LOGINAfter spending a good few hours in the mall we had decided to head home. It was almost 5pm and they headed to the beach at 7. “I’ll see you guys soon”. As I entered the house my mouth watered at the smell of steak.
In the kitchen my gran stood at the stove, a glass of wine in her hand. The kitchen was spotless and a new cooker had been fitted.
“Something smells great”.
“I’ll fix you a plate. Go get cleaned up”.
“Do you mind if I go out for a little while tonight?”. My gran had never stopped me from doing anything but I always did ask for her permission. I wanted to go to the beach but I wasn’t big on the idea of leaving my gran on her own in a new place.
“As long as you’re in by 2 and you’re not drinking then by all means go have some fun”.
I wasn’t legally old enough to drink yet but that didn’t stop me from having a few. I’ve never got to the point where I’ve been wasted. I’ve always been careful when it came to that. I knew she knew that I drank sometimes but it was never something we discussed.
“I won’t be late. Did you get everything you needed today?”. Watching as she plated my steak I couldn’t wait to dig in. I was a girl that liked to eat. I loved and breathed food.
“Bed isn’t coming until tomorrow I’m sorry Leah it was the quickest they could deliver. Now sit and eat”.
I could survive one more night on the couch.
“Contractors what about them?”. I wanted to know so I could be out of the house when they were here. I didn’t want to be in the way when people were trying to do their work.
“Day after tomorrow”.
Cutting into my steak it melted in my mouth as soon as it touched my tongue. My gran was one hell of a cook. “Everything is going as planned then. Hopefully shouldn’t be long until we can call this house our home”.
“Hopefully not honey. I’m going to take this wine and a book to the front porch. I’ll see you before you go”.
After freshening up I stood in my room in a towel staring at my suitcase. I didn’t have a clue on what to wear. What did you wear to a beach at night? Grabbing my phone I texted Alanna for some advice.
‘What do you wear to a beach at night? x’
Do I wear my bikini underneath? hopefully not in that weather. But I didn’t want to be the only girl there not wearing one. I was after all trying to fit in.
‘Anything you want but wear a bikini underneath. It can get wild sometimes lol but don’t worry we’ll look after you 😉 come over as soon as you’re ready’ A x.
Jeans were my life saver and basically the only thing I owned. I had decided on a leopard print bikini but wasn’t planning on letting anyone see it. Pulling my hair into a high pony tail I wrapped my scarf around my neck and pulled my jacket on.
Now it was sneakers or boots?
Staring at my white Nikes I sunk my teeth into my bottom lip. If I wear them they aren’t coming home white. Glancing at my black ones I shrugged. They’ll do.
Kissing my gran good night I headed across to Alanna’s house. I could hear loud music and chatter and suddenly I was getting nervous. I hadn’t really thought about other people going tonight. I loved meeting new people but that didn’t mean I was good at it.
Bringing my hand up I was about to knock when the door opened, Jake stood there with a beer in hand and a glare on his face. What was with the glare? I hadn’t done anything to him. He was the one that put hands on me.
He was suddenly pushed out the way Alanna taking his place. “You look good girl. Come in what do you want to drink?”.
Looking around her house I was in awe. Her house was beautiful. All open plan and full length windows at the back. You could see the forest for miles.
“What are you drinking?” Taking my coat she tossed it onto the corner couch. Her eyes scanned over my body and suddenly I was starting to miss my coat. I had never been self conscious about my body until I met these girls.
“Leah, your body is smoking. I like that this is lace, gives them a little sneak peek of your bikini underneath”. Winking at me she went to get me a drink. It felt like the whole room was now looking at me. Maybe wearing a lace body suit wasn’t the best idea. It was tucked into my jeans, nothing inappropriate was showing.
Then I heard it.
A growl or what sounded like a growl tore throughout the room.
Suddenly no one was staring at me anymore. Everyone went back to minding their own business. I don’t know what it was but I was thankful.
“Vodka and lemonade with a hint of lime” She grinned as I took it from her. “Everything okay?”. She frowned.
“I swear I heard a growl. It was either that or I’m losing my mind”. Taking a drink I walked closer to the back windows. “Your house is beautiful Alanna”.
“Thank you. Jake designed it along with my dad”.
“I love the windows”. If this was my house I would never leave.
“They worked hard at it. We’re having a dinner tomorrow night at my parents. You and your gran should come”.
“I’ll see if she’s free”.
“You should come. I’ll be back in a minute”.
I wasn’t moving from this spot until it was time to go. I couldn’t get over how stunning the view was. I bet it looked amazing in the summer too. I was starting to feel weird again. It was like I was getting hot flushes but still shivering at the same time. I don’t know if going to the beach was such a good idea. I think I was definitely coming down with the flu.
