~Kai~I meant to protest, tell her I can’t be her friend, not when every fiber in my body screams to make her mine. I was used to having things my way, taking what I wanted without a nip of regret or shame, or thinking twice about the consequences. And that’s precisely what brought me to this situation.“Okay,” I said.Benny gave me an unapologetic look and said with complete sincerity. “Thanks, Kai. You know I’ll always cherish our past, but that’s what it was. Past.”“Good.” Fucking liar.My gut twisted, objecting. I wanted to give her what she wanted and be content with what she could offer. But I can’t. My mind reeled with how I could turn this conversation so she’d change her mind.Her smile faltered. “Great.” And I knew right then that I wasn’t the only one lying in this conversation.The warm light from the cafe illuminated her face, clad with that sweet smile. I’m sure that veneer got through a few troubles and mishaps, but she forgot I could read her.I leaned in my seat, smi
~Benny~Huddled in one corner of my room, Kai held me as if I was made of glass; one mistake and I’d break. He wasn’t wrong.I woke up drenched in sweat, screaming. The darkness never bothered me, but tonight it did. I don’t remember how I ended up curled between my desk and my dresser. I just know I must keep quiet, or something bad will happen.The entire place was silent. My heart thumped in my ears as the seconds ticked by.“Can you at least try?” Kai’s gray eyes were gentle, his touch was soothing, and his presence eased my nerves.I swallowed hard to moisten my parched throat, considering all options on deck.Kai was being too kind, too understanding. This reminded me of our time back on the island. I appreciate he didn’t take advantage of my situation. It’s dumb as fuck, but sex numbed the fear, the pain, and the sadness. It had been my escape from everything I didn’t want to face. I was a druggie, and sex was my poison.“If… if I try, will you give me what I want?” I sounded t
~Benny~Waking up cocooned by Kai’s delicious scent was a great way to start my day. Granted, our relationship was hanging in the balance, but who was rushing?The fact of the matter was he didn’t sleep with me last night - not for the lack of opportunity. It proved there was truth in his ‘do things right’ claim, whatever that entails, and I sure as hell was going to savor these sweet little moments.He’s been awake for a while, judging from how his hold on me tightened; he knew I was too. It’s like we’ve fallen into a trance, wanting to stay in the safety of my room, spooning in my bed, sharing each other’s warmth.Kai was always so warm. He’s like a portable furnace.He started to draw little circles with his thumb; it rested over my tummy under the material of my cotton top. I sighed, melting against him. His rough stubble tickled the exposed skin of my shoulder as he drew me closer.“Good morning.” His breath caressed the shell of my ear, then I felt his lips nibbling my earlobes.
~Kai~“Benny…” I groaned as she tightened her legs around my waist, keeping me from walking away.Her perky ass rested on the breakfast bar, my body slotted between her parted legs. We just finished breakfast and had to meet Ghost ten minutes ago. He’d been staying close in case we’d need assistance, along with Rain.“What?” The little vixen pouted, fluttering her long lashes. She knew what she was doing to me, rubbing her barely clothed pussy against my crotch. I jerked off in the shower, but like I said, nothing would satisfy me apart from feeling her sweet pussy choking my cock.I squeezed her ass with one hand, the other fisting her hair, tugging her head backward. “I need to leave.”“I’m not stopping you,” she murmured.No, she wasn’t. She wanted me to make the choice by torturing me, offering herself on a silver platter.Such a naughty vixen; I wanted to punish her. I wanted to take her so fucking bad. Ghost was a patient man. He’d wait for me even if I was an hour late. That w
~Kai~“Can you get more info about Adelar’s wife?” I asked, reversing out of the cafe parking lot.Ghost typed the therapist’s address on the GPS. Her current residence was thirty minutes away.“Sure,” Ghost was already on his phone. “What do you have in mind?”I shrugged; the car was crawling out of the busy train station. “She died in a boat accident around the same year Benny started seeing a therapist. I want to know if Benny’s fear of the waters is connected to her somehow.”“Huh,” Ghost sounded lost, not lifting his attention from his phone. “They had to be connected somehow,” he suggested.I growled, hitting the car horn repeatedly. The pedestrians loitered the streets as if it was a fucking park. “I don’t know, Ghost. But I think it’s worth looking at. Benny said she doesn’t remember anything past high school.”His head snapped in my direction. “And you’re telling me this now?”I stomped on the gas once we reached the highway. “I’m telling you,” I pressed. “And I trust you’d k
~Kai~“Revolver?” I asked Ghost, pressing my body flat on the wall beside the broken door, glaring at the two bullet holes in the wall across the basement entry.Ghost’s expression was passive. “Smith and Wesson.”It’s probably a strange ability to possess, but Ghost could tell what gun you fired just from the sound of it. It takes years and experience. He was already with Klaus when I met him, and his story was something I’ve always wanted to decipher, but he’s not an open book.“.38 caliber?”He nodded. “Six shots.”“Classic self-defense for chicks,” I murmured under my breath.“Uh-huh. She is terrified,” he said, faced me, and jumped to my side. Two bullets followed him; the wall across the door now has four bullet holes. “Two more.” Ghost checked his Glock. “It’s your call, Kai.”“Yeah?” I tipped my head to the side, adrenaline pumping into my veins. Since I was the youngest in our group, I’ve always been the follower, never the plan maker or one to take the lead.“Benny’s your re
~Benny~My heart thudded at the sound of the door unlocking and locking. Klaus had his people install an alarm in the apartment, so I knew it was Kai when it didn’t go off. I perched up from kneeling on the bathroom floor. I had been stress cleaning, too excited for tonight.Kai was early. It’s only past lunchtime.Leaving the scrub on the bucket of soapy water, I removed my gloves and left them in the sink, washing my hands.I did a double take at myself in the mirror, frowning. My messy hair and oily face paired with my loose shirt were far from the look I’d go for on our date later, but what the hell? Kai had never made me feel unpretty or unsexy, no matter what I wore, makeup or not.Huffing, I put on a smile and stepped out of the bathroom.“You’re early,” I breathed out, step faltering when our eyes locked. One look at him and I knew something was wrong.He smiled, shrugging his coat off and hanging it on the coat rack, kicking his boots aside. His movements were calculated, sho
~Benny~The hours dragged out. Before I could as much contemplate what the fuck I was about to do once I saw her, Kai slowed the car to a crawl, parking in front of the so-called ‘safe house.’“This the safe house?” We’re looking at a sumptuous three-story mansion seated in a three-hundred-square-meter landscape. Big spotlights perched on the well-manicured ground illuminated the white-painted walls. Large windows, drapes pulled to the side, allowing a peek at the interior. Men wearing bulky black jackets - a get-up to conceal their guns - lurked inside with earpieces in their ears. That was my only indication that we were in the right place.Kai hummed a yes, unmoving from the driver’s side. He killed the engine minutes ago, waiting for me to make a move.“Where did they find her?” I asked.I didn’t have to say her name. “At Adelar’s mansion. Rain called us when we were talking to Alice.”Shivers rolled down my spine. I hadn’t seen her since Granada, and I hadn’t planned to speak to