Meera ~
I winced as the hair curler touched my forehead, causing my skin to burn slightly "I am so sorry, Ms. " I heard the stylist and sighed "it's okay, just tell someone to bring me an ice pack" I said to her. Today, I am attending the first event with my husband after my wedding. It is a party hosted by one of his partners at their home, and they has sent invitation to bring me along. That is why, my husband sent all the stylist to doll me up in the best way possible, to make me look presentable, that was his exact words. It hurt, it hurt so much, when he humiliates me, I know I am not pretty enough, no, I am not pretty at all but atleast he could have the decency not to humiliate me in front of outer world. "Done, you can see yourself now" I heard the hair stylist, the makeup artist has already done my makeup. I slowly opened my eyes, and blinked slowly, taking in my whole appearance. My face was done in light summer makeup with glowy blush and hair was done in French side low bun with few curls bouncing on the sides of my face. My dress was from Ralph Lauren, it is a sky blue gown, with florals on the hem, it fits my curves amazingly. I can't say I look prettiest but I look presentable as the wife of the wealthiest man in the whole of Europe. "You have beautiful eyes, ma'am" I heard the stylist and I bit my inner cheek and than gave her a small smile with a thank you. Its not that people give me compliment everyday. "Why did you have to give me a ugly child, Paris? Look at her, saggy potato. Just make her look presentable for tonight, I don't want to deal with commenting on her ugliness." I was 9 at that time, ugly and chubby. My father never liked, I was not his desired child, he always taunted me, he hated the mere site of me. And my now my husband hates the mere site of me, I hope I match up to his expectations from me today. The stylists were gone and I was waiting in my room, for my husband. Who still has not come from the office. Samantha came in, and gasped for the air, a chuckle escaped from my mouth "calm down sammy" I said, jokingly and she shake her head. "Master, has arrived and is waiting for you, he has asked me to get you down, fast" She said and I sighed and got up from the bed. Everyone fears Abram, no one can predict his temper, it is like a boiling water on the stove, always on the edge. I walked out the room and climbed down the stairs, I clench my fist tightly and casted my eyes on the floor as I feel his eye watching my every movement. I just hope he finds me presentable enough. "Look up, when you walk, I don't want people commenting on how under confident my wife looks". My ears perked up, and my heart beat fastened, I have heard these kind of words before but every time they just hurt new. Even though they are not wrong. I look up and found him already ahead of me, I tried to control my nerves, I won't mess it up, I won't mess it up for him. We sat in the car, there was eerie silence , it was dark, only lights from the outside was peeking inside. I tilt my head and look at him, his face was straight, void of showing any emotion. But still inhumanly beautiful. The stubble was shadowing over his jaw, which was clenched, he is wearing a tux with a floral tie as the same dress as me. I don't know why but this little detailing gave me butterflies in my tummy. I know I should not be happy, and think that he did it for me because I know the truth and I won't think about it now, because it will make me sad. And I want to glow with happiness, even though inside I feel nothing but sadness. The car stopped and we got out from the car. And suddenly a warm hand was put on my waist, tugging me closer. I look up to see my husband, and he looked at me, his eyes shining with pretentious happiness. My heart thudded inside my chest with the close proximity. He smiled and brought his face closer to my side cheek, near my ear and he whispered "behave--" . That's it, I heard the click of the cameras, capturing our pictures. Oh how I could forget that it is all pretense. We walked past the paparazzi, with him holding my hand walking me inside the home, gently. The home was decorated beautifully, with florals and illuminated with big chandeliers. It feels like a lavish party, and why wouldn't it. It is the party of one of the richest man in England. Ladies and gentlemen were dressed in different shades with floral patterns and designs, after all the theme was floral summer. "Finally, we get to meet Mrs. Oberoi, sorry we couldn't make it to your wedding, but thank you for coming today and gracing this party with your presence" I blushed at the way Mr. Beckman talked to me. "You are such a charmer, sir. It's my pleasure to attend this party with my husband" I said and shake my hands with him. I bit my lip as Abram, squished my waist painfully and I released my hand from Mr. Beckman's hand. He said his bye to us and walked away. Many new people I met today, most of them were rich industrialist or A- list celebs. I was smiling with my whole heart, because this is the first time I am this close to Abram, even jst for tonight even just to pretend a happily married couple, I feel happy to pretend all these things, because for me it is real. I excused myself from the group my husband was talking to One of them was Hanerrina the new famous actress. I did not like the vibe she was giving me. I need to go to the loo, to calm my nerves from all these things. I was in the loo, when I heard some women talking "Did you see the wife of Mr. Oberoi, god she looks so young and naive and she doesn't look at all his type, he is so handsome and dreamy. " I feel a pang of jealousy as, the way they were talking about my husband. I did not care what they think of me, but I did not like the way they were talking about my husband. I flushed and walked out, usually I avoid these kind of situations but tonight I feel as if I have to face these woman. "Mr. Decker looks good while posing with Beth, I must say Mrs. Decker" I said and gave her a big smile. She grew mum and the woman standing beside her chuckled. Bitch. I