Meera ~
I washed my hands and walked out. Feeling a little content, I know I shouldn't have said this but it was fun until. Until I saw my own husband who told me to behave, is now cozily laughing with Hannerina. They both are standing so close to each other that he is not even realising that he putting a show of our marriage in front of others. I stood there in the middle, stuck as if my feet are glued to the floor, why would he do something like this in public? No, he can't make me or him a joke in front of world. I am now cursing myself for being a bitch to Mrs. Decker, my karma is hitting me back. I need to stop this, I have to stop this, I can't bear it. My body loosened as, I saw Derek my husband's best friend joining them in. I could literally make out the facial expression of Hanne bitch rina that she was clearly annoyed. Good. I thought of going in between them but didn't. Because I am already feeling out of place, these people are making me out the f place. Even though these parties are not new to me, but still they always make me feel uncomfortable. I don't belong here, I don't belong with these people. So I decided to sit on the empty sofa, and rested my back against the fluffly, and soft. Beckman's surely does have good taste in decorating home, it's the best I have seen. Cozy and homely. I sipped on my fruit punch, the cold drink soothed my nerves, calming me instant. I was still enjoying my drink, when I feel the sofa dipping beside me. "Enjoying fruity drink, huh? " I heard a manly voice, the voice I am very much familiar with. I look at my side and my eyes widened in shock or happiness, I don't know. "Ian--" I choked my eyes brimming with tears, blurring my vision, blurring everything around me. "Meera--" He whispered and without wasting any more time he took me in his arms and hugged me tightly. Tears spilled from my eyes, but I did not care, I could feel the several eyes on me, on us, judging us but I don't care. I just don't care. My best friend, my Ian is here, I have seen him after so long how could I not leap into his arms. When he is as important to me as my husband. When he is my life line, soul mate. I withdrew myself back and touched his face and he chuckled and wiped the water coming out of my nose. "You are still the same" He said and I tried to roll my eyes. "Cmon we have been apart for only six months and no one changes in six months. Atleast I don't". I lied, because I have changed in so many ways that I cannot describe. " How was rehab? " I ask, desperately. I want to know of his drug influence has gone or he is still under the influence of that unfortunate thing. Ian left for rehab to detox himself and to get better. And he hasn't looked better in year as he is looking now. He looks beautiful, handsome, amazing and healthy. He eyes the beautiful brown orbs which I love are now possess the same innocence as they did years ago. He looks like my Ian again. "Well, I am at the party and I am not drinking". He said and I nodd my head, praying that it stays that way. I could feel the eyes of my husband on me but right now I am just happy that my best friend is here with me. " Let's go out, it's suffocating here" He said and I was already up on my feet. I am so ready to get out of here. The chilly occasional breeze feels good in summer, it feels refreshing, even though England is not as hot as other countries but still global warming is doing it's best effect. "So, how is your marriage going? " Ian asks and sighed, I don't know what to say about my marriage, or is there even anything to say. "I am getting what, I deserve" I said curtly not giving him the details, because I don't want him to get into trouble with my husband because of me. He pulled me closer to his chest and kissed the top of my head, "You deserve the best, Meera, only the best. And I am always with you, remember" I smiled up at him because I know, no matter what I will always have him. I was still in his arms, when I was suddenly pulled back with force and my back hit the hard chest of the man I know. Abram. "Mr. Knightly, I must take my wife home now, she doesn't like being outdoors this much" He said and and holding my hand he walked me out. Ian was coming to protest but I shake my head, and pleaded him through my eyes. He stopped and then he was out if sight. I was thrown inside the car with a force, and my head banged against the hard window. My eyes watered at the impact. "Abram, it's not what you think, I swear" I pleaded , he looked at me with deadly eyes and I bit my lips. He looks angry, but why? I did not create a scene when he was chit chatting with that actress? Then why does he doing this to me. "Abram, he is my best friend, nothing more" I say in a pleading voice but he didn't pay any heed to my pleading. I don't know, where it came from but there is a fear inside, fear of what he might do to me once we reach home. I forwarded my hand slowly to touch his shoulder and suddenly I was half lying on the seat. His hand on my jaw, his eyes darkening in hot burning anger. He hovered above me and and I tried to remove him, but to no avail he lean down and bit on my neck and then sucked hard. A sob wreck through me "Abram please--" I pleaded but he continue to suck on the same spot of neck. He released me and whispered into my ear, something that no one has ever called me. "You are a whore". *** I hope you all enjoy the chapter. Thank you Love CeeCeeAbram~"We are set to open our franchise in the States. The board said the coming month will be the best time--"I got up from the sofa and walked away from my team without saying anything. I know it's rude but I don't care. They all work for me and I pay them shit load of money, so I can behave however I want. And right now I want to be with my wife, in her embrace. I haven't seen her for a whole one hour because of this stupid work. I climbed upstairs to go to our room. Yes our room where she must be reading a book or might be sleeping. I pushed the door inside and inhaled the sweet scent and closed my eyes for a moment as the warmth engulfed me. The warmth that was absent for sometime is, now here. She spreads that coziness in our room with her mere presence. I locked the door behind me and my gaze found her sitting at the bay of the window, reading something. A smile broke onto my lips as I watched her groaning in annoyance as strands of her hair disturbed her reading. I
