Day by day he's feeling something he shouldn't feel. He shouldn't be bothered if Grace won't talk anymore, or if Grace doesn't show any emotions anymore, he shouldn't feel bothered by Grace lack of interest, he shouldn't be alarmed if he can't scent her,
he shouldn't be concerned about the distance Grace made from everyone, he shouldn't be bothered that their baby is always neglecting Grace and prefer him over Grace,
he shouldn't feel bothered about Grace feels. He shouldn't fucking bother!!!!
He's frustrated because he is.
He is fucking bother by everything.
And the big question is...
WHY?
He feels like clowning himself. He doesn't understand what's happening to him. He feels disregarded, gloomy but why. Simple...
Because of Grace.
He feels guilty without knowing the reason. His heart is scratching. His chest is sober; he feels like a criminal without doing any crime. What did he do to feel like this?
He knows but just not accepting it like a coward.
He came home after the long hours of working. He got late tonight because of the meeting and some work he has to do.
He entered the house and sigh, the same gloomy feeling in the air and darkness. He closes the door behind him, goes towards the sofa and sits there. Losing his tie from his neck and sign out of tiredness, he leaned his head at the back of the couch and closed his eyes.
thinking about the past
"Hey, Aaron, welcome back." Grace came into the living room and greeted him with a beautiful smile and soft eyes. Aaron just hummed tiredly.
"How was your day?" Grace asked softly. He sat down beside him.
Silence.
She bites her lips at the lack of response from Aaron. "Do you want me to massage your head?" Aaron opened his eyes in annoyance.
"Can you shut up for a second!" Grace flinched back and nodded, looking down, muttered a small 'sorry.'
Minutes passed, and Aaron still didn't say anything, and his scent was telling how annoyed and tired he was, so Grace stood up after informing him that she's setting the table for dinner.
Not like Aaron even cares if she is here or not.
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Aaron opened his eyes and leaned forward. He looked up towards the stairs to see no one; he looked beside him to see no one. No Grace to annoy him...
He's alone....just like he wanted before for Grace to leave him alone.
But how does he?
These scenarios always came to his mind and haunted him about how he treated Grace in the past. But now why his heart feels heavy to even think about it, it never did before. He never missed Grace's presence back.
He rubbed his face and stood up, going towards the kitchen in the hope of seeing Grace waiting for him at the table like she always did before.
But there was no one; not even her scent was there. He sighs and looks at the food that is placed neatly on the table.
Again he remembered the past scenarios.
"Oh, you came" Grace woke up from her nap on the table where she was leaning onto. With food covered to make it stay warm. Aaron ignored her.
"You are late again today."
"I have work to do, not like you to be always inside the house doing nothing" Aaron coldly said. Grace feels hurt hearing it but shrugged it off to not feel too bad.
"What are you doing here?."
"I was waiting for you," she softly said.
"For what?" Aaron was going upstairs. Grace stood up from the chair.
"To eat dinner together, a-aren't you eating?"
"No, I am not hungry" he was climbing up but stopped when Grace called for him.
"B-but I already made dinner at least a little. I also didn't eat yet" Aaron sighs and turned around to look at her.
"So what? Did I tell you to wait for me?" Grace looked down and shook her head slowly.
"We didn't get the time to spend together, you are always busy at work, so I thought eating dinner together will be good" she muttered softly.
"So what do you want me to do! Leave my work and stay at home doing nothing just like you!! And waste my time being in your presence!!" Aaron shouted rudely and coldly, not caring about the tears that left Grace's eyes and hurt that showed on her face and went away from there, leaving his mate to sob silently.
Aaron grabs the handle of the chair and closes his eyes tightly. At that time, the tears and the hurt on her face didn't affect him but now when he remembers his mates face......., it tore his heart.
He opened his eyes and took a deep breath to get rid of heaviness in his chest, but nothing happened. He sat at the chair where once Grace sat always but now he can't get the chance to even see her face for a whole day, let alone sitting with her to eat food.
He opened the lid and looked at the food, not feeling any appetite anymore. But he doesn't want Grace's hard work to go to waste, so he starts eating. Now if he were the past Aaron, he would've never cared about that and leave the table to sleep.
But it's not the case anymore.