washed my hands and walked out. Feeling a little content, I know I shouldn't have said this but it was fun until. *** I hope you all enjoy the chapter. Love CeeCeeMeera~"And she survived too... the doctor said our baby is strong, Abram. Our daughter is strong just like me and you."And in that moment, I really wished Charlotte was dead. I retrieved my hand away from her stomach and gasped in horror.My eyes brimmed at the disgusting thought that had just crossed my mind. How could I even think of such a vile thing?"Meera, a lot has happened, the things we all have been through... God forbid no one should go through, but I am glad we both survived. You are going to be an aunt, Meera."I tried my best not to let tears fall from my eyes, but they did because hearing her say things like this made it worse.I looked at Abram with the pang of betrayal in my chest. He was staring at the wall, but then his focus shifted to me.His eyes softened as they met mine. I accused him for doing this to me, for putting me into this position.Why, God, why?We spoke through our eyes. He was trying to console me or make me understand his situation, but I couldn'
Past~"God, Dad would kill us if he knows I am drunk driving." I rolled my eyes, he won't kill her but me."Then let me drive, Lottie. I am the better driver," I said, my head already pounding with a headache. I really shouldn't have drunk this much."No… this is my bachelorette, and I want to break rules," her words came out more incoherently. I laughed.She turned on the music, increased the volume, and started to sing — or more like scream."Stop being boring, lil sis, and sing along." I rolled my eyes but hit the note with her in the song, and we started to rock our bodies back and forth.Laughing stupidly and giggling like little girls we used to be, and then suddenly she looked at me, smiling with love."I love you so much, Meera. I am so lucky to have you as my sister," she said, and I smiled back. I was more than lucky to have her.Yes, my heart still hurts because I will never have Abram, but I can do anything for her, and seeing her so happy makes it all worth it."I love yo
Meera~His lips skimmed over my forehead again and again, kissing my temple.It was peaceful. For the first time in my life, I felt like the voices in my head were at rest, and the chaos had stopped whirling.Our tears had finally stopped. It was just us, swaying in each other's embrace.He loves me. The man I have loved for years loves me back, and I know he means it. I could feel it. I could see it.How did I become so lucky? I have everything I always wished for. I want to grasp this moment in my life so tightly that it never leaves."Do you want me to fuck you?" I heard his voice in my ear, and I looked up at him, frowning. Is this man for real?I quirked a brow. "You are going back to bed, Abram. I guess that bullet has done something to your stamina. You are weirdly energetic."He smirked. "That's why. Let me put this energy into something—inside something." He leaned in, and I backed away, glaring at him."Go to the bed," I gritted, and he sighed. "At least sleep beside me and
Meera~I was lying beside him on the hospital bed. With my hand wrapped around his torso and face on his neck.Each breath he took through that oxygen mask was a reminder that he fulfilled his promise. He made it. He is alive.He is mine and even in the state of unconscious his fingers gripping was mine. "Oh Abram, where do I put my overflowing love for you?" I leaned up and kissed his jaw.His long lashes was resting over his cheeks, he looks peaceful as if he has been resting after doing so much work. But hasn't he done so much work? Always talking and yapping. Meera this, Meera that and when he is not talking he is doing things to my body. The proof I am carrying inside me. I brought his fingers to my mouth and kissed them. "Please wake up". I have decided that I will tell him. Maybe he won't hate it. Maybe he will pull me in his arms and say that he is happy. Maybe this baby will do some magic in our marriage which is cursed from the beginning. Four months have passed and a l
Meera~He went limp in my arms and I held him tighter and sat on the ground as a painful grunt escaped from his lips."Help--" I screamed and then I felt a weak touch on my jaw, I looked down at him through teary vision and he gave me a breathtaking smile."Don't cry my lady. I am not dying because we are meant to be together--we are going to grow old together".He said with so much pain but still managed to grin while tightening his grip over my hand. I managed to ignore him even though my heart was flipping and jumping but right now getting him to the hospital is most important.The cops hauled him up and but his hand never left mine, we sat inside the car with his head on my lap. Blood gushed out from his back where the bullet pierced. "Don't close your eyes honey, please" I rubbed his hand trying to keep him awake and he tried but then slowly drifted away. "Please drive fast he is losing consciousness" I cried pulling him to my chest as shallow breaths escaped from his mouth."
Meera~Every inch of my face hurts. It hurts so much that I can't even open my eyes. I feel the heaviness weighing on my face as if someone has put a huge rock on it.How long had I been passed out? The darkness of this room and the cold eeriness are seeping into my bones.Does Abram know I have been abducted? Will he try to find me? What if he doesn’t, because I have left him twice?Going to Derek's home after that fight was the biggest mistake of my life. I wish I had never trusted him."You were so young and sweet, seventeen, when I first saw you with your sister. From that day till today I have loved you secretly, but now I will show you my love in the open—"My heart thrummed inside my chest. When did he come here? I felt him twirling my hair between his fingers. "Get your hands away from me, you pedo."His movements stopped and suddenly his hands went to my neck, choking me.My lungs screamed for air, my vision swam with black spots, and the room spun around me. But his grip on