Rubbing at my arms it was then I noticed his reflection. He was staring again, stood in the corner with a glass of brown liquor. It took everything I had not to turn around. The pull was starting to become unbearable and I had no idea what was causing it.
I think the best place for me right now was home.
“Finish up we’re heading out”. Passing me my jacket I slipped it on but I didn’t make a move to go anywhere.
“Leah are you okay?” Lacey placed her hand against my forehead. “You feel hot like you’re burning up. Come and sit down”. Taking my hand she sat me on the sofa.
And then she froze.
“No freaking way” She smirked. “I knew I was right”.
“What, what is it?”.
“Nothing Leah stay there I’ll get you some water. You’ll feel better soon I promise”.
Setting the glass down at my feet, I got up. I felt slightly better but I still felt a little hot. Walking into the kitchen I heard hushed voices. I didn’t want to be rude but I couldn’t help but try and listen.
“You know it’s rude to listen to peoples conversations”. His voice sounded rugged, deep.
I turned around my gaze meeting his. “It’s also rude to stare but you do it anyway”.
“Watch your mouth little one”. As he took a step forward I took one back. I still wasn’t sure about him. I wanted to be near him but at the same time I wanted to be as far away from him as possible. He screamed dangerous.
“Leah you still up for coming with us?”.
“Yes” I said at the same time he said no.
Lacey smirked. I glared.
“And so it begins” She laughed but it wasn’t appreciated by Jake. If looks could kill she would be dead and buried in the back garden.
I was so confused right now. These people were weird but I kind of liked them.
Hearing the honk of a car Lacey took a hold of my hand. “Lets go have some fun before the big bad wolf explodes”. I laughed but I didn’t have a clue what she was talking about. It wasn’t until I was in the car ready to go that I heard it.
It was something I have never heard before in my life.
It was a howl followed by a dangerous growl. It was loud and fierce and it had me quivering, my body shaking. Looking around the car everyone had their heads bowed. Not a word was spoken.
Fear.
Pain.
Joy?
“Hey it’s okay” Lacey whispered taking my hand in hers. “You feeling better yet?” Surprisingly I did feel better but I wasn’t in the mood anymore.
The cars hadn’t moved yet.
“Lacey”.
Who was that? He sounded angry.
“Oh no” She groaned before the door was pulled open.
“Get your little ass out of that car right now”. He hissed.
“Jack I didn’t-..”
“Now Lacey” He roared cutting her off. This guy wasn’t playing around. If Lacey was smart she’d listen to him.
“Beach is off tonight guys and you can thank Lacey for that one”. As she got out he grabbed a hold of her arm and pulled her inside.
Everyone else started to disappear.
I was left sitting alone in the back of someone’s car.
Guess it was time for me to go home. What got to me was the fact that no one noticed I still sat there. That stung a little.
“I don’t want you to become overwhelmed. I thought I’d let you get settled in first and then I’d open the doors again”.“You didn’t need to do that”. I didn’t want anyone thinking I was pushing them out. Yes, I would would have been overwhelmed but I would have gotten over it. It was only natural being in a house filled with people you didn’t know but I wanted things to be normal.This was their pack house not mine.“I know I didn’t but the last thing I want to do is make you feel uncomfortable or make you want to leave. Especially when you’ve only just arrived”.I wasn’t going to leave. My plan was to see out the week and go from there. I of course was going home but this visit would decide how many times I would be visiting throughout the year.I had to remember this is what I wanted. Meeting my family was all I’ve ever wanted.“I appreciate that”. I smiled. “But I don’t want your pack thinking they can’t come to the pack house just because I’m there”.“They’ll still come around. I
I had been here for exactly an hour and already I was homesick. Because we didn’t arrive until late my dad thought it was best I meet everyone tomorrow. My gran was throwing a gathering.Food, drinks and everything in between. I was trying my best not to be nervous but every time I thought about it, I felt queasy. I was only meeting my family; it was going to be fine.Right?I was staying in the room I was in the last time I was here. The picture of my mom was still sitting on the bedside table, and I noticed a few extra things that weren’t here before.Cushions on the bed, blankets, a tv mounted on the wall. I was glad I had my own bathroom, and it was already stocked with enough products to last me a month.I was almost finished unpacking when there was a knock on the door.“Come in”. I called.“Are you settling in, okay?”. My dad asked leaning in the door frame.I nodded. “Do you live here all the time?”. I asked. I found it a little strange that we were in the pack house and not h
