CHAPTER 5

DOMINIC

When I said I had a plan, it means for the next 7 days until the anniversary, I'm going to give her a glimpse or clue about what I wanted her to know.

Just like I said, it has been eight torture years for me to keep something from her. The secret makes me hold myself even harder nowadays.

I deserve some peace too, for myself. That doesnt mean I'm not happy about our lives. I'm happy about our life together; I swear it's just about my desire, my secret. I want her to know all about me, and I hope she accepts it.

I find myself at the exact moment when the burden of hiding the truth becomes more unbearable than confessing it. I keep feeling guilty and stressed, knowing that I've kept something from her. The biggest lie in my life.

I want her to know all about what I keep in the game room and also about my club. I want her to know it, but the scenario must be perfect. She must know it by digging it by herself, so I won't scare her away. I think the curiosity she has will be the perfect scenario.

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LUNA

It has been 8 p.m. already, but there is no sight of Dominic coming home. I want to ask him to go to Upstage together. Pouted, I video call him.

"Hello, Daddy Dominic?" I pretend to be the kids, batting my eyelashes.

"Hahaha, what's wrong, sweetheart?" He laughs at my weird face and voice.

"Why are you not coming home yet?" I ask him.

"There is something I need to finish today, sweetheart. I think I will go home late." That's weird; he always goes home on time.

"Hmm. Alright then. The kids have already fallen asleep, and I called a nanny tonight. I want to go with Selene to Upstage, our favorite club. Is that ok?"

"OK, I will pick you up at the club after I finish my work. Don't drink too much."

"Yeah, thanks, husband!"

It has been probably 6 months since the last time I went to a club, and tonight Selene wants to introduce her new boyfriend. Being a mother makes it hard to socialize; mostly, our time is stolen by the kids.

I think after Dominic picks me up, I will ask him to spend a night at the penthouse. The last shower sex scene was hot. We need to improve our sexual lives. We usually do it in our room in this house. A bit boring, must I say? Suddenly, when we did it in the penthouse, I felt like a new spicy sensation.

I didn't expect him to come and fuck me in the shower.

I dress up and go to Upstage using an Uber since Dominic promised to pick me up. As usual, Upstage is a busy club. I never found a club that is always full of people like this. I'm sure the owner has a good amount of money.

"Selene...!"I see her sitting at the U-shaped table in the corner area.

"Damn, girl...!! Finally! You know I missed going to the club with you."

"You make me sound so old. You know I can't do it often because of my kids."

"Hahaha. Dang, I hope you spend Dominic's money a lot on hiring a nanny so you can enjoy your life. People said life starts in the thirties." She mutters.

Her point of view hit me hard. I married Dominic at 24 years old, gave birth to Ethan at 25, and Mads at 28. Despite losing my youth, I made the decision to marry Dominic. However, I'm immensely grateful to have them in my life, which is why, even though it's exhausting, I choose to take care of them on my own. Having kids is a big responsibility in life, though. I did hire a nanny sometimes when there was a special occasion, like tonight.

"I'm thirsty, by the way; let's grab some drinks." I walk with Selene to the bar and ask, "Where is your unannounced boyfriend?"

"Well, hello, ladies." Someone approaches us.

"Hey babe...! Here this is my forever bestie, Luna; and Luna, He is Gabriel, my boyfriend." Selene introduces him.

"Nice to meet you, Gabriel," I say.

"Hi, nice to meet you too." Gabriel politely shakes my hand.

"Lu, I want to go to the toilet. Can you accompany my boyfriend so he doesn't fling to another girl?" She winks.

"Go on, Sel; I will keep your boyfriend here."

"Phew, she is possessive." Gabriel chuckled. "So, are you alone today?" he asks me.

"Nope, my husband will pick me up later. How did you and Selene meet?"

"Before we continue, let me buy you a drink. What do you want?"

"I want Long Island please and thank you." I take the drink from the bartender and start to pay attention to Gabriel.

