My Hockey Stepbrothers Dirty Little Secret: Ice Bound Hearts

  Aurelia’s POV

  I have always hated the Thorne twins, and it was no secret.

  

  It’s been barely two weeks since they had walked in on me yet I still couldn’t undo the shame clawing at my chest? 

  

  Now, I was leaning against the balcony railing on my nineteenth birthday party, trying to run away from Cassian and Damien's gaze, instead of enjoying my own birthday bash. 

  

  I still hated them though all for valid reasons.

  

  From the way they laughed too loud, to the way their stupid smirks made me have butterflies, and how they knew exactly which of my buttons to push.

  

  Worst of all, I hated the fact that no matter how much I tried, I just could never ignore them and that was why I was here leaning over the balcony watching them.

  

  I found myself longing to see their cocky smirk, and still wanted them to catch me staring so they could give me that look… that they knew something… something like the embarrassing moment Cassian had caught me moaning out Damien’s name while pleasuring myself.

  

  Or the time Damien had caught me on my arched back with Cassians shorts placed on my nose just at the brink of my climax with his name on my lips.

  

  It wasn’t just embarrassment but the fact that they had both acted like it didn’t mean anything.

  

   So no, I absolutely didn’t care who he was smiling at when it wasn’t me.

  

  The Thorne twins were in the center of the hall, Cassian laughing at some joke only he and Damien seemed to understand.

  

  Why were they acting so fucking…casual… like they didn’t care that I was leaving for Toronto in a few days or perhaps I just couldn’t admit to myself that whatever I was feeling was one-sided.

  

  The fact they had heard of how much I hated them from my mouth and watched as my body betrayed me more times than I cared to admit. 

  

  As though they had sensed my stares, they both turned up to face me and a flash memory of the smirks on their faces when I was caught pants down caused a flush that creeped across my skin! 

  

  Almost immediately they looked away.

  

  My fingers flexed against the folds of my dress. I'd had enough of pretending they didn't exist. I had enough of hiding and letting them go while I suffered in shame.

  

  So, I stepped forward into the hall, walking straight towards Cassian and Damien with a blank mind. 

  

  I had just today before they were out of my sight so it was better to clear things off my chest.

  

  Just as I neared them, they started walking towards their shared room and I followed suit.

  

   “Thorne...” I called as they both got to the door, dragging their attention back to me.

  

  Despite how calm I looked, my heart was running a marathon.

  

  They turned as one, Cassian had an unhinged, knowing look while Damien had his usual smirk on like they'd been waiting for this moment. 

  

  “Dearest stepsister, you called?” Cassian asked, his voice a smooth, teasing purr as he inserted his hand into his pocket pant. 

  

  “I was just asking about you with mother, she can’t understand why it’s your party, yet, you were nowhere to be found.” Damien added with sarcasm. 

  

  My jaw tightened and I forcefully pushed away embarrassment, folding my arms to my chest to gather some courage in me, “What do you want?” 

  

  Both of them looked confused for a moment. 

  

  “You called us?” Cassian teased, and now, I was more frustrated. 

  

  “Stop it!” I yelled out, closing my eyes shut. “Stop the fucking pretense, it's driving me insane!”

  

  Everywhere fell silent for a while before Damien's voice came in. 

  

  “Cas, what's she talking about?”

  

  “I don't understand, either.”

  

  I stomped my feet on the tiled floor, tears gathering in my eyes with frustration. 

  

  “You guys disgust me! I hate you all!” I blurted out, and with that, I made my way back when Cassian called out.

  

  “Aurelia, what did you just say?” I can feel him making steps towards me, “Repeat what you just said, Aurelia Greyfort.” He dared, making me turn my face at me with utmost disbelief. 

  

  “Is that the lie you tell yourself?”

  

  I gulped in as they both cornered me, Cassian moving to stand behind me while Damien closed in, causing me to take steps backwards until we were against their shared bedroom.

   

  “Are you here to tell us to keep your secret?”

  

  Damien stepped closer, his body slowly brushing against my body while his scent slowly filled my senses, “You said it yourself, Aurelia,” he murmured, almost with a growl. “You’ve always hated us… hated how much control we had over everything in your life even without doing anything.”

  

  I gulped in, my hand clenching on the hem of my dress. 

  

  Yes and I meant it. 

  

  Cassian pressed in from behind, whispering in my ear, “Or perhaps you meant you hated how much you ‘wanted’ us.”

  

  My stomach clenched with every nerve screaming at me to run as I tried to shoving down the arousal slowly creeping through me at their proximity.

  

  I also hated the fact that they had so much control over my body… without having to touch me yet, I was aching all over. 

  

  It felt as though there was a strong pull, pulling me closer to them.

  

  “W.. what are you talking about?” I found the courage to speak but Damien’s lip brushed my shoulder, his fingers tracing the curve of my side with slow kisses.

  

  “You want us, don't you? You want us to take you all at once, you greedy girl.”

  

  The thought of his words sent a shocking wave in my body, and I trembled under their gaze. 

  

  I was exactly where I wanted to be, but they didn’t need to know that, I tried to say something… anything but I got caught in between my own words. 

  

  Damien’s hands slid to my waist, before slowly sliding down to palm my butt while Cassian's hands tangled in my hair, pulling my head back and tilting me just enough to make my pulse spike with vibration. 

  

  And suddenly, their lips were at either side of my face, teasing and claiming my body, making me lose my own breath as I succumbed under their touch.

  

  “The only reason why you will forever be drawn to us is because you're ours.” Cassian husky voice filled my ears, “Always have been and always will be.”

  

  Damien pressed against me, his lips grazing the shell of my ear, “And tonight… you won’t even remember how to resist nor will you remember your feigned hatred.”

  

  Feeling bold, I suddenly pushed them, “Don’t act like you feel anything for me… you hate me just as much as I do you both.”

  

  Damien growled before pushing me into their rooms and before I could get a good of myself, I was locked in their embrace.

  

  “Oh you don’t know how much we have held back from punishing you kitten…. Do you think we missed how you let that loser, Dave touch you… why do you think he never called you back.” Cassian whispered, his breath fanning my desire.

  

  So I wasn’t misreading it… the hunger in their eyes was meant for me.

  

  I felt Damien's hand slowly trail down to grip my wetness earning him a breathless moan.

  

  They were teasing… playing with my body until I begged.

  

  Every part of me wanted them, I needed the unhinged, chaotic, possessive way they had always been. 

  

  The way they had always been mine without my permission, claiming me even when I thought I had control.

  

  Cassian hands pressed on my dress, trying to get me out of it, while Damien hands roamed, teasingly with a claim on my body. 

  

  Another moan escaped from my lips before I could stop it.

  

  I wiggled out of my dress.

  

  There was no going back…

  

   I was going to fuck these men that I hated… my stepbrothers.

  

  And the worse part, there was no place I’d rather be!