RaytonNot again… I don’t want to lose my sanity and let it take over my Alpha instinct and do something I regret later. I can’t hold her even she begs me, all the words coming to her mouth right now… She doesn’t mean it at all.Forcing someone to get into a heat cycle is illegal, pouring your pheromones with an omega who did not give permission is rude. Byron is really out of his mind for doing something like this, and on top of that; it’s Bea, his step-sister!As a low-rank Alpha, the longer I stay behind her right now in this room filled with her strong pheromones… I don’t know how long I can endure everything.Omega’s pheromones are like a toxin, not only for low-rank but also in dominant Alpha. Once the air is polluted by their scent, even if the Alpha didn't want to, he could no longer refuse the urges that would flow through his whole body. And that’s what I avoid the most right now.I don't want to touch and hold her in this kind of situation, again. I don't want to repeat wha
RaytonNo matter how much we avoid each other, we are still given a reason to be together in a room or place. I looked at her face sleeping soundly as the moonlight hit it brought her beauty to life even more. How much I restrained myself, I was still being pulled to protect her.“I’m in trouble now, Bea. I can’t stop this feeling anymore, everything is a mess but no matter what happened… The comfortable I am feeling whenever I’m with you, the time we can be together from this moment; I must enjoy it and protect you no matter what I have to do.”I know this feeling I have right now is not only because she always emits her seduction scent when she’s with me. Day by day, the feelings form their shape and the time I open my eyes when the ice finally melted and the summer begins… I realize that I already like her.I held her left hand and caress it gently, the coldness is still there and her skins were still pale. Even if I wanted to go and confront Byron now, I couldn’t afford to leave B
BeatrixWITH so much going on in the past few days and what Byron has done, I don’t know how else I’m going to act that I can still stand on my own. I was so stressed with things and I couldn’t control my emotions that even if Rayton wasn’t doing anything wrong, I bent my anger to him.I felt even more guilty because of his response, he did not show any anger and he is more patient now toward me. Maybe he felt sorry for what had happened, this is the most I don’t want to happen, the pity of other people. I can’t accept if Rayton sees me like that.After what I did to him, I would be just weak in front of him, eventually, the leadership of the pack would not be mine either. Even though, I am still dominant it cannot be changed that I am a woman there is nothing I can do against Alpha males.“If you don't have anything to tell me, you can leave now. You don't have to watch me all day like a sweet lover, I don’t need your pity if you’re just doing all this because of what you’ve witness
BeatrixHE didn’t force me to speak or answer his confession, He just stay in the room and sat quietly next to me. Whatever I tried to suppress the sounds of my sobbing I could not do, I was too overwhelmed and shocked at the words he said to me.I didn't expect this to happen, at first, I tried to stop myself from liking him forever because I was the only one who would be hurt in the future. But I can't deny that I also once dreamed that this would happen.Say, who doesn’t want to be loved? Anyone would want to be loved by the person they love… And that counts me as one of them.“Did you calm down now? You are crying for almost an hour now and I’m worried.” Rayton caresses my hair gently, a sample gesture of a caring man to his lover. “Do you want me to give you some water?”“Yes, please,” I whispered and sit up, I can feel the puffiness of my eyes.He immediately fetched water and helped me to drink it, “look at yourself, this is not the Bea I know. You should hurry and come out, ev
BeatrixA few days passed and my heat finally subsided, Rayton did nothing but take care of me for the past few days, even though he had been also busy taking care of our upcoming official wedding ceremony. The awkwardness between the two of us has gradually disappeared, we have also become more open to each other and we can laugh at simple stories whenever the two of us are together.We become more than a mate to each other, as time goes on, I look for his presence next to me every day, less than a few hours without him I am bored, and I let myself be attached to him more than I expected. And every time I'm with him I feel weird feelings but I don't hate it at all.Ever since his confession, I can finally laugh sincerely and become more relaxed because I know, I have someone now on my side.“Bea… Bea!” I turned to the owner of the hand waving in front of me, Rayton who frowned and seemed confused looking at me. “I've been calling you over and over before but you don't answer or look
BeatrixRayton said nothing, he just smiled at me as if to say he was just by my side no matter what happened. From the time we left the room until we started walking toward the dining hall, he did not let go of my hand. But I’m content with that, and at least now I don’t really feel like I’m alone anymore. I have a partner in every problem that comes my way.With every step, I took I heard the sound of my shoes on the floor, quite refreshing since I stayed in the bedroom for a few days. There were also only a few servants there and most of them were those close to Alpha Gregor, which is not surprising. If we talk about what happened and what Byron did to me, only those he can trust should hear so as not to tarnish his name with others.“Are you okay? Are you sure you can bear to see Byron's face? We can postpone it first, I'll just talk to Alpha Gregor that you can't leave the room or your heat cycle isn't over yet. "Rayton said worriedly, his grip on my hand tightened. he was even m
RaytonI don’t understand how Alpha Gregor could tolerate letting his son do that kind of thing, I understand that they are a family full of Alphas, but shouldn't they be good influences to other wolves? When I heard the words, he said to Bea I couldn't stop the anger that quickly flowed through my veins.“Pardon me, Alpha Gregor. Your son almost raped my mate, did you hear the word you were saying, or did you even think that would be okay?” I say while clenching my teeth and trying to suppress my anger.Forget? He just wants Bea to forget everything because they are siblings, they are hardly blood relatives! Knowing the real story behind this family, I can’t afford to turn my back on what Byron did to Bea.I heard a snort from Byron, “what right do you have to intervene in their conversation, low-rank Alpha? Do you think you have a right to the south because you are her mate?” He pointed his finger at Bea as if she were just a servant. “She can do anything to keep her throne as the c
ByronI still feel the pain from the wound on the side of my lips because of my fight with Beltran the other day, I didn't expect him to react so strongly because of what I did but I also can't blame him because he doesn't want to ruin the image of our family.But what happened to me and my father was the most unexpected of all, I never thought he would be able to hurt me in front of others. I feel like my whole being has been trampled on in front of Beatrix and her low-ranked Alpha.It's like when we were kids, I always hid behind Beltran so I wouldn't be scolded whenever I did something bad. Beltran always shares the punishments that should have been mine alone, he proved to be a brother to me, he became my friend, my protector, my guardian, and it should be our Father’s duty.But even so, he did not complain or resent me. He never tired of scolding and correcting me for all the wrong things I was doing, which until now he was still able to block himself just to save me from our fat