafe, and I—”“First of all, you're right, I'm no gentleman.” A sly grin curved my lips. “Second, there's no way in all three hells that I'm going to share a tent with Rafe. His snoring is legendary, and I need to be still sane in the morning. And third…” I inched closer, locking my eyes on hers. “I can always make you lie down n