Warning -) All are my books.List of Completed books BOOK 1 LINK -https://www.goodnovel.com/book_info/21000001955Spoiled billionaire's innocent Bride. *completed* Deep romance , heart break , happy ending.Story of a cold hearted billionaire and a sassy beautiful boy ."Do whatever you want to do , call me bitch , slut, whore ,or whatever ,just remember i just want you .i will always have whatever i have wanted ."
3 years laterGrace had come to his life like a blessing which he took for granted and almost lost him but he came to realization before it and held him so he wouldn't slip from his grip.Like they say, better late than never.Grace has changed too but in a better way. She learned to let things go after healing it. She forgot to cope up with it which she always did before. Now she lets it in and takes the time to heal the damage first then let it go completely to never be bought up again.She made herself a better person who knew how to understand and learned to be there for and listen. She's not the same girl she was six months ago. She learned to smile, her voice became soft and warm. Her facial expression has the soothing and soft look which she had before she met Aaron.She's now a happy and bubbly girl she once was. She broke the hardness and coldness in her heart and let her vulnerable self come out. She let Aaron see her pain and desperation for someone to love and appreciate he
Aaron open his eyes when he heard moans behind from beside him , He immediately got up and sat down , staring at Grace with wide eyes .“Baby ???”Aaron quickly turn the light of night stand on .He turned to his bed, eyes softening as he regards Grace's pitiful state. She was squirming around, teeth biting harshly onto her bottom lip, tears catching onto her long lashes.Aaron climbed onto the bed. "Hush love, I've got you, the pain will be gone soon."“fuck” Aaron crush under his breath. "P-please!" Grace begs, not entirely sure what she was begging for, she only knows that Aaron is a nearby.. she feels Aaron could help her remove the throbbing pain.Aaron rests his hands on Grace's face and neck, the contact momentarily easing her pain. Grace whined as he pushes herself upwards to the source of relief.Aaron shut his eyes tightly. This was not how he imagined he would take Grace. He wanted to make it gentle and pleasurable, to let Grace know he is treasured,Looking at Grace’s sta
"Are you hungry?" Aaron says to the Baby who's spit was trickling down her chin and cheek from the amount of suckling he was doing."Definitely hungry"He scrunches his nose when he smells the disgusting smell. "What the...." He pulled the Baby upwards and saw her romper leaking with smelly substance. "Oh noooo~" Aaron whined."You dirty little Baby! Why did you poop" Aaron softly says and chuckles when the Baby flares her fists around and makes noises which only she can understand."I can't believe Grace does this all the time without covering her face and is still alive!" Aaron was cleaning the Girl Baby while his face had a half cloth covering his nose from the disgusting smell.Asher was giggling from the corner of the room while playing with Aaron's phone which he gave him only for 10 minutes since he was whining to go to Grace so much and he had to take care of Aria too or else there's no way he's giving his small child a mobile phone at such a young age.This is the age where
They came home after a good day of spending it at the mall doing lots of shopping and hanging out in the play ground as Asher whined for it."Ahhh...it was tiring" Aaron plopped into the couch after putting the dozen of bags on the floor sighing in tiredness. she swear she never shop this much in her whole life."Hmph!" Aaron huffed when his little Asher jump in his lap and sprawled his little body on his chest and whining in sleepiness.Grace rolled her eyes at her both mate and child ,holding a sleepy Aria in her hand and also sat on the couch."You both are so dramatic!" Aaron head snapped up at her. "What do you mean?! Aren't you tired!!" Aaron asked offended."I should be more tired than both of you!! Y'all just stand there and enjoyed! I was the one who was going here and there and buying things!! Still here I'm not even complaining plus you both are man!!" Grace says in a pouty tone unconciously making her eyes big and lips pouty, but her tone is still judging.Aaron huffed. "D
Aaron stood there watching his girl whom he had hurted the most in the past.The one who's beautiful pretty eyes hold the hope and excitement in them. It sparkled when she nodded her head slowly.The way Grace had asked with so much insecurity in her voice broke his heart. He made her like this, he made his girl insecure and long for many things she didn't deserve at the first place.'you never were there when i go for our Baby shopping a-alone, you know how people look at me in pity thinking i was a single parent for my baby because i have no scent on me of an -- to show that i am m-mated....'The voice of his broken Girl rang in her ear, when that day Grace finally broke down from years of living in an emotional torture, the day he almost lost his mate with his own mistake.And the thing that hurted more is that it wasn't just one time thing....he made many mistakes and hurt Grace again and again but Grace endures all of it for many years without a complaint.'I will never forgive yo