There weren’t many people who knew about us or at least that’s what I thought. It was hidden pretty well. Enough to live out normal lives within the human world.Take me for example, I had no clue they existed until I was slap bang in the middle of it all.“Werewolves”. He started ringing up my things placing each item into a bag as he did. “Like I said I’ve been around for many years. You see things, you hear things”. He shrugged.“If you say so”. I smiled taking the bag from him.“You never answered my question. Is he a leader?”.“An Alpha”. I winked.“Ah, so he is a leader”. He laughed. “I thought as much with the way he came across”.“He gets that a lot”. I laughed.“Take care of yourself”. He smiled.“You too”. I left making my way back to the truck.What could have been a bad moment turned out to be quite wholesome. A little strange but it could have been a lot worse. I bet he had seen it all. The good and the bad. Being out here in the middle of nowhere I bet there were some si
The radio was playing but I had yet to burst into conversation. I was keeping myself occupied by staring out the window. He had yet to strike up a conversation either and I hate to say it, but I could feel some tension between us, and it wasn’t sexual.A sigh fell from my lips as I ran a hand down my face. I didn’t know what to say. He wanted to drive me three hours away and I was fine with that but not to sit in silence for 3 hours.“You’re killing me here Jake. What’s wrong?”.“I’m thinking babe. Just because I’m not talking doesn’t mean there’s anything wrong”.“So, I’m just imagining the tension between us?”.“No”. He shook his head. “It’s definitely there but it’s not coming from me”.I frowned. What did he mean? I wasn’t causing tension. Was I?“How so?”. I asked. “And if I can feel it then it’s coming from you as well. Not just me Jake”.“Watch your tone”.“You’ve been weird ever since I told you I was going back with my dad”.“I’m fine”. He shrugged. “You want to go to your da
I was packing the last of my things, a list forming in my head to make sure I didn’t forget anything. I was only going for a few days, but I wanted to make I had everything I needed.I hadn’t talked to Jake for hours. When I got out the shower he had already left. I only assumed he went to his parents but who knows. He was in a right funk, but I was taking nothing to do with it. He would come out his mood the way he went into it.We were both adults and if he didn’t want to sit and talk about it than that was his choice. I was visiting with my dad. I wasn’t leaving him, I wasn’t ending our relationship, so I had no idea why he was making such a big deal about it.I zipped up my case and placed it by the bedroom door before making my way downstairs. My dad was sitting at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee.“I didn’t know you were here”. I frowned.“Coffee is hot”. He smiled.I poured myself some before sitting across from him. “Were you with Charlotte and Jacob?”. I asked.He nodde
OptionsI burst into the bathroom everything I was about to say forgotten. He moved fast. He was already naked and, in the shower, showing me a perfect picture of his ass.His body even from the back was perfect.I swallowed the lump that appeared in the back of my throat. I couldn’t stop staring, my mouth became dry as I took a step closer.“Are you coming in or are you just going to stand there staring?”.My heart skipped a beat. I chewed the inside of my cheek as he turned to face me. I had seen every inch of his body before and seeing it still made me nervous as hell.I tried my hardest to keep my eyes on his face, his smirk told me he knew exactly what I was thinking. Can you blame me, he was beautiful. Ruggedly handsome. His strong jaw line, his defined cheekbones.And let’s not forget his abs.“I suggest you strip out your clothes before I rip them off you”.Oh.“I can smell you”. He growled.I wet my bottom lip with my tongue. I shouldn’t be nervous, shouldn’t be a little sca
Unless he wanted me to catch him?No, that didn’t make any sense. “Fuck”. I cursed thumping my good hand off my steering wheel.I wish I could shut my brain off.Was it possible to love and hate him at the same time? I wanted to stay mad at him. In my head I hated him but I couldn’t deny how strong
Lunch time came around and he wasn’t back yet. Who runs for hours at a time?Rylee had left to go grab some things for tonight. I had showered and was patiently waiting for him to return. Making myself another coffee I grabbed my phone as it started ringing.“Hello”…“Babe I’m sorry I can’t make it
The rain was pouring but I didn’t care. I was exactly where I wanted to be. We could do this, we could work through it.“I’ll never hurt you again Leah I promise”.It amazed me how fast he sobered up. I could still smell the liquor on his breath. “Let’s go inside it’s freezing”.He was sat on the e
Lana was waiting in my room by the time I got out the shower. She was sprawled out on my bed her bags everywhere.“What did you bring?”. I frowned.“Bout time you got out that shower. I’ve been here for ages”. She had already poured me a glass of wine.“I’ve missed you to”. I made a face picking up