Meera~It was blood. The raw red blood gushing out of his wrist. His eyes were closed, chest not rising and falling because he is not breathing. His lips had turned blue I can see the outlines of them. They look cold, begging me to give them some warmth. But I couldn't move my feet, just watch as paramedics rushed him past me, as if they didn't see his wife standing at the doorway. He disappeared, he didn't call for me, why? Did he really gave up on me that easily? The man who would roam behind me all the time, the man who never keeps his hands off me, the man who would talk to me all the time even when I am silent. That man gave up on me. He didn't think about his pigeon, not even once. Doesn't he want me anymore? Doesn't he need me? But it's fine, I know his tactics he is manipulative and I was rude to him. And he is going to make it alive. I know he is going to, because he himself said he can't live without me and that meant he can't live without me anywhere. Be it hell or
Meera~Why did this happen is it because I killed Charlotte? But it wasn't Ian 's fault. I killed lottie I should be dead not Ian. He promised he would never do drugs, then why? Why didn't he think about me? Why didn't he think that how would I live without him. He was the half of my soul and now he is gone. I am incomplete without him. I am lost. I don't know what to do without him. I lay down on my bed, and grabbed the letter he left for me. Opening it I started to read it again. 'Dear MeeraMy meepieYou know I never cared if I never got into a good relationship because for me you are my everything. You are my no. 1 . But I am tired now, dad wants to send me asylum to cure my illness, that is being gay. I tried to change and hated god for making me gay. Maybe in other life I will be born as a straight man and have you as my wife. Please be with me in next life too. But for now, goodbye. I know my death will break you but I know you are strong and you will understand. Until we
Abram~Moon. I don't know what, but she has this weird fascination with the moon that she would sit at the very same place everyday and stare at it. Its been four days since she left me, since I failed to find her even after having too many resources. She is alive, I know it. Her mother says she will Kill herself but I know her better she won't. She is so strong. She just needs time. The stars are shinig brightly today, they are the indication that she is safe and will get back to me , soon. Maybe she doesn't want to be found, that's why she is hiding herself away from me. But she doesn't realize that there is someone who is yearning for her, every minute and it is getting harder for him to even breathe without her. She also doesn't realize that I love my life and she is my life. So, I will do everything possible to bring her back, even if that meant to collide heaven and hell together. A smile broke onto my lips as I saw her blue scarf hung over the dressing table. She is jus
Abram~'You don't want to do this, please stop''Please stop, Abram''I don't want it this way, this is wrong''You always hurt me''You are a monster''Leave me, you monster''Monster''Monster''Monster'My eyes jolted open, as her voice echoed in my ears and for the first time in two months I feel nothing, no anger, no pain nothing. Only numbness. This was just a nightmare, this can't be true. I can't do this to my wife. She is too precious and I am not a monster. Yes, I shouldn't have tattoed her, but I am not a monster. "Pigeon--".No response. I look at my side and her side of the bed was empty. She was not here. My pigeon, my wife she is not here with me. A lone tear rolled down from my eye, as guilt started to seep inside me. "I am sorry baby" I whispered. Our room was dark, but I could see the daylight peeking through blinds. But I don't deserve even this ounce of daylight. Because if she is not in my life, my life is dark and after what I have put her through I deser
Abram~"Leave me, you monster" She screamed at my face, her eyes red and tears were streaming down from her eyes, just like mine. My heart broke, I feel as if someone is twisting the knife inside my heart , mercilessly. "Pigeon--" I saw her chin wobbling, I forwarded my hands to pull her in my arms, she is sobbing uncontrollably. I have never seen my wife like this before and it is hurting me too. What have I done? "Meera--" I called out for her again but she didn't say anything and in a blink of an eye she ran away from me. I strode after her trying to catch her, but before I could hold her she slammed the door on my face. "Wife--open the fucking door" I screamed and tried to open the door but she locked it from outside. "You can't run away from--Meera" I banged on the door but she didn't come. I took the vase and threw it against the wall, causing it to shatter into pieces, just like my heart. How could she run away from me? I know my method was wrong but my intentions were