Chapter 58 I lost them forever and it was my fault.

The doctor performed an ultrasound on Daniella, she didn't allow me to be present and I don't blame her, but the doctor sent it to me via email so I could see it, she told me that Dany is expecting a boy, I don't know why that gives me so much joy a boy, I always dreamed that when I had my first child it would be a boy.

I'm lying on my couch and I'm connecting my laptop to my Smart tv, to see the ultrasound and even though I know I won't see anything, I'm curious to see that baby, when I finally connect it I hear a sound, a heartbeat getting louder and louder.

I am surprised to hear it and even more when I finally see the image, a tiny being moving, I can't believe it and my face reflects a smile, I approach the screen and place my hand on the image.

"Why do I feel this connection with you, little one, maybe I am your daddy, you don't know how much I would love to be your daddy, I thought for a moment."

And why not, if I choose to be,