"So, I met her in this club. We met in the private area downstairs behind the bar."

"Huh? I never noticed that area before," I speak.

It has been almost 8 years now since Dominic took me here for the first time. Upstage is my favorite club ever; I've never been to another club. Until now, I never knew Upstage had a private, exclusive area.

"It's guarded and needs permission that is signed by the owner of the club." Gabriel continues.

"Wow, it seems like a special person is only allowed to go there."

"Lu... So, does my boyfriend treat you well?" Back from the restroom, Selene cut off our conversation.

"Yeah, he's good; do you know about..." Just before I finish my sentence, somebody hugs me from behind. I jump from my seat and shake his hands off.

"Sweetheart, don't be so mean." I see Dominic frowning.

"OMG, Dominic, can you not surprise me like that? I thought you were some random guy trying to touch me!"

"Sorry, sweetheart. Hi Selene, Hi Gabriel," Dominic gives Gabriel a bro hug.

"How do you know Gabriel?" I ask Dominic.

"He is one of my best friends who just came back from Italy. Come on, let's go home. I'm so tired today. Bye, everyone," he says to Selene and Gabriel.

Dominic takes my hand and pulls me into the parking lot. I only manage to wave my hand to Selene. Out of nowhere, Dominic drives the car into his office—scratch that, his penthouse.

Does he read my mind? He parks the car in the basement.

"How do you kn-", Just when I want to ask him, for the second time this day before I finish my sentence, he cuts me and grabs my neck—kissing me passionately in the car.

He pushes back the driver seat and tells me to move into his lap. I do it anyway. He starts to unzip his pants.

"W-wait, Dominic, how if anyone sees us??"

Shit, this makes me nervous.

"It's my building, and my window car is tainted black; you don't have to worry about that."

He slides down his pants and his boxers, then he moves my panties to the side. Luckily, I wear a thong and a short dress today. I feel him thrust two of his fingers. God...! I can't hide my voice anymore.

"Tell me, sweetheart, does this excite you? Having my fingers fuck you in my car?" He smirks at me.

He keep hitting that spot again and again while still looking at my face. Damn, I tell you all his fingers are pro.

"Y-yes. Fuck..."

"Such a naughty girl." He chuckles.

"I'm going to come." Just a moment before I cum, he pulls out his fingers.

"No...! Please, Dominic... Fuck!"

"Don't be mad, sweetheart; I promise you will have your orgasm soon."

I don't even have a chance to say anything when suddenly he pushes his dick in.

"Fuck, I should do this often; you feel so tight right now." He curses.

I guess the mixed feeling of nervousness and the adrenalin being fucked in the car makes me so... tense.

"Ride me, sweetheart." He demands.

I give my best to ride him in the limited space in the car. Shit, this feels so good. Why have we never tried it before?

I move my body up and down faster than before. Still, I need him to move to make me come.

"Please... please, Dominic." I desperately ask him.

"Please what, sweetheart?"

"Please fuck me harder," I whisper. Too shy to beg him.

"Ok, since you asked me nicely." He holds my waist and starts moving harder and faster.

He keeps his pace when he hears me moaning hard, unable to control my voice anymore.

"I'm coming. Fuck...!" I feel my body shake and spasm on top of him as the orgasm hit me.

I try to move away from him because of the overstimulation but find nowhere to go. I hear him growl and finally cum inside of me.

After having two kids, Dominic decided to do a vasectomy, and for more security, I also use an IUD. We decided to have only two kids.

"We should do this at least once a week, sweetheart. Do you like it?" My cheeks flushes when he asks me.

"Y-yes I like it." I bet my face is red.

Damn, why have I been nervous around my husband lately? He brings different vibes than the usually ′gentle family man′ vibes, more like ′dominating'.

Does it sin if I cheat with this new version of Dominic? The last time I felt him so dominant was when we were still dating. After marriage, he never looked so dominating like this anymore, I swear. He is usually just like another gentle husband out there.

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